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Bella POV
I still remember the moment I found out I was pregnant, because everything around me suddenly felt strange. The hospital room was quiet and cold, and I sat nervously on the small examination bed while the doctor looked over my test results. After a short moment, he looked up and said simply, “Your results are back.” My hands tightened together in my lap. “Is something wrong?” I asked quietly. He shook his head. “No,” he said. “Nothing is wrong. But you should know something.” I frowned slightly, confused, and before I could ask another question he added calmly, “You’re pregnant.” For a second I just stared at him, completely frozen. “Pregnant?” I repeated softly, like the word didn’t even belong to me. He nodded once and handed me the paper with the results. “You can take this,” he said. But I barely heard the rest of what he said after that, because my attention was already locked on the single word written clearly on the page. My mind felt blank for a moment because it didn’t make sense. “That… that can’t be right,” I said quickly, shaking my head while confusion filled my voice. “I’ve been taking contraceptives every day.” The doctor only shrugged lightly. “They work most of the time,” he replied simply. But I was no longer listening. My eyes slowly dropped to my stomach. It looked exactly the same as always, flat and normal, yet suddenly it felt different to me. There was a baby inside me. The thought made my chest tighten, and a thousand emotions rushed through my mind at the same time. Shock came first, because I had never expected something like this to happen. Then confusion followed, because I had been so careful that I truly believed pregnancy was impossible. But slowly, another feeling started rising quietly inside my heart. A small, fragile happiness. Before I even realized it, my hand had moved to rest gently over my stomach, and my eyes began to sting with tears. Because whether I had planned for it or not… I was going to have a baby. And not just any baby. It was Ethan’s baby. The thought of Ethan made my chest tighten in a complicated way, because while this baby should have been something that filled my heart with nothing but happiness, the reality of my marriage made everything far more complicated. Ethan Wade was my husband. He was also the Alpha of the Blackridge Wolf Clan, a man respected and feared by nearly everyone in the pack because of his strength, leadership, and powerful wolf blood. I, on the other hand, was just Bella Hart. A human girl who had grown up inside the wolf pack but never truly belonged to it. My parents had been the clan’s herbal healers, and they had spent their entire lives studying plants, roots, and natural remedies that could help wolves recover from injuries after battles or transformations. They were known for creating powerful herbal tonics that strengthened wolf bodies, healed wounds faster, and soothed the pain that sometimes came after shifting. I inherited that knowledge from them. But when I was eight years old, everything changed. There was an accident during a clan expedition in the mountains, and my parents never came back. After that, I was taken in by a distant relative within the clan, and even though I continued learning herbal medicine and helping injured wolves, I always knew I was different from everyone else around me. They had wolves inside them. I didn’t. And then there was Ethan. The man who had never truly chosen me. Our marriage had been arranged by the clan elders to protect the name of the alpha bloodline. But everyone knew that Ethan’s heart had always belonged to someone else. Clara was the woman after his heart. Clara was everything I wasn’t. She was a pure-blooded wolf, confident, beautiful, and powerful in a way that made it obvious she belonged beside someone like Ethan. Before my marriage was arranged, the entire pack had expected Ethan and Clara to become mates someday. Even now, people still whispered about it. And I knew Ethan had never stopped caring about her. That was the painful truth I lived with every day. Still, there was something I remembered clearly from a conversation months ago. Ethan had been speaking with the elders in the meeting hall, and I had been standing outside the door with a basket of healing herbs in my hands when I heard him say something that stuck in my mind. “I want an heir,” he had said firmly. The clan needed a future Alpha. A child who would inherit the strength and leadership of the pack. At the time, those words had made my chest ache because I knew he probably imagined that future child with someone like Clara. Not me. And yet somehow… Here I was. Pregnant with his baby. The doctor’s voice gently pulled me out of my thoughts. “Are you alright, Miss Hart?” I nodded slowly, even though my emotions were still spinning in circles inside my chest. “Yes doctor,” I said quietly. After finishing the rest of the checkup, I eventually left the hospital and stepped outside into the cool afternoon air, where gray clouds had begun gathering across the sky like a storm might start soon. As I walked slowly down the path toward the pack grounds, my hand drifted to my stomach almost without thinking. There was a baby inside me. A tiny life that belonged to both Ethan and me. Part of me felt incredibly happy about that fact, because I knew how much Ethan had always wanted a child, even if he had never said those words directly to me. But another part of me felt nervous and uncertain, because I had no idea how he would react when he found out. Would he be happy? Or would he only see this as another responsibility tied to a marriage he never wanted in the first place? The large pack house slowly came into view in the distance, standing tall against the darkening sky. Ethan was probably inside right now, dealing with clan matters or training younger wolves in the courtyard like he often did. My heart started beating faster with every step I took. I stopped walking for a moment and took a deep breath, trying to calm the storm of thoughts inside my head. It still looked completely normal, flat like it had always been, but somehow it didn’t feel the same anymore. The doctor’s words kept repeating in my head. You’re pregnant. The thought made my heart start beating faster, but underneath all of that, there was also a small feeling of happiness that I couldn’t ignore. There was a baby inside me and it’s Ethan’s baby. That thought alone made me nervous again, because I had no idea how he was going to react when he heard the news. Still, he had the right to know. Later that evening, when I stepped into the pack house, I saw Ethan standing near the long table looking at something on his phone like he always did whenever he was busy with pack business. “Ethan,” I called. He looked up at me with a slight frown. “What is it?” he asked. My heart started pounding again, but I forced myself to walk closer. “I need to tell you something,” I said. He sighed a little like he was already impatient. “Then say it.” I took a small breath before finally speaking. “I went to the hospital today.” Ethan looked at me for a second. “And?” My fingers slowly curled together as I forced the words out. “I’m pregnant.” The moment the words left my mouth, the room suddenly felt very quiet. I looked at him and repeated softly, “I’m pregnant, Ethan.”Bella’s POVI couldn’t look at Ethan.Not because I didn’t trust him.Because I was terrified of what I might remember if I did.The room was completely dark now, except for the tiny red light blinking on the machine between us.Once.Twice.Three times.The same rhythm as Ethan’s old promise.Three squeezes.I’m here.But now the sound made my stomach twist.“What was the last memory?” Ethan asked quietly.I swallowed.“I don’t know.”It was a lie.Somewhere inside my mind, I knew.I could feel it.Like a locked door buried underneath everything I had remembered.And behind that door was something I had deliberately forgotten.Ethan stepped closer.“Bella.”I moved backward.“Don’t.”He stopped immediately.His face fell.“I won’t touch you.”I looked at him.He was trying so hard not to look hurt.That somehow hurt me more.“I need to know the truth,” I whispered.“I know.”“And if the truth is something terrible…”“I’ll stay.”“You don’t know that.”“I do.”“How?”He smiled sadly.
Bella’s POVThe door slammed shut behind us.I spun around and grabbed the handle.It wouldn’t move.“Ethan!”“I know.”He pulled at it harder.Nothing.The red lights above us flashed faster, filling the room with an eerie glow that made everything look like it was covered in blood.Elena was gone.Noah was gone.James and Maya were gone.It was just Ethan and me.And the machine.I turned slowly.The machine was humming louder now.A screen flickered on.Then another.Then another.Hundreds of photographs appeared across the walls.Children.Doctors.Laboratory rooms.Families.And me.So many pictures of me that my stomach turned.“Why are there so many?”Ethan didn’t answer.He was staring at one photograph.I followed his gaze.It showed me at seven years old.I was sitting in a hospital bed.Beside me was the little girl from the photograph.The girl who looked exactly like me.Except she had a small scar beneath her chin.I touched my own chin.I had the same scar.My breathing
Bella’s POVEvery memory hit me at once.I screamed.It felt like my head had been split open, and suddenly I wasn’t standing in the hospital anymore.I was somewhere else.Somewhere colder.Somewhere I had spent years trying to forget.The red room.But this time, I wasn’t eight.I was older.Sixteen.I was standing in front of a glass wall, staring at myself.There were wires attached to my arms.Blood was running down one side of my forehead.And Ethan was standing behind me.Except he wasn’t the Ethan I knew.He looked exactly the same.Same eyes.Same smile.Same stupid little expression he made whenever he was trying to hide that he was scared.“Bella,” he whispered.I turned around.“Are you okay?”“I don’t know.”He reached for me.I grabbed his hand.Three squeezes.I’m here.He squeezed back.Three times.I’m here too.Then the door opened.My father walked inside.Behind him was Dr. Vale.And behind them was my mother.My heart stopped.I watched the memory unfold.My mothe
Bella’s POVFor a few seconds, nobody moved.Nobody breathed.Nobody even seemed to know what to say.I was still holding Ethan’s hand.But suddenly, his hand felt different.Not because it had changed.Because I had.Because Noah’s words had planted something inside my head that I couldn’t ignore.They killed the original Ethan.I looked at him.His eyes were fixed on Noah.“What do you mean?” Ethan asked.Noah didn’t answer immediately.His face looked terrified.“I remember the room.”“What room?”“The room where they kept the children after the experiments.”Ethan’s jaw tightened.“You were there?”Noah nodded.“I was there when they brought you in.”Ethan stepped forward.“You saw me?”“Yes.”“How old was I?”Noah looked at me.“Eight.”My heart sank.“And what happened?”Noah’s eyes filled with tears.“They said you weren’t responding.”Ethan’s breathing became heavier.“What did they do?”“They took you away.”“Where?”“The red room.”Silence.Ethan looked down at his hands.“I
Bella’s POVThe moment Ethan’s hand appeared in my memory, everything around me disappeared.The hospital.The alarms.The shouting.Elena’s trembling fingers wrapped around mine.James yelling something from somewhere behind me.Maya crying.Noah staring at me like he already knew what I was about to remember.All of it faded away.There was only the red room.And Ethan.I blinked rapidly, but the memory did not disappear.Instead, it became clearer.I was younger.Much younger.I couldn’t have been older than eight.The room around me was covered in red lights, and there were wires attached to my head, my arms, and my chest, while a machine beside me kept making a soft beeping sound that somehow felt terrifyingly familiar.I was crying.I could feel the tears running down my cheeks.I could hear myself begging someone to stop.Then I felt a hand around mine.Small.Warm.Shaking.I turned my head.Ethan was sitting beside me.He was a child too.His face was covered in tears, and th
Bella’s POVI stared at Elena as if the words she had just spoken had physically pushed me backward.Don’t trust Dad.My father.The man I had spent years believing was dead.The man who had just walked into a secret laboratory and told me he had been trying to protect me.The man who had told me my mother was alive.The man who had explained everything as if he had been carrying the truth all these years because he had no other choice.And now my sister was telling me not to trust him.“Bella!”Ethan’s voice snapped me back to reality.He was kneeling beside Elena, trying to keep her steady while water continued spreading across the floor from the shattered tank.“Help me get her up.”I immediately dropped beside him.“Elena, can you stand?”She nodded weakly.“I think so.”I slipped one arm around her waist while Ethan supported her other side.The room had become complete chaos.James was shouting at Maya and Sarah to stay behind him, the alarms were screaming so loudly that my ear
Bella POVThe next two weeks passed in a way that felt strange to me.For the first time in three years of marriage, Ethan was actually living in the house with me.Sometimes when I woke up in the morning, I would see his shoes by the door or his jacket hanging on the chair in the living room, and
Bella POVI had just finished arranging the jars of herbs in the small medicine cabinet in my room when my phone suddenly rang on the table beside me.For a moment I simply stared at the screen without moving, because Ethan’s name was flashing across it.My heart immediately started beating faster.
Bella POVAt that exact moment, his phone suddenly rang.The sound broke the heavy silence in the room.Ethan glanced at the screen and immediately answered the call.His voice softened slightly when he spoke.“Hello?”A familiar female voice echoed faintly from the phone speaker.“Ethan,” Clara sa
Bella POVFor a moment, Ethan didn’t move at all. His face was completely blank, and the silence between us stretched so long that my heart started racing again.Then he laughed but it wasn’t a happy laugh, It was short, cold, and full of disbelief.“You’re pregnant?” he repeated.I nodded quickly.







