LOGINSienna’s Point of View
Five Years Later
"Today is the day, baby. Your daddy is finally coming back home.” I whisper as I kneel in front of Aiden, brushing a stubborn strand of blond hair off of his forehead. My little boy beams up at me, his big brown eyes, so much like his father’s, full innocence. He didn’t exactly understand what today means, not the weight of it, not the years, not the quiet ache in my chest that I have carried since the day Asher left, but I had held onto this moment for both of us. I smooth out the collar of the little button-up shirt that he is wearing, blue with tiny wolves printed along the collar. He looked perfect. “Do I look like a baby Alpha?” He asks with a serious face, puffing out his tiny chest. I bite back a laugh and pinch his cheek. “You look even better. You look like my little Alpha.” I say, he beams and spins around once for dramatic effect. “I think I should be in charge now.” He says and I chuckle, brushing my hands over his hair. “Let’s not get ahead of ourselves, there, baby.” After straightening his sleeves, I stand and make my way to the mirror, just to check myself one last time. I made sure to keep my makeup light, my hair falling in soft curls down my back, and the green dress I only wore once, the color that always made my eyes look brighter, and used to drive Asher crazy. I hear the front door creak open before someone calls out. "Si?" My best friend's voice drifts down the hall. "In my bedroom." I call back, smoothing my dress down. A low whistle cuts through the room. “Damn, Si. Who are you trying to impress?” I turn around, rolling my eyes as Ava steps into my room, her auburn curls piled into a messy bun and her usual smirk plastered on her face. “No one.” I say, though I can feel my cheeks turning red. Ava smirks at me, folding her arms in front of her chest. “Uh huh. Sure. Just a totally normal day to get all dressed up and curl your hair.” “Stop.” I laugh lightly, shaking my head. “He is really coming back, huh?” She asks softly and I nod my head. “Yeah... He is... He is finally coming back home, Ava. I just… I want to be there.” I say softly and Ava’s teasing expression fades and something softer takes over her expression. She tilts her head slightly, her eyes scanning me, thoughtful and gentle now. “You look beautiful, Si. Seriously. And if that idiot doesn’t realize what he has the moment he lays his eyes on you...” “You’ll punch the Alpha’s son?” I finish for her with a small smile. “Right in the jaw.” She says without missing a beat. I laugh again and glance towards Aiden, who is trying to hop while putting on his shoes. “Do you need some help over there, baby?” “I got it.” He grunts, his tongue sticking out as he fights with the velcro strap. “My shoes are just being bad guys today.” Ava snorts. “Clearly they didn’t get the memo. Today is a big day for the new baby Alpha.” Aiden finishes and stands tall with a big smile. “I’m ready now! Can I drive?” He asks excitedly and I shake my head. “No. Absolutely not. Besides, we are going to walk. It's not that far." I say and he sighs. “Fine. But when I am a real Alpha, I am buying a motorcycle.” He says, his face serious. Ava grins and leans down, ruffling his hair. “Make sure it has a baby seat for your mom.” He puffs out his cheeks in mock frustration and stomps once. “I’m almost five!” We both laugh, and I scoop him up onto my hip, holding him close. “Come on, let’s go. I want him to see his son, even if he doesn’t know it yet.” Ava nods, her expression unreadable for a moment. “You sure you are ready for this?” I shrug. “No… not really, but I need to do this anyway.” I say and with that, we head out the door, hope burning quietly in my chest like the calm before a storm. Together we make our way to the pack house grounds, weaving through the gathering crowd, pushing our way to the front. The word spread fast: Asher Grey, the future Alpha, was finally coming home. I hold Aiden close to my chest, my eyes scanning the driveway as cars pull in and park. My wolf suddenly stirs beneath my skin. I can feel her agitation as she begins pacing. I frown. 'What is it Ally?' I asked, confused about what has her so worked up. 'I don't know... I just feel like something is about to happen.' She mumbles back. Before I can respond, I see a black SUV coming up the hill. And my breath catches in my throat. “It’s him.” I whisper excitedly, pulling Aiden closer to me. The SVU stops, the doors clicking open. I hold my breath, watching the SVU intently as I wait for him to step out of the car. Then it happens the door opens and suddenly a delicious scent hits me like a shockwave. 'Mate.' Ally howls in my head, wild and ecstatic. My knees almost give out, but I steady myself. I can't believe it. He is my mate. My heart swells and I take a step forward, a big smile breaking across my face. He steps out slowly, his entire body tense. His gaze sweeps over the crowd, but Asher doesn’t even look at me. I hesitate, slightly hurt and confused. “Ash…” I whisper under my breath. I watch as he walks around the car and opens the passenger door. A slender hand extends from inside the car, reaching out, and Asher takes it. My smile fades away and my stomach drops. My wolf whimpers in disbelief as a woman steps out of the SUV. Tall. Gorgeous. Long dark hair and glowing skin. And then, the final blow... The woman turns slightly and rests her hand on her round, very pregnant stomach. Everything around me starts to blur as I struggle to breathe. The crowd, the noise, even Ava’s hand gripping my arm tightly. My mate, the boy who promised that he would love me forever and would come back for me, had returned… … but he came back with someone else.Asher’s Point of View “I hate you.” Sienna snaps, glaring at me. “I love you too, baby.” I say softly and she narrows her eyes even more of that is possible. “I mean it, Asher!” Sienna snaps, gripping my hand so tightly I’m fairly certain she’s trying to break it. “I cannot believe I let you do this to me again!” “Hey, I didn’t do this alone." I argue carefully and she glares at me again. “You absolutely did.” She snaps and the nurse coughs softly like she is trying not to laugh. I lean closer to Sienna. “You’re doing amazing.” I say, wiping some hair from her face. “Don’t patronize me.” She snaps. “I’m not. You are...” “Don’t you dare say I’m glowing.” She says and I shake my head. “You are not glowing, more like glistening.” I say trying to lighten the mood, but it doesn’t work. She squeezes my hand again, hard, and I wince. “Okay, that one hurt.” I mutter. “Good.” She mutters. Another contraction hits and she groans loudly.
Asher’s Point of View “You’ll see soon enough.” She says it with that smile, that soft, secret smile she has and then she pushes open the door to our apartment like she did not just drop the most suspicious sentence ever. I step in behind her slowly, shutting the door behind us. “Okay... And what exactly does that mean?” I ask carefully as she kicks off her shoes. “What does what mean?” She asks with and arched brow. “You know exactly what that means... That...” I say, pointing at her. “That tone. That smile. That cryptic statement.” I say and she laughs lightly before she walks towards the kitchen. “You are overthinking this.” “I am not overthinking it, I am analyzing the situation.” I say and she snorts before she grabs two glasses from the cupboard. “I married a dramatic man.” She says, pouring water into the glasses. “You absolutely did.” I say and she hands me a glass of water. I don’t take it immediately. I narrow my eyes at her instead. “You said I would
Sienna’s Point of View I am reaching for a glass of water when an arm wraps around my waist from behind and I can't help but smile as tingles run through me. The touch is warm. Familiar. Mine. “Have I told you how beautiful you look yet?” Asher murmurs softly, his voice warm against my cheek. I take a sip of water before turning in his arms, looping my arms around his neck. “I do seem to remember something like that, but it is a bit hazy.” I tease with a smile and he chuckles softly as he tugs a loose strand of hair behind my ear. “Well then let me tell you again... You look absolutely stunning.” He murmurs, and his eyes drop slightly as he leans closer. “But as beautiful as you look in this dress… I can’t wait to get you out of it.” He says softly, just loud enough for me to hear. I laugh, shaking my head. “You are impossible.” I say and he grins at me. “I am just being honest.” “You are being inappropriate.” I say and he shakes his head “No, I c
Asher’s Point of View I keep shuffling and fidgeting nervously. First my left foot, then my right foot, then I adjust my jacket. I glance down at my watch and I let out a breath. “Relax. She will be here soon.” Derek mutters next me, clapping a firm hand on my shoulder and I glance at him. “I know... I just can’t wait to see her.” I say, sighing slowly as I run a hand through my hair. He grins at me. “Trust me. It will be worth the wait.”He says and I frown slightly. “That is not really helpful.”I murmur and he shrugs. “No, but it’s true.” Jake leans in from my other side. “You have faced rogue attacks without blinking, and this is what has you nervous?” “This is different.” I say flatly and Peter snorts. “It’s a ceremony.” “It’s my ceremony... With her.” I correct him, and Derek smirks at me again, shaking his head without a word. “You’re shuffling, again.” Jake says with a grin and I frown at him. “I am not shuffling.”I mutter and he arches
Hi guys! I trust that all of you are well?I am sorry that I have been so quiet the last two months.January was a bit of a circus between me, my son and my father being sick.And my son started February sick again, and currently we are sitting in the hospital once again, waiting for him to be checked in.I will work on updates and post chapters as I can.Thank you all for sticking with me, and I really do hope you stick with me as I finish The Luna He Left Behind, and that you continue on the journey with me with The Luna That Survived.
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