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His First Love, My Last Goodbye
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2026-07-21 04:27:57My fingers trembled against my stomach.
Pregnant.
I was pregnant.
The pack doctor’s words echoed inside my head until I couldn’t hear anything else.
“Congratulations, Luna… you’re carrying the Alpha’s child.”
A sharp pain twisted through my lower abdomen, forcing me to bend over.
“Evelyn!”
Someone shouted my name, but the voices around me sounded distant, as if I were trapped underwater.
I couldn’t breathe.
I couldn’t think.
All I knew was that the tiny life growing inside me had just become the most important thing in the world.
“She’s going to faint!”
A pair of hands reached for me.
Before they could touch me, Kael stepped forward.
For one foolish second, hope bloomed inside me.
Maybe…
Maybe he still cared.
Maybe he regretted what he’d done.
Instead of holding me, he frowned.
“What is it now?”
His cold voice sliced through the silence.
I stared at him, unable to believe what I’d just heard.
“What is it… now?”
Did he think I was pretending?
Did he think I wanted everyone’s attention?
The elder nearest to us frowned. “Alpha, your Luna doesn’t look well.”
Kael’s expression remained unchanged.
“She’ll recover.”
Recover?
I had just lost my marriage.
My dignity.
My future.
And he thought I would simply recover.
Selene stepped closer, her beautiful face filled with concern.
“Kael, maybe we should postpone the ceremony.”
She reached for his arm.
“I don’t want anyone to think I came between you two.”
The words sounded considerate.
Almost kind.
If I hadn’t caught the tiny smile that disappeared the moment Kael looked at her, I might have believed her.
“You didn’t,” Kael said firmly.
“You’ve done nothing wrong.”
His words settled over the square like a final judgment.
The pack members exchanged glances.
Some looked uncomfortable.
Others didn’t even try to hide their satisfaction.
“I knew it,” someone whispered.
“Our Alpha never loved her.”
“Evelyn was only Luna because of the late Alpha.”
“Selene has always been his true mate.”
Their voices surrounded me from every direction.
Each one stole another piece of my pride.
I refused to cry.
Not here.
Not in front of the people who wanted to watch me break.
The chief elder stepped between us.
“Alpha Kael, according to our laws, a rejected Luna has the right to challenge the decision before the Moon Goddess.”
“I won’t challenge him,” I said quietly.
The elder looked at me in surprise.
“But—”
“I won’t beg for a place in a man’s heart.”
My voice was calm.
Calmer than I felt.
If Kael wanted freedom…
I’d give it to him.
His eyes met mine for the first time since the ceremony began.
Something unreadable flickered across his face.
Relief?
Guilt?
I no longer cared.
The elder sighed heavily.
“Then the rejection will become official before midnight.”
Midnight.
In less than three hours…
I would no longer be the Luna of Blackwood Pack.
A strange numbness settled over me.
Three years of loving Kael.
Three years of trying to become enough.
And it all ended with a single sentence.
No apology.
No explanation.
Just…
“I reject you.”
As the crowd began to disperse, I turned to leave.
“Wait.”
Kael’s voice stopped me.
Slowly, I looked back.
He walked toward me until only a few steps separated us.
For a moment, neither of us spoke.
Finally, he reached into the pocket of his ceremonial coat and pulled out a black bank card.
“Take this.”
I stared at it.
“What is it?”
“There are five million in the account.”
My heart clenched.
“I don’t need your money.”
“It’s enough for you to start over.”
Start over?
Was that what he thought this was?
A business deal?
He had discarded three years of my life and expected money to erase the pain.
“I said I don’t want it.”
His jaw tightened.
“Don’t be stubborn.”
A bitter laugh escaped my lips.
“So that’s what you think this is?”
“Evelyn—”
“No.”
I stepped back.
“You don’t get to reject me…”
I swallowed the lump in my throat.
“…and then pay me to disappear.”
Without another word, I walked away.
This time, he didn’t stop me.
But as I reached the stone steps leading out of the sacred square, a familiar voice called after me.
“Luna!”
It was Doctor Helena.
She ran toward me, clutching a small leather medical bag.
She looked frightened.
Very frightened.
When she reached me, she lowered her voice until only I could hear.
“Luna… don’t tell anyone about the baby.”
My heart skipped a beat.
“What?”
She glanced over her shoulder to make sure no one was listening.
“Someone broke into my office this afternoon.”
A chill ran down my spine.
“They searched through every patient file.”
I felt the blood drain from my face.
“The only file they took…”
Her hands trembled as she grabbed mine.
“…was yours.”
To be continued…
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