LOGINScott’s Point of View
“You have got to be kidding me.” The words come out flat, tired, and I sigh, feeling absolutely done. I swear everything that could have gone wrong have to today, and this is the last straw. I stare at the truck, and the truck stares back at me, with smoke curling up from under the hood like it is mocking us. Marcus, my beta, lets out a long sigh from where he is standing next to me and he runs a hand through his hair. “Yeah. No. That’s not good.” He murmurs and I snort. “That’s one way to put it.” I mutter, glaring at the truck. He moves closer again, and peers at the engine again, before he straightens. “I can’t fix this.” He repeats and I snort. “You don’t say.” zh He narrows his eyes slightly at me, but ignores my jab. ““We’re not getting anywhere like this. We will have to head back to that town and find someone to tow it in.” He says, rubbing the back of his neck. I look back down the road we came from. “That town barely counts as a town.” “It has buildings. That counts a a town.” Marcus says and I sigh again. “Fantastic.” I mutter. We don’t argue, there is nothing to argue about, so we just start walking back to the town in silence. But the silence doesn’t last long. “Are you trying to run?” Marcus mutter after a few minutes, frowning at me. “I’m walking normally.” I say flatly and he arches a brow at me. “You’re walking like you want to punch something.” He says and I glance at him. “Are you offering?” I asks and he smirks. “That sounds tempting. But no.” "Then just shut up and walk." "Yes, boss." He smirks, and I shake my head without answering him and we continue the rest of the way in silence. We reach the edge of town quicker than I expect us to. A couple of shops, a diner, a bar, and a mechanic with a flickering sign. “There.” Marcus says pointing at the mechanic at the same time I see him and we quickly make our way over. The guy at the shop is middle aged human with grease-stained hands. "What can I do for you men?" He asks, wiping his hand on a cloth. "Our truck broke down outside of town, we were wondering if you could tow it back in?" Marcus asks and the man immediately nods his head. "Sure." He turns, calling to the back. "Jimmy! Keep and eye on the shop. I need to go do a tow." A young guy pokes his head out a door. He acknowledges us with a nod and throws the keys to the man. He turns back to look at us. "Let's go." He says and we quickly follow him to his truck. "So, you heading back home?" He asks and Marcus nods his head. "Yeah, we were at a meeting two towns over and we need to get home quickly, but one thing after another has happened today." He mutters and the man laughs. "It's almost like fate is trying to slow you down on purpose. Maybe you should listen." He says and I fight myself not to snort. It doesn't take long to get to the truck and he quickly heads over to it, popping the hood again. "Do you think you can have it fixed today?" I asks after a few minutes. He straightens and glances at us, then back at the truck, before he shakes his head slowly. “No. This will at least take a day. Maybe more if I have to order parts.” He says and Marcus lets out a sharp breath. “A day?” He asks and the man nods his head. “Minimum.” He says and both he and Marcus looks back at me. I sight and fold my arms in front of my chest. “We don’t really have a choice here, do we?” I ask and the man shrugs. “Not unless you plan on pushing it.” He says. Marcus mutters something under his breath that neither one of us can hear and the man looks at me expectantly and I nod my head. “Fine. Tow it.” I say and he nods his head. An hour later, the truck is gone and so is my patience. “Well, I guess we are staying over.” Marcus says cheerfully, clapping his hands together lightly and I glare at him. “This is your fault.” “My fault?” He laughs, shaking his head. “Oh no my friend. You are the one who insisted that we drive instead of flying.” He says and I frown. “I said I didn’t want to deal with pack politics before the blood moon.” “And now we’re dealing with human politics. Congratulations.” He says shrugging at me. We find the motel the mechanic told us about easily. And for a few seconds I stare at it. Same one-story building, dull lights, nothing special. I sigh. "Guess this will have to do." I mutter before we make our way inside. The woman behind the desk smiles up at us as soon as she hear us. “Afternoon. Do you boys need a room?” She asks, her voice warm and friendly. Marcus smiles at her, nodding his head. “Yes, please, mam. One room, with two beds.” "Of course. Just for one night?" She asks and he nods again. "Yes mam. We will be heading out tomorrow." He says smoothly and she nods her head before typing something on the computer. A few minutes later sue hands us a key card and gives directions. “Room 208. We don't serve breakfast, dinner or lunch. But there are menus in the room for takeaway. There is also a estaurant, a diner and bar down the road that you can walk to if you don't want food to be brought to your room.” She says and Marcus smiles at her, nodding his head again. “That is perfect. Thank you.” He says. We quickly say goodbye before making our way outside m The moment we are out of earshot, he looks at me. “What is going on? Are you okay? You have been on edge all day.” He asks and I frown, shaking my head. “I have not.” “You almost snapped at the mechanic.” “He deserved it.” “He literally did nothing.” He says flatly, arching a brow at me. I stop walking and turn to look at him. “What is wrong with you?” I ask and he frowns at me in confusion. “Excuse me? What is wrong with me?” He asks, pointing at himself, but before I can answer he continues. “Nothing is wrong with me, but you...” Marcus says, pointing at me. “.... You have been fidgety and irritated all day. You look like you want to crawl out of your own skin.” He says, frowning at me and I sigh before raking a hand through my hair. “I don’t know.” “Bullshit.” He mutters, folding his arms in front of his chest as he stares at me. I hesitate for a second before I sigh once again. “Maybe it’s beacuse everything has been going wrong the entire day. Maybe because the blood moon is tonight, and the fact that we won’t be at the pack.” I say flatly and Marcus groans. “Seriously? That’s it? That is why I have had to deal with you grumpy ass all day?” He asks, slipping annoyed and I narrow my eyes at him. “That is not nothing.” I say and he sighs. “No, but they will be fine without you for one night. As will you.” He says matter of factly and I frown. “I don’t like being away during the blood moon and you know it.” I say and he sighs, nodding his head. “Yeah, I know. You have mentioned it. Repeatedly.” He mutters and pauses for a few seconds before he looks at me again. “I can have George come pick us up.” He suggests but I shake my head immediately. “No.” “Scott...” He begins but I cut him off. “No. It’s fine. Let’s just get settled. It’s getting late. We’ll grab dinner, maybe a drink, maybe that will help my calm down.” I mutter. Marcus studies me for a few seconds before he nods his head. “Alright. But if you snap at anyone else, I’m blaming the moon.” He teases and I roll my eyes at him without saying anything. We drop our bags in the room and we take turns showering. I barely feel the water rushing over me. My wolf is restless, pacing, and pushing inside of me. Something is wrong... It feels off... He mutters. You are being dramatic. It's just because we are not on pack territory. I say and he growl lowly I know you feel it too. He mutters. I don’t answer him, beacuse I know it is true. As soon as Marcus steps out of the bathroom we quickly make our way over to the bar. At the bar, Marcus is instantly at ease. Too at ease... He slides onto a stool, and grins at the waitress like he’s got nowhere else to be. “What can I get you?” She asks with a smile and he shrugs. “Surprise me.” Marcus says and she laughs. “Those are dangerous words.” She says and I roll my eyes. I order a drink and down it before ordering another. I down the second one as well, hoping it would help, but it doesn’t. I order another and decide to nurse this one. I don't try to initiate conversation while Marcus continues to talk and flirt with the girl behind the bar. “You’re going to burn a hole into that wall with all the glaring.” He says after a while, without even looking at me. “I’m not.” I mutter, taking a sip of my whiskey. “You are.” He says, taking a swig of his beer as he turns to look at me. “I’m irritated.” I mutter and he snorts. “Yeah, that much is clear.” He mutters and I sigh. "Just ignore me" I mutter and he shrugs, before turning back to the waitress. After my sixth drink I realize the alcohol is not helping and the closer the blood moon gets, the worse it becomes. My skin feels tight. My wolf presses harder against me, pacing in sharp circles. We shouldn’t be here. We don’t have a choice. We always have a choice. He snaps at me but before I can respond Marcus nudges my arm. “Are you okay? You're aura is swirling.” He mutters in concern. I quickly down the rest of my drink before nodding my head “I'm fine. I just need some air.” I say, standing. He nods his head, about to stand but I shake my head, stopping him. "No, stay. I just need a few seconds alone." "Are you sure?" He asks, a frown on his face and I nod my head. "Yeah, stay. I'll be fine.” I say. I don’t wait for an answer before I turn and quickly make my way out of the bar. I push the door open and the air outside feel heavier than in the bar. My suddenly surges forward the second I step out and the door shuts behind me. That way. I frown. Why? Just move human. He snarls. I hesitate for a second, then I sigh. Fine. I say, quickly heading the direction he want us to. Hurry. He snarls again and my steps quicken without me meaning to. Since when do you give orders? Since now. I am about to argue but I stop short when it hits me. A delicious scent slams into my senses all at once. And my wolf begins to howl.Bianca's Point of View I just stare at him, my heart racing so fast it almost hurts. He wants me. Not someday. Not eventually. Now. He's been keeping his distance because every instinct inside of him has been telling him to do the exact opposite. For a few minutes neither one of us speaks. The silence stretches between us, but somehow it doesn't feel uncomfortable. It feels... Fragile. Like one wrong word could shatter everything we have just rebuilt. Scott lets out a slow breath before rubbing the back of his neck. "I probably should have told you sooner." He says quietly. "I just..." He laughs softly, shaking his head. "I had absolutely no idea how." He says and I can't help smiling. "I noticed." I say and his cheeks turn slightly pink. "Yeah..." Another silence settles between us and I look down at my hands. "I don't know what to say." I admit honestly. "You don't have to say anything." Scott replies immediately. "I didn't tell y
Bianca's Point of View The apartment feels strangely quiet. Quieter than usual. Ethan is spending a few hours with Miss Hannah so I can finally finish decorating his nursery before Christmas, and for the first time in days, I have the entire apartment to myself. I stand in the middle of the nursery with my hands on my hips, slowly looking around the room, deciding what to do first. Most of the furniture is already in place. The crib is sitting against one wall under the mountain mural. The soft sage-green curtains are hanging neatly in front of the windows. A cream-colored rug with tiny woodland animals covers the floor.And the beige rocking chair is in front of the window. The room already feels warmer than it did, but it still doesn't quite feel... Finished.I sigh, shaking my head. "Okay. Let's fix that."I murmur to myself. I kneel down next to one of the unopen boxes from my shopping trip and I carefully begin unpacking everything. A wooden fox. A little bear. A
Scott's Point of View "It might be." Marcus's words linger in the silence between us. I stare at him for several long seconds before shaking my head. Even though it makes sense, my mind still refuses to accept it. "No." I say, leaning back in my chair and I let out a slow breath. "I don't think so." I say and Marcus folds his arms in front of his chest. "And why not?" He asks flatly. "Because..." I shake my head again. "I don't know." I mutter, running a hand through my hair. He raises an eyebrow. "That's not exactly a convincing argument." He says and I sigh. "Yeah... I know." I mutter. "But mate haze?" I let out a humorless laugh. "Isn't that supposed to happen after mates accept each other?" I ask and Marcus shrugs. "Usually." "Usually?" I repeat and he nods his head. "But everyone's different. You know that." He says, leaning back in his chair. "I do." I say and he nods again. "The bond is already there. You've acknowledg
Scott's Point of View I have read the same report four times, and I still couldn't tell you what it says. I stare down at the words, trying to force myself to focus, but the letters blur together until they may as well be written in another language. With a frustrated sigh, I lean back in my chair and rub a hand over my face. "Get it together." I mutter to myself. There is work to do. Meetings to organize. Training reports to sign. Patrol schedules to approve. I reach for the next file. Open it. Read the first sentence. ...Nothing. My thoughts begin to drift again. Back to two nights ago. To Bianca standing in Ethan's nursery. Her smile. The way she looked at me. The way her damp hair rested against her shoulders after her shower. The way her shirt had clung... I shut my eyes tightly. "No." I whisper, shaking my head. The familiar heat immediately spreads through my chest again. It feels as though my veins are on fire. I let out a s
Bianca's Point of View I wake to the sound of Ethan babbling through the baby monitor and smile sleepily as I sit up in bed. "Well, I guess that's my cue to start the day." I murmur to myself before slipping out of bed and making my way to the bathroom. I quickly begin my morning routine and after getting dressed, I walk across the hallway and quietly push open Ethan's nursery door. The moment he sees me, his entire face lights up. He throws both little hands into the air and lets out an excited squeal and I laugh. "There he is! My happy little boy." I lift him out of his cot and kiss his forehead. "Did you sleep well?" I ask. He answers with another happy babble before grabbing a handful of my hair, and yanking it. "Ouch. I'll take that as a yes." I laugh, untangling my hair from his grip. A few minutes later, after changing his diaper and getting him dressed, I carry him into the kitchen. Scott is already there. He has a mug of coffee in one hand and is reading over
Scott's Point of ViewDinner with the pack ends later than I expect.Between Marcus telling another ridiculous story from training, Emma teasing me about Ethan's little surprise this morning, and Aiden insisting that he should be promoted to "Junior Alpha," there is barely a quiet moment the entire evening.By the time Bianca, Ethan and I finally make our way back to the apartment, the little guy is rubbing his eyes."Someone is tired."Bianca says softly, smiling down at him.Ethan answers with a tiny yawn before resting his head against her shoulder.I chuckle."I think bath time and bed sound like a good idea."I say and she nods her head."They do."She agrees.The moment we step inside the apartment, Bianca disappears down the hallway with Ethan."I'll get him cleaned up."She calls over her shoulder."I'll be there in a minute."I answer.I tidy up the few things we brought home before making my way toward Ethan's nursery.The bathroom door is open.I stop in the doorway without
Scott’s Point of ViewI lie on my back, staring at the ceiling of the room I was given at Sienna’s parents’ house, but sleep is nowhere near me.The room is quiet. Too quiet.My body is exhausted, but my mind refuses to shut down. Every time I close my eyes, I see her.Bianca.The way she looked at
Bianca’s Point of View I have never felt this ashamed in my life. Everywhere I go, people stop talking the second I walk into the room, but the whispers still follow anyway. I hear my name constantly. Scott. Asher. Ethan. Liar. The words feel carved into my skin. I keep my head do
Scott’s Point of View My head is in turmoil and my heart keeps clenching in pain. I try to control my breathing and it takes everything in me not to break down. It doesn’t take long before I hear Sienna running up to me and she quietly falls into step with me. And, honestly, I’m grateful for the
Bianca’s Point of View. I am in my room just watching Ethan as he nurses.He wiggles, moaning a little and I bite my lip to stop myself from crying and he settles down again. I haven't stopped crying since leaving Asher’s office. My mind keeps hopping between the look on Asher’s face, and the loo







