I felt trapped after only a few days. Despite the size of the castle, its thick stone walls and narrow windows left me claustrophobic. I couldn’t even head down to the jetty after my fathers attack. Gustav is worse than I imagined, attending the evening dinner and creeping me out. Long hair as gleaming white as Phillipe’s. His crystal blue eyes should be exciting but they reminds me of a corpse. His paleness is not helped by his penchant for grey clothing. How can this man even want to be Alpha? /Perhaps Nikolai has simply terrified him into volunteering for the role/ Livi jokes. He can certainly be persuasive. Scaring everyone with his black cloak, furious dark eyes and Alpha aura. Except I’ve seen him around Genevieve. My little brother is no more frightening than a domestic cat now. Each day my pregnancy feels more certain. I try to keep to myself but secrets continue to fall into my lap. “Luna Freya, someone has been in contact with me and asked me to pass on a message,” Bet
As predicted, my acceptance of Gustav calmed the whole castle down. I even got a thank you note from Nikolai which only made me roll my eyes. Only Gustav, my potential groom, did not care in the slightest. If anything, those intense blue eyes looked at me even less during dinner. The jeweller visited as required too. The wrong one. I didn’t want the handsome, chisel-jawed apprentice who winked at me with the falsest “congratulations” I’d ever heard. With Maddox on duty again as my guard for the day I informed curtly that I wanted Oscar, the wizened little gnome of the jewel room brought to me. I could hear him grunting and cursing all the way down the corridor towards my room. “Summons me! Summons me! For some poxy bit of shiny nonsense no doubt.” He reminded me of a mole. His eye buried beneath wrinkles, a small, pencil thin nose which struggled to keep his horn-rimmed glasses positioned. Most peculiar were the white tufts of hair poking out of the side of his head. They looke
The roar of the waterfall sets me on edge. Is the rushing sound of water smashing into the rocks intended to disguise footsteps, the approach of an assassin? Is someone willing to play on my foolish adoration of Freya?I pace, keeping my back to the waterfall. My black leather jacket, dark green shirt, and black jeans blend in with the surrounding forest. I want to see exactly who is approaching. Rush is on high alert. Freya’s letter had suggested she would meet me. I’d practically sprinted here tonight, expecting to see her brown curls instantly.Nothing.Even though simply by being here, I've probably lost Cillians trust forever. Demotion and exile look likely, but it pales in comparison to letting her attempt whatever crazy scheme she is running on her own./Because she is ours to protect. We have known that since we first left her behind with Finn. Ours./ Every day at Cragstone since receiving the letter had been a slow form of torture. Luna Matilda’s eternal kindness, trying to
The girl has secrets. So many layers I can’t even begin to unpick. I lay her down on the soft mossy banks, the cool mist of the waterfall breathing over us. Like a chameleon she adapts to what she wants out of a situation. She has been commanding with her letter, or when she took my keys in the treehouse. Then devious enough to create her own lethal jewellery yet sweet enough to care about me. I don’t doubt she cares for me. I just know her affection for me is in conflict with the role she was born for. However right now, naked Freya, is a bold and all-conquering wonder. Not some false-innocent trying to play coy. She lies back readily, her legs open, beckoning me forward with her finger. Like in the treehouse, she is taking over the situation and I cave every time. I position myself between her parted legs, watching her ribs shudder in and out as her nerves kick in. When I slowly trace kisses up her thighs she quivers. Then she quietly curses as my lips keep travelling north an
I don’t fear what Zeke might do to me. I am worried I might lose complete control of my senses and call this whole thing off. Or tell him I’m pregnant and break his heart. I said rejection wouldn’t work, I didn’t tell him why. I'm killing Phillipe because it is the only way to save our child from a lifetime of fear. When he mentioned entertaining his future children with the same silly pranks and tricks of his childhood something broke inside me. I’m trying to have this perfect, precious little segment of time with him but the truth keeps breaking in. He’s so different from the wounded, haunted man who came to find me after the battle. Is this a glimpse into the past, the confident, devilishly sexy Zeke who conquered any woman he chose? /Don’t complain, this Zeke is wonderful too. We don’t need perfection, we need real/ Livi murmured lovingly. She is completely sunk for him, even though his wolf has not reached out to her like a mate, she trusts him implicitly. So when Zeke’s f
Beta Maddox just strolls in like he hasn’t just pulled down the curtain on the highlight of my life. His short blonde hair, grey eyes and tattoos give him some swagger whilst his swishing black cloak reminds me of some suave spy figure. Except the guy is nervous as fuck. From here I can tell his cloak is all creased at the sides, from clenching the material with his hands. /Why is he so nervous if he set this thing up?/ Freya finished fastening her own black cloak around her shoulders. “Maddox will be leaving us when we get to the castle. He’s kind of on two missions tonight.” I didn’t have to ask. It was Zena. The guy is absolutely mad for her. “She’s at Rising Star then? Do Alpha Nikolai and Cillian know this?” “No. Nobody knows where she is. I only have a hunch Zena’s there. I want to check it out while I have the chance to be that close.” I growled, standing tall. Maddox puffed his chest out in return. There was anger in him after all, just waiting below the surface. Lightnin
In all the versions of this plan, I never envisaged Zeke meeting his mate on the doorstep of the castle. Forced to watch his bond click into place, shivers of cold, sickening fear raced through me. It can’t be. Not Zeke. In the past, my family, Phillipe, and even Alpha Cillian have suggested I am fairly selfish. Incapable of taking someone else's feelings into account. Well, I just watched the man I love, the man whose baby I am carrying walk away with another woman and said nothing. I love him so much that I let it happen.Deep down, way beyond a level I could ever confess, even to myself, I think I had been dreaming he could perhaps be a second chance mate. Those sparks, that connection. It had to mean something, surely? Apparently not. /Hush, hush, do not shred yourself to pieces. We need our strength,/ Livi tried to console me, even trying to bring down my sky-rocketing pulse with waves of calming heat. Zeke swore forever to me, but a mate is different. I can’t hate him for t
Thalia. Fucking hell. Thalia. Mate. How can this possibly be? A mate in the middle of the enemy's territory! I briefly wondered how madly Zena would cackle at such a comeuppance. The twisted lines of Fate required to bring me to such a point where I would feel the fingertips of a rebel brush against mine, only to be drowned by sparks and blessings. It didn’t stop my stomach lurching to hear Freya's sobs as she almost fell through the doorway. Thalia kept her grip on my hand, the smile never leaving her face. To my surprise, it would appear it is absolutely possible to love two people at once. For nothing has changed about my feelings for Freya. I adore her still, I would die for her still. Rush is mad for Thalia, I don’t know a thing about her. /Look at our beautiful mate! We have found our home!/ he whirled. Following her blindly we weaved away from the castle before Beta Patrick sent out guards. Imogen vanished somewhere but my brain was too cloudy to think any further. Thalia