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My ribs ached before I opened my eyes.
That was how every morning started. Pain. A dull, steady ache burned on my left side where Alpha Thorne had kicked me two days ago. My crime? I hadn't scrubbed the blood out of the training mats quick enough. It wasn't just that my ribs ached. The screaming also woke me up this time around. I bolted upright on the thin, freezing mattress in the corner of the cellar. The air was biting, cutting right through the old and worn t-shirt clinging to my bruised skin. Above me, the heavy oak floorboards of the packhouse were shaking. The wild, panicked thud of heavy boots. The shattering of glass. The clear, wet sound of flesh tearing. And the scent. Oh, God, the scent. Pine. Ash. Hot, fresh blood. An enemy pack. Blind panic grabbed my throat, choking me. I scrambled backward until my spine hit the damp stone wall of the cellar. My hands were shaking so violently I could barely grab the small, rusted tin hidden under my loose floorboard. I popped the lid off, my fingers clumsy and slipping, and shoved three of the bitter, black pills into my mouth. I swallowed them dry. They scraped down my throat like crushed glass, leaving an awful burning feeling in my stomach that made me want to dry heave. Blockers. Toxic, cheap, and slowly destroying my liver. But they kept me breathing. In a world where male Omegas were myths or worse, breeding slaves traded between the elite Alphas until their minds broke, being discovered was a fate worse than death. I was nineteen. I had spent my entire life as the nameless, scentless punching bag of the Silvermoon Pack. They thought I was a broken Gamma. A born mistake. They beat me, starved me, and worked me until my hands bled, but they let me live because I was useful for taking out the trash. If they knew what was underneath the chemical block in my veins, Thorne would have chained me to a bed years ago. The cellar door at the top of the stairs blew open with a thundering crack. Wood splintered everywhere, raining down into the dark. "Get up!" It was Beta Garret. He was covered in blood, his left arm hanging uselessly at his side, exposing white bone. His eyes were wide with a terror I had never seen in him before. He lunged down the stairs, grabbing me by the back of my shirt. "Garret, wait, what's happening..." He ignored me. He just yanked. My knees slammed into the stone steps, tearing the skin right through my thin pants, but he kept pulling. He dragged me up into the main hall, and the sheer volume of the killing hit me like a physical blow. The packhouse was destroyed. The massive front doors were ripped off their hinges. The bodies of our strongest warriors, the men who made a sport of torturing me, were scattered across the floor, their throats ripped out. The smell of death was so thick I could taste it. "Move, you useless piece of trash," Garret snarled, shoving me toward the gaping hole where the doors used to be. "They want everyone in the courtyard. If you make me late, I'll snap your neck myself." I stumbled out into the blinding white snow. The storm was howling, freezing the sweat on the back of my neck instantly. We were surrounded. Massive, heavily armored wolves stood in their human forms, forming a tight ring around the survivors. They wore black leather and heavy cloaks lined with fur. Their eyes were glowing with leftover shift-lust, their hands dripping with Silvermoon blood. The Blackwood Legion. My breath hitched, creating a white cloud in the freezing air. Everyone knew the stories. They were the most ruthless army on the continent, commanded by a monster who slaughtered entire bloodlines just to make a point. They left nothing but ash behind. "Sort them!" a voice barked over the howling wind. A Blackwood soldier grabbed me by the collar. He was massive, smelling of smoke and violence. He took one look at my bruised face, my thin arms, and my shivering, starving and skinny frame, and he scoffed. He threw me aside without bothering to grab iron cuffs. "With the breeders and the rot," he grunted, shoving me hard to the left. I hit the snow hard, scraping my palms. I scrambled up and realized where he had thrown me. I was huddled with the weeping women, the terrified children, and the elderly. On the other side of the courtyard, the few surviving Silvermoon fighters were being chained together, treated like actual threats. I was weak, scentless throwaway trash. Invisible. Garbage. I kept my head down. Don't look at them. Be invisible. Be nothing. It was the only way I had survived this long. Then, the crunch of heavy boots on the snow silenced the entire courtyard. Even the weeping women stopped making a sound. A pair of massive, steel-toed combat boots stopped ten feet away from me. "Alpha Thorne." The voice commanded absolute, terrifying submission. It was a low, heavy rumble that vibrated straight through the frozen ground and up into my bones. My inner wolf, the Omega I kept locked away in the dark, starved and beaten into submission, whimpered and pressed itself flat against the walls of my mind. I risked a fraction of a glance through my messy, overgrown bangs. Cillian Vane. The Lycan King. He was a nightmare spun from ice and shadow. Broader and taller than any Alpha I had ever seen. He stood coatless in the freezing storm, a black shirt clinging to the deadly, cut muscle of his chest and arms. His jaw was clenched, his expression empty of mercy or warmth. And Alpha Thorne, the cruel bully who had terrorized me my entire life, was kneeling right in front of him, sobbing in the bloody snow. "Your Majesty," Thorne begged, pressing his forehead into the dirt. "Take the territory. Take the wealth. Take the women! Look at them, take whoever you want. Just let me live. I'll swear loyalty." Thorne pointed a shaking finger toward our huddle. He was offering up the women. He bypassed me completely. To Thorne, I lacked the value of even a bargaining chip to save his own life. Cillian looked down at Thorne with pure, cold disgust. "You run a fighting ring out of your borders," Cillian said, his voice terrifyingly calm. "You sell pups to the northern rogues. And you offer me your packmates to save your own pathetic life." Cillian reached down, his hand blurring with speed, and grabbed Thorne by the throat. He lifted the massive Alpha off the ground with one single hand. Thorne kicked and choked, clawing uselessly at Cillian's arm. Crack. Thorne's body went limp. Cillian dropped him in the snow like a piece of rotting meat.Hello My loves. This is my own little way of saying Thank you so much for reading this book. I wrote it with so much love and affection. I want this book to leave a memory that no reader can keep down. Please do well to support my book with gems please. 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Silas was still talking, his voice pitching higher as he rushed through a sentence about lumber taxes.Corinne completely tuned him out. She dropped her expensive leather bag. It hit the hard stone floor with a loud slap. She did not even flinch.She took a step forward, moving blindly toward the dais.The two Lycan guards standing at the bottom of the steps immediately crossed their heavy iron spears, blocking her path."Halt," one of the guards barked.Corinne did not stop. She walked right into the crossed spears. The heavy iron blades pressed hard against the expensive fabric of her coat. She did not look down at the weapons. She just kept her eyes glued to my face.She took a deep, slow breath through her nose. She closed her eyes, pulling the cold air deep into her lungs.When she opened her eyes again, tears were already spilling over her eyelashes. They ran fast down her pale cheeks.Silas stopped talking mid-sentence.He did not look confused. He did not turn to ask his wife
We walked out of the study and headed down the long stone hallways of the Stronghold. The castle was already buzzing with noise. The Northern soldiers were laughing and talking loudly as they rushed to the courtyard to look at the ridiculous gold carriages.We reached the Great Hall. The heavy wooden doors were already wide open. The room was freezing cold. Twenty heavily armed Lycan guards stood in a perfect line against the stone walls. They held massive broadswords and stared straight ahead.Cillian walked up the three stone steps of the dais. He sat down heavily in his iron throne. He crossed his arms over his chest and stretched his long legs out. He looked incredibly bored.I walked up the steps and stood right beside his right shoulder. I kept my back straight and my hands folded in front of me. I tried to project strength.A few minutes later, the noise in the hallway got louder. Commander Vane walked through the double doors.Behind him walked a man and a woman.They looked li
[POV: Elian]I sat at the small wooden table in Cillian’s private study, holding a warm mug of tea in my hands. I took a slow sip. The tea tasted like mint and honey. My stomach was completely calm. For the first time in over a week, my muscles did not feel tight. The heavy, suffocating weight of the Eastern Kingdom drama was entirely gone. Kaelen was safe on his throne, and my mate was sitting right across from me.Cillian leaned back in his heavy wooden chair. He was not wearing his black iron armor. He just wore a simple dark shirt and trousers. His broad shoulders were relaxed. He held a piece of fresh bread in one hand and a map of the Northern borders in the other.I watched him read. The morning light coming through the narrow glass window highlighted the sharp line of his jaw. He looked peaceful. He did not look like the ruthless Warlord who had just executed a man in front of an entire royal council. He just looked like the man who pulled me out of the dark.I took another bi
An hour later, we were alone in our private bedroom.The fire in the hearth was burning hot, warming the cold stone walls. The room was perfectly quiet.Cillian stood near the center of the room. He reached for the heavy leather straps on his chest plate. His fingers were stiff and tired from holding the reins for days. He struggled to pull the thick metal buckles loose.I walked over to him. I pushed his hands away gently."Let me," I said.I reached up and unbuckled the leather strap on his left shoulder. I moved to the right side and pulled the heavy iron pin free. Cillian stood perfectly still and let me work. I pulled the massive chest plate off his body and set it carefully on the floor. It hit the stone with a loud, heavy clank.I unstrapped his arm guards, his iron greaves, and his heavy leather belt. I took the torn wolf pelt off his shoulders and folded it over a wooden chair. I stripped the Warlord down until he was just standing in his dark trousers and his thin linen shirt
[POV: Elian]My boots hit the stone stairs hard. I skipped steps, moving faster than I ever had in my life. I grabbed the iron railing to keep my balance and swung myself around the sharp corners of the stairwell. My lungs burned. My legs ached from lack of sleep, but I pushed the pain down and kept running.I burst out of the stairwell and sprinted down the long main hallway. A servant carrying a basket of folded clothes stepped out of a side room. I did not stop. I bumped hard into his shoulder. The basket fell, and the clothes spilled across the floor."Sorry," I gasped out, but I did not look back.I pushed past two Northern guards standing at an intersection. They stepped back quickly when they saw my face. They knew better than to get in my way right now.I reached the heavy double doors that led to the main courtyard. I threw my entire body weight against the thick wood. The doors banged open loudly, and I stumbled out into the cold evening air.The courtyard was complete chaos
[POV: Elian]The fire in the hearth had burned down to orange coals. I did not put more wood on the iron grate. I just kept walking back and forth across the stone floor of our bedroom. My boots made a quiet, steady sound against the rocks. It was the only sound in the entire room.It had been four days since Cillian rode South. Four days since he took his Lycan riders and marched toward the Eastern capital.A plate of cold meat and bread sat on the heavy wooden table near the door. A servant brought it up from the kitchens hours ago. I had not touched it. My stomach was completely tied in tight knots. If I tried to force food down, I would be sick.I stopped pacing and pressed my hands flat against the cold stone wall. I rested my forehead against the heavy rock and closed my eyes.Kaelen.I could not stop seeing his face. I did not see him as the King of the East sitting on a wooden throne. I saw the boy who took the beatings meant for me. I saw a man who loved no matter the odds.
The solid rock cracked under his fist, sending a shower of dust to the floor. The force of it snapped something back into place inside my head. Raw, pure fear cut through the fever haze. I pulled my hand back, pressing it tightly against my chest. What am I doing? I thought, panic cutting throug
"Alpha."The word hung in the hot, heavy air of the room, heavy and completely damning. I couldn't believe I had said it. My brain screamed in horror, but my body didn't care. My inner Omega, starved and beaten down into the dark for nineteen years, clawed its way to the surface, demanding I give i
I didn't know if I was dying, but the world burned down around me.The castle became a dizzy, spinning blur of grey stone and flickering torchlight. I was held tight against a chest so broad and hard it felt like being pressed against a boulder. The heat coming off Cillian's body felt like pure hea
I couldn't look up, but I felt it. The whole feeling of the training yard disappeared. The air emptied out, replaced by a heavy, scary force that made every single Alpha in the yard fall to their knees without meaning to.Every Alpha except Torin. He was too busy wanting to hurt someone."Lick my b







