LYRA.
It took several weeks before the torment finally let up. I knew Anna had grown more enraged with each passing day, the smug, cruel Luna-in-waiting having finally caught on to Alpha Derrick's twisted obsession with me. Scornful glances turned to outright hostility from Anna as her group of bullies became even more creative in their tortures to make my life a living hell.
Yet, nothing terrified me more than Derrick himself. His shadow seemed to follow me everywhere. He lurked in corners, his eyes dark with something far more sinister than affection. I avoided him as best as I could, working tirelessly, keeping my head down, and taking the long way back to my quarters every night.
But I could never avoid him forever.
It happened one quiet afternoon in the kitchens. I was scrubbing pots, the heat from the stoves making my hair stick to my damp forehead. I barely registered his scent until it was too late.
"Lyra," Derrick's deep voice rumbled behind me, sending a chill down my spine.
I stiffened, my hands tightening on the pot. "Alpha Derrick," I said carefully, not turning to face him. "I'm busy. Please excuse me."
He leaned in the warmth of his body smothering. "You always have excuses, little omega," he said mockingly. "When will you learn that you can't escape me?"
I turned slowly, keeping the large pot between us as a flimsy barrier. "I've done nothing wrong," I said, my voice trembling. "Please, just let me be," I begged
Smirking, Derrick's amber eyes gleamed with predatory intent. "Oh, Lyra, you've done everything wrong. You've been teasing me, driving me insane." He reached out; his hand brushed a strand of hair from my face, making me flinch. "Anna does not matter to me any more, not the way you do, but I can give you more of a life if you belong to me.
"No!" I retreated a step back, my heart racing. "I'm not some object for you to use! I'll never—"
His face clouded, and his voice dropped to that dangerous growl. "You don't have a choice, Lyra. You're mine. Whether you like it or not."
With a surge of bravery, I swung the pot between us, and Derrick was forced to step backwards. I didn't wait for his reaction. I bolted out of the kitchen, my legs pumping as fast as they could carry me. My lungs burned, but I didn't stop until I was safely locked in my room, my body trembling with fear.
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That night, I made a decision. I couldn't stay in the pack any longer. The threats, the beatings, and Derrick's obsession had pushed me to the brink. I had little to pack-a tattered cloak, some bread, and my kitchen knife-and so I waited until the dead of night to make my move.
But escape wasn't as easy. I'd barely made it past the pack borders when two warriors caught me, dragging me back to the pack house despite my pleas.
"Please!" I begged, struggling against their iron grips. "I can't stay here!"
The guards didn't answer, their faces blank as they marched me straight to Derrick's quarters. The Alpha was waiting for me, his expression livid.
"You dare try to leave me?" he thundered, shaking the walls with his voice.
I dropped to my knees, heart pounding. "I can't stay here," I whispered, my face wetting with a stream of tears. "I'm not safe. Please, let me go."
Derrick strode forward, and his hand landed across my face in a brutal slap that sent me sprawling. "You're mine," he snarled, eyes blazing with fury. "You don't get to leave!"
He loomed over me, his chest heaving as I scrambled backwards, my lip bleeding and my vision spinning.
"You've pushed me too far, Lyra," he growled. "If you won't come willingly, I'll make you."
He grabbed a flask from a nearby table, pouring its contents into a cup. The sickly sweet smell of alcohol mixed with something else made my stomach churn. He forced the cup into my hands.
"Drink," he said, his voice no longer sweet and gentle.
"No," I whispered, my head shaking.
Derrick's patience snapped. He grabbed my jaw, opened my mouth, and tipped the liquid down my throat. I choked and gagged on the spiked drink, the burning sensation going down my throat. Everything around me started to blur, my body weighed heavy, and my thoughts were unclear.
"That's better," Derrick murmured, his voice deceptively soft. "Now, be a good girl."
My vision swam, but my instincts screamed at me to fight. I lashed out weakly, my fists connecting with his chest, but my strength was waning.
Derrick's hands gripped my arms, pulling me closer. "You'll learn to submit, Lyra," he hissed.
But before he could take it further, the sound of alarms blared through the pack house. Derrick cursed, releasing me roughly.
“Stay here,” he ordered, his eyes narrowing. “I’ll deal with this, and then I’ll come back for you.”
He turned and went out, slamming the door behind him. I sat there, shaking and dizzy, my mind racing. I couldn't wait for him to get back. Mustering all my will, I struggled to my feet, movements unsteady, and pushed the window open. The cool night air hit my face, clearing my head enough to act.
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The forest was dark and cold, the trees casting eerie shadows as I ran. My feet were bare, the undergrowth scratching at my skin, but I didn't stop. The adrenaline coursing through my veins kept me moving, even as my vision blurred and my body ached.
I didn't know how far I'd gone when my legs gave out, sending me sprawling to the ground. Tears streamed down my face as I pushed myself up, my breath hitching in sobs.
Then I saw him.
At first, I thought it was a hallucination brought on by the spiked drink. But the figure lying in the dirt was real. A man, his body battered and bloody, his breathing shallow.
I crawled closer, my heart pounding. The man was tall and striking, even in his weakened state. His dark hair was matted with blood, and his chiselled features were marred by cuts and bruises. But it was his eyes—piercing and vivid even as they fluttered open—that froze me in place.
"Help…me" he rasped, his voice barely audible.
I hesitated, my instincts screaming at me to keep running. I couldn't let Alpha Derrick catch up with me. But something about the desperation in his gaze, the vulnerability in his voice made me pause.
It was a bad idea, a bad one, but that part of me, the part that was raised with my mother's values, wouldn't let me leave someone to die that I had the power to save.
And so, I put his life over mine.
Greg’s povBut I didn’t do what was in my head.Instead, I let him go and he dropped to the ground, wheezing. Tobias didn’t hesitate. He got up and took off.I stood there, breathing hard as my chest rose and fell in quick succession.I closed my eyes and tightened my fists.I hated him for what he had said and I tried to control my rage. I didn’t care who the person was, if anyone tried to harm Lyra, I would kill them.I turned around and started for my room.The minute I entered, I closed my eyes and shut the door as I placed my back against it.And for the first time in a long time, I felt something that I believed was gone for good.Fear.Not for myself. For her.Where was she? Was she safe? Was she alone? Was she scared?I ran a hand down my face.I was tainted—filthy and stained. She was pure—too good for this world, too pure for the bastard I’d turned myself into.Had I let her go? Had my filth driven her away?I let out a breath I didn’t even know I’d been holding, my heart
Lyra’s povShe smiled at me, and it was a smile I knew. “Good morning, Lyra,” she said. “I made you breakfast.”I stared at her, unable to understand what I was seeing. How could she be here?Then, I saw the bandage around her arm, the blood staining it a dark red. My stomach clenched with sudden recollection—the cave, the stranger, my fight for freedom. Yes, I had fought with her last night.“Your arm…” I whispered, guilt washing over me.Helga glanced at her arm and shook her head. “Don’t worry about that. You cut me pretty good, but it wasn’t your fault- you had no idea.”I swallowed hard, trying to speak. “I… I thought you were someone else.”She laughed quietly. “I thought as much.”I looked down at my hands, my fingers shaking. This couldn’t be happening. I was supposed to be alone, supposed to run from everything and everyone I knew. But there stood Helga.“How did you find me?” I managed to croak out the words without raising my voice much higher than a whisper.She sighed, p
Lyra’s povI didn’t doubt for a second that if he saw them to be a threat, he would just wipe them out. Literally. Greg would do his best to try and protect me, but what if it wasn’t enough?I couldn’t take that risk.I took a deep breath. I had to move fast.The next couple of days, I kept acting normal.I smiled when I had to. I went to the meals. I let Greg kiss my forehead and hold my hand in public.But every minute, I was plotting.I started taking small things from my chambers—nothing too noticeable.A dagger, Jerked meat, A flask of water, A cloak. And I was hiding them somewhere in the forest from time to time.If anyone noticed, they didn’t say anything As I was the queen and could do whatever I wanted.Helga the maid gave me a scolding look one morning as I slipped a small loaf of bread into my dress.“Are you sneaking food, Luna?” she said with an unhappy face.I laughed a little too hard. "Since I’m pregnant, I’m getting more hungry these days.”She scoffed. “You are the
Lyra’s povThat night, I couldn’t sleep. No matter how many times I tried to do so, I couldn’t. I kept on seeing my mother's face. I was haunted by it.The warm smile.Those golden eyes were so like my own when I looked in the mirror.And then, I saw blood.I saw her falling.I saw the Lycans killing her.I woke up gasping, my stomach aching so badly I thought I might be sick.My unborn children.I had to keep them safe.But how could I possibly do that when I was living among the very people who had murdered my mother?I still needed answers.And I needed them now.The next morning, I started asking questions. Harmless questions.The first person inside to go to was Greg’s uncle, he was old enough to know the history of the wars the pack must have gone through.“Uncle Sanchez,” I said, addressing him in as casual a voice as I could manage.He turned to me, giving me a small smile. “Lyra,” he started, his eyes inquisitive. “What brings you to the field?”I smiled and looked around th
Lyra’s povSanchez gave me a long, hard look. “And what about the rest of the pack? Are you going to hide this from them?”“Anyone knows about this and I’m done. I’m dead. So are the twins.”“This is harder than I thought,“ he sighed. “You’re walking on dangerous ground, Lyra.”I knew it already.I had known it right from the beginning, but it wasn’t like I had any other choice.“Please… don’t say anything. Please.”“I’ll always try to look out for you and Greg. You’re family now. But you shouldn’t be scared of me. “The Lycan pack,” I whispered.Sanchez nodded. “If they even suspect something, they’ll act before Greg can stop them.”I wasn’t going to let that happen he came closer to me and I flinched. He then did the most surprising thing I hadn’t expected from him.He placed a hand on my shoulder.“Congratulations,” he said quietly.I cleaned the tears that were rushing down my eyes. “Thank you.”Sanchez nodded, then started to walk away.But before he left through the door, he tur
Lyra’s povI hadn’t slept with Greg; that much was obvious. But I had slept with one person. Just one person ever in my life before and that had been two months ago—a stranger in the forest who wanted nothing but a night by me.Not wanting to remember that day didn’t make it any better—and it sure as hell made me never want to revisit the horrible experience by speaking about it out loud.That experience had made Derrick hate me and now Greg was here.So, I said nothing, giving him a weak smile as I looked up at him. He studied me for a second, then turned and strode away, his jaw locked tight.At that moment, his phone rang as he looked at it. “I… I’ve got to take this,” he muttered under his breath.He exited the room, and it was just Helga again and the healer with me. Releasing my breath in a rush that mirrored how my thoughts were rushing around inside of my head right now, I knew that Greg was angry.And he had every right to be.“Lyra, are you okay? You look pale.” Helga touche