LYRA.
I stood shaking in the centre of the packed square, surrounded by a sea of pack members, all eyes on me. The mate bond, that sacred, unbreakable connection, stirred weakly in my chest as if it knew what was coming. Across from me, Alpha Derrick Lashley stood tall, his piercing amber eyes cold and unforgiving. The weight of his authority and dominance was a suffocating reminder of the power that he held, not just over the pack but over my very heart.
"Say it," Anna's voice whispered venomously from behind Derrick as her perfectly manicured hand rested possessively upon his arm. She smirked, her green eyes gleaming with malice.
My hands were shaking as Derrick's mouth opened, the words I feared like a death sentence falling from his lips. "I, Derrick Lashley, reject you, Lyra Morgant, as my mate.
The bond shattered. The agony I had never known ripped through my chest, and I fell to my knees, clutching at my heart as if someone had driven a blade deep into her and twisted it mercilessly. Cruel laughter exploded in the square, ringing in my ears as I gasped for air.
You think a weak omega like you could ever be worthy of me?" Derrick sneered, his voice full of disdain. "My status, my bloodline-they cannot be tainted by someone so. insignificant."
My voice broke as I looked up at him, my tear-filled eyes pleading. "I didn't ask for this. I never-
Silence!" His voice boomed, silencing me and the crowd in that instant. "I have chosen mine. Anna is all that you are not: strong, beautiful, and fit to stand at my side as Luna. You, you're nought but a plague.
My gaze shifted to Anna, standing smirking triumphantly, with her auburn curls framing her perfect face. The words stung more than the rejection itself, and I felt my strength falter. Forcing myself to my feet, ignoring the laughter and jeers from the pack, I limped toward the omega quarters, head bowed, heart shattered.
The dimly lit path blurred into my vision as I stumbled down it, the cool night air nibbling at my skin. Every step felt heavier than the last, my chest tightening with every mocking word replaying in my mind.
Suddenly, I froze. The scent of pine and musk—Derrick's scent—washed over me, and I spun around, my heart leaping into my throat. There he was, standing in the shadows, his green eyes softer now, almost… regretful and wanting.
"Lyra," Derrick said, his voice low and almost tender, a stark contrast to the harshness from earlier. He stepped closer, and I instinctively backed away. "You're… beautiful, you know that?
My breath caught, and confusion and fear swirled in my chest. Something was off. "What… What do you want, Alpha Derrick?" I whispered, my voice shaking.
"I made a mistake," he whispered, reaching to touch my cheek. I flinched, but he didn't pull away. "I couldn't admit it in front of them, but you… there's something about you, Lyra. Something I can't ignore.
I shook my head. My heart raced. "You rejected me," I whispered, my voice trembling. "You chose Anna."
"Anna doesn't matter," he said, his hand finding my arm and his warm, heavy, and unsettlingly firm touch on me.
I stepped back and pulled myself from his touch. "Please, Alpha Derrick, don't," I begged. "You said I wasn't good enough. You made your choice.
I didn't wait for a response but turned and fled, my heart pounding until I vanished into the omega quarters. I locked the door behind me, my trembling hands leaned against it and tears streamed down my face. Sleep didn't visit that night. My mind worked overtime, in fear and a mess of confusion as Derrick's words and the touch replayed in my mind.
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The next morning, I barely escaped my room before Anna and her posse of friends cornered me near the kitchens.
"Look who it is," Anna said, her voice low with disdain as she stepped forward, her heels clicking on the stone floor. "The pitiful little omega who thought she could be Luna."
"Please, I don't want any trouble," I whispered, stepping backwards.
Trouble?" Anna laughed, her friends joining in. "You caused enough trouble when you dared to show your face near Derrick. Do you think you're better than me, Lyra? Do you think he'll come running back to you?"
"I don't…" I started, but Anna cut me off with a vicious slap across my face, the force of it sending me stumbling.
"Liar!" Anna spat. "You think I didn't see him looking for you? Following you around like some lovesick puppy? You think you're better than me, don't you?"
"I-I don't," I stammered, clutching my stinging cheek.
"Show her, guys," Anna ordered, and the group descended on me. They pushed me to the ground, kicking and hitting me as I curled into a ball, trying to shield myself from the blows.
When they finished, I was bruised and bleeding, my body shaking beneath me as I tried to rise. Anna leaned down, grasping my chin and forcing me to look up.
"Stay away from Derrick," she hissed, her eyes ablaze with hatred. "Or next time, I make sure you don't get up."
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The days that followed were no better. Derrick's presence became a constant shadow in my life. I'd catch glimpses of him waiting in lonely corners, his eyes following my every move. At first, I thought I was imagining it, but his advances grew bolder.
"Lyra," he called one evening as I carried a basket of laundry across the courtyard. I froze, my heart racing as he approached.
Sorry, but I'm busy Alpha Derrick," I said in a rush, never taking my eyes off the ground.
"You're always busy," he said, stepping in front of me, and blocking my path. "Why do you keep running from me?"
"Please," I whispered, clutching the basket tightly. "I just want to be left alone.
"I can't do that," he growled low and dangerously, reaching for me. But I sidestepped him and hurried away, heart racing, as some girls noisily entered the courtyard.
Paranoia consumed me then. Every shadow made me jump; every little noise did, too. Now, I carried a kitchen knife tucked in my apron-my meagre protection against the Alpha that was supposed to shield me.
I would lie awake at night, clutching the knife and staring at the door, fearing what Alpha Derrick might do next.
I couldn't shake the feeling that things were going to get worse. And I had no one to help me.
Greg’s povBut I didn’t do what was in my head.Instead, I let him go and he dropped to the ground, wheezing. Tobias didn’t hesitate. He got up and took off.I stood there, breathing hard as my chest rose and fell in quick succession.I closed my eyes and tightened my fists.I hated him for what he had said and I tried to control my rage. I didn’t care who the person was, if anyone tried to harm Lyra, I would kill them.I turned around and started for my room.The minute I entered, I closed my eyes and shut the door as I placed my back against it.And for the first time in a long time, I felt something that I believed was gone for good.Fear.Not for myself. For her.Where was she? Was she safe? Was she alone? Was she scared?I ran a hand down my face.I was tainted—filthy and stained. She was pure—too good for this world, too pure for the bastard I’d turned myself into.Had I let her go? Had my filth driven her away?I let out a breath I didn’t even know I’d been holding, my heart
Lyra’s povShe smiled at me, and it was a smile I knew. “Good morning, Lyra,” she said. “I made you breakfast.”I stared at her, unable to understand what I was seeing. How could she be here?Then, I saw the bandage around her arm, the blood staining it a dark red. My stomach clenched with sudden recollection—the cave, the stranger, my fight for freedom. Yes, I had fought with her last night.“Your arm…” I whispered, guilt washing over me.Helga glanced at her arm and shook her head. “Don’t worry about that. You cut me pretty good, but it wasn’t your fault- you had no idea.”I swallowed hard, trying to speak. “I… I thought you were someone else.”She laughed quietly. “I thought as much.”I looked down at my hands, my fingers shaking. This couldn’t be happening. I was supposed to be alone, supposed to run from everything and everyone I knew. But there stood Helga.“How did you find me?” I managed to croak out the words without raising my voice much higher than a whisper.She sighed, p
Lyra’s povI didn’t doubt for a second that if he saw them to be a threat, he would just wipe them out. Literally. Greg would do his best to try and protect me, but what if it wasn’t enough?I couldn’t take that risk.I took a deep breath. I had to move fast.The next couple of days, I kept acting normal.I smiled when I had to. I went to the meals. I let Greg kiss my forehead and hold my hand in public.But every minute, I was plotting.I started taking small things from my chambers—nothing too noticeable.A dagger, Jerked meat, A flask of water, A cloak. And I was hiding them somewhere in the forest from time to time.If anyone noticed, they didn’t say anything As I was the queen and could do whatever I wanted.Helga the maid gave me a scolding look one morning as I slipped a small loaf of bread into my dress.“Are you sneaking food, Luna?” she said with an unhappy face.I laughed a little too hard. "Since I’m pregnant, I’m getting more hungry these days.”She scoffed. “You are the
Lyra’s povThat night, I couldn’t sleep. No matter how many times I tried to do so, I couldn’t. I kept on seeing my mother's face. I was haunted by it.The warm smile.Those golden eyes were so like my own when I looked in the mirror.And then, I saw blood.I saw her falling.I saw the Lycans killing her.I woke up gasping, my stomach aching so badly I thought I might be sick.My unborn children.I had to keep them safe.But how could I possibly do that when I was living among the very people who had murdered my mother?I still needed answers.And I needed them now.The next morning, I started asking questions. Harmless questions.The first person inside to go to was Greg’s uncle, he was old enough to know the history of the wars the pack must have gone through.“Uncle Sanchez,” I said, addressing him in as casual a voice as I could manage.He turned to me, giving me a small smile. “Lyra,” he started, his eyes inquisitive. “What brings you to the field?”I smiled and looked around th
Lyra’s povSanchez gave me a long, hard look. “And what about the rest of the pack? Are you going to hide this from them?”“Anyone knows about this and I’m done. I’m dead. So are the twins.”“This is harder than I thought,“ he sighed. “You’re walking on dangerous ground, Lyra.”I knew it already.I had known it right from the beginning, but it wasn’t like I had any other choice.“Please… don’t say anything. Please.”“I’ll always try to look out for you and Greg. You’re family now. But you shouldn’t be scared of me. “The Lycan pack,” I whispered.Sanchez nodded. “If they even suspect something, they’ll act before Greg can stop them.”I wasn’t going to let that happen he came closer to me and I flinched. He then did the most surprising thing I hadn’t expected from him.He placed a hand on my shoulder.“Congratulations,” he said quietly.I cleaned the tears that were rushing down my eyes. “Thank you.”Sanchez nodded, then started to walk away.But before he left through the door, he tur
Lyra’s povI hadn’t slept with Greg; that much was obvious. But I had slept with one person. Just one person ever in my life before and that had been two months ago—a stranger in the forest who wanted nothing but a night by me.Not wanting to remember that day didn’t make it any better—and it sure as hell made me never want to revisit the horrible experience by speaking about it out loud.That experience had made Derrick hate me and now Greg was here.So, I said nothing, giving him a weak smile as I looked up at him. He studied me for a second, then turned and strode away, his jaw locked tight.At that moment, his phone rang as he looked at it. “I… I’ve got to take this,” he muttered under his breath.He exited the room, and it was just Helga again and the healer with me. Releasing my breath in a rush that mirrored how my thoughts were rushing around inside of my head right now, I knew that Greg was angry.And he had every right to be.“Lyra, are you okay? You look pale.” Helga touche