ROSALIE
Three hours later we’re in the bar. I’m more dolled up than I’ve been in a long time and if I’m honest I’m more than a little on edge. I don’t wear makeup, I don’t do my hair. I deliberately pick clothes so that I don’t stand out. So that I blend. So that I’m anonymous.
And yet tonight I’m wearing mascara, blusher, eyeliner, you name it. My hair is down and the ends are curled. Rachel pretty much forced me into one of her dresses. It isn’t even that revealing but thanks to Silas my body is very noticeable no matter how much I try to hide it.
“Oh my god Dee look at you. Who knew such a babe was hiding under all that uniform?” One of the waiters says and I give him a glare.
“Shove off Mark.” Rachel says giving him a look too. We all know he’s a bit of a creep and none of the girls have time for him though thankfully he gets the hint pretty quick when he’s told.
The whole room is heaving with bodies. Half the staff are in the bar and by the looks of it half the hotel guests too. It feels like a party already. Alcohol is flowing. Music is blaring and I can see drunk people dancing and grinding in the corner.
“Right who’s doing shots?” Tyler asks as he throws his arm around me and Rachel, and I do my best not to flinch away. I don’t like being touched. In fact I hate it though thankfully no one here seems to have thought anything was suspicious about it.
“We absolutely are.” Rachel says grinning.
I smile and play along partly because I don’t have any choice and partly because I want these people to be my friends. It’s been so long since I’ve had real friends and maybe I’m just starting to believe that my life might be becoming good again.
We do a round of tequilas. I screw my face up at the taste and then Rachel demands we do another.
We go and sit down at one of the tables with some of the waiters and Tony comes over to make his announcement. They’re expanding the hotel. We’ve been doing so well of late that they’re going to double its size. I wince, this is great news for my job but potentially not great news for hiding out. The more people that come here, the more risk there is. Though in truth if I’m hiding in the kitchens and stick to my rooms I’m not sure I’m in all that much danger. Afterall how can I be caught if no one even realises I exist?
“That guy won’t stop staring at you.” Rachel says in my ear and I frown glancing over somehow knowing instinctively where to look.
Our eyes lock and my stomach drops. I can feel the hairs on the back of my neck stand up. I can feel my heart racing, thumping so loudly against my ribs.
That’s not a man. That’s a Wolf.
“He’s hot.” Rachel says. I can hear from her voice she’s already feeling the effects of the shots.
“Yeah.” I say looking away. I need to be calm. I need to be cool. It could be nothing. It could just be some coincidence. Wolves are everywhere for godsake. Statistically speaking I’m bound to bump into one at some point. Besides, I don’t even look like me anymore. Like the girl that ran. She was literally plastic fantastic, a bleached blonde bimbo, who men couldn’t help but stare at. I’m a strawberry blonde that looks more at home in a library and who thankfully most people don’t even notice exists.
I glance over again and he’s still staring. He’s not even blinked.
Fuck. I can feel my hands shaking. My palms are so sweaty and I try to wipe them on my borrowed dress under the table.
“I’m just going to get some fresh air.” I murmur.
“You okay?” Rachel asks slurring slightly.
“Yeah, it’s just hot in here.” I say smiling my best fake smile.
I deserve a god damn Oscar for the way I walk out as if nothing is wrong, as if I’m just heading to the ladies and as soon as I’m round the corner I sprint to my room.
Shutting the door. Locking it.
Pacing.
I don’t want to over react. I don’t want to panic but I know in my heart what this is. I’m not an idiot. I trust my instincts. I trust what my head is telling me.
I yank the dress off, pulling on some leggings, a t-shirt and a hoody. I need to be quick. I have very limited time now before the Wolf realises I’m not just going for a wee. I grab my bag, cramming in the few belongings I need and can fit, and run out the door.
If I’m good I can hike through the woods, be on the main road in ten minutes and can hitch a lift. It doesn’t even matter where I go. Just as long as I’m gone from here.
“Where do you think you’re going?” Someone snarls and I gasp turning round.
It’s not just him. Not just one Wolf now. There’s three of them.
I step back shaking my head. This can’t be happening. This can’t be.
One of the Wolves moves to grab me and just as he does I grab the gun at his waist and shoot. I know it won’t kill him. It won’t kill any of them but it might just hold them back.
He snarls wincing at where the bullet has penetrated his side. He’s pissed now. Really pissed.
I hold the gun up, pointing it right at them and they snarl.
“Dee?” Rachel says suddenly there, suddenly right in the middle of it. “What’s going on?”
One of the Wolves smirks grabbing her quickly before I can even react. She screams struggling in his grip but he’s so big, so powerful she doesn’t stand a chance.
“Let her go.” I shout. The gun’s still raised. Though we can all see how much it’s shaking in my hands.
“Are you gonna play nice?” He growls as I shudder.
“She has nothing to do with this.” I say.
“What’s going on?” Rachel cries.
“Tell her Rosalie.” The Wolf says squeezing Rachel so tight she winces.
“Who’s Rosalie?” Rachel says. “Why are they calling you that?”
“I’m so sorry.” I say shaking my head.
“Drop the gun and we’ll let her go.” The Wolf says.
“Please Dee. Please do as he says.” Rachel begs. “He’s hurting me.”
I don’t want to do it. I don’t want to give in. It feels like some awful repeat of three years ago. Of me sacrificing myself again for someone else’s life. Only this time I fully understand what I’m getting into. This time I know how much shit I’m in.
“Rosalie.” The Wolf growls.
“Promise you’ll let her go.” I say. He grins baring his teeth and releases his grip just a little. Rachel isn’t of interest to them. It’s me they want.
I shut my eyes, tossing the gun and as one of the other Wolves grabs me I hear a cry and then an awful crack. My eyes snap open as they drag me away and I see Rachel’s body lying in the mud.
She looks lifeless. She looks dead.
“No…” I cry.
The Wolf that did it laughs. “Your actions have consequences. It’s about time you learnt it.” He states.
I snarl kicking out, crying out but they’re too strong. Too overpowering. They bind my hands behind my back, bind my feet. Shove some fabric in my mouth and throw me into the trunk as if I am nothing more than a piece of luggage.
As the lead Wolf stands over the open trunk he leans in. “Silas can’t wait to have you back.” He says before slamming the door shut and pitching me into darkness.
“She means well but she will get you into trouble.” Cain says as he holds my hand.I don’t say anything, I just let him lead me wherever he wishes and when we stop outside a door I don’t recognise, I frown.He opens, it holding it for me. I walk in and freeze. It’s a bedroom. Not my bedroom though. I look at Cain. He runs his eyes over me and I gulp.“This is my room, Rosalie.” He says, shutting the door.I stare at the carpet. Somehow, I didn’t see this coming. He’s standing in front of me now. He brushes my hair back, tucking it behind my ear.“You’re so beautiful.” He murmurs.I don’t respond. I don’t do anything. After the other day with Aeron, I don’t want to make Cain angry with me too.“Look at me.”I lift my eyes to his and he’s watching my face with a strange expression. He steps back, kicking his shoes off, and walks to lie down on his bed.“Come here.” He says.I shut my eyes for a moment, letting out a silent sigh, then walk over to lie beside him. He tilts his head, still
Two days later, I’m in the Kitchens. I’m meant to be with Aeron again, but I guess he doesn’t want to see me today. I must have really angered him.Because I have nothing else to do, I’m baking some pastries. They’re pretty easy. I know the recipe off by heart and as I roll the pistachio and honey in between sheets, I can see even Dylan liking his lips.“Would you like some? I need a taster.” I say.He shakes his head. “Chances are you’ve poisoned them.” He states and I laugh.“Here, look.” I say picking one up and eating it to prove they’re edible.“Laced it with wolfsbane no doubt.” He says and we both laugh.“I’ll take one if Dylan’s too stubborn.” A woman says and I half jump at the sound.“Layla.” Dylan says, with a distinct tone to his voice.“Dylan.” She replies, with a smirk before she looks at me.“You must be the human.” She says.“Yes.” I reply hesitantly.“I hear my brothers have been more than a little preoccupied with you.” She says running her eyes over me and I frown.
I spend the next day with Aeron. Apparently, they really are taking it in turns.Dylan makes sure I’m up early and fed and then he takes me through to what I can only assume is the actual Pack House and to Aeron’s office.I’m wearing some leggings and a jumper that I suspect belongs to him. It certainly smells like him.I sit there, in the corner trying not to distract him while he works. He doesn’t look at me. He doesn’t acknowledge me. He barely glanced at me when I walked in. I don’t really get why I’m even here but I don’t say anything I just sit, quiet, obedient, waiting for when he decides to grace me with his attention.I’ve had years of pretending I don’t exist, of daydreaming, of mentally entertaining myself while god knows what is going on around me, so the hours pass by in relatively quick succession.A Wolf knocks on the door and walks in. He looks over at me curiously and Aeron growls at him. His eyes quickly flash back to the Alpha.“Do you have the plans?” Aeron asks.T
Dylan escorts me down to the Kitchens an hour later by which point I’m actually ravenous. He points out the fruit bowl that is more than obvious and lets me know where the cereals and plates are.“Can I cook something?” I ask and he shrugs. He’s clearly in a huff this morning.I take it as a yes and start searching for a pan as well as all the ingredients and start cooking before he can say anything more.“Do you want some?” I ask when I’ve finished pilling it all onto a plate. I always make too much but, with French toast, it’s hard not to.“Are you trying to bribe me with food girl?” He asks.I smirk. “I guess it depends on the quality of the food.” I state and he snorts.He picks up a slice eyeing it with suspicion and then bites into it. His eyes widen just a little and then he wolfs the rest down. “Not bad.” He mutters and I laugh.“Liar.” I mutter under my breath.He throws me a look because obviously he’s heard me and I make a point of ignoring him by pouring maple syrup onto m
I wake in the morning, and I swear I’ve never slept better in my life. The duvet is so snug around me and for a moment, I could believe I’m actually happy.I mean, sure I dreamt about them again. The god damn Alphas and the things my mind imagined them doing to me is enough to make me blush. It feels like my skin is tingling, like they were actually here, all night, with their mouths caressing me and their hands touching every inch of my flesh.Jesus Rosalie, get a grip. I think.I roll over and my eyes lock with his. Cain’s. I let out a shriek and he chuckles.“Morning beautiful.” He says.I move so quickly yanking the duvet up and pushing myself against the headboard. I’m suddenly now very aware that those dreams have absolutely coated my thighs. I’m a mess. Again.He watches me almost lazily. He’s fully dressed, in a tight t-shirt and black jeans, laying on the bed as if everything about this is perfectly normal Alpha behaviour. “I was thinking we should watch a movie.” He says.“W
Cain was right, I do need a bath. I need to wash. To scrub myself. To get the stench of the last few days off me and try to get some semblance of control over what the hell I’m doing.I walk into the bathroom and thank god there’s a lock on the door. I throw off my clothes, Aeron’s and Cain’s clothes technically, and while the bath is filling I get in the shower and let it wash away the residual dirt. The water that comes off is literally black with dirt and I wonder how disgusting I must seem to these people, these Wolves.I brush my hair, easing out the knots at first and eventually just get so frustrated I grab it all up and almost hack at it with the brush in my annoyance to fix it. If there were a pair of scissors nearby I’d be tempted to actually cut it off but there’s nothing. No sharp objects. Nothing that could do me harm or anyone else for that matter.I guess in this moment I should be grateful that Silas had my entire body lasered so I don’t have any body hair because ther