LOGINI played his words over again in my head for the next twenty-four hours.
Elias did not try to find me, he didn’t try to speak to me or convince me to change my mind, he just gave me space, and I couldn’t tell if I was pleased about it or not,
Erina kept me company for the most part.
Shortly after he left, she returned to my room and talked with me. I liked the company so I didn’t send her away. She only left once I began to yawn and she returned first thing in the morning holding a tray of food.
“You don’t have to do this,” I said as I stepped aside to let her in. “I don’t mind being alone.”
“I know, but there isn’t much for me to do here anyway. Everyone treats me a certain way because I’m Elias’ cousin. It’ll be nice to have a real friend around.”
“I’m sure you have a lot of friends.”
She snorted. “I have a lot of people who like me because of my status, but not a lot of friends. You’ll find that those are two very different things. You’re going to be Luna after all.”
My cheeks heated at her words.
I hadn’t thought about it that way. By mating with Elias, I would be solidifying myself here, I would be his mate and the pack’s Luna. That was a huge responsibility that I wasn’t sure I was ready for, but the promise of revenge against Ethan was far too great for me to pass on.
“You look like you just ate something foul,” Erina joked. “I promise being Luna isn’t that bad. Besides, you have Elias with you. Don’t tell him I said so, but he’s a pretty decent person. He can be a little rough around the edges something, but he means well.”
I just hummed.
I didn’t particularly want to discuss my mate right now. I still had no idea how we’d deal with the mating bond. What we had wasn’t ideal, and the situation surrounding it only made things worse.
We weren’t in love, and we probably never would be. How would we hide it from the world?
“Do you want to see him?” Erina asked suddenly and my head snapped up. “Elias, I mean. I could take you to him if you wanted.”
“I’m not sure that’s a good idea.”
“Why not?” she crossed her arms over her chest. “He’s your mate. Besides, it will be good for you to get out of this place and explore the pack. It’s going to be your new home.”
She seemed more excited at the prospect of me moving in than I did, and I knew better than to argue more because it would only raise more red flags. I was supposed to be playing the part of the dutiful mate. What girl wouldn’t want the excuse to see her mate?
I forced a smile on my lips. “Of course.”
To her credit, she allowed me eat my breakfast first before dragging me out of the room.
She had a firm grip on my hand as she tugged me through the halls of the building, pointing out the rooms that she considered to be important. She had a surprisingly firm grip and I could hear her excitement bleeding out with every word that she spoke.
“He’s overseeing the training today,’ she explained as she tugged me towards a huge window.
The sun’s bright rays nearly blinded me,
It took a second for my eyes to adjust and when they did, I was met with a bunch of shirtless men. I blinked twice, my cheeks turning a bright shade of red. I’d never been around so many half-dressed people before.
“I come here to watch them,” Erina admitted. “There is just something about a shirtless man.”
The men didn’t seem to notice us seeing as we were watching them from above and they were focused on the man in front of them.
My mate was also shirtless and for a moment, every rational thought flew out of my head.
Elias was built different. His skin was taut with muscle and shone under the sun. His back and arms were littered with scars that only seemed to add to his appeal. His voice was clear and firm as he barked out instructions to the guards.
There was no denying the sheer power and authority that radiated off him. Anyone with half a brain could tell that he wasn’t a normal wolf.
He was like a marble statue with his deep set frown.
“I see where you’re looking,” Erina teased and I quickly snapped my eyes away from him. “He does this twice a week.”
“I didn’t ask.”
“I know.” She nudged me with her shoulders. “There’s nothing wrong with staring, you know. He is your mate after all.”
“I know that, but I wasn’t looking.”
“Well,” her lips curled into a smiled. “You may not have been, but he definitely is.”
I turned sharply and found myself connecting with a pair of sharp grey eyes.
His stare was so intense that I couldn’t move even if I wanted to. I just stood there, staring at him.
My mouth dried and my feet cemented themselves to the ground.
After what felt like an eternity, he finally looked away and I felt like I could breathe again.
“We should go,” I told Erina, but before she could respond, Elias said something to the soldiers.
I couldn’t make out what he said, but there was a chorus of ‘yes, Alpha’.
Another soldier broke rank and took Elias’ place while he turned on his heels and walked away.
“He’s heading over here,” Erina confirmed my suspicions.”
“We really need to go.”
“No, I need to go, you need to stay.”
Before I could protest, she gave me a finger wave and ran. She was out of sight before I even had the chance to realize what was going on.
By the time I managed to regain my wits, I tried to follow her, but it was too late because I heard a voice from behind me.
“Avoiding me now, are you?”
I wasn’t sure how long I was out.As I slowly came to, I couldn’t help but feel a wave of irritation at the crickets chirping outside and the discomfort of the couch.It took me a long minute to realize that I couldn’t hear any crickets, and I wasn’t on an uncomfortable couch.My eyes flew open immediately and I saw him… my mate. Elias sat on the couch, his eyes trained on the window in concentration, but as soon as I moved, he turned to me, and I felt a wave of relief so great that my knees buckles.It was only then I realized, that I wasn’t feeling my emotions… I was feeling his.“Are you alright?” he asked, his voice soft, anxious even.He stood to his feet, slowly making his way over to me, and I felt his worry, I tasted his concern. When he brushed my hair out of my face, I felt his guilt.“It isn’t your fault,” I whispered and his brows furrowed for a second before his confused look was replaced with understanding.“You can feel me.”I nodded. “Your emotions are very… strong.”T
I stared at the scene in front of me and the first thing I felt was guilt at how I’d acted all day.He’d been planning this surprise and I’d been sulking simply because he hadn’t come to the house with me. I felt like such a bitch.“Is this a joke?” I whispered softly and he shook his head, hand extended for me to take. “Come, little wolf.”“But the council… they refused.”“True, but we only need one council member, and that’s what we have.”“Elias-”“As much as I love verbally sparring with you, baby, I really want to get this over with.”A light chuckle left my lips and I found myself moving towards him slowly. I didn’t want to move too fast, for fear that I would blink and it would disappear before my very eyes. This was everything I’d ever wanted, and as I looked around, I realized he’d taken inspiration from the little planning I’d done before everything went to shit.Daisies and lilies littered the ground we walked on, just like I wanted, and we overlook the lake. It was somethi
When I woke up, Elias was already out of bed and dressed.I cleaned up and found him in his office, speaking to Carlos. They fell silent as soon as I walked in, but I was able to hear a bit of their conversation and I heard Felicity’s name being mentioned.“Is she still being a menace?” I asked and there was silent for a moment before Elias spoke.“Quite the contrary actually, we don’t know where she is. She hasn’t been sighted since last night.”That was not what I expected to hear, but somehow, I was glad. It was about time she cut her losses and disappeared.“That’s a good thing, isn’t it?” I asked, fighting the urge to smile. “She’s gone.”“Yes, she is, but it’s weird that she accepted defeat so easily.”I opened my mouth to speak, but Elias beat me to it.“Erina will take you home.”I raised a brow. “What about you?”“I have some work to attend to today. I’ll see you after.”I stared at him for a long minute, hoping he’d say that it was just a bad joke and he would be going with
We thankfully managed to get back into the pack house without being sighted.I couldn’t imagine how embarrassing it would be if we met a guard or a maid on the way. They’d take one look at us and immediately know what we were up to. We reeked of sex, and it didn’t help that I had grass in my hair and pieces of tree bark digging into my scalp.I tried to pull them out as we headed for the room, but I couldn’t get them all. Thankfully, Elias ran a bath for us, and while we sat in the massive tub, my back to his chest, he pulled out the little pieces from my hair.I tried to protest at first, but once he started running his fingers through my hair, every protest died on my lips.There was something calming about his touch, coupled with the fact that I was practically pressed into his skin. It was the most calm I’d felt in a while.“All done,” he whispered after a few minutes of silence. “Your hair is as good as new.”He placed a soft kiss on my collarbone and I snorted.“My hair is far f
“You’re going to be the death of me, little wolf. What were you thinking?” he hissed“I was thinking that I have a really hot mate and I really wanted him to fuck me in the woods.”He cursed low, closing the distance between us, his hands grabbing my hips firmly. “I could’ve hurt you. I wanted to take you like that.”The image flashed in my head and my lips curled. “That would be a sight to behold.”“I’d fucking rip you apart, little wolf. You can’t take a knot in human form. You’re not equipped for that.”He was such a worrier. It was cute on a good day, but not when we were standing naked in front of each other and I could feel the evidence of his arousal pressing into my skin.“You can berate me for it after you fuck me in the woods.”He cursed loud, his lips claiming mine in a brutal kiss.I sighed into the kiss, relief coursing through my veins as he walked me back until my back hit a tree. The bark was hard and uncomfortable, but I didn’t care as I kissed him deeper, opened up f
I stripped as I ran, my clothes littering the forest floor, and when I shifted, I felt fucking free.The breeze hit my fur, and the forest came alive in front of me. The colors were more vivid, the sounds brighter, and the smells overwhelming in a nostalgic way.I couldn’t remember the last time I took a run, and I made a mental promise never to go this long without feeling the ground beneath my paws again.“It took you long enough,” my wolf mumbled. “I feel like I’ve been locked away forever.”It had been so long since I heard her voice in my head. I didn’t realize just how much I missed her.“You went ghost on me.”“No, I didn’t, but you didn’t need me to speak much. In case you forgot, we’re one person. I’m as much a factor in your decisions when you’re human as you are in this form.”When she said it like that, it did make a lot of sense.“Now, as much as I love talking to you, our mate is catching up to us. Let me take control.”I could hear the sound of Elias’ paws from behind m
I waited for the punch line, for him to say it was a joke, but it never came.It was the same thing Erina had said, but somehow, hearing it from him made it sound a little more eerie.“You cannot just kill people because I’m hurt,” I crossed my arms across my chest. “That’s absurd.”He shrugged.“W
I was up earlier than usual the next morning.The plan was to take a walk around the palace, but I found Erina walking the halls in a pair of skin tight leggings and a crop top. She had a large water battle in her hands and her hair was tied up in a messy bun. It was the most laid back I’d ever see
Once Felicity realized that she wouldn’t be able to get a reaction out of me that way, she decided to try something else.She stared at the food in front of us and crinkled her nose.“Elias knows I don’t eat this. I’m gluten free.” She looked up at one of the maids. “Get something gluten free for m
As soon as Carlos left me, I went out into the garden for some fresh air, and also to clear my mind.His words regarding the council scared me for more reasons than I cared to admit.I wanted revenge, and nothing was going to change that, but this was becoming more complicated by the second. The pl







