MasukI played his words over again in my head for the next twenty-four hours.
Elias did not try to find me, he didn’t try to speak to me or convince me to change my mind, he just gave me space, and I couldn’t tell if I was pleased about it or not,
Erina kept me company for the most part.
Shortly after he left, she returned to my room and talked with me. I liked the company so I didn’t send her away. She only left once I began to yawn and she returned first thing in the morning holding a tray of food.
“You don’t have to do this,” I said as I stepped aside to let her in. “I don’t mind being alone.”
“I know, but there isn’t much for me to do here anyway. Everyone treats me a certain way because I’m Elias’ cousin. It’ll be nice to have a real friend around.”
“I’m sure you have a lot of friends.”
She snorted. “I have a lot of people who like me because of my status, but not a lot of friends. You’ll find that those are two very different things. You’re going to be Luna after all.”
My cheeks heated at her words.
I hadn’t thought about it that way. By mating with Elias, I would be solidifying myself here, I would be his mate and the pack’s Luna. That was a huge responsibility that I wasn’t sure I was ready for, but the promise of revenge against Ethan was far too great for me to pass on.
“You look like you just ate something foul,” Erina joked. “I promise being Luna isn’t that bad. Besides, you have Elias with you. Don’t tell him I said so, but he’s a pretty decent person. He can be a little rough around the edges something, but he means well.”
I just hummed.
I didn’t particularly want to discuss my mate right now. I still had no idea how we’d deal with the mating bond. What we had wasn’t ideal, and the situation surrounding it only made things worse.
We weren’t in love, and we probably never would be. How would we hide it from the world?
“Do you want to see him?” Erina asked suddenly and my head snapped up. “Elias, I mean. I could take you to him if you wanted.”
“I’m not sure that’s a good idea.”
“Why not?” she crossed her arms over her chest. “He’s your mate. Besides, it will be good for you to get out of this place and explore the pack. It’s going to be your new home.”
She seemed more excited at the prospect of me moving in than I did, and I knew better than to argue more because it would only raise more red flags. I was supposed to be playing the part of the dutiful mate. What girl wouldn’t want the excuse to see her mate?
I forced a smile on my lips. “Of course.”
To her credit, she allowed me eat my breakfast first before dragging me out of the room.
She had a firm grip on my hand as she tugged me through the halls of the building, pointing out the rooms that she considered to be important. She had a surprisingly firm grip and I could hear her excitement bleeding out with every word that she spoke.
“He’s overseeing the training today,’ she explained as she tugged me towards a huge window.
The sun’s bright rays nearly blinded me,
It took a second for my eyes to adjust and when they did, I was met with a bunch of shirtless men. I blinked twice, my cheeks turning a bright shade of red. I’d never been around so many half-dressed people before.
“I come here to watch them,” Erina admitted. “There is just something about a shirtless man.”
The men didn’t seem to notice us seeing as we were watching them from above and they were focused on the man in front of them.
My mate was also shirtless and for a moment, every rational thought flew out of my head.
Elias was built different. His skin was taut with muscle and shone under the sun. His back and arms were littered with scars that only seemed to add to his appeal. His voice was clear and firm as he barked out instructions to the guards.
There was no denying the sheer power and authority that radiated off him. Anyone with half a brain could tell that he wasn’t a normal wolf.
He was like a marble statue with his deep set frown.
“I see where you’re looking,” Erina teased and I quickly snapped my eyes away from him. “He does this twice a week.”
“I didn’t ask.”
“I know.” She nudged me with her shoulders. “There’s nothing wrong with staring, you know. He is your mate after all.”
“I know that, but I wasn’t looking.”
“Well,” her lips curled into a smiled. “You may not have been, but he definitely is.”
I turned sharply and found myself connecting with a pair of sharp grey eyes.
His stare was so intense that I couldn’t move even if I wanted to. I just stood there, staring at him.
My mouth dried and my feet cemented themselves to the ground.
After what felt like an eternity, he finally looked away and I felt like I could breathe again.
“We should go,” I told Erina, but before she could respond, Elias said something to the soldiers.
I couldn’t make out what he said, but there was a chorus of ‘yes, Alpha’.
Another soldier broke rank and took Elias’ place while he turned on his heels and walked away.
“He’s heading over here,” Erina confirmed my suspicions.”
“We really need to go.”
“No, I need to go, you need to stay.”
Before I could protest, she gave me a finger wave and ran. She was out of sight before I even had the chance to realize what was going on.
By the time I managed to regain my wits, I tried to follow her, but it was too late because I heard a voice from behind me.
“Avoiding me now, are you?”
I waited for the punch line, for him to say it was a joke, but it never came.It was the same thing Erina had said, but somehow, hearing it from him made it sound a little more eerie.“You cannot just kill people because I’m hurt,” I crossed my arms across my chest. “That’s absurd.”He shrugged.“We aren’t even really mated,” I continued. “This is all for show so you don’t need to do the whole-”“Let me make something clear, Isadora. We may be doing this because we both need something out of it, but that doesn’t make the mating bond any less real.”“But-”He held up his hand to stop me.That would’ve annoyed me on a good day, but surprisingly, I went quiet. I didn’t fight, didn’t even try to protest.“If you think for even a second that you aren’t mine, then you’re sorely mistaken. I will do anything I need to do to ensure that my pack remembers that your safety is paramount.”“So it’s an ego thing?”He shrugged. “Call it whatever you want. Carlos is watching over you and there’s no r
Her statement wasn’t as comforting as she thought it was. It only had me feeling more suspicious. There was no way he’d kill his own friend just for upsetting me… right?“Sit,” she urged, pulling me towards the chair. “The maids will be out soon with our food.”As if on cue, about three maids stepped out of a door to my far right. In their hands, they carried large dishes that they placed in the center of the table. The scent of food filled my nose, making my stomach rumble. I hadn’t realized just how hungry I was.“Dig in,” Erina said as she began to pile food onto her plate. “It’s always an all you can eat thing around here. You’d be surprised at how much food we consume.”I didn’t know what to say in response to that, so I just nodded. I just put a couple servings of pasta onto my plate. She looked at me quizzically, but didn’t comment on how little I was eating.We’d just began eating when the men returned. There was slight tension between them, but they both seemed content to ign
Erina returned to my room that evening and as soon as she opened the door, I chucked a pillow her way.“You left me!” I hissed.She caught the pillow with one hand mere inches away from her face. “I know, I’m sorry.”I threw another one, but she caught it again.“Lycan, remember, we have better reflexes.” She gave me a sheepish smile. “Besides, he was coming to talk to you, not me.”“It doesn’t matter. You should’ve stayed.”“If I did, he wouldn’t have kissed you.”I stilled, my cheeks turning a bright shade of red.I’d tried to avoid thinking about it all day. I’d done everything from rearranging the entire room to taking the clothes out of the closet and arranging them by color. It was exhausting work, but it kept my mind off Elias.“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” I mumbled, feigning ignorance, but Erina wasn’t buying it for a second.“You will realize that news travels very fast in this pack,” she mused as she made her way over to my closet and pulled out a dress. “This i
Thoughts of my mate plagued my mind all day.I couldn’t go five minutes without thinking of her mouth and what she tasted like. I could feel her heart hammering through her chest as I kissed her, I could almost taste her confusion and wariness, but she’d kissed me back because the truth was that as much as her mind was telling her to run, the mating bond was telling her something completely different.She’d convinced herself that all she wanted was her revenge and I was willing to give her that for now, but I’d be damned if I spent the rest of my life with a mate who didn’t want me.She had no idea what she’d signed up for when she agreed to my deal, but she’d figure it out soon enough.The door to my office opened and Carlos walked in.I’d known Carlos for over a century now. He’d been in my life for as long as I could remember. His mother was my mother’s best friend. They did everything together, and by extension, forced us together as well.As children, we hated each other. I found
His scent hit me first and just like before, it had my wolf doing cartwheels in my mind.In that moment, I concluded that the mating bond was a cruel thing. His scent was specially designed to bring me to my knees, but I forced myself to remain strong.I took a deep breath before turning slowly.He was still shirtless and he had his hands crossed over his chest, unintentionally drawing emphasis to the muscles in his arms.He leaned against the wall with ease, his eyes roaming my body before lingering at my exposed legs. I knew I shouldn’t have worn the short sundress.“You came out of your room.” He said it like he was both surprised and impressed.“Erina dragged me out.”He hummed. “She has that effect on people. I’m glad.”“I should go-” I began but he cut me off.“How do expect to convince people that we’re happily mated if you can’t even stand to be in my presence?” he asked and I fell silent instantly. “People are bound to catch on.”I opened my mouth to speak but no words would
I played his words over again in my head for the next twenty-four hours.Elias did not try to find me, he didn’t try to speak to me or convince me to change my mind, he just gave me space, and I couldn’t tell if I was pleased about it or not,Erina kept me company for the most part.Shortly after he left, she returned to my room and talked with me. I liked the company so I didn’t send her away. She only left once I began to yawn and she returned first thing in the morning holding a tray of food.“You don’t have to do this,” I said as I stepped aside to let her in. “I don’t mind being alone.”“I know, but there isn’t much for me to do here anyway. Everyone treats me a certain way because I’m Elias’ cousin. It’ll be nice to have a real friend around.”“I’m sure you have a lot of friends.”She snorted. “I have a lot of people who like me because of my status, but not a lot of friends. You’ll find that those are two very different things. You’re going to be Luna after all.”My cheeks heat







