MasukEvelyn's POV
(Two weeks ago) I am nervous. Oh! I am so nervous indeed. And when I am nervous, I pace, and I probably do stupid things. I let out a groan, pulling at my hair. What does the universe want from me?! I flop down on my bed with a sigh. “Are you done trying to bore a hole in the gris ound?” a soft voice asks me. I snap my head to the side. A woman stood by the side of the bed. Her tan skin shone in the sunlight, causing her to glow like an angel. Her midnight hair with little streaks of silver was pulled into a high bun. She wore a loose-fitting purple tunic. Purple, signifying her direct service to royalty. "How the hell are you not shocked?!" I exclaim, throwing my hands in the air "I haven't been in the same room with my father in over ten years, Laudia, and suddenly I am being summoned to a ‘family breakfast’. Hell, the majority of the people going to be in that 'family breakfast' haven't spoken to me in a long while. So, what changed, Laudia?" What changed? And why? "I don't know," Laudia sighs, sitting on the bed "And so would you if you don't go out there.” She gives me a comforting pat “Oh and stop pulling your hair. I have spent a lot of time on that shit. I let out a sound of irritation, running my hand through my hair. I can’t lie, I am extremely nervous but also filled with caution. What exactly did they want? After ignoring my existence for this long, why the sudden interest? Hell, my sister has never talked to me unless she was in dire need of something and unfortunately, I had it. That’s as far as our sister-sister-best friend shit went. Don’t get me started on my brothers, one despises me, the other ignores me. The perfect family! Emulate us, Please! Don't! “I mean, it’s going to be fun,” Laudia began “You get to have a family reunion." “Oh! What joy!” I deadpan “My family is crazy. My brothers hate me, my sister ignores my existence and my father has tried to kill me!” “That happened only once.” “Oh, wow. What an amazing father figure.” I mutter dryly. “What about your cousin, Astrid? I thought she was a sweetheart?” I give her a wtf look. Is she serious?! Everyone knows that Astrid's main aim for still breathing is to make my existence a nightmare. “Fine.” She huffs “I can’t even stick up for her. She is so fucking annoying and sounds so preppy.” She does sound preppy. Sometimes, she sounds so nasal that I want to bash her head into a wall. “See?! Everyone….” A sharp knock interrupts me, and we both freeze, meeting each other’s gaze in panic. It is time. It is so soon. I am most definitely not ready. Pass out! I am going to pass out. "Come in!" The door swings open with a creak and an intimidating guard marches in. "Your Highness," He bows "Felix!" Laudia breathes in relief, clutching her chest at the sight of her mate. Dressed in a black tunic with a black breastplate, his broad shoulders stretch the fabric, a salivating sight to every female. Engraved on it is a purple cross with vines wound around it, the kingdom's logo. But what drew immediate attention to him was not his striking build but his flaming red hair, each strand like embers of a dying flame. "Good morning, Felix." I breathe out, trying to calm my racing heart. Climbing down from my bed, a large grin coats my face as I run into the beefy giant’s awaiting arm. Most people might consider this inappropriate, a princess hugging a guard, but this man has been there since my childhood chasing the bullies away. He is a mountain of muscle, but he is a softie for me. “You know,” I mumble into his chest “You can call me Evie.” Felix wraps his around me, laughter bursting from him. "No can do, princess." “Oh, come on!” I pout untangling myself from him “It’s simple, E-V-I-E.” I mouth the letters. He smiles shaking his head. “But your crazy ass mate calls me by my name.” I point to Laudia. A hand smacks my butt as the woman comes to stand beside her mate. “OW!” I rub the spot. Even wearing a dress, it hurts. “That’s because I have to deal with your shit every morning. My pay does not cover your shit.” She scowls at me. “But you love it.” I roll my eyes. Dramatic Laudia. “I am barely making it through!” "But you are surviving, love," Felix chuckles, wrapping a loving hand around her. Laudia smacks his hands softly with a pout. She looks so tiny in his hands. A big, bad Lycan with his tiny mate through the years, squeal! Any author would have a field day writing this shit. I, on the other hand, have a lot of mixed feelings at the cute and cuddly sight. Fawning over them? Definitely. A bit jealous? OH, so much! Nauseous? Like a pregnant woman. I clear my throat, cutting the couple from their moment. We don’t want a make-out session, do we? Felix shakes his head a bit "Ready to go into the lion's den, princess?" Laudia snickers "Seems you have been sent on collection duty." "Yep," he grins at her "I'm here to collect the fattened cow for the feast." "I have a feeling that I am the cow." I groan. "Don't take it to heart, dollface." Laudia mocks. I scrunch my face in disdain "Meanies." I stick my tongue out at them, leaving the room. "I have a feeling you have teased her about this?" Felix whispers to Laudia, both of them chuckling. "I heard that!" I mumble, earning a snicker. Meanies, the both of them. Walking through the sunlit halls of the castle, I tune into the sounds floating around the castle. I can hear every sound, the castle rousing from its slumber. My sharp hearing picks up the various sounds of the waking inhabitants; the rushing footstep of servants hurrying to their various duties, the melodic shrills and chirping of birds, and the bustling of the kitchen staff as they go about their activities. It distracts me. A bit. Why the hell would my brother set breakfast this early? "Nervous?" Felix nudges my shoulder "You are going to be fine." "What do you think they want from me?" "I don't know, but we are about to find out." We pause in front of a large double door. Flanking the entrance are two guards, clad in the same uniform as Felix. They stand, stoic, disregarding us. I chew on my lips, picking at the flesh of my thumb, a terrible childhood habit. Is it me or have my palms always been this sweaty? "Come on, Evelyn, " Laudia whispers to me in encouragement "You can do this." "Yeah!" I mumble to myself "I can do this." I take deep breaths, steeling myself. The longer I stand there, the more my apparent sturdy resolve seems to crumble like sand. The doors seem to enlarge before me, making me feel tiny before their imposing presence. "I so can't do this." I squirm, turning back. Two pairs of hands grab my shoulders, twirling me around. "You can't quit now!" Laudia whisper-yells. "Oh! I so can." I nod fervently, eyes wide " Forget that shit, I don't got this." "Your Highness!" Felix gave me a steel look "Your family is waiting for you." he gestures to the door before us. I glance at the door and then at the two guards who seem invested in the scene before them. I turn back to Felix "Go tell them that I am sick or even, that I committed suicide," nodding to myself "They will love that shit." "Evelyn...." Laudia sigh. "I am so sorry, but I can't do...." "I'm so sorry." Lydia grimace, cutting me off. "Why the fuck are you sorry?" "For this...." Laudia shoves me........Evelyn’s POV When the palace finally comes into view through the carriage windows, I forget to breathe for a moment.I forget to breathe.It is beautiful.The Southern palace rises like part of the oasis itself; white stone glowing beneath the sunlight, surrounded by flowing water and gardens bursting with green.Gold glitters from the high domes overhead.It looks like something out of a fairy tale.“It’s called the sun castle,” Zahra speaks up, voice filled with the same awe that’s flowing through me.“Why is it called….”“Look away!” She warns turning her face away from the palace view as we pass a particular bend.Too late.The sun reflects off the gleaming stones so bright, it blinds me.“What the hell?!!” I hiss, turning away to rub my eyes. Zahra bursts into laughter. “I told you to look away.”“Yeah,” I snap, still blinking the black spots out of my vision. “After I’ve already been blinded by you shiny castle.”She chuckles, “ It’s a security mechanism; disorient your enemie
Evelyn’s POV By goddess’ tits and all things milky……I overslept.And not by a little…. By a lot.The moment I woke up and saw sunlight already pouring through the curtains, panic slammed into me so hard I nearly fell out of bed._Pumplenickle!_By the time I am running through the hallway, my heart is pounding so bad I feel it reverberating in my head.I clutch my son closer to my chest as I make a sharp break into the maid’s quarters.Nadia opens the door almost instantly after my hurried, almost-banging knock.She’s one of the younger women from the caravan who stayed with Zahra’s household after the journey. Sweet-faced, warm and patient.And somehow completely obsessed with my child.She bursts into laughter immediately she gets a look at my disheveled appearance. I scowl at her. “It’s not funny.”She wheezes, clutching to the door. She snorts softly and takes my son from my arms carefully.“Go,” she says. “Before Zahra leaves without you.”I frown at her. No one knows about t
Evelyn’s POV The noise fades gradually behind us as we move through the corridors of the mansion. Open windows let cool night air drift through the halls.For a while, neither of us speak.Zahra finally stops near an open archway overlooking one of the inner courtyards. Moonlight spills across the stone floor, giving it an ethereal appearance.She turns toward me, resting on the stone railing.“You handled tonight well,” she begins.I blink slightly, confused. “Tonight?”“People,” she replies simply. “You are a new variable they don’t know what to make of. You don’t bolt out of there like I thought your anxious ass would at the weight of their stare.”I take in her words slowly. Was I anxious in there? Yes, being around new people does that to me. Did I want to bolt like my ass was on fire? Yes…. and no.The atmosphere was warm, the way it feels when someone give you a well deserved hug. They didn’t know what to make of me, yet they still received me as one of their own.I let out a
Evelyn’s POV Dinner…. Dinner is something else.It’s louuudddd.It’s a lot different than dinner when we were in the tents. The dining hall is full by the time I step in. I had just fed and put Arzhel to sleep. Some of the people who traveled with us had already left earlier in the evening to return to their families, but many remained behind to eat and chat like they belonged here.We sit on low cushions around a long table crowded with food. Bowls of rice and roasted vegetables sit beside platters of meat glazed in spices I still can’t name properly. Warm bread is stacked high in woven baskets.The air smells of spiced stew, roasted meat, and something sweet I can’t quite place.The table is loud, everyone swapping stories of the journey and what has been going on in the city. It’s comforting to finally be in a calm environment.Someone at the far end of the table is recounting how one of the camels nearly kicked Safiya into a water trough.“It hated me for no reason,” Safiya com
Evelyn’s POV We leave the inn in the early hours of the morning, two days later. I hold my son close against my chest, wrapped carefully in light cloth. I wear a light, soft brown wispy gown with a brown veil over my face, the traditional cloth of new mothers as Zahra says. We’re going to travel deeper into the capitol, to Zahra’s home which is closer to the palace. As we pass the market, I see vendors setting up their stalls; laying out fabrics and baskets, arranging spices into careful mounds of red, gold, and brown. I inhale deeply letting the various scent wash over me. It still surprises me how much life exists here. After the desert, I expected something harsher. Something emptier, a desolate land. But this place breathes. Above us, cloth canopies stretch from building to building. It reminds me of a picture from one of Laudia’s human storybooks, what’s it called again…? The one where a princess falls in love with a prince that has a floating blue friend….
Evelyn’s POVThe prince is getting on my nerves.Seriously.My body reacts before my mind does.I sit up too quickly, wincing as a dull ache pulls through my lower abdomen. Healing is not complete. Lycan healing is fast but not fast enough to heal the injuries of pregnancy.I groan as I make my way to his small wooden crib. I literally just put him down…….I gather him into my arms.Alright,” I murmur, though my voice feels dry from lack of sleep. “I’ve got you.”He quiets almost immediately.That still surprises me,the fact that my presence calms another human being. The only person my presence has ever calmed is Pip and that is after she has given me a round of verbal bashing. That always calms her down.But calming my son… brings an entirely differ feeling.It’s freeing, like running in a meadow filled with flowers.I named him…..Arzhel. My bear prince.My carefully crafted prince.A prince I really need to feed, I think when I see tears welling up in his eyes again.I adjust my







