LOGIN"You're gay. "The words rang in my head like an abominable insult, and I looked up at Salvatore with wide eyes.
"No, I'm not! "I yell with confusion and fright tight in my chest, but he scoffs. The sound was cold and dismissive. Like I didn't know what I was saying.
I try to move, maybe to cover the humiliating bulge with my hands, but the sting in my wrists reminds me of the shackles that I'm in. There is no hiding this embarrassment.
“I’m not gay. It's… Morning wood. “I lie, and he chuckles. This isn’t fucking morning wood. It’s a full-blown, undeniable erection that I do not know what caused.
"Those are the first words you're saying? People are usually careful when talking to me, and yet the first thing you do when you open your mouth is lie to me. "Salvatore says as he moves off the desk and begins to walk over to me.
His torso and muscles flex as he does so. He moves like a predator. Slow, calculating, and dangerous.
"I'm not lying. I'm not gay! "I reply with desperation making my voice rise, and he stops just a few inches away from me.
"And yet you stare at me like I'm something you want to eat. "He says softly, and I look away as his voice once again sends shivers through me.
"You don't know what you're saying. "I mumble in embarrassment as I feel myself begin to turn red.
He smells like oud and rain. I can't place it, but he smells rich… Unique. A scent I have never smelled on anyone before, and a scent I feel burning into my memory. The kind you can't forget even if you tried.
What is wrong with me? Why do I keep gawking at him? My thoughts are a jumbled mess, and nothing makes sense.
"Care to explain this, then. "He then mocks as he gently pushes the end of his whip against my erection, and I gulp.
"I'm... I'm just cold. " I stammer, the excuse sounding pathetic even to my ears. Laughter suddenly erupts from him, and I am forced to look back up at him because of how rich it sounds.
"Cold? I thought it was morning wood. This..." He pauses, his eyes flicking downward to my embarrassment
"Looks like it’s getting bigger." He adds mockingly, and it is unbearable, as I feel my face burn with shame.
I can't explain what is going on with me, but I know I am not gay. I’d always known something was weird about me. In college, I started noticing it more. I found women attractive, but I never wanted to be close to them... sexually. It’s why I am still a virgin at 25. But that doesn't mean I'm gay. I find women just as attractive as I find men. I just haven't met the right one yet.
I'm not gay. I'm not!
"I see. You haven't come out yet. "Salvatore mocks me further, and I lose it.
"I'm not gay! I'm a straight man. I already told you. It’s morning wood, and it’s completely normal! "I yell, and I feel my heart drop when Salvatore smirks at me.
"You're still in denial. This should be fun. "He says as he walks closer to me, and I struggle against my restraints.
Something about his smirk creeps me out, and I know it means trouble is coming. Trouble that makes my stomach churn.
"What do you think you are? Top, or bottom? "He then asks. His tone is casual, like he is discussing the weather as he saunters back to the desk, I blink in shock.
Once he's there, he picks up a small bottle and pulls out a handkerchief from his pocket.
"I'll tell you mine. I'm top. "
The words make my heart stop as I gawk at him.
No fucking way. There's no freaking way this man is gay.
I watch in fear as he begins to walk up to me while opening the little bottle.
"What... What is that? What are you doing? "I question in panic as he turns the bottle upside down. Emptying its content on the handkerchief in his hand. I struggle against my restraint as he walks closer to me, and he smirks.
"Wait. Wait! I'll tell you everything you want to know. Please! Just... Just wait… "I begin to panic, as he gets behind me.
“Listen. I’ll tell you all you need to know. Don't… Don't kill me, please. “I beg further as I feel his body lean against mine from behind, causing my heart beat to pick a pace as I feel the warmth of his bare torso through my shirt.
"Relax. I’m not killing you… Yet. I’m just helping you realize what you are. "He says before covering my mouth and nose with the handkerchief, and I begin to struggle.
"What?! No, please! It's morning wood, I swear! "I scream muffled into the handkerchief, but he doesn’t stop.
"It's cute how hard you're trying to deny the truth. "He says and the room begins to spin.
"I'm... straight... "I mutter weakly, and I feel his other hand begging to reach for and caress my erection through my pants.
"No, you're not. I'll have fun proving that to you. " He whispers.
"What are you doing? "I question weakly and he smirks.
"Testing your theory. "He replies and with that, I feel his lips press against mine.
My heart stops in my chest, and that's the last thing my brain registers before everything fades to black.
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I open my eyes slowly and see a figure in front of me in a dimly lit room. I try to move, but can't and this quickly brings me to my senses. I struggle to look down at myself, and I see that I'm naked! Completely naked.
My legs are folded in front of me and tied apart. My hands on the other hand are tied behind me like a chicken clipped by its wings. I'm resting on a desk, and I'm completely exposed. I can feel my ass and dick facing whoever cares to look, and this sends embarrassment burning through me like hot lava. I begin to sweat in panic as I register the highly demeaning position I am held in.
I soon remember what happened before I passed out, and my head snaps up. To my horror, I find him there.
Salvatore sitting on a chair with a cigarette in one hand and a glass of wine in the other. Just… watching me.
"Hey! What's this madness? Why am I naked!? "I yell at him, and he smirks.
"For the view.
Nice view by the way. "He replies as he stares down at me, and I wish the ground could open and swallow me.
"Hey!! Don't look at me. Look away! "I yell, and he smirks as he gulps everything in his cup, drops it on the floor, and keeps smoking his cigarette.
"You refused to give me answers, so I decided to get them my way. If you speak up, good for you. And if you don't, good for me. "He says, as he walks over to me, and I swallow.
I can't tell him that Dimitri sent me. Dimitri knows where Vanessa is. If I rat him out, I'm more than certain that word will get to him, and he will hurt Vanessa as my punishment. But then if I don't give this man answers…
Salvatore raises my face by the chin to look at him, and as he lets out smoke onto my face, I cough.
"Your eyes... Are they natural? "He questions, and I gulp.
"Yes. "I reply, and he smiles.
"Violet eyes. I've never seen those before. "He says, and I just stare at him. Into his eyes. His magnetic green eyes. I haven't seen eyes like his before either. They look dead and emotionless, but somehow, they are still enchanting.
I stare down at his lips which are slightly parted because of the cigarette in them, and I remember that he kissed me before I blacked out. He kissed me! Why the fuck would he do that? Did I imagine it?
"Remembering the kiss? "He questions, and I freeze. I didn't imagine it.
“Did you like it?” He questions further, and for some reason, I feel heat in my cheeks. I look away from him, and he turns my face back to look at him.
"Want another one? "He questions, and I just stare at him. Unsure of what to say to get myself out of this horrific situation.
"I told you. I'm not gay. "I say as I stare at him, and he pulls the cigarette out of his mouth. I watch him throw it to the ground and take a deep breath.
"You're fascinated by me. It's written all over you. "He says, and I begin to feel frustrated. Why won't he listen!?
"You're too full of yourself you perverted dick. I'm not into you. I'm a straight man. Get that into your thick skull Salvatore! You may be gay, and that's good for you. But I'm not! "I spit, and he smirks.
"Feisty. I like that. "He says as he smiles at me, and as his eyes twinkle, I look away again.
"I also like how your body is a worse liar than you are. "He says, and when I look down, I find myself erect once again.
Heat creeps up my neck and spreads all over my face like wildfire, as I find myself horrified by my body’s betrayal.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!
I snap my eyes back up to him, and he has a godforsaken smirk on his face, as though he’s just won a game.
"You want me to help you… Ease the tension? "He questions, and my jaw drops as I feel my face flush. He begins to reach for my dick, and I lose it.
"Dimitri sent me! I don't know what's in the safe. He just sent me to get whatever I saw in the safe. I didn't want to do this job, but I had no choice. I'm indebted to him, and he knows where my younger sister is. "I blurt and when I look back at him, I find him frozen, staring at me with his hand almost at my dick.
"I was able to get into your house because I hacked into your security system a few days back and learned your guard's patrol pattern. I was also able to get some passwords. That's how I knew the code to the room. I don't know what's in your safe or what Dimitri plans to do with it. I swear! "I add, and he pulls his hand back and keeps staring at me. In silence.
What is going on in his mind?
I watch as his eyes suddenly grow darker, and the sight terrifies me. He has taken up a dark and scary exterior. One that is very different from how he was just a few seconds ago. If I thought he was scary before, this is worse. Almost like the mere mention of Dmitri's name flipped something inside of him.
His eyes become narrow, and his posture stiffens. Is he going to confront Dimitri? If… If that happens, Dimitri will take revenge on my sister. I shouldn’t have said anything.
Salvatore suddenly turns around and starts walking towards the exit, and my heart dies in my chest.
"Salvatore, please wait! Please... He knows where my sister is! He'll hurt her if he knows I told you anything. Mr. Salvatore! Please let me go to her! Please! He’ll kill her! "I yell after him in panic, but he doesn’t turn around.
“Mr. Salvatore, please!! She’s just a little girl! “I yell, and he stops.
“I know how much Vanessa means to you. I’m not going to let him hurt her. “He says, and I freeze in shock as I watch him leave.
I never told him Vanessa’s name.
How does he… How does he know her name?
David;I look at her, and before I can say anything— She marches straight over to me, grabs my ear, and twists it."Ow!" I jerk backwards, cradling my ear as I glare at her."What was that for?!" I protest, and she lets go with one final twist."For being impossible." She scolds, and I rub my ear."I am protecting her!""Are you?" She retorts, and I lift a brow."What do you mean? Of course I am protecting her. I—“"How can you protect a child when you can’t even read body language?" She scolds, and I blink at her."...Of course I can read body language." I huff, and she scoffs."Then explain to me why that poor girl spent the last fifteen minutes practically begging you for help without saying a single word..." She scolds, and I pause."...and you still didn't understand what she was trying to tell you." She adds. I blink at her."What are you talking about?"Mrs. Lana closes her eyes like I’m some foolish child. She takes one long, patient breath, then mutters to herself in Hawaiian
David;The living room has once again become our office. I don’t know how this started, but for days now, it’s been a trend. I can’t even remember the last time any of us actually used the study or office upstairs.Every morning, it starts the same way. Someone walks into the living room with a file, someone else follows with a laptop, and before long, the coffee table disappears beneath contracts, financial reports and enough paperwork to keep us trapped there until lunch…sometimes even dinner.This morning is no different.I stay curled up on the sofa closest to one of the windows as I try to refocus on the documents before me.Lucas sits across from Sal, on the other end of the living room, with one leg crossed over the other as he flips through what I assume is another shipment agreement."...They're asking for another five percent." He informs me, and I look up from my work. Sal doesn't even bother looking up. He just waves his hand dismissively."They won't get it."Lucas slides
Vanessa;He picks up a small paper bag I hadn’t noticed before and places it on the couch beside him. “I was told there is a little girl living here.” He says, and I frown.“I’m not little.” I correct, and he smiles.“Sorry. A very grown woman living here.” He says, and I nod.“Better.”He opens the bag and pulls out a rectangular box. The box is clear at the top, and I can see several small bottles inside it.My eyes widen when I realise what they are, and I stand up immediately.“Is that nail polish?” I ask in excitement I can hide, and Lucas’s smile grows.“I think so.” “You think so?” I ask in bewilderment, and he shrugs.“I don’t use it.”“Then why did you buy it?” “For you.” He replies, and I pause.I stare at him…Then at the box, and back at him again.“For me?” I repeat, and he nods.“Yes.” He answers, and my jaw drops.I move closer to him, and he hands me the box. I take it carefully as I settle on the couch beside him.There are so many colours here. Pink, purple, blue,
Vanessa;Princess Sprinkles is in serious trouble again.For the sixth time this week. Though this time, it isn’t her fault.Well… not completely.She probably shouldn’t have stolen the magic crown from the evil queen’s bedroom, but the crown didn’t belong to the evil queen in the first place. She stole it from Princess Sprinkles’s mother, so technically, Princess Sprinkles is only taking back something that belongs to her.I think that makes sense… It does to me, anyway.“Don’t worry, Princess Sprinkles. I’ll save you.” I whisper as I make her jump over one of the cushions I’ve arranged across the living room floor.She lands safely, and I make a small cheering sound before quickly covering my mouth.I forgot I’m not supposed to be too loud.Mr Sal and David are probably working; Hubby is somewhere upstairs. They really seem to like peace and quiet here. I find it boring, but Mrs Lana says people who live together have to learn to be considerate of each other. So, I’ll respect the d
Salvatore;The room hasn’t changed.I lie on my back, staring at the ceiling I spent half my childhood memorising.The same dark wooden beams, the same faint crack near the corner, the same posters I excitedly hung up…It is strange how time can tear apart entire lives and still leave a room untouched.The air smells faintly of dust, polished wood and old books. It's familiar and safe in a way that makes my heart ache.I used to avoid this room. Because it brought back too many memories. The room up here feels like… places preserved inside a glass box while the rest of the world continued moving without them.My gaze drifts to the bookshelf standing against the wall. All the books are old. I never touched or replaced them. Comics I got myself, and novels my mother forced on me, insisting I had to be consistent with reading and writing to grow a sharp mind.I stare at the old spine, and a smile splits my face, despite my vision blurring.I haven’t touched anything in here in years.Ho
Mrs. Lana;“But… isn’t it a sin?” she asks quietly, and my heart breaks a little.Just as I suspected. Her precious questions are not born from a place of defiance, or rejection…It’s something she was taught and has held carefully in her heart for so long.I crouch slightly so I am at her level, and her beautiful brown eyes blink curiously at me. She reminds me of when my little one was… little.I pinch her cheek a bit, and she giggles softly.“Tell me, darling… What is a sin?” I ask softly, and she answers immediately, like she has practised it before.“It’s something that hurts people,” she says, and I nod. Letting her speak on.“Sin is something bad. Something your heart tells you isn’t good. It’s something God said not to do.” She adds, and I let out a small breath.“That’s a very thoughtful answer,” I reply as I take her delicate little hands in mine, and I notice that now, she looks… unsure.“Now, darling, let’s think about it together,” I say, and she nods eagerly.I glance br
David;Lucas and I just stand there for a second, looking at each other like idiots.Or maybe I am the idiot. I don’t know what to do. This is weird. Just yesterday, I ran away from him and the archery practice because of how… my body reacted to him.I still don’t know why that happened, and right
Salvatore;I watch as David smiles absentmindedly at Lucas, who just walked into the room. My grip tightens on the papers in my hand as I watch the twinkle in his eyes. Why is he looking at Lucas like that?What’s with their sudden closeness? David suddenly looks up at me, and his smile drops. I w
Salvatore;It’s late. I got home late. I couldn’t leave Uncle Aldo or Lucas till we were sure he was fine. But now I’m home. Home and eager to see just one person. I barge into my room, and I feel relief explode inside me when I see him. He’s sitting on the bed, covered by the duvet, and has a ske
Lucas;I stare at him as his laughter grows, but he doesn’t let go of my leg. I want to be mad at him for barging in like that. For scaring me, and most importantly, for finding out my secret. I’ve known how to knit since I was a little boy. I got bullied for it in elementary school. In high schoo







