LOGINMy heart skipped a beat as I looked up to see none other than Derrick Stonewood himself standing before me.
I froze.I couldn't move if I wanted to.My breath got caught sharply in my throat.Here he was, the man whose empire everyone admires is standing before me... Inches away.We were so close to the extent that if we both made one wrong move, we would be pressed together tightly.I was literally just right in front of him.Derrick arched an eyebrow, clearly taken aback by my sudden presence.I stammered, trying to find the right words. "I...I'm sorry, sir"Derrick Stonewood stood tall before me. He was even bigger in real life than he was in his pictures. He was about two times my size. He could practically crush me if he wanted to.I had to raise my head just to look into his eyes. His presence was commanding and magnetic.I know I had just met him but I could tell quite some things about him just from his looks.His tall frame exuded confidence. He was devilishly handsome and from the looks of things, he knew it.With a chiseled jawline that could probably slice paper, he had a face that was a masterpiece of masculinityHis piercing blue eyes held a depth that seemed to draw me in. His eyes reminded me of the ocean. I had never seen anything like it up close.His dark tousled hair added an element of ruggedness to his overall appearance.For some reason, I had the sudden urge to stand on my tip toes and run my hands through it.It looked so luscious. It would probably be soft under my fingers.As I stood next to him, I couldn't help but feel a mixture of awe and nervousness.He looked even more handsome than he did on social media or in the magazines. I know the whole female population would kill to stand in front of him.He looked at me with curiosity and another emotion I couldn't quite decipher. The intensity of his gaze made my heart race.A flurry of butterflies danced in my stomach. His proximity to me made me feel hot all over.The fact that we were so close to each other made it impossible to ignore the magnetic pull I felt to him.Every fiber of my being was acutely aware of his presence. Every single hair on my body stood at attention.The way his tailored suit hugged his broad shoulders heightened the attraction I felt. Even from his suit jacket, I could see the fabric grip his muscles.I could imagine those firm hands pulling me closer to him by my waist. He would hold me down firmly without even trying. He seemed that strong. It was as if he possessed a magnetism that was impossible to resist.His captivating aura was impossible to ignore. I was drawn to him, like a moth to a flame.In his presence, I felt a mix of emotions. Attraction swirled towards me.It made me yearn for more and I had just met him.As I looked at him, the world around us seemed to fade into the background. It was just him and me, caught in a moment of undeniable connection.Who is this man?Wait, I know who he is already so that's not the right question.Why does he make me feel this things?I feel as if something has awoken inside me. I don't know what it is but I feel it.Why do I feel this way?I've never been this drawn to a man before.The intensity of his gaze alone could make me melt on the spot.I felt nervous and excited at the same time. Something inside me wants me to be the object of his attention.He arched his eyebrow in confusion "Who are you?"Dear Lord...His voice was deep and hoarse at the same time.It's the kind of voice you'd wish to hear when you wake up in the morning.Just hearing him talk sent shivers down my spine.I can imagine that voice whispering things in my ear... Dirty things... Telling me what he wants to do to me.I could feel my core get hot at the thought.What is wrong with me?Why am I having these thoughts?As he spoke, my eyes landed on his lips.He had the most luscious looking lips I had ever seen.I bet they taste just as good as they look.I wish I could..."Do you by any chance speak English?" he spoke.I gulped.He had an aura of power.He seemed like the kind of man that people bow to his every command just at the sound of his voice. Even I felt that way and I just met him."My-My name is Joan, sir""And? What are you doing here... Joan?"I want him to say my name again.From his lips, my name feels like it was made for him to say it"I'm here for an interview, sir"He scrunched his beautiful face in confusion "Interview? What interview?""For a maid position""A maid? You know what, I don't care. Next time, Joan, watch where you're going"Before I could open my mouth to say another word, he walked past me.His perfume scent lingered in the air.As he walked past, I had the urge to pull him back and sniff him in. He smelled that good.There's no doubt that the cost of his perfume could probably pay my mother's medical bills.I made my way to the bathroom.As soon as I got there, I shut the door behind me and leaned on it.I was breathing heavily. I have no idea why I was out of breath.I felt hot all over which is weird because the mansion is air conditioned all over.I let out a deep breath.The events of today seem so surreal.I just met Derrick fucking Stonewood.I wouldn't have believed this day would come... Not even in a million years.As I stood there, my phone buzzed indicating I had a message. I opened it to check what it was.It read: Hello, miss Joan. You've been hired for the position. You can start tomorrow.JOAN’S POVThe dining hall was filled with the sounds of voices and the clinking of silverware.Every sound seemed louder than usual to me. Maybe it was because Derrick was sitting right beside me or maybe it was because his hand raised up my skirt.I swallowed hard. What the hell was he doing?His touch was like fire against my skin. His touch alone made goosebumps rise on my skin.I could feel his warmth radiating through me. The feeling sent heat down to my core. It was ridiculous how easily my body reacted to him. One tiny movement from him and I went rigid, pretending to focus on my plate while my mind was somewhere else entirely.I was trying to look composed, passing plates, giving instructions to the maids quietly whenever needed. Emily and Sarah were helping me serve while Ms. Sullivan stood at the far end, making sure everything went smoothly.“Sarah,” I murmured softly, leaning close, “we need more dessert plates for the next course. Could you-”Sarah turned to me with that
JOAN’S POVThe meal continued. My mind was filled with exhaustion and nerves as I moved around the table, making sure every guest was served properly.Emily and Sarah helped me that night. Emily was calm and focused. Sarah, on the other hand, acted like she was doing me a favor just by being there. As usual.I looked at the dessert table and realized we would need more soon.“Sarah,” I said quietly. “Could you please bring out more of the lemon tarts from the kitchen?”Sarah paused mid-step, arching an eyebrow at me. “Can’t you see I’m busy, Joan?” she said. Her voice was filled with sarcasm. “Maybe you should fetch them yourself. You seem to enjoy giving orders.”I stared at her for a moment. There were guests all around us; I couldn’t risk a scene.Taking a slow breath, I replied evenly, “I’m asking you to do your job, Sarah. That’s all.”Her smirk widened. “Of course, Miss Perfect,” she muttered before turning on her heel and walking off, not toward the kitchen, but toward the far
JOAN’S POVPeople talk as the remaining courses are served. My nerves buzz under my skin. Why? Because I can feel Derrick’s eyes on me as I walk around, making sure everything is okay. I pretend not to notice but I do.I move around the table, making sure everyone has what they need. Still, my awareness keeps going back who’s watching me. He’s a constant presence—too close, too silent, too sharp—and it unsettles me more than I’ll admit.Emily and Sarah help me as I serve the guests. Emily, bless her, works with her usual happy demeanor. We even crack jokes in between. Sarah… well, Sarah is another story. Sarah is her usual self.“Sarah,” I whisper as I pass her with a tray, “can you bring out more desserts from the kitchen? The ones we set aside earlier.”She pauses, lifting her chin smugly. “Why don’t you do it yourself, Joan? Since you’re so good at… managing.” The smirk on her lips makes my stomach twist.I draw in a breath. I should be used to her by now, the way she needles and
JOAN’S POVDinners in this household were always tense. Tonight was no different.Derrick sat beside me, cold and stiff. His shoulders were squared as if the very act of sharing the same chair space as me was some sort of punishment. His jaw was tight, clenched. I pretended not to notice, but I did—every twitch of his fingers, every shallow breath, the way his hand tightened around the stem of his glass until his knuckles turned white.And Irene? Oh, Irene noticed everything too. She leaned back in her seat. Her eyes were filled with wicked amusement. She poked and prodded with words that sounded light on the surface but sank deep. She did it on purpose. She always did.But then there was Kevin.He was seated across from me, charming and easygoing. His smile was warm in a way that felt like a breath of fresh air compared to Derrick’s cold silence. He leaned forward slightly, as if the other guests were merely background noise.“So, Joan,” Kevin began. His voice was smooth, “tell me… w
JOAN’S POVThe kiss never happened.At least, that’s what I kept telling myself over and over again.I had to. There was no time to dwell on Derrick's lips being just inches from mine… his breath mixing with mine… the way he looked at me like he was about to forget who we both were. No. I shoved the memory deep down and locked it away. I had more important things to focus on tonight.Dinner.A formal one, hosted in the grand dining hall of the mansion. The long table was dressed in cream linens and adorned with silver candleholders. Crystal glasses reflected under the chandelier, and every plate had been placed perfectly. Derrick invited some of his business partners and they hosted the dinner here.My heart pounded, not from nerves of the event, but from the pressure of making sure everything went smoothly. I was supposed to be the future lady of the house. All eyes would be on me. Every mistake would be remembered.I moved around the hall quietly, checking everything. Guests were mi
JOAN’S POVThe mansion always felt too big, too quiet… too cold.I clutched the file in my hands, one of the many I’d been asked to review—wedding logistics, estate staff reports, updates on the interior renovations—but really, it was just an excuse. Another excuse. One of the many I’d been making just to see him.Derrick.Every time I walked these halls, it was hard for me not to hope I don’t run in to him. It didn’t help that he barely acknowledged me in public. I couldn’t deny that I was aching for the rare, glimpses of something soft in his eyes—something human.Derrick was the most complicated man I had ever met.He was hot and cold.Just when I thought things were going well between us – like when I danced in the rain and he looked at me like I was the most precious thing in the world, like he was seeing the sun for the first time – he would ignore me the next day like nothing ever happened.It took every self restraint in me not to go insane.I stopped at the edge of the hallwa







