Mag-log inRIN POV
Falling in love with him? It would be a mistake coated with sin and lust. The kind that rots you from the inside. One you regret the second the rush fades. My phone buzzed. “You took the pill yourself. We just made you forget that part. And left the part where you tripped. You aren't the first,” the message on my phone read. I scrambled to my feet, my forehead damp with sweat and my heart pounding against my ribs. Thorne’s brows knitted together, eyes narrowing with a flicker of hesitation as he tried to make sense of the sudden shift. He didn't speak, but his gaze lingered on me- sharp and searching- daring me to explain myself. “You should get that look now, fun is over and I'm tired of seeing you. Go to the balcony," Thorne said, his voice blunt and sending cold chills down my spine. I thought we were having something from the bond that was growing. Forbidden and twisted, but it was still there. This isn't making sense, I need a different breath of air. Not wanting to say a word to him, if anything, I wanted to get as far away from him. I ran out of the room and the only thought going through my head was....Run. I had no place in mind. No direction. Just beautiful buildings and flowers staring back at my shallow and broken self. As if subtly mocking me. And what I had become. Fuck that, I had no money with me. Just an aching cock, blurry sights and migraines that won't quit. “You aren't safe from them, nor are you safe from me," a message from Thorne. I groaned out loudly like an enraged bull, throwing my phone to the wall to stop him from sending more crazy texts. I felt used. Useless. Remembering how they had looked and spoken of me, they were right. I'm not good enough. Never will be. My body felt like it was a battlefield he had scorched and left smoking. I began running down the road, and it looked familiar. I looked around, and it was silent and lonely. The darkness made it feel more gloomy, but I recognized Atticus’s house from some yards away. Skipping in as the security guards let me in without any hassle due to my status. Only if they knew I had lost everything and I was an ocean deep away from their status. Walking straight into his room, and I stopped when my instincts kicked in. “He's here. I will keep him calm and trusting untill the extraction.” I didn't need a soothsayer to tell me I was the he Atticus was talking about. But who was he talking to? And why? I waited until he had ended the call, and walked in behaving like I had heard nothing. I needed a place to stay, even though I no longer felt safer here. “Ah! To what do I owe this visit? Did it work?" He asked, and I chuckled, as I fell to the nearest sofa with tiredness suddenly clouding my eyes. “Water," I whispered, my heart felt like I had taken gulps of burning lava. Dry and choking. “Here," he said, handing me a bottle of water. And that was the last thing I saw as I disappeared into a comforting darkness; deep but soothing after all that had happened today. There was a cold wind. Cold, sharp, and biting at my skin. The lights pierced my vision like I was staring straight at the goddamn sun. My head ached like fire licked through every nerve. I tried to lift my head – reflex. But my arms wouldn't move. “There's no need doing that, your hands are tied. Literally," Atticus's voice rang, and I squinted my eyes trying to get accustomed to the brightness. There he was, standing, looking at me with no expression on his face and a glass of wine in his left hand. He smirked as he got up from the high stool beside the mini bar. “What the fuck are you doing, Atticus? What has gotten into you?” I yelled. He chuckled and his Adam's apple danced up and down. It looked exactly the same way Thorne’s looked like when he was above me, while drilling me. I winced as I tried to forget about that while I was in a situation like this. “You see. You are really reckless like they say, very reckless and in the bad way," he smiled. But the smile on his face disappeared as he faced the stairs leading up to his balcony. I followed his eyes and I saw the object of his suspense. Xender. Disgust, hate and anger filled my body when I saw Xander laughing as he walked towards me. Each stride, dangerous and reminding me out what happened in the kitchen. I clenched my fists as I struggled with the cuffs. I wanted to punch his face. To get that mischievous and subtle grin off his handsome face. A handsome walking devil. “Atticus, get me the fuck out of these chains. Don't let him touch me," I spat, my voice sharp with fury but trembling at the edges. Atticus turned his gaze away with a sad look on his face. Like he was in terrible pain. “My hands are tied, I tried to save you. But I couldn't let them take my family…..”the sound of the gunshot stopped him mid-confession. And he dropped dead, with a bullet deeply rooted in his wide opened eyes as blood gushed out. “Sorry about that, he was spoiling my entry and our fun. Bad bad Atticus,” Xender said, tilting his head, lips twitching into a grin as a cold, guttural laugh spilled out—too slow, too pleased. The sound twisting my guts with disgust. “Now where were we?" He asked, pocketing his gun as he walked forward. I hated that I was getting hard for this fucker, but my cock rebelled hard like it hadn't learned damm thing! His cold tattooed hands pressing my chest , ignoring my winces as he pulled hard on my nipple. Pain mixed with pleasure. “That's not what you said to someone who have been through your thighs with your cock once in their mouth. Right test dummy?" Test dummy? What test? "You don't get this, do you?”THORNE POVNetwork Haven felt wrong from the beginning even though I tried to convince myself otherwise. Everything was too coordinated. Too smooth. Too perfectly aligned. When fifty families all agreed on every major decision through collective consensus it meant either everyone genuinely agreed or dissent was being suppressed.I suspected the latter."Does it bother you how uniform everything feels," I asked Rin two months after we moved in."What do you mean.""Everyone here thinks the same way. Talks the same way. Even their emotional responses feel similar. Like the network is creating conformity instead of connection."Through our bond I felt his uncertainty. He had noticed it too but did not want to admit it. "Maybe that is just what happens when everyone is bonded. Shared consciousness naturally leads to shared perspectives.""Or maybe this particular network has developed groupthink and no one is willing to challenge it."Iris was thriving which made my concerns feel petty.
RIN POVIris was three years old when she asked her first impossible question. Not out loud but directly into my consciousness while I was making breakfast."Why are some people empty."I almost dropped the pan. "What do you mean empty.""The people outside. At the park. In the store. They are empty. I cannot feel them. Are they broken."Through the network I felt Thorne's alarm from upstairs. This was the conversation we had been dreading. How to explain to a child who had never experienced individual consciousness that most humans lived that way."They are not empty or broken," I said carefully. "They are just not bonded. They live inside their own minds without connections to others."Iris's confusion radiated through the network. "But how do they know what anyone is feeling. How do they understand each other.""They use words. And body language. They guess based on what they observe.""That sounds lonely.""It is different. Not necessarily lonely. Just separate."Through the netwo
THORNE POVIris was born on a spring morning and the moment she entered the world I felt her consciousness snap into sharp focus. Unlike Elena who had taken months to develop clear awareness, Iris arrived already knowing the network. Already understanding the eight minds connected to her.Her first emotion broadcast was not fear or confusion but curiosity. Pure focused interest in everything around her."She is different from Elena," Dr. Voss said while examining her. "More aware. The dual bond with both parents created something stronger."Through our connection I felt Rin's exhaustion and overwhelming love. He had just given birth but he was already reaching toward Iris through the network making sure she felt safe and connected."How are you," I asked him."Tired. In pain. Completely in love with her. The usual."Iris turned her head toward my voice even though she could not see me clearly yet. Through the network she knew exactly where I was. Who I was. She recognized my consciou
RIN POVElena turned two years old and spoke her first words not out loud but directly into the network. "Love you Mama" appeared in all our consciousnesses simultaneously and we felt her absolute certainty in the emotion behind the words.Sera burst into tears. "She just talked. In my head. Is that normal.""Nothing about this is normal," Dr. Voss said but she was smiling. "But it is fascinating. She is developing language through the network before developing verbal speech. Her brain is prioritizing collective communication over individual.""Will she ever learn to talk out loud.""Probably. But network communication might always be easier for her. She is wired differently than we are."Through the network I felt Elena's confusion at her mother's tears. She sent waves of concern and love trying to comfort Sera. At two years old she had emotional intelligence that most adults lacked because she had been reading feelings her entire life."She is going to be so strange when she interac
THORNE POVSera gave birth to a daughter she named Elena and the moment the baby took her first breath I felt a new presence bloom in the network. Faint and confused and utterly innocent. The baby had bonded automatically through Sera's connection to all eight of us."Oh no," Sera whispered and through the network I felt her panic. "She is already connected. I can feel her in my head and she can probably feel all of us.""Is that bad," Marcus asked."She is one day old. She should not have eight adults in her consciousness. This is exactly what I was afraid of."Dr. Voss came to examine the situation and confirmed our fears. Elena was fully bonded to our network. Her developing consciousness was intertwined with eight adult minds. There was no way to sever her without causing catastrophic damage."She will grow up never knowing what it is like to be alone in her own head," Dr. Voss explained. "Her sense of self will be shaped by the collective from the beginning. She will be fundament
RIN POVLisa had been with us for four months when she fell in love with Kai and everything got complicated again. I felt it through the network before either of them acknowledged it. The way her emotions shifted when he was nearby. The way his thoughts turned to her constantly."This is a terrible idea," I said to Thorne privately. "Kai does not do serious relationships and Lisa is too fragile for his usual chaos.""Maybe they are exactly what each other needs.""Or maybe they will implode spectacularly and take the whole network down with them."Through our bond I felt his amusement mixed with concern. He knew I was right but he also believed in letting people make their own mistakes.The relationship developed quickly like everything in a bond network. When you could feel someone's emotions directly it was hard to play games or hide feelings. Within two weeks they were completely entangled.And then Maya told us she was leaving."Not severing," she clarified when she saw our panic.






