LOGINLove? A fucking enigma that lures you thinking it was romantic and loving. Until you are finally trapped by it. Hurt and stumbling on your feet. Thorne. A mutant. Mine and I don't care how being with me would hurt him. But he was fucking mine even if I had to bind him in my bed!
View MoreRIN POVIris met someone new six months after Elena's return and this time she was honest from the beginning. His name was Aaron and he was part of a different network community two hours north. When Iris told him about collective consciousness he just nodded and said his family had been bonded for three generations."He understands," Iris said with relief flooding through our connection. "I do not have to explain or hide anything. He just gets it.""That is good," I said while feeling uncertain through my bond with Thorne. Dating within network communities was easier but it also meant limited options. What if Aaron was not right for her but she settled because he understood collective consciousness."You are overthinking," Thorne sent through our private channel. "Let her be happy. We can worry about whether he is right for her if it gets serious."Aaron visited the following weekend and I felt him before I saw him. His network presence was strong and confident. Not intrusive but de
THORNE POVElena returned to the network after forty seven days but she was different. The girl who came back was quieter. More careful with her emotional broadcasts. There was distance in her presence that had not been there before."It was beautiful," she told us when we asked about her experience. "Being alone. Having thoughts that were completely mine. Not worrying about how my emotions affected everyone. For the first time in my life I understood what you all lost when you bonded.""Do you regret coming back," Sera asked and I felt her fear through the network."No. But I understand now why some people choose to stay severed. The peace is seductive. Not having constant input. Not feeling everyone's everything all the time."Iris was sitting as far from Elena as possible while still being in the room. Through the network I felt her hurt and anger. "You left me. You chose being alone over being connected to us.""I chose understanding myself. That is not the same as choosing agains
RIN POVIris turned fifteen and fell in love with a boy who was not networked. His name was Daniel and he had no idea that collective consciousness existed or that the quiet girl in his history class could feel his emotions if she focused hard enough."This is a disaster," Iris said through the network while lying dramatically on her bed. "How do I talk to someone who cannot feel what I am feeling. Words are so inadequate.""Welcome to how most of humanity communicates," Kai said with amusement through the connection. "You use your words and hope they understand.""But I already know he likes me. I can sense it when I am near him. His emotions are so clear. But I cannot tell him I know because then I would have to explain the network."Through our bond Thorne sent concern. "She is going to have to tell him eventually if this continues. She cannot have a relationship built on deception.""She is fifteen. This might last two weeks.""Or it might last longer and then we have bigger probl
THORNE POVIris's temporary severing lasted four hours and twenty six minutes before she begged us to reconnect her. Dr. Voss had monitored the entire process while Rin and I waited outside the room feeling the absence of her presence in our network like a missing limb."It was horrible," Iris said once she was reconnected and clinging to both of us. "Everything was so quiet. I kept reaching for you and Elena and everyone and there was nothing. Just emptiness.""That is what individual consciousness feels like," I told her gently. "Being alone in your own head.""How did you survive it. How does anyone survive being that lonely.""Because when you grow up that way you do not know anything different. The loneliness is normal."Through our bond I felt her processing this new understanding. She had experienced what we lost when we bonded. Now she knew why we sometimes missed privacy even as we valued connection."I never want to be severed again," she declared. "The network is better. Be
Rin’s POVI ran like hell.Even though the night air was harsh on my lungs, I continued. I rushed through the streets of Verano, my boots slamming against the concrete. Above me, neon signs buzzed, their colours smearing on the damp tarmac. Even though the city was bustling with people yelling, car
Rin’s POVI couldn't remain motionless.I realised that every second I spent in one location was a risk the moment I left Kai behind. Every street already smelt of Thorne, and the Council's eyes were everywhere. There was no safety for me. I no longer owned any part of Verano.So I continued to mov
Rin’s POVI could still hear the words. What they have done to you is unknown to you.My chest was tight, and my breath was coming quickly as I placed my back against the wall. Thorne stood in the centre of the room, staring at me as if he was waiting for me to lose it."What are you discussing?" W
Rin’s POVI snapped the instant his sneer got to me.Kai was slammed hard into the wall as I sprang forward and grabbed him by the front of his shirt. For once, his arrogant little whistle died on his lips as his back struck the brickwork with a resounding thud."You believe this to be a game?" I p
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