LOGINMarimar Oquendo’s Point of View
“What? You’re so slow, Mara! My friend has been waiting for ages. You’re always acting so high and mighty, you little brat!” I heaved a long sigh as Aunt Cris’s booming voice thundered through the house. Why did my aunt have to be this way? She was infuriating. I had been so close to finally relieving myself moments ago, but her shouting had startled me right back. “Auntie just can’t wait a minute! Now I can’t go—my bowels were ready to move before she started yelling!” I shouted back before hurrying to the bathroom. “I think this will be the last time I’ll ever use you,” I said to the clean toilet bowl, pointing at it. “I hope their toilet at that mansion is decent. What if I get homesick and can’t go at all?” At Aunt Cris’s insistence—and mine as well—I was about to venture to her friend’s supposed mansion. The twenty-thousand peso monthly salary was more than decent; it would make perfect seed money for my business. I grabbed the bag I had packed the night before. I still could not believe I was finally leaving this house. Please let this job be the one to make me rich, Lord! I promised myself I would help anyone in need once I had money to spare. “Are you done yet? Good, it’s about time.” My aunt’s voice was sharp as always—she had been heartbroken for years. “Don’t forget to send us money. Actually, send us your entire first paycheck.” My jaw dropped. Good heavens, where did she get the nerve to say something like that? “What? Do you have a problem with that? You seem to forget you owe me everything for getting you this job, Marimar. If you have any decency left, you will send us your first salary. Especially since Yna has so many school bills to pay.” She raised an eyebrow as she spoke. I scratched my head in frustration. Did she feel no guilt for how harsh she had always been to me? “Okay, Auntie,” was all I could say before walking out our wooden house. I crossed the rickety footbridge that led to other homes just like ours—all built from wood. I had grown up in this kind of neighborhood. Simple houses, simple families, simple lives, as they say. But ever since my parents died, nothing about my life had been simple. It felt like I was living in a soap opera, struggling through one hardship after another. Still, they say we are the heroes of our own stories. Like the protagonists in those dramas, it was not impossible that my dreams might one day come true. I lifted my hands and bumped fists with the air as I looked up at the sky—my way of shaking hands with the Lord. “Lord! I’m putting my life in Your hands! Make me rich!” I said with a giggle. “Marimar’s gone crazy,” I heard some neighbors mutter. My cheeks burned with embarrassment as I ducked my head and hurried down the street. What was I thinking? I must have lost my mind. “Marimar!” A woman waved as I reached the main road—she was Tita’s friend. A large white van sat parked in front of me. “I’m so sorry for keeping you waiting,” I said. I had been so excited I almost had an accident earlier, but my aunt’s shouting interrupted me. “It’s alright, dear. Come on in—we should get going now. Just be yourself. You can do this!” Why did I suddenly feel so nervous? “Just be yourself”? What did that mean? I nodded hesitantly and climbed into the open door of the van. Inside, a few other people sat quietly—they must have been applying for the same househelp position as me. I was the last to arrive, so I took the only seat left at the back, next to a well-built man whose biceps strained against his sweatshirt. He wore sunglasses and seemed to be asleep, so I sat down as carefully as I could. I squirmed in my seat, shifting back and forth as the van pulled away. The others looked ready to nap, but I could not sit still. It was not because of the man beside me—though his strong cologne filled my nose no matter how far I tried to move. He was incredibly handsome. I stole a glance at him. His sweatshirt clung perfectly to his frame. My eyes drifted down to his stomach. Good heavens—were those abs? They looked just like pan de sal rolls, round and firm. I narrowed my eyes, trying to get a better look. I fanned myself with my palm, feeling inexplicably warm. Why was it so hot in here? The van had air conditioning. I squirmed again, my nerves getting the better of me. Oh Lord! Did I get into the wrong van? He looked like a celebrity. I bit my lip and snuck another look at his face. Perfect jawline, fair skin, muscular build—and those abs. What was he doing here? Was he applying to be a bodyguard? Or was this some kind of TV show set? I sat up slightly and peered toward the front of the van, searching for hidden cameras. When I found none, I let out a small breath of relief. I turned back to him and slapped my own cheek lightly. Get a grip, Marimar! You are here for a job, not to ogle some man. It took all my strength to keep from looking at him again. After fighting the urge for what felt like hours, I finally grew tired and drifted off to sleep. “Ahh! Please don’t!” “Have mercy! Please don’t!” I jolted awake at the sound of chaos around me. Why was it so loud? I was not at home anymore. What was happening now— “Good heavens, Marimar!” I screamed when I opened my eyes. A gun was pressed against my forehead. The other passengers scrambled to escape the van, but I was frozen in place, staring down the barrel of death itself. “P-Please don’t!” My voice trembled as I raised both hands slowly. This was what people did during holdups, right? The two men left in the van had their faces covered. One drove while the other held the gun to my head. “Hand over that man,” he said, nodding toward my seatmate. My eyes widened. “W-What do you want with the man next to me? The one with the abs?” I stammered. I was being held at gunpoint and I was asking questions. How stupid could I be? He pressed the gun harder against my forehead. “You are asking questions now? Is that how you act when you are being robbed?” “Oh my god! No! I’m sorry! I just want a job!” I cried out in terror. Lord, I thought this would be the start of my wealth. Instead, I was about to die. “I see. Then hand him over—or kill him.” A chill ran through my entire body. Lord, I wanted an honest job. Did You want me to become a murderer instead? I shook my head, tears threatening to spill over. “What? You think I have the nerve to do that? I see you think I have guts, but—” “I see, I see. You have some spirit. I like that.” What was he going on about? Who in their right mind would want to kill someone? It was never part of my plans to become a criminal. “Let’s conduct an interview, then.” I froze and furrowed my brow at his words. I slowly opened my eyes—they had been squeezed shut in fear. An interview? I had never heard of a robber conducting an interview. “Y-Yes, sir,” I said, my voice still shaking. “What will you do in a situation where you must choose between your loved ones and yourself?” “H-Hey! Why does this sound like a question from a beauty pageant?” “Answer!” I flinched. “Okay! Okay… I will choose my loved ones!” “Why?” he asked again. “B-Because they matter to me. I would rather choose them than myself, and I will never tire of making that decision. Please don’t kill me!” Good heavens! My brain was racing to answer his strange questions. “Very good! That is a good answer. I can tell it comes from your heart.” The van suddenly stopped. Thank you, Lord! Should I run? No, he might shoot me. “Stop the act. We’re here,” the driver said. “Oh? That was fast!” The man holding the gun turned to me. “Get out.” “Yes, sir! Yes, sir!” I said frantically, nodding and bowing before climbing out the open door. I kept my eyes closed, waiting for a gunshot as I turned away—but nothing came. “Congratulations.” I snapped my eyes open at the deep voice. My jaw dropped again when I saw the man standing before me—he was incredibly tall with blonde hair and blue eyes. My eyes widened even more when I saw what was behind him. Good heavens, Lord! The house was enormous—it had to be a mansion. “You passed.” I looked back at him, confused. “Passed? What do you mean? Passed away? Am I dead?” I patted my body all over. Had I been shot earlier? I heard soft laughter and turned to see the two men from the van, now with their faces uncovered. What was going on? “I’m Death Streeter. And you are?” He raised an eyebrow. “Marimar O-Oquendo, sir.” He nodded. “Miss Oquendo, you passed the trial to be my brother’s nanny.” My head began to ache as I tried to process his words. Trial? Nanny? “Earlier was just a trial to see how strong-willed the applicants are. As you can see, you are the only one who passed. Again, congratulations.” My mind spun. The life-threatening ordeal from moments ago had been a trial? What kind of job had I gotten myself into? Before I could fully understand what was happening, he spoke again. “Oh, here he comes.” I followed his gaze and gasped when I saw the man from the van walking toward us. “Lev… this is your nanny—” he began, but his words were cut off as the man rushed toward me. “Milk!” he shouted, throwing his arms around me. Huh? “Milk! Milk!” he repeated, hugging me tightly and gently squeezing my chest. “Oh! Cocomelon!” “Huh?!!” was all I could scream, completely stunned by what was happening.MARIMAR OQUENDO'S POINT OF VIEW I don’t know how long we stood there holding each other. The cold wind no longer mattered—not when our bodies were so warm pressed together. My arms were wrapped tight around him, and I could feel him pressing kisses to my forehead, my hair. This is it—flutters in my stomach, pure joy, a thrill I never saw coming! Who would’ve thought our next meeting would be like this? Regret washed over me—all those years I let fear and overthinking keep me away. But at the same time, I was grateful. Now that he’s back, we finally see each other clearly. Still… a part of me can’t quite believe he loves me back. Please… please make this doubt go away. I’m terrified he might just be playing with me again. I let out a deep breath and pulled away from his embrace, too shy to meet his eyes right after that intense moment. “L-Let’s go… Lebi’s probably looking for us—for me,” I stammered.
MARIMAR OQUENDO'S POINT OF VIEW My heart was racing so fast I could barely breathe. I nearly jumped out of my skin when I realized how dark it had gotten outside. Wasn’t the sun just beginning to set a moment ago? How did time fly by so quickly? I had no idea where I was going—I just kept walking, overwhelmed by the presence of the man following close behind me. This whole situation was driving me crazy. I still couldn’t believe he was here. Was this what I’d always known deep down? That my girl’s instinct was never wrong? That’s why the moment I laid eyes on Aello, I’d had such a heavy feeling about what was to come. And now I know why! What was I supposed to do now? Levi was here—he’d seen Lebi, who looked exactly like him. And he was clearly furious. I didn’t know what to say, how to face him. Where would I even start? Would I be angry? Sad? Would I cry? My mind was a mess, spinning out of control. Be
MARIMAR OQUENDO'S POINT OF VIEW It had been nearly an hour since Sir Psikh arrived. We’d talked formally about how Aello had ended up here, and about the expenses I’d covered while she was in the hospital. I didn’t mention Yakov’s note. My chest was tight with nerves. I’d been praying nonstop that he wouldn’t recognize me—because oh my God! He might kill me, or throw me in jail for running away all those years ago. “N-no, Sir… please don’t. It wasn’t much—I took her to a public hospital first, and we got her out quickly,” I said, refusing his offer of payment. “No, you should take it. It’ll help you and… your son,” he replied, his eyes fixed on Lebi, who’d just come home holding a toy car. Oh no, Lebi! What are you doing here? I knew Sir would notice how much he looked like Levi the second he laid eyes on him. But I’d do anything to keep him from suspecting the truth. But… there were so many things I wanted to ask
MARIMAR OQUENDO'S POINT OF VIEW I’d run to Nay Minda’s store—the closest one to our house—to buy some bottled water, and now I was hurrying back. But when I reached the front door, I paused, hearing voices inside—Lebi and the woman were talking. “Yes! My daddy works in Romania—he’s a race car driver there hehe. So it’s just me and Mommy here at home!” “D-daddy? What’s your father’s name?” I heard her ask. My heart hammered against my ribs. I’d been right to suspect she knew Levi—especially since Yakov had sent her to me. Oh God—what now? Our quiet life might not stay quiet for much longer. “Owen Knight! His name is so beautiful, isn’t it? He’s our knight in shining armor—mine and Mommy’s!” Lebi replied proudly. I took a deep breath, forced a smile, and pushed open the door. “Sorry I took so long—I had to pick up water from Nay Minda’s,” I said casually, as if I’d heard nothing of their conversation.
MARIMAR OQUENDO'S POINT OF VIEW I’d left Lebi with Carla’s mother—thankfully, the older woman had understood, and my son had been surprisingly calm about it. What was supposed to be a quiet day off had turned into something out of a movie. I was still scrambling to figure out what to do, what to say here at the hospital. I had no idea how I’d manage to bring her home—Yakov’s note had been clear: she couldn’t stay here long. So I was already brainstorming every possible way to make that happen. I sighed as I sank into a chair in the waiting area. The public hospital in town hadn’t been equipped to handle her injuries, so they’d transferred her to a private facility in the next town over. Then it hit me—private hospital. Which meant bills. I nodded to myself, almost proud of the plan forming in my head. I’d just insist on taking her home and tell them I couldn’t pay—because it was true. I didn’t have the money for this kind o
MARIMAR OQUENDO'S POINT OF VIEW I was walking on air—floating, untethered—as I made my way home. It was one o’clock in the morning when Hapi and Eros dropped me off. Thank God they’d taken pity on a girl like me and offered me a ride. Darkness no longer scared me. All I wanted was to get inside, collapse into bed, and see my son. Carla and Lebi were home already. Carla’s mother must have agreed to let her stay over—since I had the next day off, after all. Yes, they gave me time off to “gather my thoughts and forget what happened tonight.” Funny thing—I wasn’t shaken by the man who’d almost assaulted me. It was the one who’d saved me that had my head spinning. I knew it was Levi. No way I could be wrong—girl’s instinct never lies, right? Just a few more steps and I’d be there. My eyes drifted to Owen’s old car, still parked where it had been for three years, a massive sack of part







