I bolted to my room and locked the door, with all the food and sweat running down my body I headed straight into the shower not bothering to take this stupid fucking see-through piece of cloth off.
I step inside the shower and once I’m in I let the flood gates open, I sit in the shower and silently cry I let out all the pent-up anger frustration and humiliation that I just injured come pouring out of me, what upsets me the most though is that the people who are meant to love me the most didn’t show an ounce of it downstairs they acted like I was some random person.
A sob comes out of my throat and I can’t help but wonder if they can hear me or if they even care, there is no way I am going back down there to fave them all again, I don’t care what punishment is headed my way I refuse to be down there to entertain them.
I cannot believe that’s Lucien Darkwood, he is the most hated and loathed wolf around and his reputation is one to make your blood run cold. Lucien Darkwood is every young woman’s nightmare he is a sick fuck who gets off on humiliating and then torturing the people he sleeps with and then pays them off to keep their mouth shut.
His is well known in the world community but he is also known to other shifters too, the way he said my parents know about everything he has planned for me just makes me sick but the way they showed zero empathy towards me before just proves to me that Lucien is right and my fate is sealed.
I don’t know how long has passed but the water in the shower ran cold ages ago and yet I’m still sitting here, then I hear the pounding on the door and i know I’m in for a punishment.
I shut the shower off pull the wet fabric off my body and throw it in the bin beside the toilet. I grab a towel and wrap it around myself to go open my bedroom door.
I twist the knob and as soon as the door is open my father comes barging in with a disgusted look on his face, he grabs me by the throat and slams me into the wall so hard that I see black dots dancing in my eyes. The growl that emanates from him has the floor vibrating, “You think that went well downstairs?” he snarls in my face, “We waited for you to return after being told to clean yourself up but you never came back downstairs did you, Carina?” He is cutting off my oxygen supply and I feel my lungs burning which is causing me to not be able to answer him it just makes him angrier, My mouth opens and closes like a fish out of water.
He finally let go and I suck in a huge lung full of air, as I’m not focused on him I don’t see the fist that comes flying towards my face the impact of it knocks me to the floor and then he lunges at me, I have just enough time to protect my face as blow upon blow rain down on me.
My body is screaming in agony and I can do nothing but take it, if I fight back the punishment is always worse which I learnt from a young age. So when he sees I am not fighting him he gets off me and sneers in my face telling me I am not to leave my room for anything. I simply nod to him and watch him walk to my door and slam it shut behind him, then i hear him lock the door from the outside.
As I lay here on my bedroom floor, I can tell my lip is split my cheek is starting to swell and my eye is hurting when I blink. I know in about half an hour it will be healed, but this is my opportunity to escape and go to Shifter Club X.
There is no way I’m staying here and letting them subject me to this bulshit and have me married off just to be someone’s baby maker. I pick myself up off the floor and make my way into my wardrobe to get dressed. I discard my towel and pick out some underwear to put on and while I’m there I grab a bag while I’m in here and stuff it full of clothes, I won’t be coming back here and I won’t be going anywhere with Lucien Darkwood.
I find a dress that I know will look amazing on, grab my heels as well and throw them all in my bag. I will get dresses just near the club, In the meantime I grab some track pants and a hoodie and chuck on a pair of runners and climb out my window. I know my parents are out or they have been ingesting wolfsbane, It is poisonous to us but taken in small amounts gives you a high, leaves you in a state of relaxation and makes everything slow down.
So I make my way down the vein-covered wall and use them as a ladder, once I’m near the ground I jump the rest of the way and take off running into the woods. I bypass all the patrols that are on the borders of our territory and sprint the whole way to the club.
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I hear the music pumping from across the street and a sort of calm washes over me like something inside is calling me home, I take off my bag that’s over my shoulder and start digging through it for my clothes.
I take out my dress and give it a little shake to get the crinkles slightly out and then grab my heels. I dress quickly and smooth out my hair as best I can without a mirror or a brush.
I stash my bag behind the tree I’m standing at and then make my way across the road. I walk straight up to the bouncer as they know me and I am instantly let in, As soon as I make my way inside I head straight to the bar and order myself a drink.
After the day I have had I need something strong something to take the edge off, but it won’t last long as my metabolism burns through the alcohol quickly so the effect doesn’t last.
While I’m waiting for my drink I scan the crowd and notice how packed it is tonight, shifters of all types here there is a group of vampires, some hybrids, bear and panther shifters and other wolf shifters. the rules here are simple everyone gets as long as it’s neutral ground. so this is the place to come and hang out and have a good time, there are even private rooms upstairs and a sectioned-off VIP area that’s only for the owners.
Rumour has it that the mafia men of The Rabidfang Nightstalkers own this club, but they are never seen and no one has ever laid eyes on them. The bartender taps me on the shoulder to let me know my drink is ready, I down it in one go and then make my way to the dance floor.
The music is like a caress over my body and I begin and I begin to sway my hips, letting all this built-up tension out and I finally feel at ease, free even.
I don’t know how long I have been dancing but I make my way back to the bar and order two more drinks, as I’m waiting for the bartender he brings me a drink I didn’t order and tells me it's from the gentleman in the VIP lounge.
I go to decline but he simply shakes his head and tells me that isn’t a wise choice. I’m so sick and tired of everyone making choices for me after the shit I went through today I want to make my own choices, so with that in mind, I take the drink and tip it on the bar with a smirk and then grab my own drinks I ordered down them one after the other and make my way back onto the dance floor.
I feel eyes on me while I make my way into the centre of the dance floor and I know with all the enhanced hearing they would have heard what just happened, but I don’t give a fuck right now I am here to forget I’m here to let off some steam and I’m here as a final goodbye to this fucked up pack of mine.
I am going rogue and leaving this place for good, I’ll go where no one will find me. The music changes and the lights go completely dark and I suddenly feel very vulnerable, Also I can just make out that pretty much everybody has scattered off the dance floor which is odd. With the heavy base of the music I feel a presence come up from behind me, As I turn to peer over my shoulder to see who it could be I feel another presence come to the front of me I'm sandwiched in and can’t move an inch, The aura of these people is so strong and powerful that it makes me want to whimper and bow my head in submission, but I force myself to not show an ounce of weakness in front of these people for all I know they could be from the Silver Back Pack, but something tells me they aren’t.
I hear a low feral growl come from somewhere in the darkness, I try and turn my head but the men who are caging me in suddenly grab me and start caressing me in a way I have never been touched before, I’m sure I hear one of the faintly growl out mine, but I can’t be sure due to the thump of the music.
If I had been able to shift I would be able to see better I would be able to hear better as well, but the feeling of being touched by these men sets my skin on fire, and not to mention they smell amazing. The man at my back brushes my hair away from my ears and whispers in my ear, “Don’t you know it’s rude to refuse a drink from us?” Upon hearing that I instantly freeze and I can feel my heart rate spike, holy shit they are from the VIP lounge I think to myself, but I reply to them anyways because ill be damned if I let them smell weakness on me.
“well I’m sick of people telling me what I can and can’t do, it’s my life and if I don’t want your drink then I shouldn’t have to have it” I know I sound like a petty child but I just don’t care at this point.
The one in front of me replies “Well don’t worry princess we will have you singing a different tune soon enough and believe me, you’ll like it” Before I can muster up a reply an even stronger aura comes at me and this time I fall to my knees and let out a small whimper, then I feel him lean down and sniff me. A satisfied purr rumbles inside his chest and for some reason, it lulls me into a deep sleep.
As I shift midair and crash through my front door, I have my sights set on one person, and I am about to rip this motherfuckers throat out. I didn’t think he had it in him to fucking track us down and come here and cause a massive fucking scene. He doesn’t realise who he is messing with. It’s laughable that he came here thinking he would take Carina. She is our mate, and he has no fucking claim on her. I should go back to her old pack and kill her parents myself. I shake the thoughts from my mind and focus back on the prick. Our best warriors surround him, and there is no way he is leaving here unscathed. I let out an all-mighty roar, which has everyone standing to attention. My warriors part for me as I stalk towards this little fucker. I am twice his size, more muscular than him and can easily take him.I can smell his fear, but he doesn’t let up or show fear. He shocks me, actually and shifts back into human form. I do have to shift back into my human form and communicate with Luci
After the introduction to the pack that was standing at the door it was such a warm welcome. It made my heart swell with happiness at being accepted, I have never felt accepted. Never once did I feel accepted at my old pack the stares I always got the side-eyed looks the whispers. Here is different and I am so glad that I was accepted with open arms, I am so happy that decided to leave that fucking place I called home that pack that treated me like dirt under their boots. I feel free I feel like I can finally breathe and finally figure out who I am meant to be.After being introduced and greeting the people at the door I was exhausted, I just wanted to crawl into bed and sleep. It was awkward I guess when it came time for us to part ways for the night each of us kind of standing around and not really knowing what was the right thing to do.I could see in their eyes that their wolves wanted them to stay with me, but I could also see they didn’t want to crowd me and make me feel awkward
It’s been over 48 hours now since Carina went missing. I have this feeling that a lot of things have happened in that short space of time. Something keeps nagging at the back of my mind, it’s like something is trying to tell me to back away but I am fighting a battle with myself.I won’t let this go I won’t let Carina go she is mine and I want what’s owed to me. Clearly making an example out of her stupid bitch mother didn’t draw her out, so now I am going to have to take things further. After coming into contact with those two Alphas I had some men hang around and watch for movement, their auras were strong to strong. They made my own men submit to them and they weren’t even showing how strong it could be. It makes me wonder who they are, I have heard rumours but that’s the thing they are just that.I try and rack my brain of who hangs around that part of the neutral territory but there are a lot of people. Shifters of all packs and kinds frequent there so it’s going to be hard to na
When we arrived and they took me to the guest room I had no idea what to think. but this place is enormous, it’s active and everyone from what I could make out was happy. I couldn’t see much but it was different my own pack wasn’t anything like this you would hardly see woman walking around it was always men and the women would be home cleaning or cooking or looking after the pups because that was expected of us. But the women look happy and they look as if they are treated as equals. It was shocking to witness honestly but simultaneously, I can see myself fitting in here and actually belonging.We drove into a more secluded area up a gravel driveway and it was huge, it led us to an even bigger mansion. It’s massive and so beautiful but everything is emasculate. The gardens and lawn all looked taken care of. I felt nervous coming into the house and not knowing what to expect. But they took me into a guest room and it was even lovelier than I could have ever imagined. The room is three
I’m not normally one to so much or even react to most things, but hearing what Carina said has me going crazy.I jump from the car my Wolf ready to rip into anything that crosses my path, I run into the forest and shift. I don’t give a shit about my clothes being destroyed, I need to run I need time to think and wrap my head around this situation.That fucker Lucien is not taking her nor is he ever going to set his little beady fucking eyes on her again. I start running the forest around me becoming a blur and i have no real destination in place, I let my wolf take over and I retreat to the back of my mind.Before I know it we are on the outskirts of the Sliver Backs Territory, there is hardly anyone here patrolling and that just shows what kind of pack they are. Anyone could sneak in here and take anyone, kill anyone. I see a few warriors I’m assuming patrolling a mile or so away but still, not enough to take me down, I feel like sending a message and letting this little fucker Lucie
The feeling of euphoria washes over me, having the best orgasm of my life has stirred something inside me. I think it’s my wolf but it’s so hard to tell. The only times I have felt her are during times of pain and humiliation, but this time it’s something different the feeling is different.So when I make eye contact with Luca who is kneeling above me the shocked expression that’s plastered on his face has me worried, I feel tears start to sting the back of my eyes and the feeling of rejection washes over me. I want to run and hide somewhere but I have no clothes and nowhere to hide.I can’t take all the looks they are giving me and they must see it too as they all glance at each other. I take that as y chance to throw myself off the lounge and bolt into the bathroom. The door is half off the hinges but it’s the only place for me right now. I shove the door closed as best as I can I slide down the door and hug my knees, The thoughts of rejection start circling in my head.I shouldn’t