LOGINRodrigo’s POV
I’ve always hated resorting to methods like this. Now I’m standing over a sink, washing blood from my hands while the metallic scent still lingers in the air. It wasn’t supposed to go that far. All I wanted was a name. Just one fucking name. Who sabotaged my consignment? The idiot had an entire week to talk. I even promised I’d let him walk if he cooperated. After all the torture he endured, you’d think survival instincts would kick in. Some people are just born stupid. “Boss, we’ve disposed of the body.” I dried my hands slowly with a towel. “Good. Is the girl here yet?” “Yes, Boss. She’s waiting in your room.” After a night like this, I needed a distraction. Something to quiet the rage clawing at the back of my skull. Usually sex worked. Violence and pleasure had always existed too close together in my world. Whenever frustration built up, I buried it in expensive liquor, cigars, or women sent over by Esteban. Mostly women. Too many women. Lately, though, none of them did anything for me anymore. I entered my bedroom to find her exactly where she’d been instructed to be — sprawled across the sheets, waiting patiently like a gift wrapped for my convenience. Normally that sight would’ve sparked something in me. Tonight, it didn’t. “Turn around,” I ordered flatly as I loosened my tie. She obeyed immediately. Good. At least someone in my life still understood instructions. I tried to lose myself in the moment, tried to drown out thoughts of the failed shipment, the money lost, the betrayal somewhere inside my organization. But the irritation only kept building beneath my skin. Every sound she made grated against my nerves instead of easing them. “P-please…” The shaky whisper finally snapped whatever little patience I had left. I pulled away abruptly, disgust curling in my chest — not at her, but at myself. At the fact that even this wasn’t enough anymore. I sat at the edge of the bed and lit a cigar, inhaling deeply while smoke filled the silence between us. Without looking at her, I opened the drawer beside me, grabbed a wad of cash, and tossed it onto the mattress. “Take it and leave.” She scrambled to collect the money before disappearing out the door without another word. The room fell quiet again. Still unsatisfied. Still angry. I rubbed a hand over my jaw before grabbing my phone and dialing the one man currently responsible for wasting my damn time. “Esteban.” “Ah, Rodrigo—” “I don’t remember giving you permission to address me by my first name.” The nervous silence on the other end almost amused me. “My apologies, Don Rodrigo,” he corrected quickly. “I hope the girl was satisfactory?” “That’s exactly why I’m calling.” I took another slow drag from my cigar. “The women you keep sending me are becoming unbearable. They whine too much. Flinch too much. Everything feels rehearsed.” “My apologies, Don. I can send Madrigal next time. She’s one of my finest—” “No.” I cut him off sharply. “I don’t want another one of your ‘best girls.’” A pause. “Then… what exactly are you looking for, Don?” I stared at the smoke curling toward the ceiling. Something different. The problem was, I didn’t fully know what that meant yet. “You’re not stupid, Esteban,” I said coldly. “Figure it out.” “Y-Yes, Don. Of course. I’ll arrange something more suited to your tastes.” I hung up before he could continue apologizing. The silence returned once more. I leaned back against the headboard, still half-dressed, irritation simmering beneath my skin. Then came a knock at the door. “Don, it’s time for your meeting with Don Hermes.” Of course it was. My mood darkened instantly. If there was one thing I hated more than incompetence, it was dealing with my father. And with the failed consignment hanging over my head, I already knew exactly how tonight would go. He’d lecture me. Tell me how he would’ve handled things better. How there should never have been loose ends. How I still had things to learn. Fuck that old man. I crushed the cigar into the ashtray and stood from the bed before heading toward the shower.Rodrigo's POVIt takes me two more days to close out Brussels — signatures, handshakes, the usual theater of depraved men with blood soiled hands pretending paperwork makes them honest. Then I'm on the jet, and somewhere over the Hindu Kush, the numbers stop adding up.Everything was going right. That's what bothers me. I did everything under the sun to stop this from repeating itself. I tripled cargo security by seventy percent. I had logs pulled on every vessel within fifty nautical miles of our routes. I paid for eyes I didn't need because caution is cheaper than funerals. And still — this. One ship. My ship. Out of Bangkok, of all places, where I'd just finished sitting across from Arthit Veerapong with tea getting cold between us while I assured him — giving him my word — that delivery would be quick and clean. My word was supposed to have been enough. I don’t go back on them.Shit.Who the fuck keeps testing me?The name arrives before I can stop it.Dante.Goddammit. Why didn't
Rodrigo's POVSomething warm weighs me down. Not heavy — deliberate. The way a cat settles on a chest that belongs to it. I know who it is before I open my eyes. The scent of his skin — soap and something sweet underneath — fills my nose, and the way he straddles me, thighs bracketing my hips, is familiar in a way I refuse to examine. Chris.The firelight paints his pale, lean body in amber. His hands press flat against my chest, fingers spreading through the hair there, nails dragging slow lines across my skin. He looks down at me with those brown eyes, half-lidded, pupils blown wide, and I'm already hard, pressing up against the heat of his stomach. "You're tense," he breathes, leaning down until his lips brush my ear. "Let me take care of you. All of you." A shiver runs down my spine. I let him.His mouth traces down my jaw, my throat, the hollow of my collarbone. His tongue is warm and wet against my skin, leaving a trail that
Chris's POVYou should leave.His voice again. Low, calm — gentler than I'd ever heard it, which somehow made it worse. Like being dismissed by someone who actually meant the opposite of what they were saying and both of us knew it.I remember the warmth of his face under my palms. The prickle of his beard against my skin, rough in a way that should've been unpleasant and absolutely wasn't. Those grey eyes looking up at me — no anger in them, no wall, just tired softness. Like the fortress had finally opened a window and I'd gotten a glimpse of the man standing inside, alone, in the dark.Never in a million years would I have pictured Rodrigo that way. So vulnerable. So — so —"CHRIS!"The shout detonates through my skull and I physically jolt, nearly knocking my highlighter off the table. Aubrey is sitting across from me, elbows on the library table, a pencil twirling between her fingers like a tiny baton, st
Rodrigo’s POVI don't think about the garden anymore.I want that on record, even if the only clerk keeping it is me. What happened in my father's tea house stays in the tea house — the apologies, the son, the hand on my shoulder like I was something he was proud of instead of something he built. Whatever performance that was, I walked out of it and got on a plane the next morning and I haven't come back down since.Lisbon. Mexico City. Now Tokyo. Council business, shipments, the errands that come with the vice chairman's ring my father decided to slide onto my hand. He hasn't called since our conversation at his tea house. I've made sure of that — every time his office reaches out, I'm already wheels-up somewhere else. Sentiment needs an audience. I stopped providing one.And if some part of me keeps circling back to a different memory— his hands on my face and the fleeting moment where I let him hold me, le
Chris’s POV The ride back to the mansion was quiet. The same suffocating, engine-hum-only quiet as the morning ride, which gave my brain plenty of room to keep replaying the bathroom incident on a loop, thanks for that, brain, truly a highlight reel. I went straight for my room. Or I planned to. To get there I had to cross the hallway past Rodrigo's door — the door of the man who was currently the object of all my embarrassment and the reason I'd had to think about dead puppies and tax law for a full lecture to get rid of a hard-on in the middle of lecture. So naturally, the plan was: move fast, stay quiet, do not exist in his field of vision. I took the stairs two at a time to the floor where our rooms were, tote bag clutched to my chest like a shield — and froze. Rodrigo's door was open. Slightly. A thin blade of warm light cutting across the hallway carpet. He was ar
Chris’s POVMornings at Rodrigo's mansion have started developing a routine.Not that I asked for one.I woke up, showered, got dressed, and stared at my reflection for a full minute while questioning every single life decision that led me here. Then I packed my books into my tote bag and tried very hard not to think about the fact that I currently lived in a mansion of probably the most dangerous man he's ever known.Again.Not a sentence I ever imagined applying to my life. Christ!By the time I finished getting ready, a knock came at my door.One of Rodrigo's men stood outside.Expressionless.As always.Honestly, I was beginning to suspect they came out of a factory somewhere. Same suit, same face, same firmware."Don Rodrigo would like you to join him for breakfast."Breakfast?I blinked."Uh... tell him I'll be there in a minute."The bodyguard nodded once and disappeared down the hallway.I closed the door and sighed.I was still mad at Rodrigo.Or at least I was trying to be.T







