MasukChris's POV
There are only two things in this world capable of draining the life out of me completely: My father when he comes home drunk… and Mrs. Adelaide’s lectures. “I expect all essays submitted before the commencement of examinations,” Mrs. Adelaide droned from the front of the hall. “They will contribute greatly to your continuous assessment scores.” I swear every word out of that woman’s mouth aged me another year. Just as she announced she was moving on to the next topic, the siren suddenly blared across the lecture hall, signaling the end of her class period. Thank God. Relief washed through the room instantly as students began packing up. Honestly, another ten minutes in that class and my soul might’ve left my body permanently. I slung my bag over my shoulder and stepped out into campus, already feeling the weight of another problem settling onto my chest. Money. Always money. I still had part of my tuition left to pay, and exams were getting dangerously close. Three whole days had passed since I last heard from Esteban. No messages. No calls. No clients. Which meant no money. The pressure of it all hit me so hard that I ended up collapsing onto one of the outdoor benches in the campus yard. Students moved around me in noisy groups while the afternoon sun beat against my face. Everyone looked like they had somewhere to be. Somewhere better. “Chris!” I turned toward the voice and immediately smiled. Aubrey. We’d been friends since tenth grade, and somehow she’d survived all my moods, sarcasm, and terrible life choices. She was in the Arts Faculty majoring in Creative Arts, and from the way she was practically marching toward me, I could already tell she had gossip to share. I waved lazily from the bench. She dropped beside me and immediately pulled me into a tight hug. “How are you, queen?” I gave her a long side-eye. She laughed loudly. “Oh, come on. You know it fits you.” “Unfortunately for me, it does not.” “Liar.” I rolled my eyes while she grinned proudly at herself. “So,” she said, nudging my shoulder, “what’s going on?” “Nothing much. Just survived Mrs. Adelaide’s class and now I’m trying to figure out how I’m gonna pay the rest of my tuition before exams start.” The humor faded from her face immediately. “How’s the student loan application going?” I let out a dry laugh. “Denied.” “What?” Her eyes widened. “How?” “I don’t even know. Opened my email last month and boom — rejected.” “That’s insane.” She shook her head angrily. “Why does the education system in this country make everything so difficult?” I shrugged weakly. “I’m so sorry, Chris.” And the thing about Aubrey was that she always meant it. She felt things deeply — not just for herself, but for everybody around her too. Back in high school, there was a time I came to school hungry for almost a week straight. She noticed on the third day and gave me her lunch without even asking questions. After that, she started bringing food for two every day. That was Aubrey. “What about getting a job?” she suddenly asked, sitting up straighter like she’d just solved world hunger. “Even if it’s temporary, the money could help with tuition.” And there it was. The one part of my life I couldn’t tell her about. Not because she’d judge me. Aubrey wasn’t like that. But saying it out loud would make it real. I’m selling my body to stay in school. Somehow hearing those words outside my own head felt unbearable. “Yeah,” I said carefully. “I actually applied somewhere.” Her eyebrows lifted immediately. “Oh really? Where?” “Uh…” I scratched the back of my neck. “Somewhere.” She blinked slowly. “Chris.” “What? It’s not important.” “It’s suspicious.” I laughed nervously. “All you need to know is that if I get this job, I’ll finally make enough money to survive school.” She studied me for a second before finally sighing. “Alright then. I hope you get it.” Thankfully, the interrogation ended there. She glanced at her phone and groaned dramatically. “Crap. I’ve got Art Philosophy in like…” she checked again, “ten minutes.” “My condolences.” “Rude.” Before standing, she grabbed my face suddenly and planted an obnoxiously wet kiss on my cheek. “Take care, queen. Love you.” I grimaced instantly. “I hate when you do that.” “And yet I continue.” I watched her walk away laughing to herself, shaking my head fondly. Then silence returned. Just me sitting alone on the bench again with my thoughts. A few seconds later, my phone buzzed inside my pocket. Please let this be a miracle alert with my full tuition magically deposited into my account. I pulled it out, squinting against the sunlight reflecting off the screen. Then my stomach tightened. You got a customer, kid. Head down to the office. Sharp.Rodrigo's POVIt takes me two more days to close out Brussels — signatures, handshakes, the usual theater of depraved men with blood soiled hands pretending paperwork makes them honest. Then I'm on the jet, and somewhere over the Hindu Kush, the numbers stop adding up.Everything was going right. That's what bothers me. I did everything under the sun to stop this from repeating itself. I tripled cargo security by seventy percent. I had logs pulled on every vessel within fifty nautical miles of our routes. I paid for eyes I didn't need because caution is cheaper than funerals. And still — this. One ship. My ship. Out of Bangkok, of all places, where I'd just finished sitting across from Arthit Veerapong with tea getting cold between us while I assured him — giving him my word — that delivery would be quick and clean. My word was supposed to have been enough. I don’t go back on them.Shit.Who the fuck keeps testing me?The name arrives before I can stop it.Dante.Goddammit. Why didn't
Rodrigo's POVSomething warm weighs me down. Not heavy — deliberate. The way a cat settles on a chest that belongs to it. I know who it is before I open my eyes. The scent of his skin — soap and something sweet underneath — fills my nose, and the way he straddles me, thighs bracketing my hips, is familiar in a way I refuse to examine. Chris.The firelight paints his pale, lean body in amber. His hands press flat against my chest, fingers spreading through the hair there, nails dragging slow lines across my skin. He looks down at me with those brown eyes, half-lidded, pupils blown wide, and I'm already hard, pressing up against the heat of his stomach. "You're tense," he breathes, leaning down until his lips brush my ear. "Let me take care of you. All of you." A shiver runs down my spine. I let him.His mouth traces down my jaw, my throat, the hollow of my collarbone. His tongue is warm and wet against my skin, leaving a trail that
Chris's POVYou should leave.His voice again. Low, calm — gentler than I'd ever heard it, which somehow made it worse. Like being dismissed by someone who actually meant the opposite of what they were saying and both of us knew it.I remember the warmth of his face under my palms. The prickle of his beard against my skin, rough in a way that should've been unpleasant and absolutely wasn't. Those grey eyes looking up at me — no anger in them, no wall, just tired softness. Like the fortress had finally opened a window and I'd gotten a glimpse of the man standing inside, alone, in the dark.Never in a million years would I have pictured Rodrigo that way. So vulnerable. So — so —"CHRIS!"The shout detonates through my skull and I physically jolt, nearly knocking my highlighter off the table. Aubrey is sitting across from me, elbows on the library table, a pencil twirling between her fingers like a tiny baton, st
Rodrigo’s POVI don't think about the garden anymore.I want that on record, even if the only clerk keeping it is me. What happened in my father's tea house stays in the tea house — the apologies, the son, the hand on my shoulder like I was something he was proud of instead of something he built. Whatever performance that was, I walked out of it and got on a plane the next morning and I haven't come back down since.Lisbon. Mexico City. Now Tokyo. Council business, shipments, the errands that come with the vice chairman's ring my father decided to slide onto my hand. He hasn't called since our conversation at his tea house. I've made sure of that — every time his office reaches out, I'm already wheels-up somewhere else. Sentiment needs an audience. I stopped providing one.And if some part of me keeps circling back to a different memory— his hands on my face and the fleeting moment where I let him hold me, le
Chris’s POV The ride back to the mansion was quiet. The same suffocating, engine-hum-only quiet as the morning ride, which gave my brain plenty of room to keep replaying the bathroom incident on a loop, thanks for that, brain, truly a highlight reel. I went straight for my room. Or I planned to. To get there I had to cross the hallway past Rodrigo's door — the door of the man who was currently the object of all my embarrassment and the reason I'd had to think about dead puppies and tax law for a full lecture to get rid of a hard-on in the middle of lecture. So naturally, the plan was: move fast, stay quiet, do not exist in his field of vision. I took the stairs two at a time to the floor where our rooms were, tote bag clutched to my chest like a shield — and froze. Rodrigo's door was open. Slightly. A thin blade of warm light cutting across the hallway carpet. He was ar
Chris’s POVMornings at Rodrigo's mansion have started developing a routine.Not that I asked for one.I woke up, showered, got dressed, and stared at my reflection for a full minute while questioning every single life decision that led me here. Then I packed my books into my tote bag and tried very hard not to think about the fact that I currently lived in a mansion of probably the most dangerous man he's ever known.Again.Not a sentence I ever imagined applying to my life. Christ!By the time I finished getting ready, a knock came at my door.One of Rodrigo's men stood outside.Expressionless.As always.Honestly, I was beginning to suspect they came out of a factory somewhere. Same suit, same face, same firmware."Don Rodrigo would like you to join him for breakfast."Breakfast?I blinked."Uh... tell him I'll be there in a minute."The bodyguard nodded once and disappeared down the hallway.I closed the door and sighed.I was still mad at Rodrigo.Or at least I was trying to be.T







