Mag-log inRodrigo's POV
Ever since I was a child, my father raised me for one purpose only: Perfection. Not happiness. Not freedom. Not love. Perfection. Every lesson he taught me came wrapped in violence, discipline, or fear. He molded me into a weapon because one day he expected me to inherit the empire and keep the Valdino name ruling long after he was dead. And apparently, according to him, that responsibility also included producing heirs of my own. I’m thirty-five years old, and there’s one question he never stops asking me. When are you finally getting married? As if marriage sits anywhere within my priorities. As if I’ve ever wanted children. I already knew where tonight’s conversation was heading before I even arrived. “Don, we’re here.” The driver’s voice pulled me from my thoughts. I adjusted my cuffs, slipped on my shades, and stepped out of the car. Power is a strange thing. The more of it you gain, the more people move at your command without question. Men opened doors before I touched them. Others lowered their eyes when I walked past. And to be fair, I earned that respect. I built my reputation with blood, strategy, and years of hard work. But none of it ever truly belonged to me. Because no matter what I accomplish, people hear my last name before they hear Rodrigo. Valdino. The name itself carries weight strong enough to suffocate everything beneath it. At meetings, my father is praised as the architect of success while I stand beside him like some extension of his legacy instead of a man who built his own empire from the ground up. Everything I have, I earned. Not Hermes Valdino. Not the Valdino name. Me. I am Rodrigo Valdino — the most dangerous man in California’s underworld. Maybe even more dangerous than my father. And still, somehow, I remained trapped beneath his shadow. I walked through the long hallway toward his office while one of his men opened the doors for me without a word. The scent hit instantly. Tobacco. Whiskey. Agarwood. Cedar. The smell of power. The office looked exactly the same as it always had — expensive, imposing, suffocating. Every inch of it carried memories of my father forcing perfection into me one brutal lesson at a time. And there he was. Don Hermes Valdino. The tiger of the underworld. My father. He paced slowly behind his desk with a half-empty glass of whiskey in one hand, dressed sharply as always in a dark waistcoat and pressed shirt. Age had streaked silver through his hair, but it hadn’t weakened him. If anything, it made him look more dangerous. He didn’t acknowledge me immediately. Just kept pacing. Thinking. Calculating. Even now, he still carried a presence capable of silencing an entire room without raising his voice. As if sensing the shift in tension, the men stationed around the office quietly excused themselves, leaving us alone. I sat down carelessly and rested my feet against the edge of his desk. His eyes immediately dropped to my shoes. Then slowly lifted toward me. That glare might’ve terrified twelve-year-old me. Now it just annoyed me. Eventually, he stopped pacing. “Haven’t I given you everything necessary to become the man you are today?” What a strange way to begin a conversation. I didn’t answer. Responding too early only gave him control of the discussion. So I stayed silent and waited for the real attack to come. And it did. “How does a Valdino allow a consignment to fail?” he asked coldly. “Worse, how do you still not have the person responsible?” “I caught someone.” His eyes narrowed. “And?” “He refused to speak.” “Incompetent.” The word landed sharply. My jaw tightened instantly. “I’m not incompetent,” I snapped. “I handled the situation, and I’m still tracking every lead. I’ll find who caused the loss.” He stared at me for a long moment. Not with anger. With disappointment. Somehow that felt worse. “You don’t behave like a Valdino,” he said quietly. “You should already have the culprit begging for mercy. Instead, you’re scrambling around like some common detective trying to solve a street crime.” His voice hardened. “Millions are at stake, Rodrigo. Or have you forgotten what our name represents?” “I have everything under control,” I shot back. “So stay out of my business.” That only amused him. “Your business?” He gave a dry laugh. “And what exactly do you do besides make mistakes and sleep with prostitutes?” I exhaled heavily. Here we go. “Instead of giving this family an heir,” he continued, “you waste yourself on cheap women and meaningless pleasure. I raised you better than this.” My patience finally snapped. “If this conversation is over, I’m leaving.” I stood abruptly and headed for the door before he could continue. He said something else behind me, but I stopped listening halfway through it. My blood was already boiling too loudly in my ears. By the time I reached the car, my hands were clenched so tightly my knuckles hurt. Every conversation with him ended the same way — with me feeling like a child all over again. I hated it. I slid into the passenger's seat and slammed the door shut ignoring my bodyguard's protocol gesture. I needed a distraction. A release. Because after tonight, the frustration under my skin felt unbearable. And that girl Esteban sent earlier had done absolutely nothing for me. I grabbed my phone and dialed immediately. “Send someone to me now,” I ordered the second Esteban answered. Then I hung up without waiting for a response. My grip tightened forming a fist. One thing was certain now: Whoever interfered with my consignment had just declared war. And I wouldn’t stop until I buried them for it.Chris’s POVThe first thing I feel when I wake up is warm. The second thing I feel is safe. The third thing I feel is guilty for feeling the first two, because apparently my brain can't let me have nice things without serving a side dish of self-loathing with it.I blink at Aubrey's ceiling — still blue, still aggressively calm, still covered in those tiny glow-in-the-dark stars that she probably thinks are quirky but I think are surveillance devices planted by aliens who want to study human sleep patterns. Two days. I've been here two days, eating her food, wearing her clothes, crying on her shoulder like a broken faucet. Two days of her texting her mom vague lies about "staying with a friend" while I take up space in her life like a human-shaped tumor.And now I'm going to repay her kindness by sneaking out to confront a billionaire psycho who got me fired.I sit up slowly. Aubrey's already gone — class, proba
Chris’s POV The question hangs in the air like smoke. I could lie. I should lie. Normal people don't dump this much trauma on their friends at one in the morning. Normal people say "it's complicated" and change the subject. But I'm so tired. I'm so fucking tired of carrying this alone. "Yeah," I say. My voice cracks. "Yeah, he has. A lot. Since I was a kid. Physical stuff, mostly. When he's drunk. When he's high. When he's... when he's angry." I swallow hard. "And sometimes... sometimes it's worse than hitting." Aubrey goes very still. I see the moment she understands. I see it land on her face like a physical blow — the widening eyes, the hand pressed to her chest, the way she stops breathing for a second. "He looks at me," I continue, and now I'm crying, now I can't stop, "and he sees my mom. I look like her. Everyone says so. And he blames me for her death. He blames me, Aubrey. Like I chose to be born. Like I chose for her to die. And when he drinks enough, when he gets high e
Chris’s POVThe first thing I notice about Aubrey's apartment is that it looks like someone lives here.Not survives. Not endures. Not treats every square foot like a temporary holding cell between disasters. Lives. The walls are this soft blue that somehow manages to be calming instead of depressing — the color of a sky that hasn't personally wronged me. Slices of baby pink peek out from corners like she's trying to balance the vibe between "chill" and "I have a personality." Band posters everywhere. Song lyrics I don't recognize scrawled in frames. The whole place smells like vanilla and safety and money that didn't come from letting strangers touch you.I stand in the middle of her studio like an alien who just crash-landed on Planet Normal. My hands are still shaking. My mouth still tastes like my father's blood. And I'm staring at a throw pillow shaped like a cloud thinking: This is what stability looks lik
Chris's POVPanic floods my system like gasoline. I can't breathe. I can't move. I can't —I bite him.I don't decide to. My body decides for me. I lunge forward and sink my teeth into his ear, hard as I can, until I feel the cartilage give, until I taste blood — hot, coppery, obscene — filling my mouth. He howls, a sound that will haunt my dreams for the rest of my life, and reels back, clutching the side of his head.I don't wait. I scramble to my feet. I run.I don't grab my phone. I don't grab my wallet. I don't grab the shoes that are by the door or the jacket that's hanging on the hook. I just run.The hallway blurs. The stairs are a nightmare of tripping and catching myself and tripping again. I burst through the front door of the building and into the night, and my legs just keep going. I don't know where I'm going. I don't have a destination. I just know that if I stop, if I slow down, if I think for one s
Chris's POVThe tears come whether I want them or not. One hot track down my cheek, then another. I wipe them away with the back of my hand and force my feet to move. One step. Two steps. The apartment lobby is dark, the security light flickering its death throes. I climb the stairs because the elevator has been broken since the Clinton administration, and each step feels like I'm walking to my own execution.My apartment is on the fourth floor. 4B. The door is unlocked.That's wrong. That's very wrong. It could only mean one thing; he was around.I push it open.The living room light is on, burning too bright, too accusing. The center table looks like a crime scene in progress — empty bottles standing like gravestones, used weed wrappers curling at the edges, joints stubbed out in an ashtray overflowing with ash. And there, gleaming under the lamp like a line of powdered bad decisions, is a stripe of white on the glass.Cocai
Chris’s POVThe cab smells like someone else's regret — stale fries, cheap cologne, and that particular sour note that every rideshare in this city seems to inherit after midnight. I press my forehead against the window and watch Los Angeles blur past in streaks of neon and brake lights, wondering which one of us is more pathetic: me, or the guy driving who keeps sighing like he's personally offended by every red light.Three weeks ago, I was a normal disaster. Just your average twenty-one-year-old dumpster fire — failing two classes, surviving on ramen, making questionable decisions at parties I couldn't afford. Now? Now I'm a premium disaster. The kind that comes with a price tag and a business card.I pull out my phone and stare at the calendar. Finals week is coming up like a freight train I didn't see because I was too busy getting railed by a man who probably has a body count higher than my GPA. I don’t even have the fucking strength to carry on."Rough night?" the driver asks,







