LOGINChris's POV
Okay. So this is actually happening. I actually got a client. And no, before anyone asks, I’m not excited. Terrified? Absolutely. Confused? Definitely. But mostly, all I can think about is tuition. That’s literally it. Tuition. Every thought in my brain somehow loops back to those damn fees. The moment I stepped into Silver Slippers, my stomach started twisting itself into knots. I headed straight for Esteban’s office and found him talking to one of the women from the house. The second I walked in, both of them stopped talking. They exchanged a look. Yeah, not suspicious at all. Esteban jerked his head toward the door, signaling for her to leave. She brushed past me on her way out, and okay — maybe I stared a second too long. Not sexually. Relax. I was just… observing. Anyway. “Come here, kid,” Esteban called. I walked over while he motioned for me to sit down across from his desk. As usual, there was a cigar hanging from his mouth while he adjusted himself in his chair. The effort it took for him to sit upright with that massive stomach almost made me laugh. Almost. “Yeah, so you got a client,” he said. My chest tightened instantly. He leaned closer across the desk. “Now listen carefully. This guy’s a big deal around here. One of our top clients. Practically keeps this whole place running with the amount of money he spends. So whatever happens tonight, you make sure he leaves satisfied. Understand?” Okay. Now I was definitely about to throw up. My first client had to be some terrifying rich psycho? Fantastic. “Y-Yeah,” I answered quickly. “I got you, E.” The doubtful look on his face told me he absolutely did not believe me. Then suddenly his hand shot forward and grabbed the collar of my shirt, yanking me across the desk so fast I nearly choked. Immediately, the smell hit me. Cigar smoke. Tuna. And something deeply unholy underneath both. Honestly, surviving that smell deserved financial compensation on its own. “I’m not fucking around, kid,” he growled in my face. “If you screw this up for me, I’ll make your life hell. You hear me?” “Yeah! Yeah, I hear you!” I raised both hands immediately. “You don’t gotta worry. I won’t mess this up.” He kept staring at me for another few uncomfortable seconds before finally shoving me back into the chair. Who the hell was this client? Because Esteban looked genuinely nervous, and that alone was enough to make me anxious. “I’ll call you when it’s time,” he said finally. “You’ll get the pickup details later. This client is exclusive, so treat him like it. No attitude. No questions. Whatever he says goes. And if anything happens—” “I get it,” I interrupted quickly. “I’ll behave.” Because honestly, if he threatened me one more time, my anxiety was going to physically leave my body. “Good. Keep your phone close.” And that was that. I left Silver Slippers with my brain still spinning. At that point, I was already too late for whatever class I had left that day, so I figured I might as well just head home. Assuming my father wasn’t there. **************** I opened the apartment door carefully, almost praying for silence. Locked. Good. That meant he wasn’t home yet. Relief instantly loosened something in my chest. I hated when my father was around. If he came home sober, he demanded money for alcohol. If he came home drunk, he used me as a punching bag while blaming me for my mother’s death. Honestly, I don’t even like thinking about it too much. Some memories should stay buried. I headed straight to my room, locked the door, then shoved a chair beneath the doorknob for extra security. Yeah. That part probably sounds insane. But after the time he smashed a vase over my head, I stopped taking chances. I could still feel the scar sometimes. I tossed my bag across the room and collapsed onto my bed with a groan. Pulling out my phone, I checked the time. 4:47 PM. Guess I just had to wait. At some point, exhaustion dragged me into sleep without me even realizing it. The next thing I knew, I woke up to my father’s slurred voice echoing through the apartment. “Ch-Chrisss!” My blood instantly ran cold. “Chrissss!” Each shout got louder. More aggressive. I stayed completely silent. Experience had taught me that answering only made things worse. Then came the pounding on my door. “I know you’re in there!” he shouted. “Open the damn door for your father!” The banging grew harder. “I said OPEN IT, you little piece of shit!” I sat frozen on the bed while his rage spilled through the wood. “After everything I gave you… you took my wife away from me! You hear me? You fucking curse!” His voice cracked halfway through the screaming. Then slowly the anger dissolved into drunken sniffling. A few minutes later, silence. He’d finally stumbled off to his room. I exhaled shakily and slid down onto the floor beside my bed. That chair under the doorknob had become my survival mechanism. I stayed there quietly for a while, just staring into nothing. Eventually, I checked my phone again. 6:20 PM. I sighed. Guess the job wasn’t happening tonight after— My phone suddenly rang. I nearly jumped grabbing it. Esteban. “Get your ass up, kid,” he said the second I answered. A pause. “It’s time.”Rodrigo's POVIt takes me two more days to close out Brussels — signatures, handshakes, the usual theater of depraved men with blood soiled hands pretending paperwork makes them honest. Then I'm on the jet, and somewhere over the Hindu Kush, the numbers stop adding up.Everything was going right. That's what bothers me. I did everything under the sun to stop this from repeating itself. I tripled cargo security by seventy percent. I had logs pulled on every vessel within fifty nautical miles of our routes. I paid for eyes I didn't need because caution is cheaper than funerals. And still — this. One ship. My ship. Out of Bangkok, of all places, where I'd just finished sitting across from Arthit Veerapong with tea getting cold between us while I assured him — giving him my word — that delivery would be quick and clean. My word was supposed to have been enough. I don’t go back on them.Shit.Who the fuck keeps testing me?The name arrives before I can stop it.Dante.Goddammit. Why didn't
Rodrigo's POVSomething warm weighs me down. Not heavy — deliberate. The way a cat settles on a chest that belongs to it. I know who it is before I open my eyes. The scent of his skin — soap and something sweet underneath — fills my nose, and the way he straddles me, thighs bracketing my hips, is familiar in a way I refuse to examine. Chris.The firelight paints his pale, lean body in amber. His hands press flat against my chest, fingers spreading through the hair there, nails dragging slow lines across my skin. He looks down at me with those brown eyes, half-lidded, pupils blown wide, and I'm already hard, pressing up against the heat of his stomach. "You're tense," he breathes, leaning down until his lips brush my ear. "Let me take care of you. All of you." A shiver runs down my spine. I let him.His mouth traces down my jaw, my throat, the hollow of my collarbone. His tongue is warm and wet against my skin, leaving a trail that
Chris's POVYou should leave.His voice again. Low, calm — gentler than I'd ever heard it, which somehow made it worse. Like being dismissed by someone who actually meant the opposite of what they were saying and both of us knew it.I remember the warmth of his face under my palms. The prickle of his beard against my skin, rough in a way that should've been unpleasant and absolutely wasn't. Those grey eyes looking up at me — no anger in them, no wall, just tired softness. Like the fortress had finally opened a window and I'd gotten a glimpse of the man standing inside, alone, in the dark.Never in a million years would I have pictured Rodrigo that way. So vulnerable. So — so —"CHRIS!"The shout detonates through my skull and I physically jolt, nearly knocking my highlighter off the table. Aubrey is sitting across from me, elbows on the library table, a pencil twirling between her fingers like a tiny baton, st
Rodrigo’s POVI don't think about the garden anymore.I want that on record, even if the only clerk keeping it is me. What happened in my father's tea house stays in the tea house — the apologies, the son, the hand on my shoulder like I was something he was proud of instead of something he built. Whatever performance that was, I walked out of it and got on a plane the next morning and I haven't come back down since.Lisbon. Mexico City. Now Tokyo. Council business, shipments, the errands that come with the vice chairman's ring my father decided to slide onto my hand. He hasn't called since our conversation at his tea house. I've made sure of that — every time his office reaches out, I'm already wheels-up somewhere else. Sentiment needs an audience. I stopped providing one.And if some part of me keeps circling back to a different memory— his hands on my face and the fleeting moment where I let him hold me, le
Chris’s POV The ride back to the mansion was quiet. The same suffocating, engine-hum-only quiet as the morning ride, which gave my brain plenty of room to keep replaying the bathroom incident on a loop, thanks for that, brain, truly a highlight reel. I went straight for my room. Or I planned to. To get there I had to cross the hallway past Rodrigo's door — the door of the man who was currently the object of all my embarrassment and the reason I'd had to think about dead puppies and tax law for a full lecture to get rid of a hard-on in the middle of lecture. So naturally, the plan was: move fast, stay quiet, do not exist in his field of vision. I took the stairs two at a time to the floor where our rooms were, tote bag clutched to my chest like a shield — and froze. Rodrigo's door was open. Slightly. A thin blade of warm light cutting across the hallway carpet. He was ar
Chris’s POVMornings at Rodrigo's mansion have started developing a routine.Not that I asked for one.I woke up, showered, got dressed, and stared at my reflection for a full minute while questioning every single life decision that led me here. Then I packed my books into my tote bag and tried very hard not to think about the fact that I currently lived in a mansion of probably the most dangerous man he's ever known.Again.Not a sentence I ever imagined applying to my life. Christ!By the time I finished getting ready, a knock came at my door.One of Rodrigo's men stood outside.Expressionless.As always.Honestly, I was beginning to suspect they came out of a factory somewhere. Same suit, same face, same firmware."Don Rodrigo would like you to join him for breakfast."Breakfast?I blinked."Uh... tell him I'll be there in a minute."The bodyguard nodded once and disappeared down the hallway.I closed the door and sighed.I was still mad at Rodrigo.Or at least I was trying to be.T







