LOGINEmery
As I sat in the hallway eavesdropping on the two of them I began to feel sicker and sicker. Oh how I wish I would’ve known all the things I do now … back then. I would’ve made so many different choices. I had believed everything he’d told me. All the medication he’d given me.. I’d trusted him with it. And instead of it helping me to get pregnant .. it had ruined my chances. “Besides .. I could never forget about you. And you’ll always be taken care of. If something happens to me - it will all go to you.” Jasper told Vivian. I was going to throw up. He’d decided this even before we were married? He never even cared about me at all… not even if the beginning. Did I ever even know this man at all? Did he ever love me … even a little? I wanted to take this collectors item out of the case I was carrying and shoot his ass with it. I didn’t, of course, but I wanted to. In that moment .. any sort of attachment I’d been holding on to for Jasper … completely disappeared. I snuck back downstairs.. still holding on to the case tightly .. and accepted a glass of wine from one of the trays the women and men were carrying around. I drank it, quickly, and got another. A few moments and two glasses of wine later another man showed up beside me.. he handed me another glass. I took it and gave him the empty one. He clearly saw that I needed it, I suppose. He’d brought it to me personally instead of on the trays like the rest of the caterers. I downed the glass just like I had the first two..Ew. That one must’ve been something different. Maybe another kind of wine. It certainly didn’t taste like the others. I decided to go to the bathroom and then I was getting out of here. But after I had finished and was washing my hands I quickly began feeling bad. I felt .. icky…. and I was getting very hot. Did I have too much to drink? No, surely not I only had like three or four glasses. That last one was pretty full though. Still my head felt foggy and I was getting nauseated. I needed to get out of here, but I couldn’t possibly drive this way. I splashed some water on my face, trying to not only cool down but to snap out of it. I needed to lay down for a moment - then I’d feel better, hopefully and I could get out of here. Jasper had a spare bedroom at the back of the house. That’s where I’d go… I didn’t think I would make it back up the stairs right now so I tried my hardest to walk normal once I came out of the bathroom. I turned behind the staircase and headed down the hall. You could get lost in this house if you weren’t careful. Luckily .. I’d had plenty of practice. That hallway led into another one and I turned again going to the last door. I went inside and shut it behind me and quickly laid down on the bed. It was nice and dark and quiet in there. I just needed a moment … I don’t know if I fell asleep or not .. or how much time had passed since I’d gotten in here but someone had opened the door. They turned on a lamp and just that small bit of light made my eyes hurt and my head pound. “Hello Emery ..” it was Jasper. “What are you doing?” He asked me. “I just need to lay here for a minute …” I could barely get the words out. I wasn’t feeling any better. He walked over to the bed.. he grabbed my hand and pulled me into a sitting position. Oh good - he’s going to help me.. I thought. But that isn’t what happened. “Hmm ..” he said frowning. “Looks like I could’ve given you a little bit less than I did. I didn’t know you were going to down the whole drink.” He told me. I frowned and tilted my head at him. What was he talking about? He shrugged his shoulders. “You did it to me … so .. why shouldn’t I do it to you?” He asked me. “What are you talking about??” I breathed out. I needed to lay back down. “I slipped something in your drink.. can you not even tell when you’ve been drugged?” He said .. proudly. What?? Why would he do that?? So I asked him that very question. “I just told you - you drugged me - tricked me into getting into bed with you and my father seeing us. You also blamed Vivian for what happened with the necklace and then tried to hurt her… you did hurt her. And that’s messed up Emery. And you know how important Vivian is to me. You’ve hurt her and her feelings..” A laugh bubbled out of me. This asshole has a lot of nerve. And he’s fucking crazy. But I was swaying .. I couldn’t even sit up straight. Whatever he had given me had done a good job .. I was incapacitated. He turned his back on me then. He stood up and walked toward the door .. which gave me time for what I needed to do… I had to protect myself. And I don’t know how far Jasper will take this. I used to think he’d never hurt me .. but now, everything I thought I knew about him- turned out to be a lie. “I think it’s time you paid the price for everything you’ve done. But I’m going to give you a chance to make it right. You can apologize to Vivian and beg her for forgiveness. After that, I’ll think about helping you out of here.” He told me. “I will never do that..” I growled at him. If anyone needs apologizing to - it’s me. I held up the gun. I’d gotten it out of its case while his back was turned. I cocked it .. and aimed it at him. He turned around frowning and then laughed when he saw me. He started walking towards me - a horrible rage filled look on his eyes. I didn’t want to kill him - but I did want to hurt him. And I wanted him to leave me alone. I couldn’t protect myself like this. The only reason I can right now is because I happened to bring this gun with me. “You will never shoot me Emery.” He continued walking slowly toward me confidently. This man .. he still believed I was fucking in love with him. “Put the gun down, I’ll give you another ch…” I moved the barrel and aimed at his shoulder. I fired. He really shouldn’t have underestimated me. Did he forget I was the daughter of a mafia boss? I had been around guns my entire life, and I knew how to use one - drugged or not. The bullet clipped him- I was aiming for his shoulder. But I’m barely able to hold my arm up right now. Plus my vision is blurry. It didn’t matter though because .. I got him. I could see the blood forming on his shirt. He growled at me. As if I were the one who had betrayed him. But I smiled. I was satisfied with my first step in revenge. Now I needed to get the hell out of here.Emery Autumn I pulled my sweater tighter around me as I stood looking out by back door towards the woods. The woods that used to scare me .. and now are just a memory. I had worried that my nightmares would get worse after everything with Norman. But that’s not what happened. They’d gone away completely … just like my parents had told me in my dream. We’d stayed so busy for the last few months. After our extravagant honeymoon and then the extended trip with our friends we’d come back home and hosted Joanne and Aimee for a week. We celebrated the Fourth of July and then both Bridge and Layla had birthdays. After that we’d thrown ourselves into work for a while. Except for when Vincent had come home for a while. He was traveling so much that we hardly saw him. On his last visit .. he wanted Elijah to come with him to look at a camper. One of those huge motorhomes for him and Martha to travel in. But I got the shock of a lifetime when not one of those huge ass fuckers came ro
EmeryWe were sitting on the back deck around the pool talking about the new jacuzzi we were getting. Hot tub … jacuzzi … whatever you wanna call it. I was so looking forward to it. I knew it would help my aches and pains that were ever present by the end of the day. And I wanted Oliver to be able to use it too. I wasn’t the only one who came out of the last ordeal with scars. And boy did I have them. I had a large one running down the side of my neck .. from my ear to the top of my shoulder. It had gotten cut in the wreck somehow. Same with my arm that had a huge scar down the outside of it from shoulder to elbow. I had a few on my leg from all the surgeries. And one on my side from the surgery I had to have on my ribs after breaking them about three times in a row. But I didn’t care. They were a part of me now. They told a story of where I’d been…. And how I came out the other side. So the guys were coming Monday to install it. I figured the girls and I would be swimming a lot n
Elijah 4 MONTHS LATER It was summer. We’d switched out our sweaters and boots for shorts and sandals. Things were finally getting back to normal. It had taken quite a while, understandably. Emery had finally mostly healed .. physically anyway. Oliver too. They both had a rough time for a while .. Norman was now being held in a state prison miles away.. awaiting trial for Emery’s kidnapping and attempted murder. And the murder of her parents. My dad and Frank were coming to terms that the third corner of their triangle was gone .. and would never come back. I had worried about my dad .. his being sick and this on top of it couldn’t be good for him. But he’d pushed through. Now he was off traveling with Martha. Aimee and Joanne had stuck around for a week. They both knew everything now but I knew they’d keep it to themselves. Emery was happy to have them close by those first few days. She and Oliver both got to leave the hospital three days after they’d woken up. I’d be happy
Emery I had laid there in bed thinking about the dream I’d had. Or whatever it was. Bridge was still asleep and Elijah wasn’t back yet.. but I was wide awake now. I looked around the room. Flowers and balloons and other trinkets were everywhere. I noticed a couple of bags sitting on the rolling table next to me. An envelope stuck out of the top of one with my name on it. I frowned. I don’t know why. But I knew I needed that bag. I needed to open it .. immediately. Something was pushing me to get it. I sat up as best as I could. I was barely able to reach the corner of the table with my fingertips. I pulled.. it rolled… about a centimeter.. But after a few more times I got it and rolled it towards me. I picked up the bag and looked at it quizzically. What about this gift is making me so interested??I reached in and grabbed the card. It had my name on the front. I took the card out of the envelope and opened it. I frowned when I saw who it was from. But I started reading anyw
Emery I walked the rest of the way into the kitchen. I took a moment to take it in. It’s as if I went back in time . Again… is that what this was? The feeling of family and home and love took over my senses. The smells .. I was overcome with both happiness and sadness all at once. “Mom..” I said again. She turned .. Her face lit up. It felt like a bolt of lightning shot straight through my body as I looked at her smiling at me. She was beautiful. Warmth.. that was the overwhelming feeling I got. That happy feeling of safety and knowing everything will be alright.. the one you can only get from your mom .. it covered me like my favorite blanket. I immediately got tears in my eyes as I was overwhelmed with emotions. “Hi honey! There you are we’ve been waiting for you!” She said. “You have?” I asked, trying to reign in the waterworks. “Of course we have silly..” she said. She walked around the island and took me into her arms hugging me. I almost collapsed right then and the
Elijah I found Dr. Otis in the hallway when I left Emery’s room and told him and the nurse not to order her dinner .. that I was gonna run out and get her something. Sometimes this place surprised you and had pretty good food. But for her first meal awake .. and after everything that happened .. I just wanted to go out and get her something. I had to do SOMETHING. I was feeling totally useless. “She’s asking a lot of questions. I don’t know if I need to overload her with information just yet…” I told him. “You can tell her whatever you think she can handle. If you notice her getting upset.. too upset.... then stop. Otherwise you can answer anything.” He told me. I nodded. To be honest I was hoping he would tell me to wait before I answered any of her questions. But it would have to be done at some point. Maybe getting it out of the way was the best. I should be a pro at this by now. But some things .. you just never got used to. I called Frankie on my way out and told him she







