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Chapter 48

作者: Charisma
last update 公開日: 2026-04-08 22:57:18

Lyra POV

The guilt came later.

Not during the moment.

Not when it happened.

But after.

---

It settled in slowly, quietly, like something patient enough to wait until I was alone.

Until there was nothing left to distract me from it.

---

I hadn’t meant to go with him.

That was the truth I held onto.

It hadn’t been planned.

There had been no agreement, no decision made out loud. We had simply… walked.

Away from the clearing.

Away from the noise.

Away from everyone watching.

---

It happened natur
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