INICIAR SESIÓNMaria Pov~
It was this easy, I thought, looking down at the script handed to me by the head of the company I worked for. "Told you, you'd eventually get a break. This is amazing ... this drama is going to be a major hit, and they asked specifically for you," he said, smiling brightly. I knew he always tried his best to get me good roles, but people never wanted to get involved with an actress tied to a corrupt family. "This is good, right?" he said. I nodded, looking back down at the script. It read To My Moon. It was a popular novel, and a role in this was a ticket to the top — I was to be the lead actress. Now I understood why mother had always been so obsessed with money. The next day, I was surrounded by the cast, directors, and everyone else involved in the drama. My eyes caught Teresa. She was a top actress in the field, and as a fan of hers, I naturally wanted to greet her — but she didn't seem interested in that. The meeting was simple. They talked about how hectic the next few months would be, and that we should all do our best. They mentioned it would be an adjustment working with a newbie like me, but since I was already here, they had no choice. I wish they'd just outright say it: a sponsored actress like me didn't deserve to be here. When it ended, everyone left, and I got a text on my phone. It was from Lewis. He wanted to meet again. It was sudden, and I didn't feel prepared after last night. Teresa approached me, her gaze making it clear my presence disturbed her. "This is why our industry gets such a bad reputation," she said, eyeing me. I understood what she meant. I wasn't dumb — she was supposed to be the lead actress, and the fact that she'd been replaced meant she hated me for it. "I'll do my best," was all I could say. I'd hoped that when we finally met, we might become friends. That clearly wasn't happening. "You'd better," she said, and walked off. Maybe I should have apologized — but would that have even made her feel better? It felt lame either way. I don't know what it is with Lewis and restaurants, but where he'd texted me to meet was another one — classy, the rich kind of classy. I should thank him for the role, I thought. Though now that I was actually doing this, I figured I should give it my all. In love with him?. Maybe if we had sex, I'd develop some kind of understanding of this. Nothing could change how I felt about sex as repayment. "Did you wait long?" Lewis's voice reached me before I saw him. I looked at him — he had a genuine smile again, and I smiled back, walking toward him and putting my arms around his arm. "No, I just got here," I said. He looked pleased. I raised myself up a bit and kissed him on the cheek; he was a natural, kissing me back on mine. "I'm guessing you liked the role?" he asked, and I began to smile widely. I must look like a skank. "Yes," I said, my voice chirpy, almost like a bird. This was acting. Give him his money's worth, I told myself. After all, if I don't do this, what other options do I have? Filming started before sunrise the next morning. With how things were going, it felt like it would be a while before we wrapped up. The word "cut" — I can't remember how many times the director said it, for almost every scene. I wish I could tell you what the set looked like, but I was mostly being pushed from one shot to the next, and the director never seemed satisfied. People I'd done side gigs for usually told me I was good enough. But maybe that was different — this was a main role, and maybe I was just terrible at it. I wouldn't know. The director's voice cut through again. "Cut." The water splash in this scene had already happened over ten times. My shoulders were red; my face probably wasn't any better. "That should be enough," the director said. He was a top name in the industry, so he knew what he was doing — but this felt like too much. Maybe I was just whining. After all, I wouldn't know the value of something I'd gotten so easily, like he'd reminded me earlier. Everyone began to wrap up, and I could hear voices nearby — someone saying, don't you think the director's a bit hard on Maria? See, even they thought so, I thought. Not that it would change anything. I picked up a towel to wipe the water off my face. My hair was soaked, and my manager came rushing in. "I got you a change of clothes," she said. Having a manager was something I never imagined I'd have, but I got one as soon as I landed this role. I felt comfortable around her — probably because she was older, and she'd been taking care of me these past few weeks. "Thank you," I said, taking the clothes from her and heading to the changing room. My hair was still damp; I definitely needed a dryer. My face was red, almost like I had bruises. There was a knock at the door as I was done getting dressed. "I'll be out soon," I said, assuming it was my manager. Done, I opened the door — and to my surprise, Lewis was standing there. His eyes seemed to wander over my appearance. But more than that, I hadn't seen him since our second date, which had been quick — we ate, and he dropped me home. "What are you doing here?" I asked, stepping out and closing the door behind me. "Your schedule said you'd finish early today," he said. I nodded. Had he not texted me these past few weeks because I was busy? "Let's get you a change of clothes first," he said. I'd literally just changed, but I guessed that wasn't what he meant — because now we were at a boutique, sorting through clothes. All I had to do was tell them my size, and soon the bags in my hands were worth enough to pay off some of my father's debts. The ride was quiet. But today we didn't go to a hotel — we went to what seemed like his home. The news surrounding Lewis and me lately was that I was his new fling. I didn't know if he'd seen it, but my family name being dragged into it was something he should've cared about. I was never really an important figure in my family's business, but I was apparently important enough to be dragged through the headlines alongside them. I'd been expected to take over Moore Industries one day — something I never wanted any part of. My acting career had been partly supported by my father and hated by my mother. She called it a silly game. But the real question was: Lewis clearly knew this would tarnish his reputation. So why me?.~Maria Pov~ The crash was still echoing in my ears when I realized Finn had pulled me against him, sheltering my head with his shoulder. Dust settled over the set . Inches from where I’d been standing a second ago.the heavy chandelier lay shattered. “You’re shaking. Did any of it hit you?” Finn’s hands were on my face, pushing hair out of my eyes. “No—no, I’m okay,” I swallowed, my eyes locked on the glitter of broken glass on the floorboards. “I’m fine.” Crew members rushed over, shouting for a medic, and the director was pale, stammering out apologies about faulty rigging. Finn kept his arms half-wrapped around me, ignoring everyone else, but my eyes were already scanning the crowd. And I found him. I couldn't read the expression on his face, but I smiled anyway, silently forming the words, I'm fine. “Let's get you to the hospital, just to be sure,” Finn said, pulling back my attention to him. Before I could respond, he lifted me into his arms. I managed to convinc
~Lewis POV~ Earlier I can't understand her, was I the reason she was crying? There was a heavy pain in my chest, and all I could think to do was hug her. (I'm only doing this to get her trust.) But I couldn't explain how easily she swayed me. She didn't respond to my calls for a week. I found myself watching the cactus she'd given me, waiting for her to walk through that door. She never did. Planning the mixer had been the only way I could think of to see her. I don't think I did anything wrong. So why was she avoiding my gaze? I caught her staring at me more than once, and every time, all I could think about was wanting to hold her. I needed her touch. (Maybe she just brings out something purely physical in me.) That had to be it. I placed my arm around hers beneath the table, if only to stop her from looking away. I wanted answers—why was she avoiding me, when she was the one who'd begged me not to end this? But she wouldn't say a word. Then some man leaned into
~Maria Pov~ My mouth was unable to form the right words. "Is something wrong?" Finn asked, trying to pull my attention back. I yanked my hand away from Lewis's grip and turned to Finn, forcing myself into a conversation with him. He glanced toward Lewis, but I gave Finn an awkward smile, and we continued talking. Trying everything I could to avoid noticing every single thing about Lewis, I excused myself from Finn to get some fresh air. I slipped through a side door that led to a narrow alley behind the restaurant. String lights hung loosely overhead, clearly meant for smoke breaks. It was empty. Just what I needed. "What are you doing right now?" My body stiffened, surprised by the voice. I knew whose it was—but more than that, I was surprised he'd followed me. "Mind telling me what that was all about?" he asked, approaching me. "What are you talking about?" I denied, his presence made me feel trapped. He didn't speak, but I could feel his gaze on me. I took a s
~Maria Pov~ My mundane weeks were coming to an end. After my realization about Lewis, I'd become distant not that I was sure he'd noticed, but it didn't matter. I'd spent most days sleeping and listening to my dad's fishing tales. He was enjoying his new job, and it had kept him out of drinking. Like right now—he'd been talking for the past few hours about his last big catch. "So you get back to work next week?" he asked, finally interested in something different. "Yes," I said. "Though there's a mixer event tomorrow." I picked up my empty plate and went to place it in the kitchen, then came back and sat down next to him. "Have you spoken to Eric lately?" he drawled. My head tilted, now facing him. "Why?" I asked. "I didn't borrow anything lately," he stammered. This time, it was me who was guilty of that, but I wondered why he was even asking. "I was thinking of pitching in. I'm making some money now," he confessed. You could tell he didn't want to admit it; he sti
~Maria Pov~ I sat in the tub, my hands tracing where he'd touched me. He'd stopped once he thought I was satisfied—though this time, I'd tried to hold back a little longer. That didn't last once his hands brushed my lap. He'd never touched me there before. It was another step forward. "I'm an idiot," I muttered to myself, sinking my head fully beneath the water. I stayed under longer than I needed to, the water muffling everything. (Can I really keep doing this?) I thought. As much as I wanted to avoid what was bugging me, the whole Teresa situation wasn't going away. And if that text really was from Vivienne, I had no idea how I was supposed to face that. (Miserable, it said. Wasn't that already where I was?) I pulled myself back up for air, settling in and staring at the ceiling. I never expected to become his mistress. But here I was, anyway. I looked at the door, pulled myself out of the water, and began to dry off. From the drawer, I picked out something new—a cream n
~Maria Pov~ "This is why women get such a bad reputation. They really just don't go far without some men backing them up," Josh said. Hearing those words from him irritated me. He had no right to say that, given the relationship he had with the director—something that would be considered questionable in some places. I wasn't one to judge, but the way the director played favorites with him was no different from his comment. "Guys do it too. It's the acting industry, we're all guilty," I said. I watched him try to adjust himself, giving a slight cough. "I didn't mean it that way," he responded. "We worked with her. She was a good actress. Let's not act like the press, judging her," I said, not waiting to hear his response as the curtains opened. We were about to address the final episode, which had just aired. "Brace yourself. They're going to be brutal," Josh said, walking past me as the camera lights flashed aggressively. I couldn't see properly at first, but I adjusted







