LOGINMaria Pov~
It was this easy, I thought, looking down at the script handed to me by the head of the company I worked for. "Told you, you'd eventually get a break. This is amazing ... this drama is going to be a major hit, and they asked specifically for you," he said, smiling brightly. I knew he always tried his best to get me good roles, but people never wanted to get involved with an actress tied to a corrupt family. "This is good, right?" he said. I nodded, looking back down at the script. It read To My Moon. It was a popular novel, and a role in this was a ticket to the top — I was to be the lead actress. Now I understood why mother had always been so obsessed with money. The next day, I was surrounded by the cast, directors, and everyone else involved in the drama. My eyes caught Teresa. She was a top actress in the field, and as a fan of hers, I naturally wanted to greet her — but she didn't seem interested in that. The meeting was simple. They talked about how hectic the next few months would be, and that we should all do our best. They mentioned it would be an adjustment working with a newbie like me, but since I was already here, they had no choice. I wish they'd just outright say it: a sponsored actress like me didn't deserve to be here. When it ended, everyone left, and I got a text on my phone. It was from Lewis. He wanted to meet again. It was sudden, and I didn't feel prepared after last night. Teresa approached me, her gaze making it clear my presence disturbed her. "This is why our industry gets such a bad reputation," she said, eyeing me. I understood what she meant. I wasn't dumb — she was supposed to be the lead actress, and the fact that she'd been replaced meant she hated me for it. "I'll do my best," was all I could say. I'd hoped that when we finally met, we might become friends. That clearly wasn't happening. "You'd better," she said, and walked off. Maybe I should have apologized — but would that have even made her feel better? It felt lame either way. I don't know what it is with Lewis and restaurants, but where he'd texted me to meet was another one — classy, the rich kind of classy. I should thank him for the role, I thought. Though now that I was actually doing this, I figured I should give it my all. In love with him?. Maybe if we had sex, I'd develop some kind of understanding of this. Nothing could change how I felt about sex as repayment. "Did you wait long?" Lewis's voice reached me before I saw him. I looked at him — he had a genuine smile again, and I smiled back, walking toward him and putting my arms around his arm. "No, I just got here," I said. He looked pleased. I raised myself up a bit and kissed him on the cheek; he was a natural, kissing me back on mine. "I'm guessing you liked the role?" he asked, and I began to smile widely. I must look like a skank. "Yes," I said, my voice chirpy, almost like a bird. This was acting. Give him his money's worth, I told myself. After all, if I don't do this, what other options do I have? Filming started before sunrise the next morning. With how things were going, it felt like it would be a while before we wrapped up. The word "cut" — I can't remember how many times the director said it, for almost every scene. I wish I could tell you what the set looked like, but I was mostly being pushed from one shot to the next, and the director never seemed satisfied. People I'd done side gigs for usually told me I was good enough. But maybe that was different — this was a main role, and maybe I was just terrible at it. I wouldn't know. The director's voice cut through again. "Cut." The water splash in this scene had already happened over ten times. My shoulders were red; my face probably wasn't any better. "That should be enough," the director said. He was a top name in the industry, so he knew what he was doing — but this felt like too much. Maybe I was just whining. After all, I wouldn't know the value of something I'd gotten so easily, like he'd reminded me earlier. Everyone began to wrap up, and I could hear voices nearby — someone saying, don't you think the director's a bit hard on Maria? See, even they thought so, I thought. Not that it would change anything. I picked up a towel to wipe the water off my face. My hair was soaked, and my manager came rushing in. "I got you a change of clothes," she said. Having a manager was something I never imagined I'd have, but I got one as soon as I landed this role. I felt comfortable around her — probably because she was older, and she'd been taking care of me these past few weeks. "Thank you," I said, taking the clothes from her and heading to the changing room. My hair was still damp; I definitely needed a dryer. My face was red, almost like I had bruises. There was a knock at the door as I was done getting dressed. "I'll be out soon," I said, assuming it was my manager. Done, I opened the door — and to my surprise, Lewis was standing there. His eyes seemed to wander over my appearance. But more than that, I hadn't seen him since our second date, which had been quick — we ate, and he dropped me home. "What are you doing here?" I asked, stepping out and closing the door behind me. "Your schedule said you'd finish early today," he said. I nodded. Had he not texted me these past few weeks because I was busy? "Let's get you a change of clothes first," he said. I'd literally just changed, but I guessed that wasn't what he meant — because now we were at a boutique, sorting through clothes. All I had to do was tell them my size, and soon the bags in my hands were worth enough to pay off some of my father's debts. The ride was quiet. But today we didn't go to a hotel — we went to what seemed like his home. The news surrounding Lewis and me lately was that I was his new fling. I didn't know if he'd seen it, but my family name being dragged into it was something he should've cared about. I was never really an important figure in my family's business, but I was apparently important enough to be dragged through the headlines alongside them. I'd been expected to take over Moore Industries one day — something I never wanted any part of. My acting career had been partly supported by my father and hated by my mother. She called it a silly game. But the real question was: Lewis clearly knew this would tarnish his reputation. So why me?.~Maria Pov~ The song ended. His taste still lingered on my lips. I stepped out of his arms first. It was the only way I could be sure I still had control of something. "I need some air," I said, smiling at no one in particular. I could feel his gaze on my back all the way across the floor. There was nothing to feel hurt about. I was doing fine. You're doing fine, Maria. I kept telling myself that. Outside, I took a deep breath, and slowly my body settled. "You didn't have to follow me," I said, glancing toward Lewis. He stood beside me, hands in his pockets. "Are you feeling all right?" I turned to look at him. There were no cameras here, and barely anyone in the corridor. "Yes." I lied. He kept his eyes on me. It looked as though he wanted to say something and couldn't find where to begin. "Do you want something?" I asked. "Not really." "Okay." "Lewis..." My phone vibrated, cutting me off. I reached into my purse. An unfamiliar number glowed on t
~Maria Pov~ Glasses clinked. Applause rose and fell. One speech followed another, and the lights stayed fixed on the people at the front, the actors and actresses being honored for their work. Someday, I'll be up there. To the Moon had been nominated for an award. After the scandal involving Teresa and the rumors about Lewis and me, I was surprised they'd even invited me. Still, I was here. Lewis, whom I'd invited, sat beside me, his attention fixed on the stage like everyone else's. "Do you want that?" he asked. I turned to him. "An award?" He nodded toward the stage. I looked at the people beneath the lights. They were smiling, shaking hands, and accepting congratulations. For a moment, I imagined myself among them, hearing my name called while the whole room applauded. Then I remembered who I was. Maria Moore. The actress whose family name made people whisper. The girl whose career had become everybody's business because of the man sitting beside her. "Would
~Lewis Pov~ She placed the envelope on my desk and stepped back. Resignation. "Why?" I asked. "I've wanted to quit for a while. You know that." She folded her hands in front of her. "I still don't understand why you hired me to watch her. I hate this job." I said nothing. "It feels like I'm betraying her. Maria is like a sister to me." "Sister." "You wouldn't understand." Her voice stayed steady, but there was regret beneath it. "I've been watching her and reporting to you. It doesn't feel right." "You've been paid well." "I'm not complaining about the money." She held my gaze. "And to be fair, it seems like you might actually be protecting her. But I hate being at your beck and call." "I can hire someone else." "That's fine. But it won't be me." She tilted her head, studying me, then let out a sigh. "I don't know what your motives are for staying close to her. That's what worries me. But I don't think you mean her any harm." I picked up the envelope, then se
~Maria Pov~ "Smile," my manager urged. I glanced up from my phone, forcing a small smile before looking back down at the screen. "Can I ask you something?" I said. I put my phone away and raised my head to look at her. "Sure." She looked tired. There was still sadness in her eyes, even when she smiled. Knowing she'd recently had a miscarriage made it difficult to look at her without wondering how she was coping. I hadn't even known she was pregnant. "Parents love their children, right?" I asked. One of her eyebrows rose slightly. Then a sad smile crossed her face. "Yes," she said. "But that doesn't mean their love can't hurt them, too. Parents make mistakes, Maria. Sometimes, they hurt the very people they're supposed to protect." I lowered my gaze. "All I'm saying is, about your dad... I'm sure he'll show up eventually." I nodded, but I wasn't sure I believed her. "Did you invite him to the gala?" she asked, her voice shifting to something lighter. I knew s
~Maria Pov~ My eyes weren't fully open when I felt a palm against my forehead. I opened them slowly and found Lewis looking down at me. "You have a fever," he murmured, pulling his hand away. He reached for some medicine on the bedside table. Last night was a blur. I remembered bits and pieces, and I must have fallen asleep after kissing him. I wasn't entirely sure. "I'm fine," I said, trying to sit up. My body felt too heavy. I barely managed to lift myself before sinking back into the pillows. Lewis held out the medicine. I looked at him for a moment, but his attention stayed on the pills, silently urging me to take them. With a sigh, I accepted them. He handed me a glass of water, and I swallowed the medicine, then took a few more sips. "You should get some rest," he said, straightening up. "I'll get you something to eat, so—" My hand caught his arm before I could think. "Can't you just stay?" I whispered. He paused and looked down at my hand wrapped aroun
~Maria POV~ "This is too much," I mumbled, staring down at the revised script in my hands. I was back to filming, but nothing felt the way it used to. For the past few days, the director had kept revising my lines, and I didn't even know if I could ask him why. He barely spoke to me now. Neither did anyone else on set, except Finn, who kept trying his best to lift my mood. The worst thing that could happen to a drama was getting dragged into a scandal, and somehow, I'd managed to pull everyone into mine. Yesterday, we'd to change our filming location after reporters found out where we were shooting. "I won't be able to memorize all this right now," I muttered, letting out a frustrated sigh. Just then, the restroom door opened, followed by the sound of girls giggling. "Honestly, I think this drama is already doomed. Why are they even bothering to continue filming?" I froze, keeping my eyes on the script in my hands. I was still inside the stall, and judging by their v







