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29: Friends with Benefits (8)

Author: Chris Muna
last update publish date: 2026-04-14 13:35:09

The architect stood slightly behind her, his hand resting possessively on the small of her back, a different kind of touch than the alley. A public, proud, boyfriend touch. Ben said something, and Maya laughed, the sound cutting through the murmur of the crowd and straight into Leo’s chest like a shard of glass.

He couldn’t move. He couldn’t look away. The jealousy was there, a dormant beast stirring, but it was dulled, muted by the vast, aching grief that had taken up residence in him. This w
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