…Matty POV…
It seems that I am finding myself part of what will be Harrison's squad. Now I know that Clayton has the utmost respect for him, so I know that I am in safe hands.
My mom nearly killed me when I told her about my intentions to join the Marines. Now she is truly not happy about my choice, but as with Clayton, she supports me. As for my father, well, the man is just happy that I don't sit around and faff around on a laptop the whole day anymore. I am not quite sure if he is happy about my choice, though, for I think he still has his mind set on one of his boys to become a damn Doctor.
But needless to say, my mom was beyond devastated as her last son left home. But as for my father, he cannot be more happier, though he does believe that I am going to fail. But failure is not an option for me; I will show him that I can make something of my life as well. So it took me nearly a whole week to get the guts to enlist and then break the news to
…Denice POV…I have just lost both of my boys to the Marines. Now I know it is not something that I should feel sad about because the boys are doing something important. But most of all, they are doing something that they want. Yes, we all know that their father wanted them to become Doctors. Well, I am happy that they did not. What they do now also matters; they are making that difference.To say that I was not shocked to hear about Matty wanting to join the Marines will be a blatant lie. At first, I thought that the boy was joking, but when he started packing his bag, I knew that he was serious. Now again, it was the worst day of my life watching one of my boys leave. At least, I know that they will come home.Well, that is for Clayton; the boy just cannot keep himself out of trouble. But apparently, which he has not told me yet, for I heard it from Isabella, the man wants to go back and become something called a Raider. I can only think that it
Fate is what takes you down that road you ever so often avoid taking. Sometimes the slightest things change the directions of our lives, the merest breath of a circumstance, a random moment that connects like a meteorite striking the earth. Lives have swiveled and changed direction on the strength of a chance remark.Sometimes the smallest turn in the wrong direction ends up being the biggest turn of your life. Sometimes you imagine that everything could have been different for you, that if only you had gone right one day when you chose to go left, you would be living a life you could never have anticipated. But at other times, you think there was no other way forward, that you were always bound to end up exactly where you have.I am a man who plans every step that he takes. I would like to see where I am going and how I am going to get there. Some say live life on a daily basis; I say there is no room for surprises and unexpected things. But lately, all my best-laid p
What's the Future? It's a blank sheet of paper, and we draw lines on it, but sometimes our hand is held, and the lines we draw aren't the lines we wanted.That is life, isn't it? Fate. Luck. Chance. A long series of what-if's that lead from one moment to the next, time never pausing for you to catch your breath, to make sense of the cards that have been handed to you. And all you can do is play your cards and hope for the best because, in the end, it all comes back to those three basics. Fate. Luck. Chance.But life is also a collection of moments, some good and some bad; they ultimately form the puzzle of your life. There is someone who has stood in the same dark place, that the very same puzzle as you. It's okay not to be okay sometimes. Sometimes, it's normal, healthy, and necessary to feel defeated, so you know what it's like to rise up another time.This, too, shall pass. This situation isn't your final destination. Where there's pain, there's also love. Wh
There are days when you think you don't believe anymore. When you think you have grown too old for miracles. When you have lost hope, and you have lost everything. You think all is lost, and all is dire and bleak. The heart dies a slow death, shedding each hope like leaves until one day there are none. No hopes. Nothing remains.No.You do not need to know precisely what is happening or exactly where it is all going. You need to recognize the possibilities and challenges offered by the present moment and embrace them with courage, faith, and hope.I have come to accept the feeling of not knowing where I am going. You may not know where you're going, but you know that so long as you spread your wings, the winds will carry you.Miracles are just second chances if you really think about it, second chances when all hope is lost.It has been a day, and there is absolutely no improvement with my dad. Funny enough, I have been talking to him, hoping
When you walk to the edge of all the light you have and take that first step into the darkness of the unknown, you must believe that one of two things will happen. There will be something solid for you to stand upon, or you will be taught to fly.Your hardest times often lead to the greatest moments of your life. Sometimes beautiful things come into our lives out of nowhere. We can't always understand them, but we have to trust in them. I know you want to question everything, but sometimes it pays just to have a little faith.There is a general air of surprise, and genuine satisfaction as my eyes fall on the man that is standing in the doorway. Without giving much care to rise to my feet safely, I walk around the bed to greet him."How the fuck?""I came about an hour ago, was with the old lady."Still not quite sure if my mind is playing tricks on me, I squeeze my eyes close, and as I slowly flutter them, one by one open, as true as the sun is shi
In life, there is only the present moment, the now. You can't measure time the way you measure the distance between two points. 'Time' doesn't pass. We have enormous difficulty in focusing on the present; we're always thinking about what we did, about how we could have done it better, about the consequences of our actions, and about why we didn't act as we should have. Or else we think about the future, about what we're going to do tomorrow, what precautions we should take, what dangers await us around the next corner, how to avoid what we don't want and how to get what we have always dreamed of.It's being here now that's important. There's no past, and there's no future. Time is a very misleading thing. All there is ever is the now. We can gain experience from the past, but we can't relive it, and we can hope for the future, but we don't know if there is one.The biggest mistake we make is the one that most of us make; we do not live in the moment enough.
I have learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment, and making the best of it without knowing what's going to happen next.Why did I not learn to treat everything like it was the last time? My greatest regret was how much I believed in the future. The truth is that unless you let go unless you forgive yourself, unless you forgive the situation unless you realize that the situation is over, you cannot move forward.It hurts to let go. Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or someone, the more it wants to getaway. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you because you think that your feelings were wrong, and it makes you feel so small because it's so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn't come back. You're left so alone
They say a person needs just three things to be truly happy in this world: someone to love, something to do, and something to hope for. Hope can be a powerful force. Maybe there's no actual magic in it, but when you know what you hope for most and hold it like a light within you, you can make things happen, almost like magicIt's like a drop of honey, a field of tulips blooming in the springtime. It's a fresh rain, a whispered promise, a cloudless sky, the perfect punctuation mark at the end of a sentence. And it's the only thing in the world keeping me afloat.Hope is not about proving anything. It's about choosing to believe this one thing, that love is bigger than any grim, bleak shit anyone can throw at us, and as long as the sun's shining, shit can't be that bad.One resolution I have made, and always try to keep, is this: 'To rise above little things.' Keep a little fire burning; however small, however, hidden. Dance. Smile. Giggle. Marvel. Trust. Hope. Lo