Chapter 1: Happy Birthday, Mara

[MARA]

"Stop trying to peek."

"I'm not peeking."

"Your eyebrows are doing the thing."

I didn't know my eyebrows had a thing, but I pressed the blindfold tighter just to end that particular conversation. Rhys's hands stayed warm on my shoulders, steering me down the corridor with more patience than he usually had. From ahead, I caught Caine's low voice and Zane telling someone to move.

The carpet changed. Then stairs. Rhys's grip shifted to my elbow.

"Three more steps," he said.

I counted them. A door opened. Warmth hit me—amber, lamp-warm.

Rhys pulled the blindfold free.

Streamers were everywhere. Red and gold. A banner across the far wall in Zane's neat handwriting: Happy Birthday, Mara. Balloons pressed at the window like they were trying to get out. A low table held my favorite pastries—honey walnut, from the bakery in town I'd mentioned once, months ago. And Caine stood in the middle of everything with his arms folded, looking like he absolutely had not spent an hour blowing up balloons.

"Don't say anything," he warned, but I can hear the playfulness he tried to hide.

"I was going to say thank you."

"Don't say that either."

Rhys was already grinning. Zane handed me tea in a paper cup and said nothing, which meant he was entirely too pleased with himself. I turned in a slow circle, taking it in—this was Rhys's room, a room I'd been in a hundred times, and it had never looked like this.

They'd done this. For me.

"You all planned this?" My voice came out smaller than I intended.

"Zane made the banner," Rhys offered.

"I printed the banner," Zane corrected. "Distinction matters."

I watched all three of them and felt the familiar undercurrent.

They were Blackthorns. Alpha heirs. The three most significant names in any room they walked into. The future of this pack, decided before they could speak.

And then there was me.

Beta Richard's daughter. The girl their mother was gracious to at pack functions and forgot when it suited her.

'You don't expect fate to choose you when you're used to being overlooked.'

I hadn't expected tonight. The banner, the pastries, Rhys singing happy birthday.

But I was here. They had planned this for me.

That had to mean something.

"Can we eat?" Caine asked.

We ate. The pastries were perfect. Rhys talked too much. Caine interrupted twice. Zane—being Zane—made exactly one dry observation that had us all laughing before we even understood why.

It was easy, the way it had always been easy with them.

Like breathing.

Then Caine disappeared into the closet and reappeared with a cupcake. Chocolate. One candle.

"We're not singing," Zane grumbled.

Rhys chuckled, giving me his signature cheesy grin that always seemed to make my heart flutter. "We're absolutely singing."

They sang. Caine mouthed the words with the energy of someone enduring minor surgery. Zane was quietly, unexpectedly tuneful. I laughed so hard I nearly knocked over the candle, and when I finally blew it out, Rhys clapped like I'd done something genuinely impressive.

I made a wish. Something small. Just more of this.

I didn't get a small wish.

Somewhere around eleven-fifty, during Rhys's recount of a sparring session that had gone sideways, something shifted. Zane was correcting him every third sentence, whereas Caine contributed nothing and absorbed everything.

Then the air changed.

Not dramatically. No sound, no signal. Just a subtle shift in pressure, like a room deciding it's done being still.

Rhys stopped mid-sentence.

Caine straightened.

Midnight came like a held breath releasing.

Eighteen.

I was officially eighteen.

That was when I felt it. The warmth. It started at my spine—slowly climbing, settling behind my eyes like light through still water. Nothing about the room changed. The lanterns burned the same. But something in me cracked open, quietly, and something else stepped through.

'Hello.'

The voice wasn't mine. It lived behind my sternum.

I pressed a hand to my chest.

'Don't be afraid. I've always been here.'

"Mara?" Rhys leaned forward.

"I think—" I exhaled slowly. "I think she's here. My wolf."

'Eira,' she told me. 'That's my name.'

The warmth settled into something steady. My wolf. Alive and patient, watching the world through my eyes with calm, bright interest. I barely had a second to feel the wonder of it.

Then she lifted her head, sniffed, and wagged her tail.

Light fractured into a hundred separate pieces, and the scents came like a wall.

Cedarwood and smoke, from Caine. Sandalwood and honey, From Rhys. Frosted pine and cold air—from Zane—shifted into something deeper, something that moved through my chest like a key turning. My lungs tightened. The hair along my arms rose.

'Mates.'

The word moved through me like current through water and landed on all three of them at once. Caine's head came up—sharp, focused, like something had locked into place. Rhys made a low sound that didn't reach a word. Zane went completely still.

"MINE."

All three. Same word. Same breath.

My back found the wall.

'Obviously,' Eira said.

Caine reached me first. He moved slow and deliberate, all of his usual authority stripped down to something rawer. He stopped two feet away and just looked at me—the way he looked at things he'd decided to protect.

Rhys appeared at my right. "Hey." Soft. Just that.

Zane stayed where he was, watching me like I was a question he'd already started answering.

I'd grown up with these three. I knew Caine slept with the window cracked. I knew Rhys denied crying at sad films badly. I knew Zane catalogued things that didn't add up. I had shared every formative embarrassment with these people.

I had never—not once—let myself want this.

"Say something," Rhys whispered.

"Half the pack already hates me." My voice came out level, barely. "If they find out I'm your mate, it gets worse. A lot worse."

"They'll find out." Caine's tone didn't leave room for argument.

"Caine—"

"You're ours." A pause. "Conversation's over."

Rhys took my hand before I could respond. His thumb moved over my knuckles once, slowly, and the bond hummed across the point of contact like something breathing.

Zane crossed the room. He stopped in front of me, lifted my chin with two fingers, and studied my face with that quiet, unhurried attention of his.

"You're shaking."

"I noticed."

The corner of his mouth moved. "Stop."

Caine's hand settled at my waist. Warm, certain. Rhys turned toward me, and his free hand found my jaw, tilting carefully. The bond pulled through every point of contact and built—low and humming and terribly patient, drawing us closer by increments. When Rhys's mouth brushed mine, tentative and then not, I stopped thinking about the pack entirely.

Zane stepped in behind me, his hands moving to my hips, his lips finding the curve of my neck.

I exhaled, though the air didn't quite reach my lungs.

The bond flared.

Caine's thumb traced my jaw, his penetrating gaze boring into my face as if he was memorizing it. Then, without permission, he kissed me. Slower than expected, thorough, like he'd been waiting long enough that he refused to rush.

I had both hands fisted in Rhys's shirt. I didn't remember doing that.

'Breathe,' Eira coaxed. I closed my eyes, trying to focus on the sensation of his lips on mine, but the bond with Caine was too strong, too distracting. Rhys's hands were warm on my back, grounding me in the moment.

A knock rattled the door.

Caine pulled away, the visible pain in his eyes revealing his internal struggle. Rhys and Zane exchanged a knowing look before Rhys cleared his throat and called out, "Just a minute!"

Rhys whispered something in my ear, but the blood rushing through my ears and the pounding of my heart drowned out his words.

Exchanging a glance with his brothers, Caine crossed the room and opened it.

I straightened, trying to look like I had any composure left. Failed.

Miriam Blackthorn stood in the corridor. Her eyes moved—streamers, the arrangement of us, Rhys's hand still holding mine. Her arms folded.

I let go of his hand. Dropped my head.

"What is going on in here?"

Rhys reached over and took my hand back. I looked at him. He didn't look at me. He looked at his mother.

"Mara is our mate, Mom."

Quiet.

Miriam looked at me for a long moment. Not at her sons. At me. Her expression stayed warm, nearly perfect, the kind of smile that cost nothing because it meant nothing.

'Something's wrong,' Eira said softly.

I didn't know what to do with that. So, I smiled back.

I shouldn't have.