AURORA'S POV
The door clicked shut behind the two men. They hurried to a black car parked across the street, jumped in, and sped away, heading back to wherever they belonged.
I climbed the stairs to my sister’s apartment slowly. I had been living with Annabelle ever since Thomas disappeared seven months ago. My hands trembled as I slid the key into the lock and pushed the door open. I didn’t pay rent. Annabelle thought Thomas had taken the money we saved for a house and run off. She was right about that. What she didn’t know was that he had also gambled away all of my savings at an illegal casino, leaving me drowning in debt.
“Aurora? Seriously? It’s pouring out there,” Annabelle said, rubbing her eyes and stretching out on the couch. She was wearing an oversized T shirt, watching a Korean drama on TV. A bag of peanut butter pretzels rested on her stomach. She looked so calm and relaxed, and for a moment, I felt jealous. She didn’t have to scrape by every week, working a humiliating job in a rundown club in South Boston. She didn’t have to deal with Peter’s hand brushing against hers, his cheap cologne lingering for days and making her sick. She didn’t lie awake at night, terrified of what her future might hold.
I hung up my ripped jacket by the door. Annabelle’s apartment was small but cozy and full of personality. Wooden floors, trendy palm tree wallpaper, a green-painted ceiling, and mismatched furniture that somehow looked perfect together. Every part of it reflected who she was. We even shared her tiny twin bed.
“Sorry. One of my student’s parents was at a drive-in and lost track of time. I didn’t even know drive-ins were still around. Did you?” I slipped off my worn shoes, forcing a smile to hide the exhaustion creeping over me. Some days, I thought about doing what Thomas did. He just left and disappeared without a word. But I couldn’t do that. My family, my friends, my whole life was here. I was stuck.
Thomas didn’t have those ties. He had been raised by his grandmother, shuffled between distant relatives when things got hard. That’s what he told me when we first met, and I had felt sorry for him.
“Drive ins? Yeah, I went on a few fun dates to the Solano drive-in,” Annabelle said, wiggling her toes under a blanket. “But in this rain? I don’t think they’d see much. You should’ve called me. I would’ve picked you up. It’s my night off, you know.”
That was exactly why I hadn’t called her. She deserved to rest.
“You already do so much for me,” I said.
“That’s because Thomas screwed you over. Why did you even marry him?”
“For love,” I sighed, sinking onto the couch beside her and resting my head on her shoulder. “I thought I was doing the right thing.”
Back in college, Annabelle, Sandy, Ariella, and I made a pact to marry only for love. Sandy went first, marrying a man who adored her and had more money than he knew what to do with.
Then it was my turn. A few stolen kisses, and I thought I had found the one. Thomas told me he was just a bouncer at one of Peter’s bars and promised to get a better job soon. But he never even tried. He liked working for Peter, liked gambling away whatever money he made. By the time I realized the truth, it was too late. Thomas wasn’t a simple bouncer—he hurt people for money. His criminal record was longer than I ever could have imagined.
I never told Annabelle, Ariella, or Sandy. They all thought Thomas was perfect, just like they adored Sandy’s husband, Henry. I didn’t want to ruin their image of him. Was it stupid? Yes. But I had believed in him. I thought love would be enough.
Thomas hadn’t always been bad. In the beginning, he was sweet, funny, thoughtful. He left me love notes, packed my lunches, sent flowers just because, and surprised me with trips to Disney World. We’d drive down to Florida in his old car, eating cheap snacks and singing along to my favorite songs.
He painted my parents’ house for free before they sold it. Spent every last cent on my engagement ring. Always showed up when I needed him.
Until he didn’t.
I thought I could change him. I thought love could fix him.
But love wasn’t enough to cure his addiction.
“You still believe in that stuff?” Annabelle held out the bag of pretzels, pulling me from my thoughts.
“In what?” I asked, grabbing one and chewing slowly, even though I couldn’t taste it. I had lost so much weight, I barely recognized myself in the mirror. Thomas’s mess had become mine, and it was eating me alive.
“Love,” she said, raising an eyebrow. “Do you still believe in love after everything he put you through?”
“Yeah,” I admitted, my cheeks warming. I forced out a small laugh. “Pretty sad, huh?”
She patted my leg. “Want to talk about it?”
I shook my head.
“Want to drink about it?”
I nodded, and she laughed.
“I’ll heat up some pizza too.”
The thought of food made my stomach twist, but I knew Annabelle was watching me. She had noticed how thin I had gotten, how tired I always looked.
“Pizza sounds great. Thanks,” I said.
She got up and walked into the tiny kitchen. I watched her open the fridge, swaying her hips as she hummed a song completely off-key.
“Annabelle?” I said, clearing my throat.
“What?” She slid a slice of pizza into the microwave.
“What am I supposed to do about Thomas?” I pulled a pillow into my lap, fidgeting with a loose thread. “I can’t stay married to him forever, right?”
Annabelle grabbed a soda from the fridge, tapping her finger against her lips as she thought.
“Well, marriage isn’t like a bus stop,” she said. “You can’t just get up and walk away. But you can end it if you want to. He’s been gone almost a year. You need to save up, hire a lawyer, and move on.”
The thought of paying for a lawyer was almost laughable. I had nothing.
“You’re going to have to deal with it sooner or later,” Annabelle said, her voice softer now. “Find legal help. End things with that bastard for good and make him pay.”
ARIELLA He bit my bottom lip gently, sucking on it a little then licked the inside of it.“Oh sweetheart, you’re a pretty liar, Ariella,” he said in a low voice that made my stomach twist. “But it looks like you found out who you really are. You’re a monster, too.”He kissed me again, rough and deep, then pulled away.“If you tell anyone about this, I’ll find you—and I’ll kill you, too. I’d run if I were you. I’m giving you two minutes before I come after you.”Then he turned and walked away slowly. The streetlights hit his back, making him look like one of those bad guys in old movies—the kind you secretly hope wins. He got into a car parked a few spots away from mine. Slow. Calm. Dangerous.I hit the gas and didn’t look back.I drove so fast that my car broke down the moment I got home.Not long after the Aquila Fair, my brother Henry came back from California for good.He looked golden, sun-kissed, and more blond than before. He moved into a fancy apartment downtown with a girl na
ARIELLA My phone kept ringing and I knew my parents would send someone to look for me if I didn’t go home soon.An eighteen-year-old girl missing for eight hours wasn’t a big deal to most people.But an eighteen-year-old oil heiress, whose dad was one of the richest men in the world? That was a big deal. I was sure my family was already panicking.I was a King. Kings always had to be protected. I looked at my phone again.Mom: I’m getting more and more worried. Please text me. I know you’re upset, but you’re upsetting everyone by disappearing like this! I can’t sleep. You know I need my sleep.Mom: Your dad will blame me for all of this. I hope you’re happy, Ariella. Getting me in trouble.Oh, no. Calm down, Mom.Henry: Dad might have a heart attack, sis. Just saying. (More hugs from Cali.)Aiden: Don’t be so emotional. She worked for us.Dad: I’m sorry for your loss, Ariella. Please come home.Leaves crunched under my feet as I walked to Mom’s car, a Volvo XC90. I was just about to
ARIELLA The cart pulled back, made a loud noise, then started falling fast.The stranger stopped my scream by kissing me. His lips were hot and salty, holding mine like he owned them. All my fear and nervous thoughts disappeared. He tasted like smoke, mint gum, and something wild. Like a real man. I let go of the safety rail and grabbed his black shirt, pulling him closer. In that moment, we were something wild—like a monster kissing a princess, with no hero around to save her.He bent his head, held my cheek, and put his other hand behind my head. His tongue touched my lips, soft at first. Then I let the kiss get deeper. Our tongues moved together, slowly at first, then more. My stomach dropped, and my fear was gone. I started getting aroused and my hips moved on their own. I pressed my legs together as my panties got soaked just as I felt fresh air on my face.The ride was over and we were outside again. He pulled back, his face calm. Too calm. Like he didn’t care.Girls in the car
ARIELLA He looked right at me, like he had every right to. His eyes said things no stranger should say. It felt like he owned the world, and since I was in it, he thought he owned me too. That’s when I realized something about this was strange and maybe even a little dangerous.I wanted to show myself to this man. I never felt that way before. Not for any man. Not even for love. And I didn’t mean just taking off clothes.I wanted to break him open then reach inside and see every little thing about him. His good parts, bad parts, and all his habits. Who was he? What was his past? Why was he talking to me?“You think you’re not special,” he said softly.“Do people think they are special?” I asked.“Only the ones who aren’t,” he replied.“I'm sure you’re the bad one in your family,” I said, pushing my hair back. He smiled, and I felt it deep inside me. The air around us even felt warmer.“Right again.”“I bet you were stubborn as a kid,” I said, trying to imagine him as a little boy.“
ARIELLA I grabbed the sleeve of the guy running the ride and pulled on it.“I want to get off,” I said.He looked me up and down slowly, staring too long at my bare legs.“Damn, sweetheart, I’d like to get you off too. But I have to finish my shift. I need the money,” he said, sounding high.I held onto his hoodie and forgot all the manners I’d learned in fourteen years. I was too scared.“No! I mean I want to get off the ride. Unless… can someone sit with me?” I asked, a little hopeful.“Girl, it’s just a ride. If you’re taller than four feet, you can go,” he said, shaking off my hand. “You’ll survive.”“I know. I’m not scared. I just—”“Look…” He held up his hand to stop me. “If I don’t press that red button every three minutes, I lose my job. So are you getting off or staying on?”I was about to say I’d stay on and that I was just being silly, when someone stepped forward and cut in line.“She’ll stay on, Sir.”I didn’t want anyone to see me cry even as tears filled my eyes and ri
AURORA'S POV Aiden gave the door an annoyed look, then looked back at me. I raised my hands. “I can’t control what my sister says.”“If you could, it would be a full-time job. Have you heard from Morgana this week? She asked when she could visit.”After Aiden and I got back together, I started talking to Morgana Landon again. She was getting a divorce from Herold, who was still in therapy. He worked as a legal consultant and was trying to be a better dad to Tree and Tinder. Morgana was happy when I started visiting her again. I often brought Aiden with me. He watched Tinder and gave Morgana advice.We even took the kids and Aiden to visit Mrs. Veitch for Christmas at her nursing home. She passed away a few weeks later in her sleep.“I need to call Morgana back, but I hope the next time I see her, I’ll have a baby in my arms. Can you help me up? I need a shower.” I moved around on the bed.“I’ve got you.” Aiden picked me up and carried me to our bathroom. I stood under the warm shower