Chapter 36

Seconds, minutes, hours, days and even weeks passed but there was no sign of Damon, he didn't even bother calling to see if I was fine or is it possible that I had being dumped without even realizing it.... I hope not. 

Nevertheless, the frequent visits Xander made managed to cover the void Damon had indirectly created. Though Xander was giving me that attention I desperately sought from Damon it's just wasn't enough because it didn't come from the person I wanted. I do hate the fact that I was leading Xander on and had failed a lot of times to correct his misconception so he could move on with his life but the fear of being lonely again scared me.

My ache for Damon was growing rapidly and I was so obsessed with checking for recent messages, being on time to catch the news and even social media--- that one got me hooked on my phone. 

I am currently at the edge of running mad as I constantly had my eyes on the window in case if Damon makes a surprise vi