LOGINIt was quiet, the silence of the night echoing between Selena and her mother. The girl was hurt to the gut by what the woman had said, the words stabbing her.
“Mom…” She brushed aside her hurt and took a step closer to the woman, trying to touch her. “Why can’t you understand? Why can’t you see that I can not be with someone I don’t love? Why can’t you see that I don’t want to waste all of my years forcing myself to love a man who I will never love? You loved dad, didn’t you?” “Leave!!” Selena’s mother suddenly shouted at her, almost as if the mention of the omega’s father had triggered her. “I love you, Selena, but Elijah’s right! You need to learn from your damn mistakes! You need to grow up! Take your things and leave.” She turned and walked into the house and climbed the stairs, disappearing. The omega just couldn’t believe what was happening. She stood there, trying to wrap her head around it all. Was this really happening? Was she really being kicked out of her house? “It’s all my damn fault,” She said to herself, her voice cracking. She walked towards her things by the stairs and grabbed them. Two suitcases. She pulled them out of the house and before closing the door, she stared into the dimly lit place. It was late so her mom had obviously turned off most of the lights, it helps with the electricity bills. Selena was tempted to cry, she was so scared and confused…so worried. Elijah had kicked her out and said that they could never work again. He had told her that she could never see Lily again or he won’t take care of her and the thousands of dollars in medical bills. So yeah. Then now the only place she thought she would be able to come and deal with her heartache and everything else, was now off limits. Her mother didn’t want her here. Was Selena mad? Not really. But she was really hurt. She knew that her mother cared for her, even though she couldn’t feel it right now…she knew. She knew her mother had no real choice and was doing this for her little sister and because she wanted to teach a lesson. But the omega was not going to change her mind or values. She was still not going to spend the rest of her life with a man she didn’t love. That just didn’t make sense to her. Selena sniffled, closing the door and then walking down to the sidewalk. This wasn’t a safe neighborhood so she had to be alert, she could get robbed. She kept looking over her shoulders. There were not many people out because it was past midnight, but she knew criminals never slept. She had promised herself that she wasn’t going to cry, but from the way everything in her life just kept progressively getting worse, she couldn’t hold back her tears. The girl sobbed as she walked under the light of the full moon. She kept looking around though, she could shift into her wolf and try to protect herself if she was attacked, but that was as far as she could do though. She had no idea how to fight. Wolf training was for the elite and not the less fortunate in this town. This place was the most classist place she had ever been. And maybe the only place too, since she was born here and had not really left even once. After walking for about twenty minutes, she was almost out of the sketchy neighborhood, she just needed to get out and then she would stop worrying about being jumped and her things being stolen. Then she would focus on what she was going to do and where she was going to go. But as she started to reach an alley, she started to hear a group of men talking. She froze, her heart now thundering in her chest. She didn’t want to walk by and let them see her. There was no one out here to help her if anything were to happen. But also, she couldn’t just turn around and walk back. It was clear that her mom would not accept her. And besides, she was already close to getting out of this hood. As soon as she’d get out, there would be guards all over the streets. She just needed to get out of here first. Selena pulled out her phone and put it on silent before putting it back. She also tried her best to be as quiet as she could when she started walking again. She held her breath as she reached the alley, she didn’t even attempt to look in that direction, she just kept looking straight forward as she walked. And just when she thought she had made it and started breathing again, someone from the alley called out, “Hey, you!” Selena didn’t even stop, she kept walking, increasing her pace and soon started running too. But with her suitcase, she was slow and got caught. The first guy who caught up with her pushed her hard and she fell on the ground, her elbows scraping on the concrete, sending jolts of pain through her. “Please, please!” She started begging, tears freely falling from her eyes as fear gripped her. She didn’t want to die, she really didn’t. It was well known in the town that thugs in this part of town were merciless; they would rob you and even if you didn’t fight back, they’d still kill you. “What are you doing out here at a time like this?” The one who had pushed her asked as he stared at her. “Are you one of those girls who would let anyone f*ck them for money? Because I have been really horny these past few days.” He chuckled darkly, his words sending shivers down the omega’s spine. “Oh my god,” Selena cried as she dragged herself away. She had never been this scared in her life. “I’m not! I’m not a courtesan!” “Are you sure you’re not a prostitue?” The man smirked as he started to remove his belt while keeping his dark eyes on her. This felt like the end for the omega.The goddess helped Selena to her feet, and although she felt much better now. She still could feel as if the pain that was on her chest was still sitting there.But it was not actually there, it was just ghost pain.“We need to talk,” She said to the powerful entity.The Moon goddess could have taken any form, but she had chosen one that she felt would seem more pleasant in the eyes of the omega. She knew that her true form could kill the she-wolf. “Walk with me,” she said as she led the way.The more they walked, the more the environment changed. The scenery no longer belonged to a football stadium anymore, it was now a lovely field of wild flowers.The sky was perfect, and the sun was looking down at them while letting down a delicate kind of heat. It looked a day that any fairy tale book would describe. That’s how perfect it all was.But Selena knew that nothing really was. She knew that her life at the moment was beyond crappy. She knew that she was as depressed and wanted to give
Selena left the room with her heart feeling like it was being stabbed by a thousand knives at the same time. She felt nauseous; like throwing up but could not. She made her way back to her mom’s, in the room that she had left before she had gone over to her sister’s. When back, she saw that the woman was not alone. A nurse was there with her and she had some papers in her hand, and a pen.“Wait, what are you doing?” Selena asked, her heart clenching at the thought of what may have been happening. “Selena…” the woman looked up at her and they locked eyes. Tears made her eyes look glossy, and when she spoke, her voice was shaky. “They just told me that I could sign these, and Lily would be taken off the machines. She’s not there anymore, baby. She’s already gone.”“She’s right, ma’am. Your sister is long gone. It’s just a body that’s being kept alive by those machines,” the nurse joined the conversation. “She can be a help to people who need organs. She can be an organ donor.”“I swea
Selena was taken to the room her sister was in. She wished her mom would have come with her, but the woman explained that she couldn’t bear looking at the little girl at the moment; that maybe later, but just not right now.The omega understood, though. She could not imagine how hard this must have been for her mother. And she only wished she knew how to fix this. But the truth was that she didn’t.She walked into the room and closed the door once she was inside. Alone with the girl, the beeps of the machine connected to her was all that Selena could hear.She was used to hearing this machine, considering the little girl had spent most of her years in hospital rooms. It still did not make it right that Lily had to lose her life.She made her way towards the bed, her heart so heavy and breathing labored. She sat next to the girl, and it looked like Lily was only sleeping. It didn’t look like she was brain dead or anything. She looked just fine. Her skin was not pale or anything like t
Selena felt like her feet had been cemented to the floor of the lobby as she stood there. Everyone was staring in the direction of the woman crying, including her.At first, she could not see her mother. And even though she knew very well that it was the woman that was wailing, she wanted to believe otherwise. So she just waited, silently praying that another woman would walk from down the hallway.So yeah, she stood there…just waiting with bated breath as her heart raced in her chest. Then she finally saw what she was waiting for, she saw the woman being escorted in a comforting way by a nurse. And yes, it was definitely her mother.In that moment, she felt something warm slide down her face, and it was almost as if it was what was needed to free her feet from the floor.She rushed towards them and as soon as her mother saw her, the woman let go of the nurses and hugged her tightly, continuing to cry at the top of her lungs. The omega hugged her back, her heart still thumping in he
Back at home, Selena was alone in her room. The beta had tried to get her to get out so they could try to figure out what they were going to do next, but she was not having it.She just wanted to be alone. She just wanted to shut the world and everything out for a few hours. She just wanted to be able to wrap her head around everything that was happening. She has had heavy hearts before. In fact, there were more times than she could when her heart would be so heavy. But this time…it was much different. This time, she felt like the weight of everything in the entire universe was sitting right on her chest, stealing away her breath every few seconds. And she knew it would be just a matter of time until she would die.“He’s really dead,” she said to herself, sitting on the cold floor in the dark room. Her phone was not far from her, and it had been ringing for a while now. But she just could not bring herself to pick it up.She felt detached from reality. She felt alone. She felt defea
Alpha Maddox walked out of the room with a very heavy heart. He felt like he was stuck in a nightmare that he could wake up from. He felt like his entire world had caved in, and there was nothing that he could even do about it. He was never the type of person to admit that he was scared or anything like that, but he actually was. He was scared like crazy. He had killed someone. And the thought of it was enough to drive him crazy. He felt like he was losing his mind, he did not know how fast it was going to happen, but he knew that it was going to whether he liked it or not. There was no way that he was going to be sane or the same after he had lost his mother for the second time, and after finding out that he had killed someone. It was not like he hated Elijah even, he did not. And it was not like he had hurt the guy for doing something wrong, the guy was only trying to help the omega. The confusion was probably because of Malek’s plan. It had to all be part of it. Maddox hated ho
Cassie walked into the room and headed towards the bed, sitting on it. Then she watched the omega close the door before turning in her direction.“Why are you here?”“I uh, I heard you and Maddox arguing,” she began, still hugging the mug in her hand. “And considering what I did to you during train
“You’re a sl*t.” The words of the red-haired girl echoed in Selena’s mind. She was hurt by them, it felt as if she had been slapped in the face.And if anything, she expected so many people to say those words to her, especially after the alpha had left Cassie for her. But honestly, she never though
Selena rushed over to the girl on the floor, not because she cared for what was being said, but because she wanted to keep her alive.The omega had already decided within herself that what the girl was saying was just gibberish because she was in pain and dying. Or maybe because she was in delirium
It all went dark, and it was so quiet. For once, it felt like Selena’s brain had given her some time to breathe; like it had given her a break.Then suddenly, her eyes shot open and she was back into the real world. Her breathing was deep and heavy, but it soon returned to normal.She sat up on wha







