I hardly slept a wink that night. Throughout the entire evening, my mind replayed all the things he had done to me in the past year, filling my heart with anger, regret, and resentment. ‘Just break up with him, and everything will be fine,’ I kept consoling myself, attempting to calm down, but with little success.
The next morning, my mother's call roused me from sleep. I glanced at my phone and cursed under my breath; it was only six in the morning, and I had barely slept for an hour. There was a birthday message from Aunt Mary with a kiss emoji. I quickly replied with a kiss emoji back.
Dragging myself to the bathroom with messy hair and heavy footsteps, I looked in the mirror and almost thought I had seen a ghost. My face was pale, dark circles marred my eyes, and my lips were devoid of color. Oh, my goodness, what happened to me!
"Hey, girl! Stop dawdling; you have a date with Drake today!" Mother's voice echoed from upstairs.
"Coming!" I shouted back at the door.
After freshening up, I picked out my usual loose gray sweatshirt and black leggings, paired with sneakers. I tied my hair into a simple ponytail and stepped out of my room.
I headed to the kitchen and prepared a sandwich, pouring a glass of milk to take to my mother's room. She never closed her door, so I wouldn't miss her call. I left the tray on her bedside table.
"Oh, Zoe, you look terrible. Did you not sleep well last night? I understand, you must be excited. So am I. By the way, are you planning to wear that? Today is your big day. You should dress up a bit." She said as she took a bite of the sandwich.
"I'm ready, Mom. I'll leave now," I replied with a forced smile.
As I approached the door, my heart felt as heavy as if a giant stone was lodged in my chest. I turned my head back and asked tentatively, "Mom, what if Drake and I don't end up being mates?"
She stared at me with an indescribable look in her eyes. "My daughter, what nonsense are you talking about? You and Drake are destined to be mates."
"But, but no one can be sure, right? And what if he rejects me even if we are mates?"
Her expression turned very serious, and in a tone that startled me, she said, "If he rejects you, it will be your fault."
I lowered my head, nervously biting my lip, afraid to say anything more.
"Take these away; I've lost my appetite," she pointed at the tray on the bedside table, the milk untouched, and only a small piece of the sandwich eaten.
After washing the dishes, I didn't return to my room to change; instead, I walked straight out the front door. I let out a silent sigh; on my birthday, my mother didn't wish me a happy birthday but instead had her mind set on me becoming Drake's mate. Sometimes I really resent her, but who can I blame? I was the only family she had in this world.
Two years ago, my mother and I moved to the Red Moon pack and settled in this two-story house on the outskirts, which was once the residence of her parents. After my grandparents passed away, the house was left unattended for fifteen years. In the first half month, I've been busy renovating the place - changing windows, repairing the roof, fixing the plumbing, cleaning, and furnishing it. I did all of this alone; my mother didn't lift a finger to help. She used to be a good mother, excelling in managing household affairs and raising us, but everything changed five years ago when my younger brother drowned in the sea. She suffered a tremendous blow and since then, she has been shattered, retreating to her bedroom, crying day and night, mourning her departed son. Her once bright and lively eyes became swollen and lifeless, and her once healthy and rosy complexion turned pale and swollen, like a corpse soaked in water for three days.
Three years ago, during the war between my former pack and the Night Eagle pack, my father volunteered to go to the battlefield, despite being past the age for enlisting, and despite everyone's advice against it. He insisted on going and ultimately died in battle. I heard people say that he was prepared not to come back alive. I understood him; the pain of losing a child couldn't defeat him. However, my mother's downfall shattered him. He would rather die by the enemy's blade than live in this house, which had become a place of mourning.
After my father's death, we tried everything, pulling all the strings, to move away from that sorrowful land, and that's why we ended up in the Red Moon pack.
Behind the house is a large patch of woods, and the pack's training ground is located within it. At the end of the woods lies the border between the Red Moon pack and the Blue Moon pack. There are watchtowers set up every 500 meters in the woods, with soldiers patrolling 24 hours a day. Overall, it is a safe place to live, but my mother doesn't see it that way. She says the people in this pack don't care about us at all.
I walked toward the woods behind the house. It was early March, and there was a slight chill in the air. The deeper into the woods I went, the denser the trees became, and the lush leaves blocked out the sunlight, intensifying the cold. Soon, I arrived at the spot where Drake and I had agreed to meet. It was a space about ten square meters in size, and Drake had hung a blue ribbon on the oldest elm tree to mark the spot. It was a place rarely visited by others, and he could do whatever he wanted to me here. That's why it became our most frequented meeting place. Today was Saturday, and we had enough time to resolve this matter.
There he was, standing in the middle of the clearing in his full glory. The morning light filtered through the dense foliage, casting dappled shadows on him, making him seem ethereal. In the semi-darkness, I couldn't make out his expression, and he waved for me to come over.
As I got closer to him, my heart pounded more and more fiercely. Due to nervousness, my legs trembled, and my hands shook uncontrollably. My palms were sweaty, and I clutched at the hem of my clothes, balled my fists, and straightened my chest, trying to give myself some confidence.
Would he be my mate?
What will my fate be?
When I was only a few meters away from him, I stopped, closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and felt relieved - there was no specific scent. My mood lightened considerably. Then, I walked up to him, meeting his gaze directly, and felt nothing of that matebond sort. My suspended heart finally settled, and I took a deep breath, thanking the moon goddess! No words can describe the joy in my heart; I wanted to shout out loud with happiness, but in front of Drake, I had to stay calm. If I showed any sign of being happy, it would hurt his fragile ego and trigger his explosive anger. So, I tried to put on a regretful expression, but the corners of my mouth, betraying my true feelings, slightly curved upwards.
"You're happy that we're not mates, aren't you?" His face darkened instantly.
Oh no, the devilish Drake appeared.
"Sorry, it's just a child's nonsense, please don't mind." Norton took two steps back, and his misty eyes quickly returned to calm. The warm yellow light shone on his face like mist, making his brows and eyes softer. His eyes stayed on my face and he couldn't bear to look away.Strong love spreads in my heart. Guided by Cupid's arrow, I gave up my reserve and let impulse and passion take over. I walked up to him, stood on tiptoes, and pressed a gentle kiss on his lips.A sweet smile spread between his lips, and he stroked his lips, seeming to reminisce."Dad, Mom, can you open the door for me?" Lola shouted outside the door."Okay." Norton turned the door lock.The moment the door was opened, Laura's cute little head squeezed in with a bright smile on her face."Dad! I like Zoe, and I want her to be my mother, okay?" She jumped in, hugged her father's legs, and said coquettishly."Baby, you have to ask Zoe if she is willing." Norton rubbed her head and said softly, his eyes full of lov
His thin lips parted slightly as if he wanted to say something, but in the end, he clenched his mouth shut, swallowed hard, and his sexy Adam's apple bobbed up and down. After a while, he finally managed to say something less awkward."What's the baby's name?""Noah.""It must be tough raising a child on your own.""Not really. Aunt Mary and Uncle Marcus help me take care of the child. I'm really grateful for them. And,"I was tired of beating around the bush. He had so many questions, yet he insisted on maintaining this cool demeanor, keeping his inquiries bottled up inside."Are you wondering why he isn't taking responsibility for the child?""You guessed it," he nodded.I sighed and shrugged my shoulders. Since he wanted to know, there was no need to hide it any longer."He doesn't know the child exists. I was forced back then, and when I found out I was pregnant, I escaped to the Nightwalker Tribe. I didn't want that beast to know about it. I was afraid he would harm my child, jus
"Lola, take your drawing board and go to the art room to play by yourself. I need to have a talk with Miss Zoe," Eliza said, pulling a small drawing board from the toy box and handing it to Lola. "Fine," Lola reluctantly left my side, casting a parting look and saying goodbye before walking into a large circular room. "Lola, are you sure about this job? Have you decided to take it?" Eliza asked me. I closed my eyes, sniffed the lingering scent of violets from Lola, and felt an unusual sense of comfort. This child and I had a connection. We liked each other from the first moment we met. "Yes, I've decided," I replied. "Well, that's great. Please wait a moment; I'll get the contract from my office," Eliza said as she got up and headed upstairs to the room on the right side. Inexplicably, this lavishly decorated house gave me a feeling of déjà vu. I tried to identify something familiar inside it, but unfortunately, I couldn't pinpoint anything. It wasn't a particular object that gav
I named the baby Noah. He's a mischievous little one who keeps us on our toes. He can sleep all day but insists on being awake and fussy at night. Aunt Mary and Uncle Marcus dote on him, taking turns to soothe him in the evenings. Typically, Aunt Mary handles the first half of the night, and Uncle Marcus takes the latter. Noah is like a mini-me, inheriting my brown skin and green eyes. He's nothing like Drake, which eases my worries.Five months after Noah's birth, Susie's baby arrives too. It's a girl named Giselle. Giselle is a chubby, adorable baby with sapphire-blue eyes, fair skin, and dimples on her cheeks, a spitting image of Susie. Abel adores his daughter and proudly parades her around the tribe, showing her off to everyone he meets.When Noah was ten months old, I graduated from college and passed the entrance exam for Herman College. I entrust Noah's care to Aunt Mary and Uncle Marcus and head off to Herman for my studies.On the first day of school, I found myself rooming
About ten days later, news came that our storm-damaged house had been partially repaired. This brought immense joy to us. We woke up early, planning to catch the earliest ride back.We walked along the street towards the bus station when a silver Mercedes pulled over at the roadside. The car was filled with the scent of cedar. The window rolled down to reveal Norton's handsome face."Are you headed back to the Nightwalker Tribe? I'm going that way and can give you a lift," he said, taking off his sunglasses.Before I could decline, Susie spoke up eagerly, "That's terrific! Abel, help load our luggage."I reluctantly got into the car. It was awkward! I hadn't seen him once during our two-week stay, and now, he unexpectedly offered us a ride. I couldn't believe it.Susie and I sat in the back, with Abel in the front passenger seat. I couldn't help but sneak glances at Norton. A couple of times, our eyes met in his rearview mirror. My heart pounded as if I were a child caught doing somet
I stayed in this small room for three days, barely going out. Outside, the street grew busier day by day. Susie and Abel would go out for a few hours every day. They invited me several times, but I declined. Rather than being a third wheel, I preferred to immerse myself in reading books. Besides, Herman is so small; I was worried about the awkwardness of bumping into Norton.At six in the morning, car horns from outside woke me from my sleep. I closed my eyes, trying to fall back asleep, but it was futile. I turned on the table lamp and picked up Virginia Woolf's "A Room of One's Own," leaning against the headboard to read. After an hour or so, I put the book down, got out of bed, and changed into a loose, purple cotton maxi skirt. I headed to the bathroom to freshen up but found the toothpaste was empty. I made do with a quick rinse and then left the room to go to the dining area for breakfast.At this time, only a few people were in the restaurant. I picked up a tray at the counter