LOGINQUEENETH’S POV.
“Good morning Queeneth.”
I was surprised to hear my name because the last time I checked I slept alone in my house. I had no companion, so I stood to check if anybody was at the door.
“Don't bother stressing yourself. It's me your wolf.”
I flinched. Of course, it's my birthday. I got my wolf today. It's just so weird to hear a voice inside my head.
“Don't worry yourself, you’ll get used to it.” A voice said.
“It’ll take some time before that one happens,” I responded.
“You don't have a problem. We have all the time in the world.”My wolf said.
“What is your name?” I asked her.
“Amy”
“I like it,” I told her.
“I know you do, Queeneth. Now get up and go and spend the day with your second family..
I got you excited and full of energy. I can't wait to see Amy.
I quickly brushed my teeth, showered, and put on my sweaters and hoodie.
When I got to Reuben's house, Aisha had already made pancakes.
“Happy birthday, Queeneth.” She yelled and gave me a big hug.
“Come on, let's eat,” she said and pulled me to the table. I was indirectly looking around checking if I would see Reuben. I didn't see him and didn't want to ask Aisha. I didn't want her to know how I feel for her brother. I felt I would look cheap before her since our pack prohibits that.
As my second family, before my birthday, I told them that I’ll be watching movies on my birthday, which they all agreed to. I love horror movies so much, and it has seriously affected me. Most times, after watching it, I won't be able to sleep because it'll be as though everything is happening right before me.
Reuben and Aisha don't like horror movies, so they decided to choose the one I’ll watch since I am watching it in their house.
“Aisha, please, I can't find the movie I'm meant to watch today, that's my birthday,” I asked.
Aisha let out a short laugh.
“We thought you had forgotten since you didn't talk about it again. Don't watch and start trembling because I won't listen to you. See it on the left side of the television.”
I started watching and at exactly 1pm, I was done watching. I still kept searching for Reuben with my eyes, but I hadn't seen him.
Aisha had already prepared fried rice with chicken, which was my favourite. She served the food and called me to eat.
“Queeneth, food is ready.”
I joined her at the dining table and we started eating. Since I’ve been looking around to see Reuben and didn't see him, I can't help it again so I decided to ask Aisha.
“Aisha, since I came here, I’ve not seen Reuben? Where is your brother?”
Aisha let out a short laugh
“Oh, I forgot to tell you. He went on ty but will be back soon. It was Alpha Collins who sent him to represent the pack.”
I shrugged.
“So, he forgot today is my birthday, right?”
Aisha smiled.
“He didn't. He just got the call and left. It was actually an emergency. He told me to tell you that he’ll be back soon. I'm sorry I'm saying it now.”
I gently pushed Aisha, laughing.
“If I didn't ask you, you wouldn't have made mention of that.”
Aisha pretended to kneel and make a gesture with her hand saying sorry and laughing at the same time.
We started devouring the meal because it was so delicious.
“Queeneth, maybe you’ll find your mate now that you've gotten your wolf.”
“Maybe,” I said, bowing my head.
I don't like talking about mates with Aisha because I know where she’ll be landing, her landing point is already known. It's indeed exactly what I want but I don't like talking about it because there's a way it makes me feel.
“Maybe, it will be Reuben.” she finally said.
“This is the second time you're saying this. What conviction do you have in saying this?
“Yes, I’m fully convinced. Oh! I’ve not told you.” She looked around to be sure nobody was around or eavesdropping on our conversation.
“My brother is deeply in love with you. He has not said it yet because he's looking for a way to express himself. He loves you.”
I blushed for a moment.
“If you become his mate, that will be one of the best things that has happened to him and our entire family.”
“The Moon Goddess knows more,” I responded.
After we ate, we went back to the living room to watch another movie. This time we’re watching Aisha's favourite.
At around 7pm, Aisha told me to go and get ready. The shift site in the forest is quite far so I have to leave on time. It is a gathering in the middle of the first where all wolves go for their first shift.
I got home, showered, and put on my white dress, chosen especially for this night. It is tradition to wear it on our first shift. I put on my shoes and started heading towards the site.
After about 20 minutes, I arrived at the clearing. My friend Reuben and his sister were already there waiting for me. They came towards me with a big smile on their faces again.
“Happy birthday once again, Queeneth,” Aisha said and gave me a tight hug.
I was so happy to see Reuben but covered up.
“Happy birthday Queeneth,” Reuben said and tapped my back gradually.
“Now, let's meet your wolf. It is cold and I don't want you to get sick since your jacket is not covering you well.” Reuben said.
“He is right. It is November, and it's always cold, and my jacket was not covering me from the cold.
“He is right, Queeneth, " Aisha said. Give me your jacket and stand in the middle of the clearing.
I did what she said and stood in the middle of the clearing.
I carefully removed my dress and underwear, including my shoes, and folded them.
“Are you ready, Queeneth. My wolf said.
“I am,” I responded
How do I do this?
“Just relax, it’ll hurt, but it will soon be over. Don't fight it,” she said.
I did what she said. I took a deep breath and allowed my wolf to take control. I started to feel my bones break. I let out a little scream and fell down on my knees.
The pain was much.
I tried to fight but allowed her to take control.
QUEENETH’S POVI go back to the archives the next morning.Collins tells me I should wait.I tell him I already waited long enough.He doesn’t argue.Maybe because he knows there is no point.Maybe because he sees the same thing I do whenever I look at that burnt page.Someone tried to destroy it before I could understand it.That means somebody is afraid of what happens when I do.The archive still smells like smoke.Wet ash covers the floor. Some shelves are gone completely. Others are blackened along the edges, their books swollen from the water thrown over them.I step inside slowly.There is something strange about seeing history reduced to this.Names that once mattered.Promises people died protecting.Laws that shaped generations.All of it can disappear in a single night if someone decides it should.I run my fingers over a burned shelf.“A lot of people worked very hard to make sure I never found this.”Collins stands behind me.“Then let’s make sure they regret it.”I glanc
QUEENETH’S POVI tell Collins about the dream after breakfast.Not because I want to.Because the image of that woman has been sitting inside my head since I opened my eyes, and every time I try to push it away, I see the crown again.Dark.Heavy.Sitting on her head like it belonged there.Like it had been waiting for her.Or me.Collins is standing near the window when I finish telling him.He doesn’t speak.That’s the first thing I notice.Usually, Collins has something to say.Even when he doesn’t know what to say, he’ll find something. A question. A stupid comment. Anything to keep silence from becoming too heavy.This time, nothing.I watch him.“You know something.”His eyes remain on the window.“I didn’t say that.”“You didn’t have to.”He finally turns around.His face has changed.Not fear exactly.Recognition.And I know that expression.I’ve seen it on people who suddenly realize the thing they were hoping wasn’t real has just walked through the door.“What?” I ask.He lo
QUEENETH’S POVI wake up expecting to feel something.Pain.Power.That familiar pressure behind my ribs.Amy.Anything.For a few seconds, I just lie there.The ceiling above me is the same one I have stared at a hundred times. A small crack runs from the corner near the window, disappearing behind the old wooden beam. Morning light slips through the curtains and paints a thin line across the floor.Everything looks normal.That should make me feel better.It doesn’t.I wait.Usually, Amy is there before I’m fully awake.Sometimes she complains about the cold.Sometimes she tells me to go back to sleep.Sometimes she just sits quietly inside me, warm and familiar, like another heartbeat tucked beneath my own.This morning there is nothing.I swallow.My eyes close again.Maybe she’s tired.Maybe after everything that happened, she needs rest.“Amy?”Nothing.My stomach drops.I sit up too quickly.The room tilts.I grab the edge of the mattress until it settles, breathing through my
QUEENETH’S POVWhat We Choose Without Being ToldThe border looks smaller than it used to.Or maybe I’m just not standing beneath it anymore.The trees don’t lean in.The air doesn’t thicken.There’s no sense of crossing into something that will notice me and shift to make space.It’s just a line in the earth.Worn down by footsteps.By years of wolves leaving and returning, some of them never realizing how heavy that line once felt.I stand there longer than I mean to.Not stuck.Just… taking it in.The quiet.The honesty of it.No whispers brushing the edges of my thoughts.No pull behind my ribs trying to guide me toward something I haven’t chosen yet.Amy stretches slowly inside me.Not restless.Not pushing.Like she’s waking up into a day that doesn’t demand anything from her.“This is new,” she says.Her voice feels… lighter too.Less layered.Less like it carries something ancient behind it.I nod once.“It is.”Collins is beside me.Close enough that I can feel the warmth of
QUEENETH’S POVA World Without a CenterWe don’t arrive like victors.There’s no rush ahead of us, no howl carried through the trees announcing return or survival. The forest doesn’t part anymore. It just… exists. Thick. Familiar. Honest in a way I never noticed before.For a second, standing at the edge of pack land, I hesitate.Not because I’m afraid of what I’ll find.Because I don’t know what I am to them now.Before, I would have felt it.The shift in the air.The way attention gathers.Now there’s just quiet.Real quiet.Collins doesn’t look at me when I stop. He just waits. Close enough that I know he’s there. Far enough that I know he’s letting me choose the next step.So I take it.The boundary doesn’t react.No ripple.No recognition.Just a line I cross with my own weight.The first wolf who sees us doesn’t bow.He freezes.Then his shoulders drop.That’s it.That’s the reaction.Relief looks smaller than I expected. It doesn’t fall to its knees. It exhales.More of them ap
QUEENETH’S POVAfter the World Lets GoI don’t wake all at once.It comes in pieces.Cold first. Not biting. Just present. Pressed into my back, my arms, the side of my face. Ground. Real. Solid. It doesn’t hum anymore. It doesn’t react to me like it used to. It just… holds me.Then sound.Wind through trees. Uneven. No pattern to it. No whisper hiding inside it. Just air moving because it can.Something cracks nearby. A branch maybe. My body flinches before my mind catches up.That’s new.Before, I would have felt it coming.Before, nothing surprised me.I open my eyes slowly.The sky is there.Plain.Blue stretched thin with early light, no pressure behind it, no weight pressing down through it. I stare at it longer than I mean to, like if I look away it might change its mind and close again.It doesn’t.It just stays sky.My throat tightens.I push myself up on my elbows.Everything aches, but not in a way that feels wrong. Not like something inside me is tearing itself into shape
QUEENETH'S POV.I decided to stop at Reuben’s place before heading to the training ground. I was so surprised when I saw Success standing in the living room as I walked in.Success is Reuben's classmate and friend. They are of the same age. She is also Alpha Collins' friend. Reuben and Alpha Collin
QUEENETH'S POV.After some minutes, I was standing on all fours, my fur was so white that it glittered under the moonlight.My friends turned to each other screaming.“She's different, just white,” Aisha said.I was very anxious to know why they’re surprised. I looked at my wolf and asked her.“Why
QUEENETH'S POV.The door opened and the person at the door was not seen.“My pretty, please check who's at the door.”I nodded and went to check.It was Alpha Collins.“Is Reuben still at home?” he asked“Yes, he is.”I wanted to go to the training with Reuben, but as he was already dressed and Alp
QUEENETH’S POV.Morning came too fast and I woke up very early and got up immediately. I was very excited. Tomorrow is my birthday. Not just that it's my birthday, I’ll be meeting my wolf tomorrow because I’ll be eighteen. The elders of the pack always tell us that to shift is very painful but I do







