Mag-log inRourke and his two men went up the stairs with their hands tied and the Kessler wolves took them across the field to the pack house. Erik Renn went up too, with June on one side of him and Arthur Renn on the other, and he did not say a word and he did not look back.
I stayed in the round room with the two stones.
They were both lit. It was a pale light and it came out of the marks and it filled the room and it did not go out and it did not flicker. I put my hand on the heart and it was warm and I put my hand on the piece and it was warm and the mark on my shoulder was warm and the three of them were the same warmth.
Elias came and stood beside me.
“Two days,” he said.
“Two days.”
“And then the new moon and the circle and the three Lunas.” He looked at the stones. “And then what?”
“And then the land is claimed and the curse is finished and the Council falls.” I took my hand off the stone. “And I have to decide what to do with the whole of it.”
He was quiet for a moment.
“Not tonight,” he said.
“Not tonight.” I picked up the lantern. “But there is a tunnel we have not walked.”
“Wren.”
“Erik said it goes east under the field and comes out in the trees on the north road. He said there is a thing at the end of it.” I looked at him. “Elias, the Council has been keeping paper in this territory for eighty-five years. The vault is one place. There may be another.”
He looked at the map on the floor.
“Then we walk it,” he said.
We went down the second stair and into the tunnel.
It was lower than the one that went to the mill and narrower and the walls were rough stone and the floor was packed earth. It went east and it went down and it went under the east field and it was cold and it smelled of wet and old.
I went first with the lantern. Elias came behind me with the map.
We walked for a quarter of an hour and the tunnel did not change. It was stone and earth and roots and it went on.
And then it stopped being a tunnel.
It opened into a room.
It was not a vault. It was a room cut out of the earth with a floor of boards and a ceiling of boards and a stove in the corner with a pipe going up into the dark. There was a table and a chair and a bed with a blanket on it and a shelf along the wall with a lamp and a tin cup and a book. There was a coat on a peg by the door.
Somebody lived there.
I put my hand on the stove.
It was warm.
“Wren,” Elias said.
He was standing at the table with the lantern in his hand and there was a paper on the table and he was looking at it.
It was a map of the territory. It was the same map that had been in the vault and on the wall of the mill loft and it had the circle and the mill and the pack house and the east field marked on it. But it had more. It had the north line and the co-op road and the ridge and the mill road and it had lines drawn on it in red pencil and the lines were the patrols.
“Somebody has been mapping the patrols,” I said.
“Somebody has been mapping the patrols for a long time.” Elias turned the paper over. There was a list on the back. It was in a small neat hand and it went down the page.
It was a list of dates.
The fourteenth of June. The fifteenth. The twenty-second. The twelfth of July. The ninth of August. The third of September. The twenty-ninth of September.
“Those are the dates,” I said. “Those are the dates of the attacks.”
“Those are the dates of the attacks,” Elias said. “Every calf and every fence and every night the hunters went out. Somebody has been keeping a list of every attack in this territory and they have been keeping it in a tunnel under the east field where nobody would ever find it.”
I sat down in the chair.
There was a book on the shelf. I took it down and opened it.
It was a diary. It was in the same small neat hand and it went back years. It started in 1968 and it went to 1979 and every entry was short and every entry was about the territory.
The fourteenth of June. A calf at the Hendersons. The wolf was in the trees by the wall and he did not come out.
The twenty-second of June. Owen is dead. The wolf was in the field and he did not come out. I am sorry.
I put the book down.
“Elias,” I said. “This is Clara Renn’s diary.”
He came and looked.
“It is not Clara’s hand,” he said.
“It is not Clara’s hand.” I turned the page. “It is a hand I have seen. It is the same hand that wrote the list of years in the mill room and the same hand that wrote the second examination request and the same hand that wrote the note in my mother’s ledger.”
I turned to the back of the book.
There was one more entry and it was dated the twenty-third of June, 1975, and it was longer than the rest.
It said: I was in the field last night. I saw the Beta put the knife in the boy and I saw the old one come out of the trees and finish it. I did not stop them. I have been hiding in this tunnel for sixty years and I did not come out of the trees. I am the second wolf. I am the one who watched. And I am going to write it down and put it in the wall where the girl will find it, and then I am going to go up the ridge and tell the healer what I saw.
The next page was blank.
“She did not tell the healer,” Elias said.
“She did not tell the healer.” I closed the book. “She wrote it down and she put it in the wall and she went back to her house and she sat in her chair and she did not tell anybody for four months.”
And then the stove went out.
It did not go out the way a fire goes out. It went out the way a candle goes out when a hand closes over it, and the room was dark and the tunnel behind us was dark and the lantern in Elias’s hand was the only light.
“Somebody is in the tunnel,” he said.
I stood up.
There was a sound from the dark at the far end of the room. It was a footstep and then another.
And then a voice that was old and tired and very quiet said, “Put the book down, Wren. It is not finished.”
The whole of the mill yard was quiet and the whole of the it was the whole of the line and the whole of the it was the whole of the ground.It was the first of May and the wheat was up and the whole of the east field was green and the whole of the west line was green and the whole of the north field was green.And the whole of the mill was the whole of the keeper's house with the door that closed and the window that opened and the chair by the window and the rug on the floor and the crib in the corner.And in the crib there was a child.She was three months old and she had red hair and amber eyes and she was awake and she was making a sound that was not a word and the whole of her was the whole of the line.I picked her up.“Ilse,” I said. “The whole of the it is the whole of the it.”She made the sound again.And then Elias came in from the yard with his shirt sleeves rolled up and his hair in his eyes and his hands dirty from the fence line.“Wren,” he said. “The whole of the it is
The whole of the circle was quiet and the whole of the it was the whole of the line and the whole of the it was the whole of the mark.And then the whole of the it was the whole of the record.The whole of the line went up to the pack house in the morning and the whole of the them came into the Alpha's office and the whole of the them sat down at the long table and the whole of the them had the register and the crates and the whole of the it.The whole of the record was on the table. It was the new record. It was the record of the whole of the packs and it had been bound in leather by Arthur Renn and it had a brass clasp and the whole of it was blank.And it was waiting for the whole of the it.“Alpha,” Arthur Renn said. “The whole of the it is the whole of the record. And the whole of the record is the whole of the line.” He put his hand on the book. “And the whole of the it is going to be written by the whole of the it.”I sat down at the head of the table.“Then write the whole of
The whole of the circle was quiet and the whole of the it was the whole of the line and the whole of the it was the whole of the ground.And then the whole of the it was the whole of the mark.It was not a day and it was not a night and it was not a trial. It was a thing that happened in the circle in the spring with the whole of the line around it and the whole of the ground under it.The whole of the it came at dusk on the first full moon after the trial.The whole of the line came into the circle and the whole of the pack and the whole of the territories and the whole of the east and the whole of the them stood around the flat stone and the whole of the them put their hands on the stone.And then Ada of the north came into the circle.She was old and she had a cane and a shawl and she was the keeper and she had been the keeper for eighty-five years.“Alpha,” she said. “The whole of the it is the whole of the mark.”“The whole of the it is the whole of the mark,” I said.She put the
The whole of the packs was signed and the whole of the line was one and the whole of it was the whole of the ground.And then the whole of the it was the whole of the trial.It was held in the circle in the trees in the spring when the snow was gone and the wheat was up and the whole of the east field was green.The whole of the Council came and the whole of the territories came and the whole of the east came and the whole of the north came and the whole of the line came and the whole of the it was in the east field.And in the middle of the circle there was a table and seven chairs and the whole of the Alphas of the whole of the packs sat in the chairs.I sat in the middle chair with Ilse in my arms and Elias beside me.And in front of the table there was a wolf.It was Silas and he was in a gray coat and his hands were tied and his face was gray and the whole of him was the whole of the it.“Silas,” I said.“Alpha,” he said.“The whole of the it is the whole of the trial,” I said. “
The whole of the circle roared and the whole of the it was the whole of the line and the whole of the it was the whole of the ground.And then the whole of the it was the whole of the whole of the it.The Alpha of the Alphas stood on the flat stone with his staff in his hand and the whole of him was the whole of the it."Alpha," he said. "The whole of the it is the whole of the line and the whole of the line is the whole of the ground and the whole of the ground is the whole of the territories." He put his staff on the stone. "And the whole of the territories is not the whole of the Council and the whole of the Council is not the whole of the territories. The whole of the territories is the whole of the line."I stood in the circle."The whole of the it is the whole of the line," I said."The whole of the it is the whole of the line," the Alpha of the Alphas said. "And the whole of the line is the whole of the packs." He put his hand on his chest. "And the whole of the packs is going
The whole of the circle was quiet and the whole of the it was the whole of the line and the whole of the it was the whole of the ground.And then the wind came up.It came out of the trees and it came across the circle and the whole of the it was not the wind of January and the whole of the it was not the wind of the snow.It was warm and it smelled of pine and cedar and the inside of a cedar chest and the whole of it was the whole of the it.I stood on the flat stone with Ilse in my arms.And then I heard it.It was a voice and it was quiet and it came out of the wind and the whole of it was the whole of the it.It said: Wren.I stood in the circle.“Mama,” I said.The whole of the circle was silent.And then the voice came again.It said: I am sorry.I sat down on the flat stone.“Mama,” I said.The voice came out of the wind and the whole of it was warm.It said: I did the whole of the it the wrong way. I kept the whole of the it in a box and I paid the rent and I kept you out of t







