Mag-log inSeleneAfter a night with the girls, I am seriously ready to head out of here. I understand what they are saying but I need this change. I sit in my bedroom eating on snacks that Gurtie has made for me. Wearing just a pair of shirts and a tank top on I look at my growing stomach. I rest my hands on my stomach as I talk to the baby. “Yes, little bean, I promise I will be telling your father. I will be doing it soon. Okay I do wish I could wait until I moved to California then send him a telegram.” I murmur to myself. I swear I felt something weird as my stomach seems to summersault. “Okay baby bean. I see you are really wanting to be introduced to your father. I get it.” Then suddenly I hear a banging at the front door. I hear security scramble to secure the crazy person at the door. I peak out of my bedroom and see Miles and Raul walking towards me. Hands extended telling me to remain in the room. “What is going on Raul?” I ask as the other women in the house are also m
RowanI get onto the jet that Bergman had waiting for me. I am greeted right away by the staff. Some of the security detail is also with me. I wonder why they are here. “Hello men, is there something you know that I don’t?” I ask them. They both look at each other and I know I’m wasting my time asking. I exhale and pull out my phone to reach the host of this jet. “Yes brother?” Bergman picks up on the first call. “Why are your men on the jet?” “To keep all those that matter to me safe. They will watch after you. I know you feel the problem is fixed but we still haven’t confirmed who is behind this.” “So, me returning to New York is a problem and could be harmful to Selene. Is that what you are telling me?” I am getting more worked up on what
Selene“Hey Selene! Sorry to bother you on your weekend but I wanted to let you know the person I recommended to help start up the company is all a go. Her name is Jessica Benson and she will be meeting with you when you make your next trip out here. I think she will be wonderful as your assistant.” He tells me as I look over the shoulder making sure I am alone. “That is great. I will chat with her before I get there. Then I can get her up to speed. I will need a good team to get the company off the ground.” I tell him. “Great, so how is the move going? You plan to be here by the end of the month, right?” Dexter asks and I look around like he is right here spilling all my secrets. Once I see the coast is still clear I speak softly. “Yes, that is still the plan. I am actually going to get most of the new stuff there. Just packing some
RowanSitting in my office I am enjoying the view from my office. The West End had all the action of theaters, night life, restaurants. There were classic architecture and then there was the building I took up residence. The new all glass high rises that filled the London skies. It was beautiful with the lot of rain that we received here. My top corner office had a glass half ceiling that all but has a waterfall that cascades down. It’s like a free water feature given the heavens. “Rowan, darling when can we head out of here. I am ready to go shopping. You promised me that we would after lunch.” Elle whines laying all dramatically on a fainting couch that I put in especially for her. I know what you are thinking. That I am catering to her and her crazy needs. Well yes, yes, I am. I have to make sure that every T is crossed and the I is dotted. I need this all to go well. I know Elle is a handful but she is very helpful towards
SeleneIt’s been two weeks since he left. I have messaged him. I have talked briefly with him yet somehow Elle is always in the way. Talking in the background. Making herself known and remaining a thorn in my side. Even this baby doesn’t like the woman. I get nauseous every time I hear her voice. ‘I’m with you kid. We do not like her in any way shape or form.’ I tell my little bean. That is what I have been calling the baby. I can’t wait to meet this kid. I am already so in love with them. The only good is that the threats have stopped. I haven’t gotten any more calls, prank calls or random drop offs. It’s like I have some normalcy back in my life. But its not the same without Rowan in it to drive me absolutely insane. I miss the damn asshole. Not just because he is the father of my child. But because I miss everything, we were to each other. It’s the weekend
RowanTime flies when you are preparing for your events that change your life. I am all packed and ready to head to London. I have been speaking constantly with Selene. She seems to understand why we need this time apart. I ha e cooled things with Elle, but only the constant dating. I’ve been stringing her along, and I need to make sure she is ready for the next level. The official dating between us. I know it makes no sense, but I need her to be my girlfriend. Even if it passes off my wife. It was a call I made from the office after we had a meeting with the team. “Well, I heard you were leaving for London.Were you going to leave without a goodbye? Or are you back with your ex-wife?” Elle calls my cell phone. I sat looking out the window at my view for the last time. “Elle, just the woman I was about to call. I want you to pack a bag.” I tell her as I hear her squeal in my ear. “Are you serious? You want me to come with you to Lon
43. SeleneIt’s been a few weeks since the funeral. Rowan has been acting as normal as before. He has however thrown himself even more into his work. Mr. Merrick would always talk to Rowan about buckling down when he first arrived. Now that Mr. Merrick is gone, it seems like he has bi
SeleneThis can’t be happening. I quickly close the door behind me, taking in the disheveled man before me. His cocky smirk stared me down. It makes me feel like utter filth in this moment. I mean I am tipsy at my boss’s funeral coming out of the bathroom from fucking the bartender. I have really
SeleneI look out the windows of my condo. The early morning clouds setting in showing it will be a cold overcast day. It’s sunday after the dinner party and I am shocked to say I had a really good time. So much so that the girls are on their way over so we can have brunch together. I have a cateri
RowanI swear, Ms. Selene Lancaster is the true and utter bane of my existence. The fact that she can enter a room I am in and totally fuck up my mood. I swear it is a skill only she has. No one gets under my skin like she does. My friends have been telling me for years to fuck her and get i







