LOGINMy feet moved before I could decide. One step. Then another.
Following him toward that door at the back of the club like I had any choice left in this world. The door led to a private room. Smaller than the club outside but somehow more suffocating. Red velvet couches lined the walls. Low lighting made everything look like it was dipped in blood. The smell that hit me was suffocating. Smoke and alcohol filled most of the atmosphere and it had me choked.. I gulped and walked deeper into the room. Dante was already relaxed on the center couch, legs spread wide like he owned not just this room but the entire world. He reached for something on the table—a silver cigarette case that caught the light when he opened it. But I noticed something. A slight detail that didn't fit with the rest of his controlled perfection. His hands shook as he lit the cigarette. Just barely. Just enough that the flame wavered before catching. Then it was gone, hidden behind the smooth way he brought the cigarette to his lips and inhaled. I frowned but didn't say anything. "You took your time," he said after dumping the lighter on the table. Smoke curled from his mouth as he spoke, making his words look poisonous. "I was beginning to think you'd try something stupid." I stood near the door, the blood-stained fur coat suddenly feeling like it weighed a thousand pounds. He leaned back, studying me through the smoke. "I knew who I chose. I saw the picture they sent. The job was simple—someone to fuck and move on." He took another drag, his gray eyes never leaving mine. "But you... you are just perfect." My stomach twisted. "Perfect for mercy," he continued, blowing smoke toward the ceiling. "That's what your name means, doesn't it? Celeste. Heavenly. Divine." His smirk was cruel. "How fitting that heaven would deliver itself to hell." I didn't say anything. Indeed, heaven had delivered me to hell, and unfortunately I shall remain there. "Take off the coat," he said suddenly. "It's annoying." I hesitated. My hands moved to the fur but stopped, trembling against the blood-stained white. In one fluid motion, he was up. The cigarette dangling from his lips as he crossed the space between us in three long strides. His hands grabbed the coat and ripped it from my body so violently I stumbled. The coat fell to the floor in a heap of ruined fur and blood. "I hate delays," he said, his voice dropping to something dangerous. "I told you. You obey only. Weren't you told that before coming?" I stood there in nothing but the white lace that covered almost nothing. My whole body wanted to curl in on itself, to hide, to disappear. But something in me—maybe the alcohol, maybe the knowledge that I was going to die anyway—refused to cower. I lifted my chin and met his eyes. "I was told," I said quietly. My hands were shaking but I kept them at my sides. "I was told you were rude and have no care for the women they sent to you. That you destroy the girls you like too much. That I should be grateful for the honor of serving you." His eyebrow raised. "And?" "And I think you're just a man who likes hurting people weaker than him," I said, my voice steadier than I felt. "There's nothing special about that." The room went deadly silent. Then his hand shot out and wrapped around my neck. Not squeezing—not yet—but the threat was clear in the pressure of his fingers against my pulse. "You have bite," he said softly, dangerously. The cigarette smoke curled between us. "I wasn't expecting that from someone trembling like a fish out of water." I couldn't breathe properly but I didn't look away. If he was going to kill me, I wanted him to see that I wasn't afraid. That some part of me wanted this to end. "Most of them cry by now," he continued, his thumb brushing against my throat. "Most of them beg. Or faint. Or break before I even touch them properly." His grip tightened slightly. "But you... you're still looking at me like you have any power here." "I don't have power," I whispered, my voice rough against his hold. "But I'm not afraid of you." "Liar." "I'm not afraid of dying," I corrected. "And I know you have every intention of seeing me dead." Something flickered in his gray eyes. Surprise maybe. Or interest. His grip loosened just enough for me to breathe easier. "You want to die?" he asked. I didn't answer. "That's why you took her place," he said, more statement than question. "Not to save her. To find an excuse to end it." Tears burned behind my eyes but I refused to let them fall. I wouldn't give him that. "How disappointing," he murmured, his hand sliding from my neck to my jaw. "I paid for a virgin nun. What I got was a suicidal martyr." He studied my face. "Though I suppose there's something poetic about defiling someone who's already dead inside." "Then do it," I said, surprising myself with how steady the words came out. "Do whatever you paid for and get it over with." His smirk returned. "Oh, palomita. That's not how this works." "Huh?" He took the cigarette from his lips and stubbed it out on the table without looking. His other hand was still holding my jaw, keeping my face tilted up to his. "I'm going to break you," he said simply. "Not quickly. Not, I don't do things quick. It would be slow. Careful. Until you forget you ever wanted to die." His thumb brushed across my lower lip. "Until the only thing you want is me." "I'll never want you," I whispered. "We'll see," he said. Then he smiled—really smiled—and it was the most terrifying thing I'd seen all night. "Strip.”I looked at the nurse whose eyes were darting from left to right. She didn't answer the question, as if confused on what to say. I frowned. "Are you new?"The nurse sighed, tucking a strand of her brunette hair behind her ear. "Is it obvious? It's my second week and I'm supposed to call the doctor and your question kinda threw me off. Please don't report me."“Hmm, is it that you don't want to tell me or…”“I just don't think it's something you should hear now. Emotional distress. Mental health…”I gave her a look she bit her lips, still standing there rather than doing the obvious.I tried to adjust my position in the bed, pushing myself up slightly with my good arm. Pain exploded through my left shoulder. I grunted, collapsing back against the pillows."Don't move," the nurse said quickly, moving closer. "You'll tear the stitches."I breathed through the pain, waiting for it to settle from screaming to just aching. My right hand moved instinctively to my throat, seeking comfort in.
“Mom.”My voice came out small. Like I was five again.She smiled.Oh, my baby.I ran to her.Or maybe I didn’t move at all one second she was far, the next she was right there, holding my face, her thumbs brushing away my tears.“I missed you,” I sobbed.“I know.”"I'm sorry," I said, or tried to say. "I'm so sorry I left you. I'm sorry I wasn't there. I'm sorry I chose him over you and you died alone and I should have stayed I should have—"Shh. Her fingers moved through my hair, gentle, the way she used to do when I was small and frightened of thunderstorms. 'It wasn't your fault.'"It was. I left. I chose—"'You were sixteen. You were a child who wanted to be wanted.' She pulled me closer, cradling my head against her shoulder the way she had when I was small. 'I never blamed you, Celeste. Not for a moment. Not even at the end.'"But Liora said—"'Liora was fourteen and terrified and needed someone to blame.' Her hand kept moving through my hair, weaving patterns I remembered from
The second bullet punched through the windshield.My ears rang before I even understood what had happened.The driver's head snapped forward, and something warm sprayed across my face, my chest, the windshield.Blood.So much blood.“Oh my God—”The car swerved violently. My lips trembled in fear, anxiety creeping through my body. Oh God. Oh God oh God oh God.“Don’t look at him.” Dante’s voice cut through my mind. “Celeste, don’t you dare look at him.”“I already did,” I whispered, my hands shaking as I wiped my face, only smearing more of it. “Dante—he’s—he’s—”“Dead.” Flat. “I need you to listen to me.” Dante's voice cut through the ringing in my ears. He was still pressed against me, his body shielding mine, but his hand shot forward to grab the wheel. "Take it!""What?""The wheel! Now!"He's insane. He's completely insane."I can't drive!" The words came out as a shriek. “Dante, I can’t–”"You don't need to drive!" He shoved the dead driver's body aside—don't look at the body
The car door closed behind me making me flinch. It sounded like a door closing against whatever silver lining I amy have had. But knowing my luck, I doubt there would ever be a silver lining. The leather seats of the car was thick, but cool against my skin. With tinted windows up and the faint smell of expensive cologne and gun oil, maybe, or just the scent of the gun. Or maybe my brain is bringing that smell to my nose because of the gun I sighted in the cup holster. Dante slid in beside me, and the driver pulled away from the convent without a word.I watched Sacred Mercy disappear through the rear window. Six years of my life reduced to a shrinking stone building in the distance, getting smaller and smaller until it was just another part of Prague's ancient skyline.Gone."Last chance to run, little nun."Dante's voice pulled my attention back to the interior of the car. He was watching me with that same unreadable expression, one arm stretched along the back of the seat, finge
The water from the shower had gone cold now. I let it flow down my naked body, as if it could wash away my sins.Standing here longer than expected may prevent the inevitable.But my legs wouldn't move. They felt rooted to the tile floor, anchored by the weight of everything that had just happened. Margaret's words kept circling in my head like vultures. ‘When have you ever been free? When have you ever just... been?’I pressed my forehead against the cold tile wall and tried to breathe.A sharp knock on the bathroom door made me jump."Hurry up in there." It was one of the younger sisters, her voice muffled through the wood. "Mother Superior says you have fifteen minutes or she's sending you down in a towel."I straightened, turning off the water with shaking hands.Fifteen minutes.I stepped out of the shower and dried myself mechanically, watching water drip onto the floor in small puddles that looked like tears. My reflection in the foggy mirror was a stranger—wet hair plastered
Watching Mother Superior being put to her place brought a strange kind of satisfaction to my already grieving heart. Mother Superior's mouth opened, then closed, then opened again. The guards exchanged glances. Even Margaret looked stunned, her rehearsed composure cracking just slightly around the edges.I hung there in the chains, not quite believing what I'd just heard."Release her?" Mother Superior repeated, her voice tight. "Mr. Salvatore, I don't think you understand the situation—""I understand perfectly." Dante's tone was glacial. "You have something that belongs to me. I want it back. Now."Mother Superior's jaw clenched. For a moment I thought she might refuse, might pull rank or invoke some rule about convent jurisdiction. But then her eyes flicked to the two guards flanking Dante, to the way his hand rested casually near his jacket where I knew a gun must be hidden, and something in her expression shifted.She turne







