The night air feels crisp and fresh, there’s a small chill on the breeze that feels refreshing, I can hear crickets chirping all around me and the small birds call out to each other in a beautiful chorus that takes me back to my childhood, to the long summer nights that I would spend hidden in the gardens of the pack house or roaming the forest searching for something, anything that would protect us from Alister. Summer is almost over and the autumn nights will set in fast. The waxing crescent moon hangs perfectly in the cloudless sky, bright twinkling stars fill the black void, giving it warmth. The smell of pine and wet grass mixes with the fresh water and moss from the rocks that line the bed of the small stream that runs along the small dirt path joggers and dog walkers use during the day. Droplets of rain still linger on the vibrant green leaves that hang above me, I feel them dripping onto my black fur as I move beneath the thick, ancient trees that surround me. I can almost feel the history and the magic that once consumed this land thrumming from them deep within me, like a beating drum calling me home. Leaves bristle against my legs as I brush past the bushes that fill the forest floor along with tall grass and bluebells. The sweet scent fills the air, but it does nothing to hide the small rabbit scurrying into its burrow to avoid me. Bats fly around above me looking for their prey. I can hear their wings as they flap frantically.
The sound of an old bell clanging echoes in my ears. It sounds broken, more like a clank than a chime. Something dashes past my right. It makes the leaves of the bush rustle and the dry twigs on the floor snap. I stop and dart off after the thing. My paws hit the soft ground, sinking in and leaving my trail as I followed the chiming of the bell ahead of me. *I can’t get a scent on this thing!* Micha, one of my best friends and my future beta, says through the mind link that I share with the wolves from our pack. Every wolf can do this, it is how we communicate when in our wolf form, but we can only mind link with wolves from our pack. I can see his wolf to the right of me, a large brown brute that looks strong and fearsome. His powerful muscles push him forward after the thing we are tracking close to our territory and even closer to our home. *It's fast. I don’t think I’ve ever seen anything this fast before.* Eric, my other best friend, and future gamma added. His wolf runs to my left, a large black and white beast who is fast, nibble, and intelligent, a perfect combination for my second and third in command. The creature we are currently chasing has been stalking women across the country. I say creature, because this thing is definitely supernatural, we just don’t know what type of supernatural. It has been making its way closer to the town that our pack inhabits. We have heard whispers of it from different packs all around the country. This thing is roaming the UK searching for something or someone and is leaving a trail of terrified young women in its wake, and now the local news is reporting on it, showing CCTV of the blurred creature as it stalks its target, petrifying them whilst moving around unseen. Not a single person who has fallen prey to this creature can describe what it looks like. The news has begun to call it The Shadow Stalker and, to be honest, I think that’s what it could be, a shadow that disappears into the night unseen and unknown. No one from our world knows of its existence, or what it could possibly be, but tonight is the first time we have managed to get close enough to almost find out. I knew it was only a matter of time before it made its way to us, and now it falls on our shoulders to stop it and protect the humans from its sinister motives. The sound of the bell disappears, and I know that whatever it was we were just chasing is now long gone. Vanished into the darkness of the night. *We lost it. Let’s head back home.* I decide. I slowed down and came to a stop. I see Micha and Eric turn around and make their way home, but I want to make sure that the creature really has gone first. I scan the trees and the bushes surrounding me, wondering what the creature wants and why it’s here, before turning and catching up with my friends. Micha and Eric both live with me in the penthouse at the top of an old house. It used to be a home for old miners, but it was sold and redeveloped a few years ago, and it was my big break. I managed to buy the old home and with Micha’s and Eric’s help, we redeveloped the building, keeping the penthouse for ourselves. It was perfect. The pack house wasn’t that far away, so if we were ever needed, we didn’t have far to go, but it was far enough that I didn’t have to worry about running into my father all the time. Alister, even thinking of him, makes my fury surge; the mighty Alpha of The Bloodclaw Prowlers. He was a ruthless and merciless man; he ruled the pack with his barbaric and brutish ways, and he was adamant that I make it on my own first before I became Alpha of his pack. I was fine with that. Alister is a dick. The less time I spend with him, the better. My mum is the only reason I’ve not killed him, because she has something with him, no other wolf has, something that seems to be a fairytale now, told to children to give them hope. A true bond. I have never heard of any other wolf having a true mate bond, given to them by the moon goddess, but my father, the dickhead, did. This meant that their lives were intertwined, making them one. Meaning, that if anything happened to one, it happened to the other. Many believed that the true mate bond had died out years ago, that the moon goddess had forsaken us, but I knew that wasn’t true because the goddess had given Alister a fated mate, someone she thought worthy of him, but he chose to abuse and diminish her self worth, making her become a shell of herself. Alister is adamant that the true bond has died out because wolves have diluted their bloodline with the humans, if anyone from our pack tries to take a human mate, my ruthless beast of a father slaughters them, he makes the wolf watch as he rips the human limb from limb before killing the wolf brave enough to take a human mate. It kills me to see how he has broken the faith the pack has in him as alpha, and in me. They all see me like him, but I will be damned if I end up like him. I’ve been tempted myself over the years to take a chosen mate, plenty of the she-wolves from the pack have offered, but then I think of the woman who fills my dreams every single night. Her face is that of an angel, and it haunts me. Her eyes are a baby blue. They look like the deepest ocean but surrounding her pupil is a light purple ring, it’s like the colour is leaking from the black spot creating what looks like a beautiful flower floating on the ocean of blue. Her lips look so sweet and full, I ache to taste them, her body is voluptuous and sexy. I’ve spent many hours picturing myself exploring every inch of it. Her hair looks like velvet; it falls over her shoulder and down her back in thick and luscious light brown waves. I try to forget about her and allow myself the pleasure of other women, but they never really satisfy my needs. It always feels empty, and the pleasure is short-lived. I find myself longing for someone who isn’t real except when I am in the land of dreams. We race through the trees, weaving between them and pouncing over the large rocks that lay in our path. Both Micha's and Eric’s wolves are large and strong, but my wolf is bigger than both. All alpha wolves are large, but mine happens to be larger than most. Even Alister was impressed with how large my wolf was. We reached the small box that we stashed our clothes inside; the forest happened to be next to the house which was perfect for us. It’s large and beautiful, but it’s also open to the public, so we have to be careful when in our wolf forms, it is extremely popular with joggers, dog walkers, and local kids wanting to get drunk, or scare each other silly with ghost stories of the old witch that supposedly lived in these woods hundreds of years ago but we make sure to take extra care and have never been caught by any of the humans. We also have the sanctuary of the pack house and its grounds, but Alister has made sure I never feel safe or wanted there. If the forest is ever busy though, and we need to let our wolves out, we always have the option to go there, I just make sure to avoid Alister like he has the bubonic plague. The land surrounding the pack house is a part of this forest, the trees seem thicker and older though, the closer we get to the pack house. All the land that the pack house sits on is privately owned by my twat of a dad, so we are safe from humans seeing us. I enjoyed running through the gardens at the pack house as a young wolf, but now the whole area feels oppressive. Alister made sure I always felt his presence whenever I went home, which is one of the reasons I avoided it as much as I could. As I dress, I can’t help the feeling of dread that has begun to wash over me. Something deep in my gut is telling me something is wrong. The air feels electrifying, as if a storm is brewing and about to unleash its fury on us. Micha and Eric are silent as we walk back to the house. I can sense their unease, and I feel the pit in my stomach turning more and more the closer to the house we get. “Boys, it’s about time you got here!” Waiting outside our building, leaning against his classic black Porsche 911 930 turbo, is the man who sucks all the life from the room when he enters it. His presence is suffocating, and his superior attitude leaves a bitter taste in my mouth. He treats everyone around him like a piece of shit he’s just stepped in. His eyes ran over all three of us as Micha and Eric dropped to their knees. This is not how most people greet an alpha, but he demands that everyone bows down to him. He has to compensate for not being born into the position like me, but given his title through marriage. Not many wolves know that my mother is the rightful alpha of our pack, Alister forced her out and made her give him the title, leaving her to raise me and my sister, and then when he finally had the title he so desperately craved, he tossed her to the side, and made her life a living hell. I’m unwilling to submit to him. I look directly into his dark soulless eyes which pisses him off more, but I’m not afraid of him, not anymore. “Alister!” He stands up straight and scowls at me. I can see his glare of disapproval because I refused to bow down. “What can we do for you?” I asked, letting my irritation fill each word. I want to spend as little time as humanly possible with him. The sooner he’s gone the better. He looked at me like I was nothing, just a waste of his time. He never cared for me. All he cared about was his cars and fooling everyone into believing he was powerful. His title is what he truly cared for, and he made sure we knew that. “I believe we have had a sighting of the creature terrorising our country. I have told the council we will deal with it. I need you to find it and bring it to me, so I can end its terror.” “We’re already on it.” I snarl and stalk toward the front door, needing to get away from his insufferable presence before I lose my shi t and do something unforgivable. “Don’t walk away from your alpha!” he roared. I stopped walking and froze in my place, not because he demanded me to, his demands didn’t work on me, and he hates that, but because he was pissing me off, and I was trying to calm myself down. Not only did some of the wolves from the pack live in the building, but a few humans lived in the flats as well and they would have heard him and his big fucking gob. I hear him walking up behind me and feel all my muscles tense in apprehension of what’s about to come. I don’t fight him or flinch but take his punishment. It’s the only way I will get the pack and free them from his tyranny. He will never give me the pack if I fight him on this. My absence pleases him, I’m a constant reminder that his power will be taken away. I brace myself ready for him. “Don’t you ever turn your back on me, son!” The way his voice sounds when he says son makes my skin crawl, it drips with hatred and loathing. I’m positive if it wasn’t for my mother he would have killed me as a child so he could keep his title. “You’re pathetic. You think you will ever be a mighty alpha!” He growled into my ear as he kicked the back of my leg, pushing me down onto my knees. Fury roared through my mind, engulfing me. It felt suffocating, but I was used to his loathsome words. I clenched my fists together and let his words slip over my head as I readied myself for his blow. I could hear his feet shifting behind me in the gravel. I felt his claws raking down my back and tearing my shirt. This didn’t hurt anymore, I was used to his fury. I stood up and turned to look Alister in his eyes. I stepped forward, towering over him, and saw his anger spark in his eyes. “Stand up!” I growled. I knew Micha and Eric would know I was talking to them. I wasn’t going to have my beta and gamma bowing down to him anymore. “That is the last time you will ever touch me.” I turned and walked into the house, with Micha and Eric behind me. I was furious that Alister had come to my home to humiliate me in front of my beta and gamma, but most of all, I was furious with myself for allowing him to continue doing it. I stormed up the stairs and threw the door to the penthouse open, tipping the table over as I stormed in, smashing it to the floor. I picked up the picture of myself, my mum and my sister that sat on the sideboard near the front door and threw it against the wall, which had a large mirror hanging on it. The sound of glass breaking echoed in my ears, but all I could see was pure blind rage. “Why do you let him do that to you, Callan?” Micha asked. He had to obey my dad, but me, I was an alpha in my own right. I was strong, and I let him rip my back to pieces to appease him, all so I could get what was rightfully mine. I looked at my friend as it hit me. It wasn’t just so I could get the pack from him, I did it to protect my mum. I had learned a long time ago that if I angered Alister, he would hit me instead of her. If I let him take his fury out on me, then she will live another day without his assaults. I have done this since I was 9 years old. I still remember it like it was yesterday. I could hear them arguing. I was terrified of Alister, but I loved my mum deeply. Her soul was pure and full of love and kindness. I could hear her sobs and cries for mercy along with the pounding of flesh as he beat her senseless, so I did what any son would do. As I walked into the room, I saw something that made my blood boil. I saw the man who was supposed to protect us beating the living shit out of my mum and I learned fast that if I angered him at that moment, I could take the beating in her place, he would leave her alone for the rest of the day. Now it was just second nature to me. “I will get Alison to come and clean this up tomorrow,” I said and walked off to my room, slamming the door shut behind me. I tore the remains of my shirt off and threw the scraps into the small waste bin in my room. I wasn’t going to let Alister throw his weight around anymore, if I was going to be a better alpha than him, I had to start now by putting an end to his abuse and figuring out how to take back what was never his to begin with. I had to figure out how to take the pack without killing my mum.Ayla POV If someone had told me 3 months ago that I would have ended up on this road, I would have laughed at them, but here I was. Driving back to my home town to live with my parents because I had no job, no home and a broken heart. I had failed at life and now I was crawling back to my parents with my tail between my legs. My mum and dad had moved out of my childhood home, with me gone and creating a new life for myself they decided to sell the home in the hopes that a new family would buy it and they would go on to create some amazing memories in the house which was a nice thought, they ended up buying some fancy apartment in the nicer part of town where most of the well to do people lived. I had been meaning to stop by and visit them, but life always seemed too hectic. Marcus never really wanted to come and visit with me. He always made excuses as to why he couldn’t come, and my job was so demanding at the time, but that’s not really a good enough excuse. I can see the welcome s
Callan POV I hear the front door closing and look up from the pile of paperwork laid on the table in front of me to see Micha walking in, I glance at my watch and notice he has been gone for the last 90 minutes. His face has a smug look plastered on it, piquing my interest in what he has been doing for the last one and a half hours. “What’s made you so happy?” I ask. “I’ve just met Iris and Wyatt’s daughter, Ayla, and she is.. interesting.” The name Ayla makes my wolf stir and my heart race, but it also ignites fury deep inside of me hearing it come from another man’s mouth. I sit up straight, feeling uncomfortable with what is happening to me from hearing some girl's name. “She’s just moved back in with them, and fuck she’s sexy, I wouldn’t mind getting to know her better. Where’s Eric?” Micha continues as he moves across the penthouse, pulling the fridge door open. Fury pumped through my veins, making my blood boil. I can feel the heat of rage consuming me. I clenched my fists
Ayla POV “Are you sure you wouldn’t rather just grab some wine and we can drink at your place?” I asked Nicola for the tenth time since leaving my parents flat. No matter how hard I tried to fight her on things, I always somehow seemed to cave in and do what she wanted, I think it’s because she is so domineering and dynamic, that I couldn’t really help but say yes to her. I squirm in the fake leather seat in the back of the taxi feeling underdressed, especially in comparison to Nicola. I hadn’t brought many of my clothes when I went back to Marcus’ flat, I just wanted to get out of there as fast as possible so I grabbed the first things my hands landed on and threw them into the bag but Nicola was a force to be reckoned with when she wanted something. I must admit she did have a way of making me feel good about myself, and she had managed to pull off making me look somewhat decent. She went through the few clothes I did have, picking out the nicest top which was a simple white top
Ayla POV I spun around to see Micha and Eric watching me trying to make the great escape. “You caught me!”I held my hands in the air making them smile. “We are just heading to another bar, do you want to join us?” Micha asked with a dashing smile. I found myself nodding my head in agreement, even though I had just been longing for my bed, I knew going with the two handsome men would be much more fun. “Great, let's go!” Eric clapped his hands and climbed into the front of the taxi I had just gotten for myself to take me home.The night seemed to blur into nonstop laughter, Micha was hilarious and such a smooth talker, ladies seemed to be throwing themselves at him and Eric was oblivious to how good-looking he was. Not once did either man try to make a move on me, and I felt like I was in the company of people I had known my whole life. We ended up falling into a taxi and rolling home at 2 am, something I hadn’t done since I left uni. As I stumbled out of the taxi the fresh air
Callan POV My mind was in turmoil. Haunted by a fucking scent and a name that had no meaning to me. That name was branded onto my brain, repeating over and over until I wanted to scream just to hear something different, and that scent was burnt into my nostrils. God, it made me feel like a man starved of water for a thousand years and the source of that scent was the elixir of life. I lay on the sofa listening to the sound of the wind as it rushed past the window, rustling the leaves of the forest surrounding me. I closed my eyes, praying to the goddess that I could finally fall asleep, but she had different ideas, she wanted to torture me and play the mantra going around my head louder. Ayla, Ayla, Ayla. “Fuck it!” I growled. I grabbed my brown leather laptop bag which was filled with the paperwork I had been trying to complete before I left for the pack meeting last night and sat down at the dining table, pulling out the folders of work that I couldn’t be arsed to do. But wha
Ayla POV I dropped down onto the sofa letting the hangover fully take me, when I first saw Marcus and that other woman it felt like my heart had been ripped from my chest whilst it still beat, but seeing him just now, I didn’t feel anything for him anymore, in fact, I felt free. A week ago I thought I would marry Marcus, but seeing him just now made me doubt all my feelings before. Now I can see I didn’t love Marcus as much as I thought. “I’m going to have a shower and then go for a walk to clear my head. Can I get to the forest through that gate?” “Yes, there’s a path that leads toward the stream, and then there’s the path we used to take when you were younger. Do you want some company?” I smiled at my mum and nodded my head, I would love nothing more than to spend some time with the wonderful woman in front of me. The air outside was cold but pleasant, the forest around the house was beautiful, large trees towered above us, and the leaves were a beautiful shade of green, castin
Callan POV The whole drive to college, Freya didn't stop talking. I didn't mind, she distracted me from my own disturbing thoughts of violence and murder. I dropped her off, watching her as she joined her friends. She looked so happy when she was away from Alister, his abusiveness just a distant memory. Her smile was large and bright, and her rich dark eyes sparkled as she nodded her head and laughed with a young man who seemed to be a little too friendly for my liking. *I thought you had a job to get to.* she mocked. The corner of my lip curled up. *I'm going.* I replied as I started the car and headed in the direction of the new plot of land we had recently purchased. It was a big piece of land close to The Miner's, it sat on the border of the town. It had once been a field the old farmer would graze his cows on, but now it sat there empty. As I got out of my car, I noticed Eric standing with a group of people wearing yellow hi-vis vests and bucket hats. “Callan, this is the
Callan POV Driving toward the office felt wrong, everything inside me wanted to turn around and drive back home, back to that voice. But that was just irrational. Although that sweet melodic voice soothed my raging soul, hearing that man declaring his love for whoever the voice belonged to made me and my wolf want to go on a murderous rampage, starting with him. “Pull it together Callan!” I growled at myself as I pulled up in my parking spot in the car park across the road from the office building in the centre of town. The lobby of the office was busy. The building has 8 different companies that all work in this one building. My office was on the 7th floor. Luckily, we had the whole of the 7th floor to ourselves. As the elevator door slid open, and I stepped off, a couple of wolves from the pack scurried back into their desks, looking suspicious as I strode past them. I employed quite a few wolves from the pack, some worked on the sites labouring and some helped around the offic
Callan POV I stand on the stage looking out toward my pack. Minister Robert stands in front of me; his long red robe brushes against the floor of the stage. I can hear the silence of the night; not a single sound can be heard apart from the pounding of my heart in my ears. The smell of pine trees fills the night air; it mixes with the smell of perfume and aftershave of the pack, all watching this monumental moment in our pack's history. “Does anyone here challenge Callan Carmichael for his title as alpha?” Minister Robert shouted, piercing the silence with his booming voice. I found myself holding my breath as I waited to see if anyone accepted the challenge; silence swirled around me as my heart pounded in my chest. “Please kneel, Alpha.” Minister Robert demanded. The muscles in my body relaxed; my pack wanted me as their alpha; no one challenged my title. I dropped down onto my knees. Minister Robert took the wolf dagger out from his belt rope and sliced the palm of his han
Ayla POV Everything feels surreal; the only time I know reality from illusion is when Callan touches me. His fingers brushing against my skin makes everything snap back into place. The world stops morphing into one of fantasy and becomes the world I know. His touch calms the chaotic affliction that is consuming my body and my soul. I can feel him trying to reach me through our bond; it feels like a constant pounding on my brain, like I have a door inside my head and he is knocking on it desperate to get in, but if I let him in, if he finds out the truth, how my body feels like it’s going to implode at any given moment taking me and everything around me, he won’t go through with his alpha ceremony, and even though it was only a dream, I can’t shake the warning of the lady who called herself Selene, the goddess of the moon. It wasn’t that long ago I thought I was dreaming of Duscellis and Runduc, and how very wrong I was about that. The nurse Callan has asked to stay with me is sitti
Callan POV “Ayla, you need me.” I protest as I slip my shirt on. Ayla had been awake for most of the day, but I wasn’t convinced she was actually any better. She had eaten quite a lot today, which was something she hadn’t done for the last few days, but her skin still looked a little flushed, and her temperature only seemed to settle when I was touching her; standing close to her, I could feel the heat emitting from her body; it was like standing next to a radiator on a cold winter's morning, but she was insistent she was fine, stubbornly insistent. I had tried to feel her through our bond, hoping to see if I could feel what she was feeling, but she had somehow locked it up again. She was sitting on the bed watching me, her breath caught in her throat as her gaze followed my hands as I buttoned up my shirt. “No, your pack needs you, Callan. I promise I will be ok.” “Knock knock, are you ready?” Micha asked as he stuck his head into the room. “Almost,” I answered. “You look bett
Callan POV The sound of our footsteps bounces off the stone floor and echoes up in the high ceiling of the hallway that wraps around the courtyard where the ancient tree stands. Ayla’s excitement bubbles inside my chest; I can feel a strange energy surrounding her; it feels like static, all the hairs on my arm are standing on end, and the energy is radiating from her across the space, filling every crevice of the narrow hallway. I open the door, holding it as she walks through; she glances up and smiles at me, but her eyes make my breath catch in my throat; they are ablaze, bright purple lights shine out from her eyes, but she looks so ethereal. I watch as she walks across the courtyard; her footsteps are light and make a soft padding noise on the stone floor, her hips sway so seductively, I feel entranced by them and her curvaceous ass; her hand is outstretched toward the tree, and as she passes by the beautiful violets my mother planted, I watch in awe as they all seem to bend towa
Ayla POV My head is buzzing; all I can hear is a low humming noise, but the sound is deep and resonates in my bones, making my body feel like it’s shaking. My body feels like someone has replaced my blood with acid, and my skin itches so bad, it feels like I have insects crawling just beneath the surface. I’ve not left Callan’s bedroom for the last couple of days; I can see the worry in his eyes every time he comes to check on me, but he has more important things to worry about than a stupid virus that will be over soon. Callan’s touch and sleep seem to be the only release I get from the pain, but I don’t want Callan to drop everything just so he can stay with me. Lately, my dreams have become demented; as soon as I close my eyes, all I see is women being hunted by Runduc, pain and brutish force inflicted upon these innocent women that I feel so connected to. I can feel their torment and pain as if it were my own, and the people I love lay slaughtered by his feet. I hear their scream
Callan POV “He's bullshitting!” Micha growled as he paced the floor of my office. The air in the room felt thick; I could feel Micha’s fury and Eric’s outrage smothering me. If it wasn’t for Ayla’s scent, which seemed to surpass all the other scents in the room, I would have lost my shit an hour ago when Micha demanded we speak. “And what if he’s not?” “He is.” He growled. “What if he can help me protect Ayla?” Micha stopped pacing now and turned to glare at me. His jaw clenched, and his eyes narrowed. “I will help you protect Ayla and Eric will; you have a pack out there willing to protect their Luna. We don’t need some fucking nut job who we don’t even know.” “He’s right, Callan. Rosie and her coven are helping us; we don’t need someone like him.” Eric agreed. Ayla stood up from the sofa in the room and made her way over to me; the sound of the denim of her jeans brushing against her legs got closer along with her intoxicating scent, which was already chasing away the migra
Callan POV The smell of food still lingered in the air from dinner; all of the tables had been pushed aside, and benches had been set out in rows facing the front of the banquet hall, where I sat waiting with Ayla. I must admit it felt fucking amazing having her sitting beside me like this; my Luna was taking her place. The large chandeliers above us cast a bright white light into the room, but there was an unnatural chill in the air, even though I was happy to finally be getting rid of Alister, a giant ball of dread coiled in my stomach. Minister Robert stood in front of me, ready to address the pack, and sitting to my right were Micha, Eric, and Freya. My mother sat at the very front on the benches, blending in with the pack; she had her hands folded in front of her, resting on her lap; she had a grim twist to her mouth, and every time she answered Ron, who was sitting beside her, she responded with a slow nod. Not once did she speak; she just slowly nodded her head as if she was o
Ayla POV The sound of birds singing outside drifts through the open window, which allows a cool breeze to flow through the room. Callan's skin feels warm beneath my cheek as I lay on his chest, listening to the sound of his heart beating. “Good morning, beautiful.” He grumbles; his fingers brush through my hair. His arm tightens around my body as he holds me close against him. “Good morning,” “How are you feeling today?” He asks. His hand travels down my back, his fingers trailing up and down my spine; sparks of excitement flick across my skin. “I feel better.” And I did; lying like this with Callan made me feel good, amazing even. My skin didn’t feel like it was on fire, and I no longer felt lightheaded. I felt full of energy. Callan gently sat up, pulling me up with him. “I have to go to training; are you sure you're ok?” “I’m fine. I need a shower, though; is that ok?” His eyes flashed black, and I felt my lips curling up. “You make this so hard.” He grumbled. Callan
Ayla POV Callan’s aftershave wrapped around me in a cocoon of safety; tingles ran across my lips as I felt him pressing his lips against mine. My eyes fluttered open, relieved at seeing his handsome face hovering above me, safe and untouched by Runduc. As I swung my legs out of the bed, it felt like my brain was spinning around inside my skull. I stood up wanting to get some of the food Callan had brought me, but the floor felt strange; my feet felt so heavy, like I had two bricks connected to my legs, which felt like two strands of spaghetti. My knees buckled, but thankfully I fell back onto the soft mattress, but that worry that was etched into Callan’s eyes earlier today hit me hard in my head like a train had crashed into my brain, my throat felt tight, and my chest began to burn. I didn’t want Callan to worry; he already carried the weight of the world on his shoulders because of me, and I didn’t want to burden him more than I already had, but as I leaned down to give him a kiss