LOGIN“The council understood what kind of pack my father ran and when he was approached about the possibility of them buying the land south of us he was eager to meet Alpha Landon Blue and his pregnant luna, Lucy. Now, Alpha Herman and Luna Amber recognized the size of their pack and without any additional land available for expansion they came up with a novel idea for the time. They approached the council, explained their situation and what they wanted to do. The oldest son, Akron, was in a position to inherit the Blue Fang pack but the other three, Lyle, Ardna and Landon, wanted to branch out on their own. Each new leader had members of the pack volunteering to leave with them completely blind as they were scrambling to find land to purchase.
Allen welcomed Landon into our home for several years until enough of the construction had been completed and pack members started flying or driving in. He was hugely instrumental in making the move a success for this new group. They immediately had a treaty put together agreeing that they would help each other defend the border. Cross training between packs occurred regularly resulting in the adults from the two packs becoming close friends. Hunter Blue, Landon and Lucy’s youngest son, quickly became a very close friend of mine. I attended his coronation, taking the helm of his pack when his parents passed suddenly twenty years ago and he attended mine just five years later.
The last time I saw Alpha Hunter and Luna Melina Blue was just two days before the rogues attacked. My own sons, Damian was nearly six and Lucas was four when we joined them for dinner. I remember Melina remarking on how much her daughter Savannah insisted on playing with Damian. Often wondering out loud if it was possible for two souls to feel the mate’s bond before they are even close to shifting.”
I pause a moment, watching my son closely as his anger appears to grow.
“Two nights later the air was filled with screams from the panic, fear and pain of being torn apart. Without warning the Blue Ridge pack had come under attack. I knew immediately that it was a targeted attack as they waited until the alpha and luna were alone before infiltrating. They also did everything they could to kill everyone who attempted to cross over to the Crimson Dawn pack. Fortunately one member did make it through but by the time he made it to me it was too late. Melina Blue was dead, Hunter Blue was in critical condition with a low probability of surviving the night and their three year old twins, Samantha and Savannah were missing and presumed dead.
For two years after the attack I kept communication and my border open. Their beta, Alrik Anderson assumed the leadership role taking the pack back to the old days where women and children lived in squalor and fear. He took his own beta, John Netski, within a few days of taking over. They both had their mates but I never found out if they were fated mates or chosen.
During my weekly dinners with Alpha Hunter he often spoke of how unhappy he was with Alrik. He believed that Alrik despised his kindness towards his pack and had become concerned that the beta position had gone to his head. He had started the process of removing his beta from the position, not as easily done as it is now, just days before the attack occurred.
When Alrik took over my weekly dinners became quarterly and each time we arrived there were more children for Damian and Lucas to play with. After two years of trying to work with him we had our last dinner together. I took that opportunity to explain that the treaty between Alpha Hunter and I was now void since he was no longer alive. I also explained that it meant our border was closed and any Blue Ridge members passing through would be detained as rogues. It was only as Lilly approached the youngest looking child there that I realized he had twelve to fourteen orphans living in the pack house with him. The oldest appeared to be in her early teens while the youngest appeared to be five or six.
Lilly started asking questions about her name but the girl was slapped across the face before she could form the words. When Lilly protested the action she was slapped as well. I immediately left and haven’t returned.
Now I know what everyone is thinking, what does this have to do with this meeting? Two weeks ago, on the ten year anniversary of the closing of our border to Blue Ridge, Beta Declan Jacobs crossed our border. He was the head of their security team so he understood the risks he was taking. He preemptively shifted into human form just after he crossed onto our land and started using a well worn trail to walk through our land in an effort to find a member of our pack.”
It’s as I talk that I use the link to check in with Damian. I have perfected the stealth link allowing me to connect with all of my kids without them knowing. I’m shocked to feel the level of anger that Damian is bottling up. I know before I start getting into the changes that I need from my warriors that I’m going to be met with resistance.
“Unfortunately, Damian intercepted him before the rest of his group could join him. Everyone here has been trained to ask questions first and attack only on defense. You left your group, Damian. You failed to communicate what you were after and you attacked in wolf form. There will be significant consequences for your actions starting with returning to basic training.”
“You can’t be serious. I completed basic training at the top of my class three years ago.”
He protests a point I’m well aware of.
“The rest of your consequences will remain private between the two of us unless you choose to share them.”
I move on without addressing his outburst. As my son, I do expect a certain level of defiance but he should be well aware at nearly seventeen, that he needs to remain within the realm of respect.
“Once I was able to get Declan into the care of my hospital team he was able to confirm the rumors that were floating around. Alpha Anderson is a tyrant.”
I pause as murmurs float around the room.
“He has used his position as alpha to rule over the pack through the use of abuse. Financially, he squandered the money that wasn’t in a trust fund, to buy whatever he wanted over maintaining the business and pack that Hunter and Melina built when they moved out here. Yes, it was old money given to them by Hunter’s parents before they moved out here but it was designated to be used for the pack. Unfortunately this has led to a difficult situation for half of the original pack. It was only those who managed to hide instead of fight, those who locked themselves away into safe rooms for days that ultimately survived the attack. This left many of the families that remain without one or more of their family members.”
“Start taking your clothes off. Leave your boxers so what happens doesn’t get strange and if you don’t have any on there are two pairs on the table.” My head slowly comes up from looking down at my own body, silently trying to point out that I have nothing but a pair of shorts. He points to the tray table set up on one side of the spa. My breath catches in my chest as I realize how planned this is. I slowly start stripping off what little clothes I have access to when I have to become human before we return to the locker rooms.“No.” He finally says. “You have the misfortune of a unique situation. Calming your wolf down is the only way you will be able to think using your instincts. Just like your mother, busting into that alpha’s house and demanding your mate will have a level of consequences you don’t want to deal with.” He steps down into the spa as he speaks, standing off center giving me plenty of room to follow. I can feel my anger soften slightly as I look into his eyes; they
Friday, July 12th(Damian’s POV)It’s been a little over two months since I first found out that my mate is being raped by her alpha and nearly a year since Cole left us. It was early the next week that I realized I had made a mistake by not taking dad’s offer to start Silvex. My wolf immediately started screaming no in my head when he offered it and I couldn’t help but repeat it. Unfortunately I’m now in a much more dangerous situation as I have tried every reasoning technique I can think of to take control of my inner beast but his anger is stronger than I believed possible. My wolf just won’t let go of the desire to tear Alrik and any other adult living in their pack house apart. His desire for revenge is causing mistakes, mistakes that could cost lives including my own. It was when I ended up in a close call with one of the Blue Ridge rogues that occasionally walks along the border that I realized I had lost control. After a second week of critical mistakes we started meeting in
“Did they tell you when this was?” “Early February when most small game animals are still hibernating. They established a meeting area and spread out. They each killed two hares and met her back at the designated place. She led them to a large shack. It was in a stage of disrepair that warranted destroying it but she showed them a hole at the backside. She used it to duck inside. The most senior of the group followed and instructed the others to wait outside until they were told to enter. He felt that all of them coming in would be overwhelming.” “Did he finish the story?” “You know what happened?” He nods. “He contacted me when they tracked her down. I guided them on the best way to interact with her. Encouraged them to help her hunt. I know winter is the hardest time to find food and based on what she told me, her and the other orphans are not being properly cared for. Allowing her to hunt and encouraging our guardsmen to assist her is in an effort to convince her that our pack
‘Parker is driving, we’re in his Expedition. I’m in the back seat. You know how nervous I am with vehicles.’ I can hear the fourth bay door opening as I finish the link with my dad. I’m hoping that including the information on where I’m sitting will prompt him to sit with me as I really do need him despite the anger he’s feeling right now. Parker starts the car seconds before hearing the back passenger side door open, flooding the backseat area with his scent. “When did you get this? It looks and even smells new.” Dad speaks a lot calmer than he had been just an hour ago.“Dad bought it for me when I turned eighteen. I know it’s just a car but it means a lot to me so I keep it clean.” “I guess I know where to find you when I can’t find you.” Dad chuckles as the Explorer starts moving. How Parker didn’t end up with ptsd around vehicles is a mystery to me but I’m grateful all the same. It’s hard enough on me to endure the flashbacks and hallucinations when trying to travel but the gu
“Parker and I planned on going out to one tonight. It’s an hour away in Lynchburg. I think you need to come with us. It’s the best way to deal with the anger you have right now.” He finally turns around and looks at me.“Is there anything I need?” “Just the standards for going out. Shoes, wallet, keys. We can stop and get something to eat on the way.” “It puts a kink in the normal schedule but it will give me what I need without me accidentally hurting Patrick.” I nod, relieved that he accepted my idea. “Meet you in the garage in five?” He watches me closely. “Yes sir. I’ll meet you there in five.”I leave his office easier than I entered but I don’t head straight to the garage. I form a link with Parker on my way up the stairs to my room, alerting him of the change in plans. Fortunately, the sooner timeframe for leaving doesn’t bother him as he’s finishing up his shower. I pull some water from the fridge as I enter, placing it on my dresser as I pull the medication I use to eas
I linger at the dining table longer than it takes me to eat the small plate I fixed from the leftovers in the fridge. One of the first things I learned when trying to overcome my fears of traveling was that I have severe motion sickness which delayed my ability to travel for a few weeks until Dr. Pierce was able to find a medication that didn’t knock me out. Once we figured that out, Parker started taking me and Dr. Richards on short trips just outside the territory. We have increased the distance over time until I was able to travel the full hour, take a short break, and make the trip back without going into a full panic attack. Some adjustments have been made as it’s still not completely smooth sailing but I’ve come far enough along that Dr. Richards no longer needs to tag along.I’m lost in my own thoughts long enough that the sound of the front door opening startles me. I look up from my phone in time to see mom followed closely by Jeremy and Lucas. “Damian!”Jeremy shouts excite
“It’s okay to be afraid, Damian.” She consoles as she brushes her fingers along my temple. “Your papa needs to change his position for multiple reasons. The most important one is the effect his position is having on your breathing. I will not lie to you, this will hurt but I promise it won’t be nea
“Papa, do you think you could give him some space so I can sneak in a cuddle?” Silently he moves seemingly without care to my current state of mind. I want to scream at him to stay but something stops me from doing so. “Take my hand, Damian. I’m sorry for not asking you directly but I don’t think
He speaks loudly so I can hear him over my own voice. The pain breaks me down as I give up. I can do nothing but bawl. “Very well done Damian.” Jessa praises me when I don’t feel like I’ve done well at all. “Unfortunately I do need Patrick to restrain your leg for the next part of this.” I can f
“This route changes today.” Jessa states with the confidence of an alpha. “Continuing to sedate him then manipulating him through the tests while he’s drugged takes his involvement, his sense of trust and understanding of the process out of the equation making his fear exponentially worse.” “What







