LOGIN“Start taking your clothes off. Leave your boxers so what happens doesn’t get strange and if you don’t have any on there are two pairs on the table.” My head slowly comes up from looking down at my own body, silently trying to point out that I have nothing but a pair of shorts. He points to the tray table set up on one side of the spa. My breath catches in my chest as I realize how planned this is. I slowly start stripping off what little clothes I have access to when I have to become human before we return to the locker rooms.“No.” He finally says. “You have the misfortune of a unique situation. Calming your wolf down is the only way you will be able to think using your instincts. Just like your mother, busting into that alpha’s house and demanding your mate will have a level of consequences you don’t want to deal with.” He steps down into the spa as he speaks, standing off center giving me plenty of room to follow. I can feel my anger soften slightly as I look into his eyes; they
Friday, July 12th(Damian’s POV)It’s been a little over two months since I first found out that my mate is being raped by her alpha and nearly a year since Cole left us. It was early the next week that I realized I had made a mistake by not taking dad’s offer to start Silvex. My wolf immediately started screaming no in my head when he offered it and I couldn’t help but repeat it. Unfortunately I’m now in a much more dangerous situation as I have tried every reasoning technique I can think of to take control of my inner beast but his anger is stronger than I believed possible. My wolf just won’t let go of the desire to tear Alrik and any other adult living in their pack house apart. His desire for revenge is causing mistakes, mistakes that could cost lives including my own. It was when I ended up in a close call with one of the Blue Ridge rogues that occasionally walks along the border that I realized I had lost control. After a second week of critical mistakes we started meeting in
“Did they tell you when this was?” “Early February when most small game animals are still hibernating. They established a meeting area and spread out. They each killed two hares and met her back at the designated place. She led them to a large shack. It was in a stage of disrepair that warranted destroying it but she showed them a hole at the backside. She used it to duck inside. The most senior of the group followed and instructed the others to wait outside until they were told to enter. He felt that all of them coming in would be overwhelming.” “Did he finish the story?” “You know what happened?” He nods. “He contacted me when they tracked her down. I guided them on the best way to interact with her. Encouraged them to help her hunt. I know winter is the hardest time to find food and based on what she told me, her and the other orphans are not being properly cared for. Allowing her to hunt and encouraging our guardsmen to assist her is in an effort to convince her that our pack
‘Parker is driving, we’re in his Expedition. I’m in the back seat. You know how nervous I am with vehicles.’ I can hear the fourth bay door opening as I finish the link with my dad. I’m hoping that including the information on where I’m sitting will prompt him to sit with me as I really do need him despite the anger he’s feeling right now. Parker starts the car seconds before hearing the back passenger side door open, flooding the backseat area with his scent. “When did you get this? It looks and even smells new.” Dad speaks a lot calmer than he had been just an hour ago.“Dad bought it for me when I turned eighteen. I know it’s just a car but it means a lot to me so I keep it clean.” “I guess I know where to find you when I can’t find you.” Dad chuckles as the Explorer starts moving. How Parker didn’t end up with ptsd around vehicles is a mystery to me but I’m grateful all the same. It’s hard enough on me to endure the flashbacks and hallucinations when trying to travel but the gu
“Parker and I planned on going out to one tonight. It’s an hour away in Lynchburg. I think you need to come with us. It’s the best way to deal with the anger you have right now.” He finally turns around and looks at me.“Is there anything I need?” “Just the standards for going out. Shoes, wallet, keys. We can stop and get something to eat on the way.” “It puts a kink in the normal schedule but it will give me what I need without me accidentally hurting Patrick.” I nod, relieved that he accepted my idea. “Meet you in the garage in five?” He watches me closely. “Yes sir. I’ll meet you there in five.”I leave his office easier than I entered but I don’t head straight to the garage. I form a link with Parker on my way up the stairs to my room, alerting him of the change in plans. Fortunately, the sooner timeframe for leaving doesn’t bother him as he’s finishing up his shower. I pull some water from the fridge as I enter, placing it on my dresser as I pull the medication I use to eas
I linger at the dining table longer than it takes me to eat the small plate I fixed from the leftovers in the fridge. One of the first things I learned when trying to overcome my fears of traveling was that I have severe motion sickness which delayed my ability to travel for a few weeks until Dr. Pierce was able to find a medication that didn’t knock me out. Once we figured that out, Parker started taking me and Dr. Richards on short trips just outside the territory. We have increased the distance over time until I was able to travel the full hour, take a short break, and make the trip back without going into a full panic attack. Some adjustments have been made as it’s still not completely smooth sailing but I’ve come far enough along that Dr. Richards no longer needs to tag along.I’m lost in my own thoughts long enough that the sound of the front door opening startles me. I look up from my phone in time to see mom followed closely by Jeremy and Lucas. “Damian!”Jeremy shouts excite
I close my eyes as I stand in place, taking the time I need to clear my mind. My father, my mother, my family believes in me so why don’t I. I ponder this question in silence, willing myself to find a place of peace. Dad said to open my mind. That he’d be with me every step of the way. What is he t
“I’m sorry things are so rough for you tonight. I promise, I will bring you no harm.” I speak slowly as I approach, my hands held in front of me, at shoulder height to show I have no weapons. I can feel Parker close behind me followed by Celine, Austin, Derick and Darren. “It’s Helen, correct.” I
She then hands me the cup that I immediately throw back without thinking. The effects are immediate, something I wasn’t prepared for. I would have collapsed from the pain, from the explosion occurring in my head had my father not been right beside me. He moves behind me and wraps his arms around me
I walk with dad up the metal, grated stairs. I’m on high alert as I step upon the backside of the stage as Amelia’s information has created a mix of emotions I wasn’t prepared for. I’m excited to get the rest of my linking ability and to show those outside of my patrol team my wolf as most have nev







