It wasn’t long before I asked Racer to go.
He was quiet, hesitating a long moment.
He doesn’t want to go. Doesn’t want to leave me alone. And I felt the hint of tenderness toward him that he was so worried for me.
But in moments I felt the bed dip and he rose. I saw his silhouette in the darkness of my loft as he collected his clothes in the blackness. Slipping his tunic over his head before heading down the ladder to his own bed.
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I heard floorboards creaking down below a while later and then the rungs of the ladder.
“Racer I’m fine. Please go back to bed.”
“Bit fiercer than that.” He rumbled in a laughing voice and I could tell from the more confident note in his voice who he was.
“What do you want, Vanquish?” I refused to roll over to talk to him. Sensing he stood behind me at the edge of my bed.
He spoke to my back, nonetheless. Refusing to take
I’d thought he’d want more from me. After lying next to me and sharing that vulnerable moment, I’d thought he’d want to consummate that peace.But instead, he’s leaving?“Vanquish?” My voice made him pause with his foot on the top rung.“Yes, Vanna.”I slid off the bed and ran around it to catch him near the stairs. Bracing his cheeks in my palms I kissed him. Taking his smooth lips and savoring the passionate feel of his response.Without breaking the kiss, he stepped off the ladder to embrace me. Deepening the kiss. And standing over me I realized how much taller he was and how I had to stand on my toes to reach him.“Make love to me?” I asked. Somehow the fact that he hadn’t pursued it made me want him all the more.“No, Vanna.”I reared back as though he’d punched me. My eyes huge. “No?”He shook his head sa
“Of course, you may!” Polly slid the other two leather medallions face down on the table across toward me. Barely pausing from the one she worked on.Marta smiled at me softly and nodded toward them. “Have a look. I think you’ll be impressed. Polly is quite exceptional.”I flipped them over and leaned to expect them in the dimness of the hut.Lyra Lani lifted the candle closer to me so I could see them better.I gasped, impressed. “Polly!”It was a beaming likeness of me. Down to the curve of my hair along my shoulders and my long lashes framing my eyes. But she’d somehow made me seem brighter. Like a bit of smiling light carved into the leather.Polly finally looked up to smile. “You like them?”“Love them!”“May I see?” Lyra Lani held out a delicate hand.“Of course!” I proudly put a medallion in her palm so she could have a
“I know…” I whispered. Gaze falling. “But my mates thought you hold more power over him than you sound…”“Did they?” The smiling note in her voice made me lift my head.“Does that please you?”“It does some, that they’d think so.”“One confided to me that you’ve had him under your sway since you were nearly pups.”That made her face brighten even in the dark. “Thank you for that Vanna. But please don’t say such things to anyone else.”I understood why she asked. It could make the alpha seem weak.“I won’t.” I promised.***“I will need all your help very soon.” I told my mates around the dinner table.Vanquish set down a hawk’s leg to eye me. “Did you get the Alpha’s permission?”“I talked to Lyra Lani.”“T
Killian scooped me up and put me on his knee.“Look at this face.” He caught my chin and turned it side to side as if to display my lovely angles.I turned my head in pretty poses as if to show my innocent, sweetness.“Oh, I see it.” Aviari said. “She’s a tiny, evil, blonde version of you. Equally as dreadful.”Killian clucked in mock outrage.Both my little brothers were snickering behind their hands.I shot them a venomous look then remembered I was supposed to be revealing how angelic I was.Least that’s what Killian always said.That’s why he’s my favorite.“Fair bit of demon in her.” Aviari teased. Giving me a broad grin.“Not in the least!” Killian defended “She’s virtually perfect!” Killian said. Giving me a wink through one of his laughing blue eyes.***Aviari had walked ba
Jaecar helped Samantha out of the water and into a filmy yellow summer dress.I turned away since neither of them seemed bother by their nudity. Being mated suited them.I’d never seen Samantha seem so confident.Soon they were chatting and elbowing each other playfully.Jaecar stepped behind her and tenderly twisted her hair to wring out some of the dampness for her.“Thank you.” She peered at him over her shoulder.“You’re most welcome.” He massaged her shoulders. “Now, let’s go find some critters for you to sketch.”He collected her drawing book from a stand of trees and held it up to show her.She caught his arm and they wandered off into the trees. Looking so happy I wondered if they might take off skipping.Well, they seem to be working out well.***I knelt next to the cool water and began sloshing my face. Glimpsing some small f
“How will I know you’re okay?” I asked Aviari in the memory. My small body was jerking with the weight of my grief. I didn’t want any of them to go.And I was so little and felt so helpless at the thought of all my older siblings leaving me. I imagined seeing a breakfast table where only half of our family sat.Instead of a room brimming over with laughter and teasing.“We’ll write you.” Baila Lae stepped behind Aviari and dropped a hand to his shoulder as if to give him strength. She gave him a gentle squeeze.“Dad is going to bring letters back and forth so none of us will feel alone.”“I can’t know where you are?” I looked up at her. Wanting to cling to her dress and beg her to stay with me.“No, Sweetheart.” She dropped to her knees next to Aviari to look at me. “It’s not safe for any of us that way.”“What if you&r
I opened my eyes and found Vanquish staring down at me. Still strung across his thigh.“Did it work.”“You’re a genius.” I sat up and twisted to catch his face. Applying my lips to his in a long kiss. I leapt to my feet to run back to the cottage. But his vise grip on my wrist brought me to a dead stop before I started.I gave him a slow look.“Ah, ah. I helped you. I deserve to know what you’ve discovered.”“So many siblings, Vanquish.” I dropped to my knees next to him. Excitement written over me. “More than I thought.”“More than the two that died?”“Yes.” I nodded.“Are they alive?” His voice rose with interest.“I don’t know…But I desperately want to.”“What are their names?”“Killian, Aviari, and Baila Lae.”“A sister?” Vanquish
Lyra met with me later and told me she’d let me know when it was time for us to go.But I found myself increasingly impatient. Agitated enough to spend half the night pacing.Every night for the last sevennight.And I knew that Hunter had been sneaking beyond the wall under the tenuous guise that the Alpha had given us permission to do so, though he’d not condoned it yet.It’s a dangerous game for Hunter. And I was often awake worrying for him until he got home.Looking weary and exhausted and flopping into his bed miserably.Indicating to me, he’d not yet found the house I so desperately needed to see.Come on. I pleaded Heavenward. Where is it?I was sure that if Hunter couldn’t find it, no one could.***HUNTERHunter had been sneaking beyond the wall in the evenings to search for the house as Vanna Rae had asked. Knowing