ログインWhen I asked Ann about a place where I could get a cheap jacket, she directed me about a block away to a used clothing shop.
The outside looked like all the other surrounding shop fronts, the inside wasn't unique either: plain white walls, racks of clothes, hooks for hats and bags, a couple sets of shelves for shoes that had seen better days, and a small wooden counter on the left with a cashier behind it. There were a few customers wandering around the shop, not really looking like they were trying to find anything specific. I searched the signs on the racks until I found the jackets. I ended up deciding on a thinner jacket. It was black and white plaid with a gray hood. It was a couple sizes too big but at least it would accommodate my baby bump when I got home. The lady at the counter seemed young like me, early twenties, her smile looked a little fake. I declined the bag and receipt, I wouldn't need them, I was just going to wear it out the door. Jane, as her name tag was labeled, offered to cut the tag off for me. I hadn't even noticed it, maybe her smile wasn't so fake. I thanked her and waved as I left the shop. Kya and a few pack members told me that bars were probably the best bet to find someone to mate with in the city if I wanted to go with as little emotional connection as possible. I wasn't sure if I could do that or if that was really the place for me but either way it was too early in the day for bars. Alcohol burned off too quickly in shifters and I wasn't one dancing either. I also didn't have a ton of money to waste so I decided on a more comfortable environment that would be free. I stopped in front of an open double gate with "Maple Park" etched in the plate at the top of the gate. Finding a good spot under a tree, to keep the sun out of my eyes. I took a seat in the cool grass and pulled out a couple of granola bars I'd put in my pocket along with the bottle of water Ann gave me after I spilled my first coffee on the man's boots, "Just in case you lose your coffee again", Ann had insisted. My cheeks heat just thinking about how embarrassing that was. I wish I was more confident and sweet like Kya, but I was just awkward and not great with showing my emotions to others, which made me come off as a life to some others in the pack. Only Riley and Kya were close enough to see the real me. Riley was like family, we'd met when I was 6. When we got our wolves we were allowed more freedom in wandering the pack lands because we had our wolves to keep us safe and take over if need be. I was walking through some neighborhood on the other side of the pack when I heard laughing. I followed it to a tan house with a short white fence in the front yard. In there I saw a little girl, close to my age, with black braided pigtails, rubbing around after a rabbit in the yard. I remember staring. It was the strangest thing to me, it didn't seem to actually be scared of her. They looked to just be playing. Maybe it was just the shifter in me, but rabbits seemed like food. I had a lot of questions: "Where did you get it? How long have you had it? Why isn't it scared of you? Does it have a name? What's your name?" She had it for about a month ago that point and it was only weary of her for a couple days. She seemed to have an affinity for animals. She'd named the, dirt brown, rabbit Polly. The girl's name was Riley. Riley told me she wanted to catch more rabbits until she had a whole farm of them, then she wanted to see them to the pack as pets. She looked so innocent and carefree that I didn't have the heart to tell her that most people would only see them as easy prey to feed their families. Right then I decided Riley would be my best friend and I'd talk her into keeping the rabbits for herself. Coming out of my memories I noticed some guys playing basketball on a concrete court on the edge of the park. Curiousity got the better of mesk I hopped up and wandered over towards the court. Riley and I used to play in school. They were much smaller teams due to shifters not needing a break like humans do during their games. I was a little better than Riley playing on a team, she just didn't get as rough as the rest of us. The school only introduced sports to get some energy and aggression out so we were less likely to "wolf-out". Most shifters were good shots because of our superior eyesight. "I've never seen anyone miss so many baskets", I thought as I approached the fence around the court. A guy in a red cut-off headed down the court with the ball after the other team missed their shot. Suddenly a girl with cornrows down her head, wearing all black, popped around Red's side and snatched the ball right out of his hands. I smirked at how fast she was as she dodged through most of his team before she finally had to pass, or risk the ball being stolen. The man she passed to, took a shot. He missed spectacularly. I had to cover my mouth to hold back the snort of laughter that tried to escape my lips. The ball was taken back down the court but my eyes were drawn back to the guy who'd missed the shot. He looked right at me. When our eyes locked, I once again was mesmerized be those big brown eyes with green flecks and the one green streak at the bottom. As the heat rushed to my face, I turned and quickly walked to the east side of the park to a trail I had noticed headed straight into the woods. A perfect place to disappear. I rushed through the trees, ditching the path. I walked until I was a couple yards from the trail, checking all my senses for any signs of humans. When I didn't find any I disrobed, put my clothes in my back pack and shifted, taking my pack in my teeth and tan back to camp. That was enough embarrassment for one day.When Grams died it was like the world just stopped. Michelle stayed with us for a while, barricaded in the guest room, probably because she couldn't be in Grams' house alone. Mika threw himself into work, he wouldn't accept my help at all. I did manage to coax Michelle into eating, even if it was mostly junk food. Mika ate sparsely for a few weeks. I was so worried I'd never get them out of this darkness that I forgot I'd lost someone too. One day I was standing in the sunroom, at the windows, looking out at the forest when Mika came up and hugged me from behind. The side of his face was rested on my head when he said, "She loved you, you know. You were her granddaughter too. It's okay to feel it. It's my turn to hold it together for you." It all hit me at once, that weight I'd been carrying dropped and with it the tears. I don't know how long I cried into Mika's shirt but I was exhausted when I looked up at his scraggly face, I'd never seen him not shaved before. Mika led me to
Riley POV: Amora where are you? It's been four months since you left for the city and never came back. We sent out trackers to and around the city for the first three months. They couldn't find your scent so I suggested the book store, that was the one place I was sure you'd go. They caught your scent there but couldn't track it outside, you must not have been there since the rain. The cashier said she had seen you, but not for a while. Kya is completely distraught. Alpha has been keeping her busy working with the kids but I was worried she was too lonely at home so I've been bringing her home with me after chores. I don't know if being with my family is helping at all but she shouldn't be alone. Kya had her baby. She's beautiful. Her name is Amy. Kya hasn't said but I think she is named after you. Well you and your mom, her middle name is Faera. She was born a little early but she's strong and very healthy. Ryxarra says to pray to the Goddess for your safe retu
"She and my grandson are getting married so she moved out here to the rescue with him," Grams blabbed, I didn't correct her that we weren't engaged. She insisted that he would though. "Oh, well it's great to see you," Paige said, smiling. "What are you doing out this far?" I asked. "I live out here with my parents, a couple doors down from Ann actually. I drive to the city for work, not many jobs around here. But the city is also too expensive for me to live in, so I drive back here. Hey did you finish that book?" Wow Paige was a talker, surprisingly I didn't mind. "Yeah I really enjoyed it. Sorry I didn't make it back to discuss it with you." Paige looked around the shop, "Well do you have time now?" "Of course she does, it's a ghost town in here," Grams shooed me from behind the counter, "You need to get off your feet anyhow." It was then that Paige saw my large baby bump and she squealed, "A baby! You're having a baby?" "Twins actually," I smiled
We discussed it and Mika brought me back to my senses, "If the Goddess gave us a son, why would she take him away before he's even had a chance to betray her? We just need to raise a good man so he never gives her a reason to take him." "Easier said than done Mika. Kids make mistakes. We can't stop everything." I argued. "I don't think it would be over something small. He'd have to have a harem of women or be a mass murderer." I rolled my eyes. Mika was being ridiculous but he was probably right. Maybe our son was safe. I wish I could ask Ryxarra's guidance on this. Maybe she could tell me what the Goddess had planned for my babies. I miss my pack, not just Kya and Riley. Pack life was so easy and made sense, way more than human society did. I love my new little family, I really do, I was just used to a much bigger family. Maybe I need more people to feel at home in this life. I should try making new friends to expand my 'pack'. But how would I do that? I was just
~3 months later It had finally come time for the twins anatomy scan. Keska was sure they were healthy but Mika was a worry wart and insisted we humor him. I didn't think their ultrasound would be any different than a human baby's, so nothing to worry about, right? Of course Michelle came with us, she had to be there to see who was right. She held her excitement in pretty well when the doctor came in. He asked a few simple questions about how I was feeling and the nausea was mostly gone so I was doing really good comparatively. "So what are we thinking they will be?" The doctor asked as he started the scan "She says both girls, I say at least one is a boy." Michelle answered. "Well I think you'll both be pleased." He chuckled. On the screen he pointed out that baby A had boy parts and baby B had none. This was more shocking than finding out there were twins in the first place. The next thing I knew Mika had rushed the doctor and Michelle out of the room. He
....I bit my lip, I wanted to make him feel good too, but I didn't know exactly what to do. I reached for it but Mika stopped me by grabbing my hands in both of his. "Tonight is all about you", he said. Then he pulled me to my feet and led me off the steps and to his bedroom. I was pretty sure I knew what he wanted so I crawled on the bed, laying down on my back. Mika immediately crawled over top of me but now his pants and boxers were gone. I really wanted to touch him, to know what it felt like and see if my touch felt good to him like his did to me. Mika must have known what I desired because he took my hand and guided it to his cock, squeezing my hand around it, showing me how to stroke it. I must have done something right because a breathy sigh escaped his lips and he tilted his head back. I could see the pleasure on his face, which was satisfying and gave me confidence that I knew what I was doing. The tip looked soft, I wondered what it felt like, if touching it would als







