“I want to break up with Reval and celebrate that as well.” Maureen couldn't accept being the one left out. She had to make an impression worth fighting over that night.
“Again?” Serena turned the car into the parking lot, obeying Maureen's request.
The momentary stop gave Serena a chance to argue, “You don't count how many exes you have?”
The advice was just an afterthought. Maureen covered her ears with her forefingers until her best friend could be seen taking a deep breath.
Maureen picked up her handbag from one of the piles at the back, “Talk to my hand, Beb!” and thrust out a black card with a limit issued by a local bank.
Serena immediately cheered in agreement. There was no refusal. Pool parties call for sexy, seductive bikinis, Maureen thought.
The hotel location was their immediate destination after shopping for clothes for the next two days.
Maureen felt the need for a vacation after the trial and the party. She would not ask her mother for permission for a second reason.“Did your mom really give you permission?” asked Serena after Maureen made a voice call while taking care of the room reservation.
“Anyway, I must make Reval regret blocking me this time!” Maureen had already squinted in such a way, with various thoughts of her strategy to take over the attention of a wicked woman full of schemes.
However, it turned out that God granted her request first. Maureen became the target of the many eyes that filled the foyer in front of the receptionist.
“Why are you hiding behind me? Did you say you wanted to be the sexiest queen and make your future ex regret it?”
Serena was puzzled to see Maureen's confidence fade away instantly. The shopping bags she was carrying fell as Maureen, who was actually taller, used Serena as a shield.
“There, is my uncle?” pointed Maureen low on Serena's shoulder at the questioning gaze towards them from in front of the other receptionists.
“You're an old man's mistress?”
Serena and her native, unfiltered accusation mouth until Maureen smacked her friend repeatedly on the back.
“What the fuck your mouth!” Maureen turned her back to Serena with her arms crossed. “That's..., my stepmother's sister's son.”
“It's so hard to name. What did you say?”
“My step-cousin!” called Maureen irritably.
“You said uncle, now you say cousin. Which one is right?” Serena could not take her eyes off the figure walking towards them. “This guy looks cool too. Let's go over!”
“No need!” Maureen pulled Serena's arm, forcing her to come closer. She was too worried about Serena actually approaching Darren's whereabouts.
“Maureen ....” Serena tugged at Maureen's grip, making her friend realize that the man she was worried about was very close.
“Rin?” said a heavy voice that Maureen hadn't heard in a long time, a voice that could still bring out more thuds in her heart. Darren.
“Hi, Uncle!” Maureen turned awkwardly, greeting the man who still made such an impression on her with a low wave and a forced smile.
“Who's she, Dear?”
Another greeting turned their attention to the owner of the soft, gentle voice. Like her voice, the face of the woman in the wide headscarf who immediately wrapped her arms around Darren's waist also looked very shady.
“Uncle Abra's daughter.” Darren emphasized their relationship by putting his arm around her shoulders.
Maureen felt hot and burning at the couple's possessive behavior. She vividly remembered the feel of Darren's grip on her waist while chasing release, even though it was so long ago.No other man could reach Maureen that intimately.
“Oh, hi!” The woman's friendliness instantly faded in Maureen's sight when observing Maureen's overall appearance that was very different from her. “She came to our wedding?”
Maureen was self-conscious about coming to the place for party purposes. Her white shirt and single skirt had been replaced by overalls that revealed the smoothness of her long legs as well as a low cleavage.
“I don't think I've met anyone.” Darren looked up, remembering.There was nothing to explain, they just didn't want to see each other again. Both Darren and Maureen found it hard to hide the impression of a 'normal' past. The relationship between them had changed greatly.
“Why didn't you come?” It was obvious that Darren's wife was trying to familiarize herself in the midst of the two people's silence. She reached out to Maureen. “I'm Iqlima.”
The veiled woman felt that Darren was only talking to her even though he had greeted the child of her husband's uncle.
“Maureen. Reen, not Rin.” Firmly stating her name without welcoming a handshake, Maureen turned to look at Serena who was painstakingly gathering their shopping bags. “Where are we going to party?”
Maureen emphasized the word party. She didn't want to look more pathetic even though she knew that her gaze was too sharp when it met Darren's dark eyes.“Seriously, you're talking about a party in front of--”
Serena almost protested. However, her words were silenced by Maureen's stinging pinch on her waist.
“Hurry up!” Maureen whispered as she forced a smile at Iqlima.To her, Iqlima's look was just a mask. Who knew the woman would chop her up if she understood the reason for the frozen atmosphere between them.
Maureen was jealous. Very jealous, more so than her traitorous exes. And she didn't know the strongest reason.
Time didn't work as a cure. Time only exacerbated the addiction that bound her to him.
Maureen desperately needed an escape, many times greater than before.“Bye, Uncle!” Trying to look okay, Maureen waved as cheerfully as she could after forcibly pulling Serena into the elevator.
Darren froze, stiff. Unlike his wife who waved back at Maureen.
“So, Dear, do you want to explain why you came to her earlier or do we take separate room reservations?” Iqlima released Darren's embrace from her shoulder. The smile on her serene face disappeared, replaced by a whimper.
Meanwhile, Maureen had just released her grip from Serena's arm. Her legs relaxed to the point of needing to lean against the elevator wall.
“What the hell are you doing?” complained Serena after the steel doors hid their appearance from the public eye.
It was unusual for Maureen to misbehave in front of men and Serena questioned, “Afraid they'll snitch?”
Maureen could breathe a sigh of relief in the confined space. Not only because of avoiding Darren, but also because of Serena's wrong assumption.Maureen, who is usually very confident when speaking in front of clients during internships, campus presentations, and even sexy stripteases at parties, was running away from a mature man.
She was more worried about Serena's scorn for being neglected after giving up the most precious thing in her life. Maureen's friend was a master at spilling the beans.
“Do you know how protective my mom is?” Maureen's head swayed left and right, imagining every advice from her biological mother. “No drunk, drugs, let alone sex parties.”
In fact, Maureen was very curious, wanting to try every prohibition if only the threat from her step-grandfather about her credit card limit being reduced was not there.
“I'm glad your father doesn't bother you,” Serena said.
“As long as I take care of myself.” Maureen agreed.
Maureen's lifestyle was indeed a free one, as long as the reports from her mouth were in accordance with the supervision of the guards at a safe distance. There must be no scandals or bad publicity.
“By the way, was that really your step-cousin? Familiar?” Serena asked after they arrived in Maureen's single room. She would go to the room opposite after making sure Maureen's luggage and hers were separated.
Her level of curiosity was heightened by Maureen's answer. “Never been familiar.”Not only Maureen, Serena also considered Darren's figure to be almost perfect in terms of appearance. Tall and well-built, he had the right muscles under a shirt that emphasized his shape.
That did not include the contents underneath the cashmere pants, which was Maureen's point of interest.
“What's underneath?” Serena asked frontally.“Are you crazy to ask me that?”
***
Serena almost protested.An impromptu visit that I didn't expect, it turns out Angga told me our wedding date so Matthew and Ben came, of course with their spouses. Maybe they're on vacation?Then the arrival of Darren who followed alone with a line of food service workers was enough to confirm that they intended to hold a small party without the host's permission.I only saw him after changing into a looser floral overalls that allowed me to breathe. The dress was too tight although it still didn't cover my pregnancy at all."You weren't invited, but you came." The satire I said wasn't funny at all, but they still laughed when I returned to the center of the conversation with a bottle of champagne ready to open."Ow! How cruel, Sister." Matthew snatched the fun out of my hands and quipped back, "Alcohol is not for pregnant women.""Damn it!" I cursed in annoyance, only to be met with an instantly infectious laugh.Angga had just followed me to where I was standing. He handed me a glass of avocado juice and a
"Maureen!" I faintly heard Angga calling my name, then it was replaced by the echo of air bubbles in my ears.I thought I could die here or wake up somewhere else. In fact, when I gave up, a stream of water replaced the blast of air on my face.I was still very much conscious, just afraid to open my eyes and face reality. The chill of the early spring air washed over my already wet skin along with the pressure behind my shoulders and behind my knees. It was warm on the right side, but instinct demanded that I find a grip.Angga, who I first saw, was also wet. His slender neck becomes the target of my trembling grip. This time, I'm afraid of being dropped.From this vantage point, his parted lips along with the angular movement of his firm jaw create a charisma of their own. Could Angga possibly hide the cruelest side of a warrior like him?Fool. I should have remembered that everyone has a dark side, a poison from their own life experiences. They only need to choose; oppress or be opp
Maureen demanded an explanation, before we had even had a chance to change?She and I had just arrived in our room, barely stripped to the surface of the fabric that covered the entire bed. Dusty, full of sawdust and mustiness. We should have taken down all the protective covering before attempting to use the room.Yes, almost.Just being alone with her could heat up the temperature around us. It felt like breaking free from all the coverings and letting instinct take over.Then, Maureen's question threw everything off. "So..., did you make a deal with Grandpa?"I was still in front of her, on top of her body while supporting myself using the elbows perched on either side of Maureen, avoiding the pressure on her stomach. Our lower waists were already attached as our legs slipped over each other.Argh! She messed up the appetizer.The look of rejection forced me to roll over to Maureen's left side, following her to gaze at the room's ceiling covered with sheets of bright albasia wood. T
Deciding to get married was not on my life list at all, especially under the age of thirty. What's happening now?Just a few months ago I turned twenty-five and within minutes had signed the marriage certificate. Everything I've been through has been beyond expectations, pregnant and married?Still in my simple wedding dress-just a white lace-covered overalls that didn't hide the size of my belly at all, I noticed Angga's figure when dressed officially like now. A clean-cut face and freshly cut hair refresh Angga's look with a black suit overlaying the white suit inside.Even though it was only a few days ago that I saw his face full of bruises, the main reason I made the choice and said yes, so that he wouldn't have to do such menial work anymore.What was I thinking at the time?"Not like this again!" I shifted the conversation from Angga's request to the cause of the bruises on his face, again he said about marriage.Des he really want to tie me up in a commitment? So what, I can't
I was almost desperate as I repeatedly checked my phone screen, waiting to hear from Maureen's friends about her whereabouts in the last two days. Maureen was unreachable, her phone dead.I don't know how many cans of beer I've consumed since returning home from last night's brutal game. I could have killed someone out of disappointment with myself. I felt like a failure.The phone screen lit up, but it wasn't someone I wanted to call. Maureen's sugardaddy was listed there. I deliberately gave him a name like that, so he'd think twice when he needed help. I still couldn't make peace with the past between them.Just glancing at the message display outside, without opening the messaging app, it was clear that each word indicated the address. No pleasantries or greetings.That's funny. He asked me to come there?A few minutes after putting the empty cans into the trash bag, an incoming call echoing the voice of a prominent rapper distracted me. Darren seemed genuinely intent on asking me
"Aren't you in college or doing something?" Uncle Darren was already babbling this early. Even the sky outside the window when he drew the curtains wasn't fully lit yet even though the alarm clock on the nightstand read seven o'clock. "Really, Rin, I'm confused to see you just lying in your room these days."A few days? I've only had a mattress this soft for two days. The sheets were soft and didn't rub against my skin. This time I can somewhat agree with Angga's previous insinuation about our ... well, lifestyle.The only choice is for me to give in and try to lower my standards, or for him to raise his income. Fix, yeah, I don't want to get married yet.In the last month of living together, I can't keep giving in to the future that Angga offers even though everything can be distracted with sex or Netflix and ignore everything.But, how to talk about it? Our fights would only continue to end with unification. I hated that."Why did you wake me up, Uncle?" I squirmed and kicked off th
"Uncle ...." I moan, feeling the ludicrous touch that traverses the skin. It descends from the arrangement of bones that make up my shoulders, collarbone, and then cupping the wedge of the neck divider of the body-wrapping overalls.From where he stood, Uncle Darren must have clearly seen the puffs that were getting denser as a result of his actions. I reflexively tilted my head to the right side, letting his warm breath caress the recesses of my neck without being covered by hair."You're always delicious, Rin." Uncle Darren's whisper sounds lulling behind my earlobe. The mint-scented exhale and woody-herb traces were replaced by the wetness of a taste bud that was beginning to venture out.Some seconds were fun to savor, but the next, what I was doing was more like an escape to get recognized. It felt like being a traitor.The corners of my lips twitched, realizing Uncle Darren wasn't doing anything more than that. Even though I liked the way he treated me, I still couldn't deny tha
"Move on, Is." Angga was seen patting the woman's cheek. What is her name? Isma? I could hear Angga talking casually through the barrier like that. "Anyway, stop following me."I was close enough to hear their conversation. It was just a stack of boxes at the turn of the foyer facing the exit of the supermarket.At first I thought Angga was still asleep because all my voice messages and calls had gone unanswered. Well, I should have sent a short message about going shopping before going home and asked Angga to ignore my request.Turns out he was in this place and met a 'flower snake' like that Isma. She really used to be a campus slut, right?Angga just told me about his habit of fighting in the arena just to buy time with Isma in the past. No wonder Angga didn't complain about getting a woman like her to support him.Well, I guess any man in Indonesia would always think of ways to get a virgin, but he chose the hardest way by capitalizing on feelings. Including me.Are there still peo
"Raka!" Isma waved from where she was pushing the shopping trolley towards me.Even though this monthly shopping business is usually the part of Maureen who understands best, but this morning when I woke up, there was already a note stuck to the refrigerator door. Correction, noon. I even got home early in the morning after last night's battle."Please, you do the shopping," accompanied by a heartfelt emot, a very long shopping list with special notes, and her black card. Including an incoming message on my phone explaining why Maureen was in such a hurry. Company research."Shopping too?" asked Isma after aligning the trolley she was pushing with mine. She even took the note I was holding and nodded, as if she understood.Why did we have to meet here, anyway? I'm even more uncomfortable with Isma around."Feeling better?" She still asked after returning the shopping list along with a few things taken from the shelves in the left row to my cart."When was the fight?" I arranged each i