Chapter 2: The Fucking Psycho

Bram

"Put me down,” I struggle to get out of his arms as we are out of everyone's eyes, “l can walk on my own.”

“I know you can, l'm just happy to help you,” He is not phased off by the way I'm squirming in his arms, he continues walking slowly with no intention to let me down.

I don't give up, I begin to hit his chest, "Put me down! I don't need your help! Fucking put me down right now.”

 "Fine,” He stops on his feet, putting me in a position l could stand comfortably but my legs couldn't find stability on the ground causing me to fall backwards. Alpha Knight immediately holds, wrapping his hands around my torso. He doesn’t stop there, he puts his hand under my shirt, his fingers walking up in slow motions and let them go back down. This causes goosebumps on my skin, leaving an enticing tingling feeling.

It feels so good.

"Stop! Please, stop please,” l begged in a low voice, unable to recognise my own self.

"I will, if you let me help you," He whispered in my ear, leaving my body to vibrate in bad rhythms, “You are so beautiful and innocent. The world doesn't deserve you and I guess you are the responsibility I have been dreaming of. Please, would you allow me to make you mine forever?”

Those words had goosebumps running all over my skin.

"Get off me you fucking psycho,” I push him away, falling on my butts, “Stay away from me! I will go with the guards from here, thank you for your good 

intentions,” I turned around to the guards, “Help me up!” I yelled at them as they seemed to me that they didn't know their jobs.

At least they should be able to protect me from whatever this man has in mind against me. Instead they are just standing there gawking at me like I’m some ancient opera singer. I put my hands around their necks as they finally helped me to my feet.

I’m about to take a step when I almost passed out when the next wave of ecstatic feeling attacks me, the feeling was more than drugs. At the same time, Alpha whispers into my ear again, snaking his hands around my waist. He releases his pheromones frightening the guards who immediately left me alone, taking their steps backwards 

I couldn’t blame them. He is an Alpha after all and these Gammas are just weaklings before him. 

"Why are you in a hurry to leave me?” He swipes his tongue on the nape of my neck, “I told you l wanted to tell you a story but you seem to lack interest in me or my story,” He licks my skin all the way up to my ear, "Why is that, Omega Bram?” He let his fangs out, teasing to pierce into my skin.

“Stop!” A sudden realization hits me. What if he marks me? I push myself forward, frustrated by why all this is suddenly happening to me,"Why are you doing that to me? What if you mark me? That is not something that is done causally,” I’m so fucking annoyed!

"Um, I actually do have plans to mark you but not without your consent."

My jaw dropped astonishingly. But that didn’t seem to be the problem, the problem is that I didn't care about those words that were trashing out from his mouth… I was enjoying listening to his voice! I was enjoying the little things he was doing to me and what he was telling me. I was enjoying this and that is not good news. l wanted those fangs to rail its hotness on my skin and I wanted his fingers to continue touching my body again.

Oh bram, snap out of this! What am I thinking? For  the first time in my life, my body wasn't answering to me, “Get me out of here!” l looked up with pity to one of the guards beside me, “Quit watching the show and take me to my room."

"Yes, Omega,” They bowed to me, pleading at Alpha Knight, “Alpha, please we will take it from here. Omega Bram needs to rest."

Alpha Knight surprisingly raised his hands up in the air, tilting his head to the side as he looked at me with mirthfulness in his eyes, "I don't bite, Omega. l'm the only one who can help you but since you don’t want it, I will go so I hope so you think about me tonight." 

I could still hear him but I pretend not to. I let out a deep breath when I saw the door to my room.

"Omega, there is a family dinner at 6pm and Alpha Gladys will be leaving tomorrow too."

I nodded to the words of the guard with no interest, there was no reason for me to be there. The only reason will probably be to make up for the family number. All l wanted to do right now was serve pleasure to my soul. l curled myself up in my faded blue fluffy blankets, having intense urges to nest. I picked up one of those rolled pillows in between my thighs.

What is wrong with me?

I was trying to relive every moment before this insane feeling started. I was just pondering on my lonely thoughts. 

What went wrong? 

I shut my eyes unbuttoning my shirt at a very slow pace when slowly the last glass of drink came to my mind. It all started after that drink? No, not very possible! 

Is it my wolf? What is today? Why does my body react this way? l feel so boneless all l want right now is to be ministered on and fucked roughly. 

My heart is beating in my throat. I felt my waistline move monotonously, whining back and forth on the rolled pillow. Whatever is wrong with me will be gone when l wake up in the morning.

Maybe l'm hallucinating or having a fever dream.

I couldn’t control myself, I kept squeezing the bulge in my tight leather pants. The pleasure was making my heart flutter, I couldn’t fend off the despicable feeling that keeps possessing my mind. I didn’t want to think about Alpha Knight because he asked me to but despite that… By any chance is he okay in the head? Why does he keep doing all of that stuff to me?

What does he mean by he has plans to mark me but not without my consent? What is that confidence? I know one thing for sure that he is not my fated mate. I don't feel any mate connection between us. But why is he all over me?

No one has ever stood up for me or said anything in my favour. But he did… He overruled my father and picked me up himself. His dark and icy eyes are so delectable and makes me cower each time.

What does he mean by he knows what is wrong with me?

Arrgh

I turned my body around, tucking my face deeper into the pillow as l grunted, making vague noises in a weird pitch. The thrill of patterns of my trousers drilled convulsively in between my ass as my right hand went on to grab the right side of my cheeks, giving my balls more space to grind harder on the rolled pillow. 

Fuck!

I felt my face flush red as I began to mutter nonsensically. If I go at this rate l'm going to cum and I did. A raging feeling of ecstasy took over me as my dick presses on the rolled pillow even more. Soon, I’m sighing in relief, feeling the wetness of my cum inside my trouser.

But now it was as if the feeling went on even stronger. A fresh wave dries my throat as I begin to hump on the pillow again. I could feel another density of thrill and excitement spreading through and sparking my whole nerves. My body needed… my body wanted more. I continued to thrust my hips into the pillow until I heard a knock on my door.

"Omega, your father calls for you,” The guard announced at the door. I couldn't utter a word, I couldn't even keep my lips closed. The guard kept on knocking on the door till he got tired and left, making me realise that it was morning already.

l haven't let go of the pillow for the rest of the night. The front of my trousers was like a dam full to it brim. I even drape the flap and it smooshes like a smooth soaked foam. Gosh, l'm so messy. l felt so shambled with no energy in me. Masturbating throughout the night felt like my blood was being sucked dry.

At least l'm no longer feeling all heated up which means I was right about how everything will be okay in the morning. I lifted my head to look at the wooden stopwatch beside my bed, it was 1:15pm. It was already noon. Oh no! I rushed out of the bed, almost falling to the ground as my body was freezing.

I felt so cold but I knew I needed to heed to my father’s call. What does he even want me to see me for? Is he going to rant at me about how l ruined Gladys wedding night party? It wasn't exactly my fault, l don't know the feelings that were in control of me. l didn't mean to do any of that, l will just take more time to rest since he is going to rant at me.

So I don’t bother going.

I slump down to the floor, pushing my legs up to my stomach as my back rests on the bed. Come to think of it, has Alpha Knight found his mate yet? Is he going rogue or he is just being cheesy and manipulative? The Moon Goddess knows l don't want him around me. The lust in his eyes is so unpleasant to bear.