LOUIS
My legs trembled with terror as I backed out into the hall, my pounding heart sounded like a war cry in my chest. The sound the man made—his tortured screams—would not escape my mind. I had seen it. Everything.
The blood. The broken body. The cruel callousness of it all. Mercy wasn’t shown.
Mercy wasn’t shown, mercy wasn’t shown, mercy wasn’t shown.
I slapped a hand over my mouth, bile rising in my throat as I turned to escape. Elias… Elias wasn't simply powerful, or menacing, or mysterious. He was a monster cloaked in silk suits and quiet smiles. And I—I had kissed him. Wanted him. Let him touch me. The thought sent a fresh wave of nausea through me.
"Where do you think you're going?"
The voice was a low, smooth, growl with a deadly undertone that made my blood freeze. A steel-hard hand clamped around my upper arm, yanking me back with terrifying ease. I crashed into a wall of muscle and stared up into eyes so green, they glowed like lanterns in the half-light of the corridor. His eyes bored into me, not like a man, but a predator deciding how best to rip me apart.
"I— I didn't mean to see anything, I swear—" I stuttered, my throat tight, heart racing. "Please—"
He leaned in slightly. "You know what happens to people who see what they're not supposed to?"
My breath caught in my chest and speech failed me. I couldn't think. My knees felt like they were going to give way when the door behind him creaked open.
"Let him go," came Elias's voice quiet but so full of command it made Cathan step back at once. I blinked past Cathan's wide shoulders and saw Elias himself standing there, his shirt soaked in blood. I could still see remnants of red not washed properly on his hands. His eyes on the other hand were darker than I'd ever seen. He looked… unholy. A god of wrath conjured up in human flesh. I recoiled instinctively, but his gaze pinned me where I stood.
Cathan hesitated. "Don," he said slowly, his voice laced with warning, "he knows. We need to take him out."
My stomach dropped. Take him out. They were discussing me like I was some loose thread that needed to be cut up. Like my life was just a coin toss away from disappearing forever.
"No," Elias said, still calm but as sharp as a blade. "Terminate? No."
He locked those dark eyes on me. "Come."
That was it. A single word, and somehow it left me no choice at all. I followed him. What else could I do?
The walk to his office was silent. My footsteps echoed down the hallway and I didn't know if it was blood or sweat that made my hands slippery. My body felt like it didn’t belong to me anymore—like I was floating outside of myself, observing this nightmare unfold.
When we reached his office, Elias shut the door softly behind us with a soft click. I flinched at the sound. He didn't sit down, he just looked at me silently for a long time, arms still uncrossed by his sides and stained red.
"If I'd been following procedure," he said to me, his voice cold and devoid of emotion, "you'd already be dead."
I couldn't breathe.
"But I'm offering you something else." He tilted his head to one side, staring intently at me as if he could see every beat of terror behind my eyes. "You want to live? Then you let go of that pitiful excuse of a life you've been clinging to. You work for me. From now on, you're mine."
It wasn't a question.
"I'm not like you," I whispered. "I'm not a killer."
"No," he said. "And hopefully, it’ll remain that way."
I took a step back. "Why me? Why are you even giving me a choice?"
His gaze didn’t soften, but his jaw clenched. He walked over to his desk, picked up a cloth, and began wiping the leftover blood from his hands as if it were merely paint. Like it wasn’t the life force of another human being.
"Because you're already drowning, Louis," he said quietly. "I'm just offering you a different kind of water."
I wanted to scream. To cry. To flee. But I stayed there, all of me breaking down under the weight of what I had seen. Of what I now understood.
There was nothing for me out there anymore. Only hurt. Quiet. My father's fists. At least here, I'd be counted. I'd be seen.
Even if it meant selling my soul to the devil.
"Okay," I whispered, voice hollow. "I'll stay."
Elias did not smile. He just nodded once.
"You move into my estate tonight."
ELIAS"You're sulking again."I didn't have to look up to know it was Cathan. The bastard had a habit of stating the obvious as though it were some faraway revelation. I kept my back to him, my eye on the courtyard at the far right side of the library window."He just walked away from me, Cathan," I growled. "He didn't even look back.""You had it coming," he replied bluntly.I turned around. "Excuse me?" What the hell did he mean by that?“I said what I said, Elias.” He leaned against the nearest bookshelf, arms crossed. "You didn't warn him about Aaron. In fact, he doesn’t even know who he is. You didn't warn him about Davis. You drew him into these flames and then pretended not to know anything when he got hurt."“I had good reason to have kept that information from him,” I snapped, gritting my teeth in anger. "He could have died." “He could’ve died from knowing the truth,” Cathan said, with a raised brow. “Come on, Elias. Please be serious.”“I am serious, Cathan,” I replied, sc
LOUIS"Don't touch me," I snapped, venom lacing my words as I swatted Elias's hand away.He flinched back, his expression one of surprise, as if I had struck him with a force beyond mere words. His arms hung in the air, still extended as if he believed he could hoist me up, to whisk me away from this grim reality, as though I wasn’t capable of standing on my own two feet after clawing my way through the hell I had just survived. As though the blood—the warm, fresh blood trickling from my split lip—hadn’t been mine, and as if the ghostly weight of the boy I’d probably killed didn’t already settle heavily on my shoulders."Louis," he said softly, his voice barely above a whisper, as he made another attempt to step closer. "You’re hurt. Let me help you—”“No.” The word was sharp, cutting through the air between us like a blade.He froze, caught off guard.I understood why. Clearly, I’d never spoken to him like this, but he better get used to it.I summoned every ounce of strength left i
ELIAS"I swear to God, if you don’t get out of my fucking way—""Elias!" Cathan shouted. "Breathe.""I am breathing," I snapped, pacing the width of my office like a rabid dog in a cage. My phone was down on the desk. I could still hear the sound of the click of the video ending echoing through my head.Louis.Bloody.Bound.Bruised.Just as he was last time. Fuck.And that laugh. That hollow, sick laugh of Aaron that had haunted me since the last time he slipped through my fingers."I'm calling the units," I growled, heading for the vault to arm myself. "We move in thirty."Cathan blocked my path. "You're not thinking.""I'm thinking just fine," I replied."Not like this. You're seeing red—""I should be seeing red!" I bellowed. “Maybe Cathan, when you lose the one person you care for deeply, you can tell me to calm down.”Cathan was silent for a moment but he was still in my way.I pushed him aside. He staggered but kept up with my brisk pace."He sent you that clip to throw you of
LOUIS"You look like hell," Davis said, coming out from the shadows like he was one with them.I cringed. "Nice to see you too," I muttered, though it wasn't. I was still not okay after the encounter Elias and I had in the hallway. "I said I had answers," he continued. "Didn't figure you'd actually show up.""I'm not here to play games," I told him, not in the mood for his bullshit today.John Davis gave me a smile that was too wide, too arrogant and too comfortable. And I wanted to wipe it off his face with a punch. "Then let's end the charade,” he said. “Come on."He motioned to the rear door of the alley, and like the idiot I was, I followed him. Again.The room inside was dim and smelled like old coffee and cigarette butts. He pulled out a laptop from the bag he was carrying with him, hit a few keys, and spun the device around."I didn't think you'd listen to or believe me," he said. "But this might prove to be worthwhile."The screen lit up and Elias showed up on the screen. He
ELIAS"Do you really trust this guy?" I said, sliding a fresh clip into my Beretta before tucking it into the holster at my side.Luciano shrugged, leaning against the car, and crossing his arms. "He's not stupid, Don. Just greedy. He won't do anything.""And yet," I muttered to myself, adjusting the cuffs on my jacket, "stupidity is what gets men like him killed."Cathan shifted closer, narrowing his eyes at me. "Then don't go."I turned to face him. "That's not an option."Today, Luciano, my underboss, and I were going to meet a contact but Cathan wasn't okay with the idea."You’re not equipped for this, Elias. You're losing men. There's a gap somewhere in our lines, and now you're heading into uncharted territory for a weapons drop?""Yes," I said. "Because if I don’t show up, they’ll think I’m losing my grip. And I'd die sooner than let my enemies think I'm getting weak."Cathan fell silent, glaring at me with a look he usually had when he needed me to back down from a “stupid” id
LOUIS"Are you avoiding me?" My voice trembled slightly as it bounced off the aged, varnished wood of the hallway, the words hanging in the humid air like a whispered secret.Elias didn’t respond at all. He just kept walking, his pace remaining steady and unyielding as he strode further away.His silhouette was framed by the dim light of a solitary antique lamp that illuminated the hallway’s far end. It cast long shadows that seemed to twist and writhe, as if warning me to stay back.Obviously I didn't."Elias," I called, this time raising my voice, louder and edged with urgency this time.He finally stopped, but he didn’t turn to face me immediately.The shadows clung to the space between us, heavy and oppressive.Slowly , he turned slightly, his expression inscrutable. “Now isn’t the time,” he replied, his tone clipped, leaving no room for conversation.I bit my lip in frustration. “It’s never the right moment for you. Except when you’re shoving fucking me right?.”For an instant,