Mag-log in"No. I didn’t say that. Your mind is just… overly practical."
"Well, you know!" I frown at him. "I have a question for you after our first night too. How did I end up pregnant?!" I start getting angry that someone’s “practical mind” turned out… not so practical! "There’s no 100% contraception," Kirill sighs heavily. "Maybe a condom was defective somewhere. We went multiple times that night," he smiles confidently. "Maybe our little boys got lost somewhere between changing the rubber…" Wow! He talks about it so casually! Of course, he wasn’t the one writhing in pain for more than twelve hours! "Tell me, after that incident in the library, did you take emergency contraception?" If I blushed before, now I noticeably turn pale, and Kirill notices immediately. "Are you serious, Vicky?!" "If you didn’t notice, I wasn’t alone at that event!" This topic irritates me, and so does the way he acted then… and even now. "It would’ve been strange to go to a pharmacy with Danil and buy anything for an unwanted pregnancy. Knowing him, he might’ve gone with me or said he’d run to the pharmacy himself. That happened a few times already. And your marks were all over my neck, so I wanted to wash them off quickly and hide them from prying eyes. At home, I immediately jumped into the shower, and when I got out, my mom was already at my apartment door, about to leave." "Vicky…" Kirill groans in anguish. "Don’t worry so much!" I give a bitter smile. "I don’t want more kids from you. After giving birth, I never had a proper cycle, and I was breastfeeding heavily, which is also a form of contraception. Twice in one place doesn’t work like lightning strikes twice." "Alright, we’ll think about your contraception later," the man gets up from the table. "Now it’s my turn for a shower." While Kirill was soaping up, I washed the dishes and called my mom. I was worried about the boys and already missed them, since I had never left them with anyone for an entire night. Mom calmed me down and said they were doing great, behaving quietly and not thinking about me at all. And hearing that last part, I felt a twinge of hurt and jealousy. I wanted to pick them up right away, but mom convinced me to leave the boys until tomorrow, saying she and their father enjoy playing grandpa and grandma. But I knew perfectly well that she was just giving me more time alone with my fiancé. If only she knew how much I was avoiding that time! After talking to mom, I called Marina. She knew about my adventures with the suddenly appearing father, but a phone call couldn’t replace a personal meeting. So we arranged to meet at our favorite café in half an hour. Not wanting to waste time, I decided to quickly touch up my eyelashes and eyebrows and put on some lip gloss. When the last step was left — letting down my hair — Kirill entered the room, sizing me up with his gaze. "Where are you off to?" Without shame, the man removed the damp towel from his hips and reached into his travel bag for clean clothes, making me blush and look away once again. "Am I not allowed to go anywhere?" Who knows, with his contract demands. "No. It’s a normal question. Why are you reacting like that?" he asks suspiciously. "How am I supposed to react when your conditions feel like a noose?" I shot him a look of reproach. "I arranged to meet a friend. And you, where are you going, since we’re at it?" "To Nazar," he answers briefly. "I can give you a ride." "I can walk myself. It’s not far." "Stubborn, aren’t you?" Kirill smirks, fully dressed now. The forecast promised a warm day, but I still put on my leather jacket, unlike Kirill. We put on our shoes and leave the apartment together. “Just like a real husband and wife,” I thought to myself and smirked. In principle, when Kirill wasn’t acting like a total bastard, he was easy enough to talk to. Maybe our marriage wouldn’t be as horrible as I’d imagined? My mood started lifting rapidly. While we were heading down to the exit, Kirill’s phone rang, and he started talking to someone. I didn’t pay much attention and stepped out of the building, where his car was parked not far away. My steps immediately slowed, and my mood crashed the moment I saw Mila waiting by his car. "Finally, Demon!" purred the tall, beautiful brunette, flashing her perfect smile. "What took you so long?" and then, as if she had just noticed me, "Oh, hi. You’re here too?"I can’t hold back and slam my palm on the table when I see one of Kirill’s men calmly walk in and sit at a free table with a perfect view of us. It’s the same guy who drove us from the base. I think his name is Mikhail.The man sits down and flashes me a radiant smile, even winking.“Is that your bodyguard?” Marina asks, staring at the big guy, just as shocked as I am.“What the hell, Kirill?!” I call my fiancé, ready to give him a piece of my mind. “Why is your goon following me around?!”“What did you expect?” the man replies calmly. “After your morning statements about cheating with whoever, get used to Misha’s company now. Maybe you’ll finally become friends.”“Are you completely out of your mind?!” I yell so loudly a few of the café’s customers turn to look at me. “You’re such a pig!”I hang up and feel steam practically shooting out of my ears from rage. The bastard! He goes off to his harem, and sends his watchdog to guard me!I hate him!“Vicky, let’s just ignore him,” Marina
I felt nauseated, uncomfortable, disgusted. But, more than anything, I was disgusted with myself rather than the whole situation. I recalled our morning together, and it made me want to vomit.Why am I so weak in front of this arrogant stud? Just a minute ago, I had been a complete idiot to even entertain the thought that something could happen between us in the future.Seriously, Vicky?! Why are you such a fool?! You felt his fake care and immediately fell for his acting skills. It was even more infuriating, feeling embarrassed by my naive trust in just anyone.And my imagination wouldn’t help—it mercilessly painted scenes of the two of them naked, entwined, him passionately doing with her everything he once did to me, maybe even better. She moaned sweetly, shivering with pleasure he gave her. His magnificent body glistened with sweat over his rugged, tattooed muscles while the brunette beneath him arched gracefully with her perfect figure. Not like me, postpartum, with some fairly u
"No. I didn’t say that. Your mind is just… overly practical.""Well, you know!" I frown at him. "I have a question for you after our first night too. How did I end up pregnant?!" I start getting angry that someone’s “practical mind” turned out… not so practical!"There’s no 100% contraception," Kirill sighs heavily. "Maybe a condom was defective somewhere. We went multiple times that night," he smiles confidently. "Maybe our little boys got lost somewhere between changing the rubber…"Wow! He talks about it so casually! Of course, he wasn’t the one writhing in pain for more than twelve hours!"Tell me, after that incident in the library, did you take emergency contraception?" If I blushed before, now I noticeably turn pale, and Kirill notices immediately. "Are you serious, Vicky?!""If you didn’t notice, I wasn’t alone at that event!" This topic irritates me, and so does the way he acted then… and even now. "It would’ve been strange to go to a pharmacy with Danil and buy anything for
After a long shower, I finally crawl out of my little hiding spot, but Kirill isn’t in the bedroom. Quickly changing into jeans and a T-shirt, I wrap my chest and loosely tie my hair in a messy bun. I hear someone clattering dishes in my kitchen. Looks like the man is hungry.When I step into the kitchen, I freeze a little. Kirill is standing in front of the open fridge, scratching the back of his head. And… nothing strange, right? But he’s wearing only sweatpants, sitting shamelessly low on his hips, and I can’t help staring at his tattooed bicep and equally appealing back.Damn man! Where do they make guys like this? Then I smile to myself—after all, I gave birth to exactly the same kind! You can’t fight genetics.“Don’t laugh at me,” I hear, realizing he caught me staring. “I was just thinking what to make for tea.”“There are candies and cookies in the top left drawer,” I smirk, and only then notice that Kirill warmed up some food leftover from last night’s dinner.We sit down for
The more I kicked and tried to push him away, the harder he pressed, showing his dominance over me. Because of my resistance, my robe came undone and rode up, exposing my thighs — which Kirill immediately grabbed as he settled his heavy body between my legs.The position was overwhelmingly intense, because he was clearly aroused, and only thin fabric separated us from sex. Pressing his hardness against my crotch, he made me insanely aroused too. He knew exactly what effect it would have on me and rubbed on purpose, driving me crazy.I couldn’t resist this kind of pressure for long. Everything down there was burning with desire, pulling soft moans out of me. I was moving under him myself, chasing even a hint of the fullness my body craved.My panties were soaked through — and Kirill noticed. Unexpectedly, he pulled back slightly and tugged down his boxers, freeing his hard length.I swallowed heavily. At that point, I didn’t care about promises or restrictions anymore. I wanted to feel
Vicky:I woke up and opened my eyes sharply, as if someone snapped their fingers. One thought was pounding in my head — that I’d been asleep for half a day and the kids were on their own, hungry, miserable, and unattended. Then my instant panic settled when I remembered the boys were with my mom.There was a strange heaviness around my waist, and when I lowered my gaze, I saw a man’s tattooed arm that had slipped under my robe and was wrapped around my bare stomach.Memories of yesterday and last evening instantly crashed into my sleepy brain, making me blush. It feels like I had a fever, delirium, and — hopefully — hallucinations. The fact that Kirill was helping me express milk is something you wouldn’t see even in a nightmare, and if it really happened, I want to sink through the ground.However, another episode surfaced in my mind — one I’d also like to forget. Yesterday there was a moment when I almost let myself get weak, but that was ruined like a slap across the face by the si







