LOGINThe claws didn't hurt my head as much as I expected them to. In fact, I felt a certain excitement about it; my wolf did. The aura between us was stronger, but this time he wasn't trying to mask any scent; he was actually avoiding it. There were a lot of pheromones in the air. His wolf scent was addictive, like an expensive perfume that only the richest and most exclusive people could afford to buy, wear, and match with their fragrance.
My body was submissive to his, and we hadn't gone beyond the kiss. All I had was a completely shrewd and delicious tongue that seemed to know all the main points of my mouth. I felt claws in my hair and on the little skin he had access to under his clothes, which he had given me minutes before. A part of me was beginning to let go. The inner wolf was slowly coming out. With my claws exposed, I touched Lancelot's skin, gently smoothing it. He then finally tore the clothes from my body with his claws, freeing the path from his mouth to my breasts, smoothing them with his tongue. I felt my body get even wetter, releasing my wolf scent. Lancelot growled at me as he licked my belly, showing his yellow eyes close to mine. With his body freed from his clothes and mine too, he took me to the floor, fiercely, still growling. It was too sexy to see him like that, especially remembering him attending to me hours ago. I was enjoying it, my wolf longing for what else he could show me. Then his breathing began to grow heavier, but I could see the pleasure on his face. “Naomi,” he called my name. “Say it,” I asked, as breathless as he was, while I felt his claws digging deeper and deeper, teasing me. “Say it, Lancelot,” I repeated. He then climbed on top of me, slowly, and I felt his breath heavy on my belly, licking it again, and then he bit me, and I let out a slight cry of surprise. He made eye contact, was thirsty, and then bit me again and again. My body writhed with pleasure and pain, and my wolf screamed inside, finally releasing my fangs. Even wetter, I dug my claws hard into his back, scratching, creating a path. I saw him writhe in pain and smelled the blood on my claws. “Naomi,” he growled at me. My wild side growled back, and then I dug my claws in again, retracing the same path, drawing even more blood. Lancelot then did the same, biting me and digging his claws into my head, making me bleed too. Restless and thirsty, I knew what I wanted: I wanted that body and that wolf. Pressing my claws against his skin, I climbed on top, leaving him underneath, submissive to me. My gaze burned with excitement as I looked at him. It had been so long since I had felt adrenaline. It was the right moment to make the decision to do it or not. I closed my eyes and smelled the wild scent of the environment. Lancelot wasted no time and shared the image of the forest with me. The olive scent of the leaves and the natural sounds woke the wolf up. So, I sat down with everything. I growled softly, feeling the slight pain of a great lack of penetration. Lancelot growled with pleasure, and then I began to move more wildly, digging my claws into every inch of his skin. His hands turned to my breasts, squeezing them. The smell of blood was pleasant. Feeling alive was pleasant. I wanted more. We wanted more. “Come on, transform,” I said. I finally said it. Throughout my life, I had never had the opportunity to ask for a change. Among wolves, this was a sexual term that indicated an interest in completely changing from wolf to human or from human to wolf. “Change, Lancelot,” I asked once more. He smiled mischievously, and then I heard the first crack of his spine bending. I felt an enormous arousal and sat down forcefully once more. Provoking a change during sex was overwhelming. It wasn't long before more changes presented themselves, and then my body reconnected to the situation. I changed, too. At that stage, more wolves than humans, we continued to have our night of pleasure. I didn't think about the triplets, I didn't think about the medium wolves, and I didn't know about Casper. And for the first time in a long time, I didn't blame myself.I lifted him as I could. His body was light and heavy at the same time. I held him in my lap, resting my head between my shoulder and my chest, and felt the scent of mud, blood, and fur mixing with his smell. "Stay with me," I whispered. "Hold on, just a little longer." He breathed, a short sound.The branches scratched my legs, the boots slipped in the mud; in each fall, I held him as if holding the last piece of the world. There was no rush to take everything at once. When the skin rubbed with my hand, I felt trembling; when the forehead touched my shoulder, I almost fainted in relief.The stream stayed behind, and the trail went up. Every time I saw a clearing, my body reacted. Casper was not foolish; he would not give up.At one point, his chest sank against my body, and I felt his heart beat. I felt the ribs under my hand, the uneven heat, and started chanting small, simple things to keep humanity there. The breath faltered, and for a second, his eyes trembled as if they wanted t
The silence after the howling was the worst kind of noise. I was kneeling for too long, trying to understand if he was still close or if it was just the forest fooling me.I stood up slowly, my legs shaking. Likewise, I couldn’t stop there. The ground showed the trail of escape. He was hurt. It was his territory. Even without seeing, I felt. He guided me. "You can’t be far away," I murmured, not noticing that he was speaking out loud. The sound of my own voice made me shudder.I walked as the ground began to descend. The smell became stronger there, and the air was warmer. It was strange. The sound of the water reached me first. The stream. It always came back there.When I got close, I saw the blood trail mixed with the water. I stood still for a moment, my chest clenching. "You’re listening to me, aren’t you?" I asked. Nothing was answered. Only the sound of the current. I took another step. The ground gave slightly under the feet, and something shone near the shore.The wind blew l
The smell of burning iron guided me. Even from a distance, I already knew that something had gone wrong. The forest was too quiet. I walked with my heart beating fast, my feet sinking into the wet earth. With each step, the smell of blood became stronger. I recognized that smell, even mixed with others. It was his. It was Lancelot.When I came out of the trees, the house appeared in front of me, half swallowed by the mist. The windows were open, and the wind made the curtains slam hard. The feeling was one of abandonment, but I knew it wasn’t that long. He had been there. I could feel it. The wood was stained. I touched the surface, and dried blood stuck to my fingers. Still warm enough to tell me it wasn’t even an hour.The door was ajar. I pushed carefully. The inside smelled of iron, sweat, and gunpowder. I entered. The floor had marks, deep scratches that cut through the wooden floor. I followed the trail to the corridor. Every step hurt. Every memory, too.When I got to the basem
The run to the house was a blur. The forest moved around me as if breathing with me. When I saw the familiar shadows of my home, the feeling was almost one of relief. Almost.The back door was ajar, the wind swinging the curtains. I entered in silence, my heart still racing. The ground creaked under my feet, the smell of wood mixed with my own blood. Everything there seemed too small to contain what I had become. The beast hated walls. The man needed them. It was the man who won by a few minutes. I staggered to the basement, where the transformation chamber waited.I went in, my body heavy, and closed the gate behind me. The sound of the iron snapping was like a reminder of who I was. I had built that place to contain myself, and now I was back to the starting point. The cycle repeated itself, only worse. I lay on the cold floor, trying to breathe slowly. Every breath was accompanied by pain and heat. The body was throbbing, the complete transformation oscillating between the inevitab
I woke up to the sound of my own breath. My whole body hurt. For a moment, I did not understand where I was. I only saw the forest moving slowly, the gray sky in the morning, and the smell. The smell was everything. I tried to get up, but the body did not respond as before. The legs obeyed differently, the weight was distributed incorrectly, and when I tried to support my hands, I realized the mistake. The nails had turned into claws, short, sharp, and dirty with blood. I touched my face and felt the muzzle still incomplete, the skin stretched, the jaw caught between two forms. Half man. Half wolf. Neither was it entire yet.The head throbbed. The memories came in disjointed flashes: her voice calling my name, the sound of the rifle being armed, and the scream that came out of me before everything was extinguished. And then, nothing. Now, only the emptiness.I tried to remember what made me stop. Run. I shouldn’t have run. The instinct was to return, to finish what had been started,
Pain came before consciousness. First, like a snap in the bones, then like a warm tide, crossing flesh, skin, and mind. I felt everything—every piece moving in the wrong place, every muscle trying to run away from its own shape. The world turned, and the only thing that remained real was the smell. I heard voices, distant, diluted in fever. Someone said my name. A familiar voice, soft and desperate. Naomi. I tried to answer, but the tongue did not obey. The jaw hurt as it grew and displaced. The sound that came out was not human. It was a hoarse grunt, a failed attempt to remember who I was.The skin burned. It was as if my body wanted to tear itself to escape. The heart beat so fast that it hurt. I felt the veins throbbing, the blood coursing through my body with an absurd speed.The voices became closer. A cold order, a hot plea. Casper and Naomi. The two forces that have always divided me are opposite and inevitable. One is trying to erase me; another is anchoring me. But the body







