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122 – Instincts

Author: Polyana Leão
last update Last Updated: 2025-09-03 06:05:13

I was afraid to change.

The fear was not of pain, nor the loss of control itself. It was what would come later, when I could no longer deny to Naomi or the city that the monster existed.

That night, the cafeteria still smelled of cleanliness and cold coffee. The stacked chairs, the deserted street outside. Naomi gathered clothes, insisting on acting as if it were just another end of the day. But I couldn’t. My skin burned as if the wolf brushed under it, asking for passage.

"You’re shaking," Naomi said, glancing.

"I know it."

"Is it because of them?"

I shook my head, clenching my fists. "No. It’s because of me. I haven’t moved in days. The more secure I am, the harder it gets. The body snakes. The wolf snakes."

She dropped the cloth, walking to me. "Then change."

"It’s not that simple," I said. "What if I move in here? What if someone sees? Naomi, they already believe I’m a danger. If I turn in the middle of the city, it will be the confirmation you were waiting for."

She held my arm
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