When dad moved out of the house I didn't know what to expect. We were a happy family with a nice house. I did well in school, we went on vacations and I seldom see mom and dad fight. We appeared normal, boring even. So when mom told me that dad had another family with children, I was dumbfounded. I felt so betrayed, but she didn't stop there. Turns out, she and I were the reason why dad had another family. The fucker wanted children and mom couldn't give him.
"But...you have me," I said genuinely confused, but then... Oh, fuck..."Remy, we adopted you since you were a baby. I thought it'll solve our problem. But a year ago I found out the truth."I was adopted. Yes, it was a hell of a way to break the news to a hormonal teenager."It's been a year?" I squeaked, my heart was beating too fucking hard I almost didn't catch what she said next.One single word. "Yes." She said it coldly, there was no hug, no tears, no emotion shown on her face. She had known about it for one whole year and still managed to greet dad and cook for dad like nothing happened. Fuck, it was so fucking messed up.All of that happened while I was in high school. So the second I was able to, I was determined to get out of the house by enrolling in the furthest college. I left mom with her new boyfriend, yep, another shocker. She had an affair knowing dad had another family, seemed that everyone had one foot out of the door, but me. So, what I did next was something that I needed to do out of spite. I left for college and never looked back.Since the split fiasco, money was tight, mom and dad had little to spare for their adopted son since they have another family and another life. I hated that I still needed them for money, so I said nothing but take any amount they were giving me.Though I got into college on a scholarship I still have accommodation, books, and meals to think about. I ate instant ramen on most days except when I had my shift at the gay club, which was three times a week back then. Yep, I took bartending as a way to keep myself afloat during my college days. Oh, and I'm gay which surprisingly put more gap between me and my adoptive parents' relationship.After I finished my art degree, I still worked at the club since there was not much work out there, when my true passion was jewelry making. At least I'd upgraded to working full-time at the gay club. So in my downtime, I sketched a lot in my shitty apartment and kept on working on my designs.Aside from having to flaunt my bare chest behind the bar and flirt with customers, the tips at the gay club, Zephyr, were way better than the regular club. Also, the cook took pity on me and let me eat whatever he had left that was going to go bad the next day.The gay club owner, Jed, had his rotation of boyfriends. So, when after years of working at Zephyr his eyes finally landed on me, I was flattered. I know I was good-looking and had a good body, but I was a virgin though it seemed that the fact had made him want me more."I can't keep my eyes away from you, that harness and the leather pants look too good on you." One night Jed praised me as I was about to change into my normal clothes to go home to my crappy apartment."Thank you." I blushed at his words. Jed was older, he was in his late forties while I was in the ripe age of my early twenties. Yep, a virgin at twenty-two, working in a gay club. It was not that I was holding on to my virginity, but I had been too busy with my studies and saving money for my art supplies.So when an older man as established as Jed took interest in me I was ready to sink to my knees and let him have his way with me. Don't get me wrong, I might be a virgin but I was a pro at sucking cocks and restroom handjobs since those were the only activities I had time for.Then when it was time for Jed to take me on dates, I kept my act and managed not to put out until he took me to our third date."Why don't you come and pack your stuff for a couple of days and stay at mine," it was a blatant invitation for a fuck, not to move in and I was humble enough to recognize that, and so I did."Okay," I shuddered under his touches. Jed was known to be a bit rough, it was behind the club gossip where his exes talked about how the man would fucked them to the bed and leave love bites and bruises in the morning.The future of losing my virginity and being taken care of by an older man was too exciting for me that I missed all the red flags. And Jed had been sweet with me for the last couple of dates. By the end of the day, I just wanted to be in someone's arms, then maybe someday I'd be truly loved. Yeah, someday for sure. Being adopted made me realize that I was unwanted and unloved the second I was born, then my adoptive parents put the last nails in my coffin, securing the dark thoughts in my head."Oh Remy, tell me is it true that you're still a virgin?" There, Jed finally asked after our third date while he was stripping me naked in his bedroom."I am," I smiled shyly, feeling too goddamn nervous cause I wanted me and Jed to last, hopefully for a couple of months. Because I know it won't be forever, not for people like me. I liked his apartment, and I wanted to stay there longer than a month. Yep, it was no secret that Jed likes to keep his boyfriend within reach and I was having no problem with that as long as I could get out of the blistering cold of my tiny apartment which had no proper heating."Fuck, gorgeous and willing. Why don't you kneel for me and let me shove my cock through that pink lips of yours."And so I did, I opened my mouth and let him in while I relaxed my throat. The older man groaned and thrusts in and out. It didn't take long until I was on all four and he took my virginity. He was gentle for the first part as if he was cherishing my virginity until I slipped out a moan and the man goes wild.I was sore two hours later while he cuddled me when all I wanted to do was to take a shower. Somehow the fucking didn't seem as wonderful as the ones in romance novels and the dried cum itches. But I didn't move out of the bed cause I wanted to please the man, letting him hold me and pressing his sweaty chest on my back until he finally snored. I gently pushed away from him and quietly went to the bathroom to clean myself.The next couple of months fly by easily, I was fucked, sheltered, and fed, all while trying to find a proper job suitable for my art degree."I know not to get my hopes up," I told my bestie and fellow cocksucker from Zephyr, Marx."Yeah, your ex-virgin ass is not going to entertain him much longer. The man builds Zephyr for his personal enjoyment. But tell me, are you sure you're okay?"I was not, but I didn't tell him. Instead, I hid my duffle bag under the counter and start preparing drinks for Marx's table. The chirpy twink grinned and took his table's order in seconds.When no one was looking I wiped my tears and took a deep breath before I plastered a fake smile on my face. Being subtly pushed out of Jed's apartment was a low blow, I thought we were going somewhere. I did last more than three months with him, which was a couple of months more than many of his conquests at Zephyr. I know so because they talked.The last couple of weeks, staying at Jed's apartment hadn't been enjoyable, he had been rougher than I'd liked with less aftercare. The club owner had only two modes while fucking, rough and rougher. The next day I would wake up with bruises on my body and a sore ass. But when he joked that he was going to let his friends have me while he watches, I was more than scared thinking if he was serious, or if it was his way of pushing me out the door. So I think of it as the latter and that was when I packed my bag to leave his apartment and go straight for work. It was closing time when I waited for everyone to go before I could slip out of there with my duffle bag. But Dodge, the biggest bouncer in the club told me that Jed wanted to see me in his office. He winked as if something naughty was going to happen between Jed and me, so I put on my fake smile and thanked the man."You're leaving me?" He asked the second I entered his room, the man was sitting behind his desk and told me to clo
Maybe it was the desperation in me but when the Daniels arrived, I willingly go with them and I even give Jed a kiss which made him smile and told me that he couldn't wait to have me back. Yeah right, I bet he already had several guys lined up for the next two months. Suck it up, Remy, you're still better than those homeless hookers. I tried to give myself a pep talk, wanting this part of my life to be over with already. "You look like you were being handed a life sentence." The blond-haired man I know as Lance said looking at my dreaded expression. Then the other Daniels, Nash, told me that they're brothers and that I will be staying at their apartment."You will be with one of us each time, we don't play together. We will rotate our schedule between our wives and our jobs. But we believe that you will not betray our trust, Jed said that you're one of the good ones." Nash started explaining everything once we got in the car. Him in the backseat with me, while Lance was behind the w
The music was loud, the light works were robust, and the crowd was insane. I was in my element, grinding my body against Marx who was laughing freely as we enjoyed the night. We went out whenever we had the same night off, and tonight is one of them. The rave party was a last-minute change of plan. And with the whole Jed pimping me out, I needed the distraction, badly. The Daniels didn't have plans for me, so I was free and I intend to enjoy the time I have and dance the night away. I have been with them for over a week now, they were nice enough, and aside from feeling like a kept man I didn't have any issues with them, sexually. They were better than Jed, naughtier, but they were not rough, not like Jed rough. So I was cool with the arrangement, for the time being. "This is soooo fucking cool!" I yelled at Marx who practically squeaked like a girl when the glitter bomb burst and people jumped wildly in tune with the mixed electronic music, the beats were wild and the drugs were f
Days later Lance whisked me out of town when his wife and kids were spending the weekend with their grandparents. He had cleared my work schedule with Jed and told me to pack my clothes.It was my first time spending days in a very fancy hotel, though I wasn't sure this was a public hotel since I didn't even see the name of the hotel. It looked more like a very private, very expensive old mansion for the rich. We didn't actually get to spend time outside the hotel, but I really didn't care. It was nice to be spoiled, and that weekend I laid on posh hotel linens and showered with expensive bath soaps, even the air in the room smelled like rich people. Growing up, my adoptive parents did take me on vacations, we stayed at hotels but they were the budgeted kind where families with lots of children stay. In this place, the lobby itself screamed money. If Lance didn't put his hand on my back and lead me inside, I'd surely turn back around thinking I'd be kicked out for being poor and they
Lately, my life had been so boring, nothing excited me like it used to. While I sat back on my office chair, I looked at the young man on his knees between my legs. Though the guy had one hell of a talented mouth, I feel like everything was getting too monotonous.Groaning louder I let him fuck my cock with his mouth, his pink lips wrapped around my length, and his sultry tongue licked my precum desperately, then the leaned-looking man took it like a champ when he drinks me in. I know with my size, I might be a challenge for most men but apparently not him."Thank you," "You're welcome," he said sweetly, as he gets himself up from under me. "I'll let myself out." He said as I slipped some bill as a tip onto his back pocket, the man purred as I kissed his cheek. The discretion was needed, I don't usually have them come to my office but I have been busy and my mood was always better after a quick release. I needed it so before the meeting with the family. I was scheduled for the quarte
"You owe me, boss," Robyn said happily like she always does every time she piled up my abrupt change of plans to the perfect schedule she had intricately planned for me. "Thanks, Robyn, send me your online wish list I'll make it happen," She squeaked excitedly from the other line and giggled. "Alrighty boss, I'll update your schedule in an hour, maximum two hours. Have fun!" With her ending the conversation, I put my car in gear and smoothly drove out of the basement parking area and blend into the afternoon traffic heading straight to my apartment. The apartment that I kept for my sexual rendezvous. When I arrived at the basement of my building, I called Oscar and smiled when the man pick up after the first ring. "Eager are we?" "I'm not sure, maybe..." "Oscar, get out of the car, meet me at the basement elevator, south entrance, basement one. Now. So I can continue showing you just how straight you are," My instructions were stern and I dropped my voice lower, knowing that no g
Oscar didn't stay the night, after more kisses in the shower and a hot frotting session in bed, the young CEO left my apartment with a promise that he'll be back after his dinner meeting with a client. I wished that he would, we both made an appointment to get tested separately after he decided that he wanted to try everything with me. I explained my situation to him and luckily he was in the same situation as mine. With his family frowning upon the gay community he didn't dare explore his sexuality. Between work and family, he was too busy to care about his social and sexual life. But he was eager to venture on our secret rendezvous and basically wants to fuck like rabbits with me. "I will leave you with the matchmaking then, though I doubt that I could fit dating schedules into my already fully booked calendar." I pushed back my chair and got up, saying goodbye to my aunt from the other line. Aunt Yasmin had called and asked about Oscar's sister. When she asked about yesterday I t
It has been too long since I have had feelings for my sexual partners. I know they came with an expiry date, feelings were the last thing I'd expect to conjure for them and that should include the CEO of Davenport Holdings, Oscar Davenport. But as I looked at his sleeping stature beside me, my inside fluttered with delights. Sappy, I know. I caressed his exposed hip and kissed his shoulder before slipping out of bed to make both of us some coffee. It has been almost a month since the first time we had sex and he had been sleeping over at my bachelor pad regularly. The rate of our sleepovers should be considered alarming, but I was enjoying his company. I was liking the nights when he snuggled and wrapped me with his sexy body, basked timid attitude, and spent hours talking, digging into his wonderful intelligent mind."Mmhmm... what time is it?" "It's still six, why don't you sleep a bit more, I'll make us coffee then we'll have a shower quicky before going to the office." I kissed