LOGINLESSIE
The campus library felt different after dark. I have been here dozens of times during the day, researching papers and hiding from Sandra's endless stream of sorority friends. But tonight, everything felt different. The towering shelves and shadows of the shelves seemed to move on their own, making every nerve in my body scream danger. I should have stayed back in my dorm after hearing about the attack. Some girl was mauled by what campus security was calling "a large dog", though the whisper of the rumour suggested something far more scary and sinister. But Professor Ravencrest's assignment was a must, I couldn't afford not doing it. The question: Research the historical significance of lunar cycles in European folklore. Pay particular attention to transformation myths. Due for submission tomorrow, my heart ran. I knew deep within me that it wasn't just a question, he wanted to know if I was lying about my parents being anthropologists. The mythology section occupied the library's third floor, accessible only by a narrow staircase that creaked with every single step. Most students avoid it, claiming it gave them the creeps. Tonight, I understood what they meant. My footsteps echoed too loudly in the silent library. I found the book I needed tucked between dusty volumes on medieval superstitions. Lunar Mythology and Human Transformation by Dr. Mark Jones. The spine of the book was worn smooth, showing more readers than the circulation card indicated. "Interesting choice," I tilted my head slightly to a side as I swiftly flipped its pages. I spun around, my heart pounding faster. A young man emerged from between the stacks, his brown curls catching the overhead light and his hazel eyes warm with genuine friendliness. "Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you." His smile was boyish and disarming. "Regardless, you still scared the hell out of me." I snapped softly. "I apologize for that. I'm Ethan Perez, a journalism major like you." "Lessie Count." I clutched the book against my chest. "And how did you know I am in the journalism department?" "Everyone saw you in the first class, when you snuck in from behind. Plus, Professor Ravencrest mentioned you in the General Introductory class I happened to attend today." He moved closer and something about his presence calmed my racing pulse. “He wouldn't stop talking about you, saying you had particularly insightful perspectives on folklore." "He talked about me?" Heat flooded my cheeks. "Don't worry, all good things only." His laugh was easy and comfortable. "Though, according to the rumors I've heard about him, I didn't expect him to be so... intense about a student." "What do you mean?" I feigned innocence as though I haven't noticed it also. "I heard that Professor Ravencrest requested your application be fast tracked into his advanced class. That's so not normal behaviour for him." The grip on the book tightened. Why would he do that? I'm still in my first year and he wants me to attend his advanced class? Ethan glanced around the empty stacks, then leaned closer . "Can I give you some advice? Be careful around Professor Ravencrest. There are rumours." "What kind of rumours?" The curiosity in my voice was undeniable. "That kind that fragile ladies like you should stay away from." Before I could ask what he meant, the lights went out. It wasn't the gradual dimming of a power outage that could have given me time to find my phone, but the sudden, absolute blackout that meant someone had flipped a switch. Complete darkness swallowed us. "Ethan?" My voice came barely as a whisper, the darkness suddenly plunging me into one of those nightmares that have become my usual sleep routine. "I'm here," his hand found mine in the darkness, firm and reassuring. "Stay quiet." Footsteps echoed from the stairwell, slow, almost as if the person was deliberately dragging their feet. It was the kind of steps that belonged to someone who could see perfectly in the dark. My senses sharpened and a new scent drifted through the air. It was cold and sharp, like a winter wind carrying the promise of snow. It was nothing like Professor Ravencrest's warm sandalwood scent. This smelled like danger and death and my heart raced faster as the steps entered the library. "She's here," The voice was female, cultured with gha kind of accent that spoke of private school and old money. "I can smell her." Ethan's grip on my hand tightened. His other hand pressed against my lips, silencing the questions trying to spill out. "Lessie Count, such a rat, hiding so well in plain sight." The voice grew closer. "Such a pretty name for such a pretty girl. Though I doubt you'll be either much longer." My blood turned cold and my mind raced with several thoughts. Whoever was outg there knew my name and had come here specifically for me. But why me? What does this person want from me? "The Moon Goddess has such an interesting taste in champions," the voice continued, now close enough that I could hear silk fabric rustling. “Twenty years old, orphaned and completely unaware of what runs in her veins. Almost too plain and too easy to be suspected." What runs in my veins? I thought, the question was almost eating me up. "But don't worry, dear. I'll put your power to much better use than you ever could." A hand grabbed my shoulder from behind. I screamed. The sound echoed through the stacks like a gunshot, and suddenly everything happened at once. Ethan yanked me sideways, pulling me deeper into the maze of shelves. Emergency lightning flickered on, casting everything in hellish red, like the blood of my parents that tormented my dreams. And from somewhere below us came the sound of running footsteps. Multiple sets of them "This way!" Ethan dragged me towards a maintenance door I had never noticed before. His moves were sure and confident, like he had planned this exact escape route. "How did you..." "Questions later. Start running!" We burst through the door into a narrow service corridor. Behind us, I heard the sound of wood splintering. Like something like claws was tearing through the bookshelves. "Faster," Ethan urged, his voice urgent and alarming. We ran down a hallway I didn't know existed, past pipes and electrical panels, towards what I hoped was an exit. My lungs burned, my legs shook but fear kept me moving. "Ethan," I gasped as we reached a heavy metal door. "What did she mean about power? About the Moon Goddess? Do they really exist?" He paused with his hand on the door knob, his hazel eyes serious in the red emergency lightning. "You'll find out soon enough." The door burst open revealing Professor Ravencrest and Professor Cross. Their eyes were wild with panic and I could still hear the sound of the car left running behind them. It was as if they came looking for us. "Thank God," Professor Ravencrest let out a sigh of relief. His amber eyes swept over me, searching for any sign of harm. "Are you hurt?" His voice was filled with curiosity and concern that matched his eyes as they locked with mine. "I'm fine, but there was someone upstairs, a woman. She knew my name and knew I was there." The shared glances between Professor Ravencrest and Professor Cross spoke of something I wasn't privy to. "We need to get you somewhere safe first," Professor Ravencrest said in a swift voice as his hand instinctively moved to my arm. "Safe from what?" I demanded, shrugging my arm out of his grip and I took a step back. “What is happening? Why is that woman looking for me? And what exactly are you protecting me from?"DANTEI sat alone in my apartment, staring at the ceiling with my hands trembling. The cold December morning was perfect but to me it wasn't. My chest felt tight, my lungs clogged with thoughts I couldn’t untangle. Everything I built, every plan, every strategy I executed, and for what? For her. Lessie.I’ve spent years hiding her. Keeping her at arm’s length from the world. Protecting her. Protecting us. And for what? For reputation. For control. For some illusion that I could live without showing my heart. And now I just couldn’t. I reach for the resignation letter, crumpled it, smooth it out, crumpled it again. My hand shook when I wrote “Crescent Falls University” at the top. I couldn’t even call it work anymore—it’s life. It’s letting go. Letting go of everything I built to finally give myself the one thing I’ve wanted since the moment I found her: to love her openly, without fear, without hiding.I rubbed my face, feeling the ache deep in my jaw, in my chest. My fingers tremble
LESSIEI didn’t even notice the sun had set. The room was dark except for the faint green glow from the healer’s instruments and the weak flicker of the bedside lamp. Kieran lay there, unconscious, his body riddled with injuries that should have killed him a dozen times over. My hands clenched the edge of the bed as tears spilled over my cheeks. Dante sat in the corner, his jaw tight while his hands balled into fists. Neither of us spoke, because words wouldn’t fix this. Nothing would.The pack healer spoke finally. “He will not survive without extraordinary measures,” she said. “We need a power that is forbidden.”I froze. My heart thudded in my chest. “Forbidden?” I asked, my voice barely above a whisper. “You mean… if we do this, we could destroy everything Dante has worked for. Everything we’ve fought for…”“Yes,” she said simply. No hesitation. “It’s your choice. Save him and risk everything. Or do nothing and let him die.”I swallowed, feeling bile rise in my throat. My legs sh
LESSIEI held the document so tightly my fingers went numb.The paper was creased from being folded too many times. The ink was smudged at the edges, like whoever handled it before me had sweaty hands. I read it again. And again. And again. Every line felt unreal. Every sentence felt like it was mocking the hell I had lived through for weeks.This was it.This was proof I need to change my entire life.My chest hurt as I shoved it into my bag and wheeled myself back to the dorm. The hallway was quiet, but I still felt watched. I always felt watched now. I locked the door behind me and leaned my forehead against the wood, breathing hard like I had just run miles.My hands were shaking when I called Ethan.He picked up immediately.“Lessie,” he said. “Are you okay.”“I have it,” I said.There was silence.“You have what.”“The proof,” I whispered. “Everything. About the scholarship. About Dante. About Augustine. About Celeste. All of it.”I heard him suck in a breath.“Where are you.”“
LESSIETrying to exist on campus again felt like forcing a body into clothes that no longer fit.Everything was familiar in the wrong way. The stone paths. The lecture halls. The smell of coffee drifting from the café near the library. All of it looked the same, but I wasn’t. And everyone knew it.People stared like I was a story unfolding in real time. Like my pain was entertainment. I kept my head down as Ethan pushed my wheelchair across the quad. My leg ached from earlier therapy, a deep, gnawing pain that felt like my bones were arguing with my will.“Don’t look at them,” Ethan murmured. “They’re not worth it.”“I’m trying,” I said, but my voice shook.It was impossible not to feel them. Their eyes followed me everywhere. When I passed groups of students, conversations dipped, then resumed louder once I was far enough away.“She’s really milking it.” “That’s her. The one who ruined the professor.” “Guess sleeping your way up didn’t end well.”I pretended I didn’t hear.I was get
LESSIEThe tribunal recessed for lunch, but the word recess felt like a lie.I knew they just wanted time to fabricate more lies against me.The doors of the auditorium opened, and the noise rushed in like a living thing. Voices slammed into me before I could even see faces and I knew well that every student in this school hates me for no reason, all that needed was false news and they delved into it.I felt Ethan’s hand tighten on the back of my wheelchair.“Don’t look up,” he murmured, low and urgent.I looked anyway.Students flooded the hallway and spilled onto the front steps outside. The damn phones were already set to take another picture that would be used as a meme and further bully me. Some people were filming. Some weren’t even pretending to hide their smiles. It felt like stepping into an arena where everyone had already decided who deserved to kill.“Go home!”The shout came from my left.Another voice followed, sharper. “Liar!”Someone else screamed, “Witch!”Something f
LESSIEI stood beside Ethan outside the humanities block, my arms wrapped around myself even though the afternoon heat pressed heavy against my skin. These days coming to the campus felt so different, I felt like I was in a place I shouldn't be in, I felt so displaced but it was my final year and soon I'd get my degree and it will be all worth it.Students passed by in groups, pretending not to stare at me like a was a piece of shit, but they failed miserably. Some slowed down just enough to look at me and nudged their friends to also look and laugh, good thing I was now a source of entertainment. Others did not bother hiding it at all. Someone whispered my name and laughed like it was a joke they finally understood.I felt smaller with every step I took. And honestly, I wished the world would just end that instant.Ethan noticed my mood like he always did.“Don't let them bother you. I feel this didn’t start on its own,” he said quietly.I looked at him. His jaw was tight, eyes scann







