LOGINWhen songwriting major Anya Scott goes to a prestigious college, she believes her unfortunate fate will forever change its course. Her supportive boyfriend lavishes her with attention, and she receives financial assistance from a mysterious benefactor. Despite her traumatic past, she’s doing better than she ever imagined and is on the cusp of achieving her goals. Until she’s not. She encounters a man who is brilliant, rich, and obviously unobtainable. Julian Sebastian—a renowned Hollywood composer and her new professor. Anya soon realizes she has stronger feelings for him and tries to suppress them for all the right reasons. Julian, too, is captivated by Anya's wit, beauty, and resolve. A forbidden, passionate affair awaits them. It’s a wrong and dangerous ride, but it feels so right that she wants to explore her own desires. Just one . Only one touch. They are all it will take to cross the line.
View MoreMy name is Hazel Molly, I'm twenty four and kind of like the caretaker of my family. My first job doesn't pay well and I have always had this impossible dream of working in J&R Corp, why? Their pay is awesome. Three months working there is definitely going to change my life and that of my family. I never go to bed at night without putting it in my prayers and hardly start a new day without putting it in prayers too.
One day, my prayer was answered, I saw an online application for a secretary, whose secretary? It didn't say but I don't care, I just want to work there.
So I applied and attended the interview just like more than a hundred others who to my disappointment happened to be better than me did. I almost gave up though, but in the end, I got the job but what I didn't know was that, that day will be the start of my worst nightmare which didn't only stop as a nightmare, but also led to my death.
No, no no, don't be scared, you will actually enjoy this story if you have patient with it and I'm going to humor you by starting from the very beginning, the very day that I attended the interview.
The very day that was supposed to be my happiest day.
The very day that my life didn't belong to me again.
The day I started losing my heart.
If I had known it would be like this, if I had known that working in J&R Corp would be the death of me, I would never had applied for that post, I would never have gone to that interview, I would never have wished nor prayed to work there, no matter how attractive their salary might be. I would have stuck to my current job and live my life like I see it.
But no, I didn't know, nobody told me, nobody warned me of what was install for me, nobody gave me a heads-up.
If I have been told, if I have known, maybe I would have avoided it, maybe I would have taken the next available route to escape.
Then in that process, I wouldn't have met Him...rather, I wouldn't have met them.
The two men, who made my life meaningful, filled it with all the passion, attention, love and most erotic moments of my life. One of them wouldn't have made me His Obsession and the other wouldn't have wanted to own me, come what may.
Maybe I would have been alive, living as happy as my family made me.
Why did I die? It's because I couldn't leave without one of them, but the one I want, didn't really want me as much and it killed me, it took away my very soul.
I will stop scaring you now so that you will be patient enough to read this story, my story.
So please, stay around because I will want you to tell me in the end if I was wrong or right.
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"Hazel," his deep voice caressed my name, sending a wave of electricity all over my body, making me shudder involuntarily, I look up at him, into his deep brown eyes that has turned dark because of the desire I sense in him. His fingers trailed down my spine, causing Goosebumps to rise on my skin. I marveled at the way he happened to arouse my hidden desires, with him I always seem to torn wanton.
I'm not a sleep around, I have only slept with my boyfriend Van, but when I'm with him, he hardly makes me ache for him, he hardly gets me wet which led to series of fight between us because I'm always tired when he wants to touch me or be intimate with me. At that time, I thought I'm not made for sex since it's hardly an emotion for me.
But ever since I met him, ever since I have tasted his lips, his caresses on my skin, an unquenchable fire had aroused in me, a fire only him can quench.
But do I want him to quench this fire? I don't know, sometimes I know I shouldn't be this close to him, he is my boss and the company strictly forbids relationship in the company ground, not like that would matter to him, he is the boss, he could always change that stupid rule.
But sometimes I want him to take me, right in his office, on the desk or in the bedroom in his office, sometimes like now as his tongue trailed on my neck, caressing and sucking.
A soft moan escaped my lips and I shuddered, a little bit reasoning popped up in my mind and I decided to listen to it for listening sake, "sir, you...you shouldn't be..be doing this," I said in between moans as his big hand squeezed my ass.
"Is that so?" His voice sounded in my ear, his breathing tickling my neck, "but you don't sound like you want me to stop." I could swear he was smirking, he love having me at his mercy and I love being at his mercy.
"But sir, this...this is the company's ground, you..."
"I'm the boss Hazel, I do what I want and right now I want to do you. What says you my darling?"
I bit my lip to swallow my moan, just what is he doing to me? How could he know my body more than I do? I woke up from my thought when I felt his hand sip under my skirt, his hand burned my thigh and I squirmed, wanting him somewhere but not daring to ask him.
"I'm waiting Hazel. What do you want? You have to tell me baby," he whispered, his long fingers now shifting my panties to the side as one traced my folds. I wanted to close my legs, to trap his finger there but I didn't expect the assault he was planning next as he softly bit my earlobe, sucking it softly which derived a moan from me and my legs involuntarily opened wider for him. He took advantage of it immediately and traced my clitoris with his finger, letting out a low growl on my neck, "you are ready for me Hazel, so freaking ready. Come on my darling, I won't do anything unless you say it. Say what you want, listen to your body Hazel, say what it wants you to say, I won't mind."
He slowly made me bend, my hands now gripping tightly onto the desk to keep me from falling, although I trust him to catch me but I'm not taking the chances.
His finger traced from my clitoris to my entrance, before entering my pussy, he dipped and removed it, causing a wave of shudder to wash all over me. I swear, if he continues like this, I'm going to cum. What the hell did I just get myself into?
His other hand was now unbuttoning my shirt, he sipped it through the little opening and fondled my breast, he squeezed it a little too hard causing me to yelp before succumbing to the pleasure his hand is bringing me in my most treasured part.
He seemed not to talk to me again, waiting for me to finally give in, not that I haven't anyway, he bit my earlobe again before sucking it, his finger in my pussy, his hand fondling my breast, his lips now trailing wet kisses on my neck.
I was on fire, my body was throbbing and I was getting close, real close, if he continues like this, I will definitely cum on his hand. Just when I have surrendered myself to the expertise of his hand, he suddenly let go of me.
I couldn't believe this, I was so fucking close!
I turned to glare at him, almost wanting to plead with him to please continue but he only smiled mischievously and brought his finger that have my juice on it to his mouth, he slowly licked it clean while I watched, wishing I could snatch that finger from him and put it back inside me.
"Don't look me at like that, I waited patiently for you to tell me what you want but you didn't. Which only means one thing, you don't want anything, right Hazel?" He smirked.
If eyes were lasers, I swear he would have been dead by the look I gave him. He only chuckled and walked into the bedroom, emerging back later with a paper towel as he dabbed his wet hand. I was still standing in the way he left me and he only chuckled once more when he saw my devastated state, "come now Hazel, I don't tolerate improper dressing in my office. Hurry up and arrange yourself while you go get me a cup of coffee. Play time is over," he walked over to his desk and slumped on his chair, crumbling the paper towel into a ball and tossing into the trashcan effortlessly, his eyes never meeting my face again as he picked a document and started going through it.
I wanted to kill him but I can't do that so I arranged my dressing, while still fighting my unsatisfied orgasm as I picked up the file I had come to collect before he grabbed me, "the coffee will be ready soon sir," I said before walking to the door, I could feel his eyes on me and I know he is smirking right now, but there is nothing I could do but opening the door and slamming it after me.
You see? That's only a little of the things I go through everyday but it's okay. You will understand better soon.
When I got to bed later that night, I immediately called Julian. Damn. My feet are killing me from running around all day in heels. “How’s Kristoff doing?” I ask, my gaze fixed on the ceiling. “He’s already dozed off.” I hear a door closing in the background. “Did you guys talk?” “Yeah.” “What did you say?” “Everything. I told him everything from the start. It’s alright now. You have nothing else to be worried about.” I exhaled a sharp sigh of relief. “We should’ve done this sooner. I’m sorry because Kristoff is a good person.” “He is. He didn’t tell you even though he already knew. “Hey, don’t worry about it, and get some rest,” he says softly. I chew my bottom lip. “Thank you for today. I was late, but you waited for me.” “No. Either way, I’d still tell you about it. I should be thanking you for accepting me.” Silence. I love hearing his voice. I could fall asleep all night listening to him speak. He makes me feel as if I’m lying on clouds. “I love you so much, Julian.”
I got separated from Julian at the party when everyone surrounded him to wish him a happy birthday. I also see his parents, Rachel and Benjamin, at the corner, speaking to some guests. I realize this is my second encounter with his father, and I don’t know much about him yet. Rafael, his eldest son, bears a striking resemblance to him. I’m curious about him because I’ve already met Julian’s entire family.The party is formal, well-prepared, and obviously exclusive, as evidenced by the familiar faces—most of whom are celebrities. I’m glad I dressed appropriately tonight. Everything Dean had arranged for me had probably come from Julian. Now I just have to get used to that fact and accept that he and John Pitch are the same person. And that I’m now engaged to him. This ring on my finger proves I’m not imagining things.
When Dean arrives at the hospital, he sees me right away. His face is stricken with concern as he studies me from head to toe and then sighs when he realizes I’m fine. But whoa. I’m amazed at how he came here fast. I was just talking to him. “What are you doing here, Anya?” “It’s Kristoff. He’s had an accident. I can’t just leave him there, Dean, knowing I’m partly to blame.” “How is that your fault? Is he alright?” I nod. “He’s already awake, but he refuses to notify his parents.” Even though I know they’ll blame me, I’ll take whatever they say. “He probably thought it would just cause a stir. His parents are at the party. Don’t worry. I’ll check on him later, so we should leave now.” “What did Mr. Pitch say?” “He’ll come to see you. You can explain everything later.” I exhale a sigh of relief. “Thank you.” But Julian’s birthday, too! He could be looking for me right now. But I haven’t received a call or message from him yet, and neither has Lora. “He’s waiting, Anya, so hur
I feel my face whiten, unable to move my lips or even move at all. My mind is flooded with questions. How did he find out? Did Julian tell him? Or did he see us together? What does he think of me now?“Goddammit, Anya!” He rubs his face. Exasperated tears well up in his eyes. “Really? Julian? “Why him of all people?”“P-Please, Kris, calm down. I’ll explain.”I understand how important this is to him. I’ve known itsince the beginning. Kristoff looked up at Julian. He’s like a brother to him, someone he can rely on. But Julian and I went too far. It’s unfair that we kept it from Kristoff, but we didn’t do anything wrong. We were simply being cautious.I have to tell him. It should be done now, without hesitation. I’ll try to persuade him of my connection to Julian—everything from the beginning. We met before Whitlock, how I was chosen for the scholarship, how we met a
“Did you have fun?” Julian inquires as we drive to his house.“God, yes. I love Ophelia so much. I’m still bewildered by tonight’s event.” I heard from her mouth how she liked my song.
Each performance took an entire day to finish. I’ve waited with everyone else, hoping for a miracle that my name, or someone deserving, will be called. Regardless of the outcome, another meaningful moment in my life lies ahead.
When Julian climbed into bed last night, I felt his arm wrap around me, but I was too tired to notice what time he got home.But I awoke alone in bed this morning. Julian is already preparing breakfast at the dining tabl
Julian takes me to the beach, and I’m having one of the best times of my life. And God, I could swim forever! Be with Julian in this beach house, far from everything else. Something about the seawater and sunlight makes me feel alive.
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