“She gave me a B plus, but I thought this was the lowest possible grade.” Lora’s bewildered blue-green eyes stare at me.
“Yes, and you know I need straight As to keep my scholarship,” I say, sipping my Frappuccino.“I’m sure that your benefactor would understand. It’s not a bad grade,” says Kristoff.“What did she give you?” I ask him.He pauses a moment before answering. “A-plus. Sorry, babe.”“See?” I groan and clench my teeth. “She doesn’t like me.”“Maybe she’s frustrated that Saint Maria still ranks below you in other academics.” Lora munches her muffin.“Saint Maria. That’s hilarious.” I snort a laugh. “But still, number one is the best.” I bump my boyfriend’s shoulder with my fist. “What does it feel like to be always on top?”He grins. “It’s been the same since the first year.”“Cocky.” I slowly exhale the tension building up in my chest, remembering my benefactor. “Okay, but I can’t keep sending Mr. Pitch excuses. It’s likely one of the reasons why he never answers any of my emails.”“Perhaps he isn’t reading them. That’s cool, though, right? He won’t know your grades,” Lora asserts.I shake my head. “What if he really is reading them?”Silence follows my question, but then Lora asks Kristoff. “What do you think of Julian Sebastian? You said he’s close to your family.”He mentioned this once. I sometimes forget that my boyfriend comes from a prominent family of musicians.His father, Phillis Stevens, used to be an A-list rock star and is now a big businessman in the entertainment industry. His mother, Melissa, is a veteran stage actress and violinist. America Stevens, his sister, is a pop singer. However, when he brought me to their house to meet them, they just weren’t friendly.“He’s been my mentor for as long as I can remember,” Kristoff continues. “He taught me to conduct, play five musical instruments, and compose and write songs. Without a doubt, becoming a professor suits him.”“But don’t you think he’s ridiculously hot?” Lora asks me. I’m a little shocked. Even though I agree with her, I’m always hesitant to remark on another man’s appearance in front of my boyfriend. When I had wet dreams about Julian Sebastian, I wasn’t in a relationship, and he still wasn’t a professor.“I... I guess so,” I say.“My family will celebrate Christmas eve with the Sebastians. Maybe you two could come with me to meet him,” Kristoff offers.I’m hesitant. “I’m not prepared. You know why.” His parents don’t like me.“I don’t give a damn what my parents think of us. I’ll defend you.” He smiles sweetly as if it were an easy matter.“You already did.” I clasp my hand around his biceps.“Really? How?” He seems pleased.“Do you remember when I first came to your house? Your mother asked me about my background. Instead, you told her that backgrounds aren’t always important.”He gently pinches my chin. “Because it isn’t. I don’t care about who your parents were or whether you’re an alien.”“Except I don’t have any parents anymore.” I pout.Kristoff’s gaze softens. “Anya, I like you just the way you are. So, please, let’s just ignore them. Come celebrate Christmas with me.”“Aw, that’s so sweet.” Lora lays her chin on her palm and brushes her long, wavy blonde hair with her fingers. “You guys look wonderful together.”I flash a smile. “Yeah. It took some time for me to realize,” I joke. Kristoff had been stalking me for months before we really started dating.Kristoff chuckles. “The prize is worth it. So, what do you guys think? Will you come with me?”“My parents are traveling to our cousins in Berlin on Christmas, and I don’t feel like seeing them this year. Sure, I’ll come,” Lora agrees.“Excellent! You’ll like the party theme. It’s a masquerade,” Kristoff says.I grab him and kiss his cheek. “Fine, we’ll come, but I’m writing Mr. Pitch an email today.”“Do you tell him everything all the time?” Lora ponders.“I don’t have to, but his assistant, Mr. Melnard, encouraged me to discuss anything I want in the emails.”“Did you talk about me to Mr. Pitch?” Kristoff asks.I bite my bottom lip. “I don’t think I have to. It’s not like I needed his approval to have a boyfriend. But he knows you two are my friends.”“Mm. Good point.” Lora nods. “But Mr. Pitch is basically just like your... dad. Don’t you think so?”I grin. “He is something like that.”While Kristoff and Lora continue talking about the party, I take my phone from my handbag and write an email.To: main@ohnpitchscholarship.eduCC: Dean Melnard (deanmelnard@johnpitchscholarship.edu)Subject: My grades and the holidaysDear Mr. John Pitch,It’s snowing in Manhattan right now. Christmas is coming, and so is the holidays. I wish to inform you I passed all of my subjects with excellent marks except I received a C in songwriting. I keep breaking my promise, but I’d like to be completely honest with you. I’m not pleased with my performance, so I understand I must study songwriting more. I’ve attached an e-copy of my grades and the song I wrote.I do not wish to disappoint you and will not make another promise. But I will work harder and become better. Kristoff invited Lora and me to celebrate Christmas with him at one of his family’s acquaintances. It’s a masquerade party. Take care.Sincerely,Anya_______________________________________Dean Melnard (deanmelnard@johnpictscholarship.edu)CC: main@johnpitchscholarship.eduSubject: Re: My grades and the holidaysDear Ms. Scott,Mr. Pitch wishes you good health during this cold season. A student may receive a low grade in one subject, but this is a valuable experience. To truly understand what success entails, everyone must go through a setback. He believes you will do well in the future.Regarding the lyrics you sent us, he also agrees that the song is not the best. He noted it had been overwritten to where the meaning had become unclear. He does, however, perceive your great potential.Please have a wonderful holiday. A package will be delivered to your door this week. It’s an early Christmas gift. Take care as well.Sincerely,Dean Melnard,Executive AssistantJohn Pitch Scholarship_______________________________________I’m always grateful for my benefactor and his assistant’s generosity. Mr. Pitch appears to me as a wealthy, considerate man in his late forties with a deep knowledge of music. And as expected, he didn’t respond to me himself. He never has.When I got to bed later that night, I immediately called Julian. Damn. My feet are killing me from running around all day in heels. “How’s Kristoff doing?” I ask, my gaze fixed on the ceiling. “He’s already dozed off.” I hear a door closing in the background. “Did you guys talk?” “Yeah.” “What did you say?” “Everything. I told him everything from the start. It’s alright now. You have nothing else to be worried about.” I exhaled a sharp sigh of relief. “We should’ve done this sooner. I’m sorry because Kristoff is a good person.” “He is. He didn’t tell you even though he already knew. “Hey, don’t worry about it, and get some rest,” he says softly. I chew my bottom lip. “Thank you for today. I was late, but you waited for me.” “No. Either way, I’d still tell you about it. I should be thanking you for accepting me.” Silence. I love hearing his voice. I could fall asleep all night listening to him speak. He makes me feel as if I’m lying on clouds. “I love you so much, Julian.”
I got separated from Julian at the party when everyone surrounded him to wish him a happy birthday. I also see his parents, Rachel and Benjamin, at the corner, speaking to some guests. I realize this is my second encounter with his father, and I don’t know much about him yet. Rafael, his eldest son, bears a striking resemblance to him. I’m curious about him because I’ve already met Julian’s entire family.The party is formal, well-prepared, and obviously exclusive, as evidenced by the familiar faces—most of whom are celebrities. I’m glad I dressed appropriately tonight. Everything Dean had arranged for me had probably come from Julian. Now I just have to get used to that fact and accept that he and John Pitch are the same person. And that I’m now engaged to him. This ring on my finger proves I’m not imagining things.
When Dean arrives at the hospital, he sees me right away. His face is stricken with concern as he studies me from head to toe and then sighs when he realizes I’m fine. But whoa. I’m amazed at how he came here fast. I was just talking to him. “What are you doing here, Anya?” “It’s Kristoff. He’s had an accident. I can’t just leave him there, Dean, knowing I’m partly to blame.” “How is that your fault? Is he alright?” I nod. “He’s already awake, but he refuses to notify his parents.” Even though I know they’ll blame me, I’ll take whatever they say. “He probably thought it would just cause a stir. His parents are at the party. Don’t worry. I’ll check on him later, so we should leave now.” “What did Mr. Pitch say?” “He’ll come to see you. You can explain everything later.” I exhale a sigh of relief. “Thank you.” But Julian’s birthday, too! He could be looking for me right now. But I haven’t received a call or message from him yet, and neither has Lora. “He’s waiting, Anya, so hur
I feel my face whiten, unable to move my lips or even move at all. My mind is flooded with questions. How did he find out? Did Julian tell him? Or did he see us together? What does he think of me now?“Goddammit, Anya!” He rubs his face. Exasperated tears well up in his eyes. “Really? Julian? “Why him of all people?”“P-Please, Kris, calm down. I’ll explain.”I understand how important this is to him. I’ve known itsince the beginning. Kristoff looked up at Julian. He’s like a brother to him, someone he can rely on. But Julian and I went too far. It’s unfair that we kept it from Kristoff, but we didn’t do anything wrong. We were simply being cautious.I have to tell him. It should be done now, without hesitation. I’ll try to persuade him of my connection to Julian—everything from the beginning. We met before Whitlock, how I was chosen for the scholarship, how we met a
“How about this one?” I turn around in front of Lora while selecting a dress to wear to the signing at Sebastian Records in the afternoon today—my most awaited day. God, time flies! Oh, and tonight is Julian’s birthday party that will be held at the company.I’m wearing a Neiman Marcus royal blue asymmetric cross bandage dress and Christian Louboutin heels that were delivered to my door by my benefactor’s assistant, Jefferson ‘Dean’ Bryant. He thought I should dress nicely today, and he fully supports my newfound success. He also said he’d say something after I signed. I’m curious about what that’s all about.Lora squeals as she scans me from head to toe. “Damn, you’re hot. Hot, sexy-smart. I wish I could be there for you.”“
Anne’s laughter echoes throughout the living room after Hector finishes second in their game on my television I haven’t even used yet. Ben said it would be boring, so he brought his game console. The others are relaxing with some beverages and snacks while chatting. And I’m in the kitchen, getting another box of pizza and fried chicken. “Seriously?” Hector grumbles. “Wow, that was extreme! Now, give me your fifty dollars,” Anne brags. Ben chuckles. “I warned you, dude. You can’t force ladies these days.” “I’ll take the bet. I’m next,” Kristoff says. “Hey, me, too!” Brit yells. “Do they do this often?” I ask Lora. “Oh, yes. Usually in Hector or Ben’s place, but I hardly join.” I take a big bite of my pizza. God, I love cheese. “Then let’s join them now.” We bring the food into the living room and take a seat. “Hector, move your leg!” Give the owner some space,” Brit says as she grabs a